• Pigments to make paint!
• Eco-friendly t-shirts for screen prints!
• Travel times.
• Camera.

Halloween Marathon! Starting with the greatest TV specials: (this is not in order of best)

• Freaks and Geeks- "Tricks and Treats"
• South Park- "Pinkeye","Spookyfish","Korn's Groovy Pirate Ghost Mystery","Hell on Earth 2006"
• "It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown"
• "Garfield's Halloween Adventure"
• King of the Hill- "Hallelujah House", "Hilloween"
• Berenstein Bears- "Trick or Treat"
• Beavis and Butthead- "Children of Cornholio"
• that one Doug
• Boy Meets World: "Boys II Mensa", "Who's Afraid of Cory Wolf?", "And Then There Was Shawn", "The Witches of Pennbrook"
• Malcolm in the Middle- "Halloween Approximately"
• That 70's Show- "Halloween", "Too old to ...

Bitch, Please

• Tilly and the Wall- Pot Kettle Black
• Ratatat ft. Missy Elliot= Hot
• The Blow- Hock It
• Bassnectar- Bomb the Blocks
• Beyonce- Diva
• Bassnectar- Kick It Complex
• Ratatat ft. Missy Elliot- Wake Up
• Lady Sovereign- I Got the Goods
• Metric- Help, I'm Alive
• Fiona Apple- Sleep to Dream
• The Blow- Fists Up
• You Lover Coz She's Dead- Superheroes
• Zero 7- Waiting to Die
• Cat Power- Speak for Me
• Frou Frou- Hear Me Out
• Feist- Honey, Honey

• body bags (DIY i did from haunted house)
• sawed parts cupcakes
• black trashbags, black lights
• DIY costumes (faeries)
• jars of fake mislabeled "scary" things
• ...more to be added later

This is how we're going to solve this:

• Quit smoking/Get in shape
  • I like breathing. Plus, exercising is a NATURAL release of endorphins. The easiest way to make me feel better and feel good about myself. So get the fuck over the laziness.
• Swallow the pride and start swallowing the anti-depressants too
  • It's been a year. It's not better. The lows interfere with my life and I have to do something about it. A real solution. And when I register for school I will start going to counseling (if it's free here too.)
• Do something.
  • I waste so much time. So much. Paint, write, walk, I don't give a shit. But I ca...

• a writer of a comedy, even if it stays in my head
• singing along always
• moving out of this house by October
• happy
• taking pictures everyday
• completing my craft list
• posting my completions on craftster
• in love
• writing everyday
• judging you by your music taste
• quitting smoking
• making a scalloped area rug without the book/instructions because it's too expensive

• Bamboo Banga by M.I.A.
• Boy With a Coin by Iron and Wine
• Gold Lion by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
• Feist!
• early Death Cab
• If She Wants Me by Belle and Sebastian

• Memory Board
• Bench with Tree (From craft book)
• Painted Cork Board
• Make Clothes
• Mobiles
• Mosaics
• Wirework
• Paint Backgrounds
• Mix CD Book

• Hanging out with people all sitting next to each other bundled in their own blanket.
• Getting 50% off a pizza at Imo's. Hell yes.
• Cardigans
• Bluegrass
• Layers. So many layers are about to happen.
• Rediscovering websites I haven't posted on in forever.
• The way coffee illuminates my life in the morning.
• Built in craft-time.
• Transitioning music, I think I like the inbetween the best.
• I can kinda/sorta/pretty-well play my favorite winter song. (Exciting :)
• The Blow putting images in my head.
• Everything Tom Waits, which goes along with rewatching Jim Jarmusch films.

• Make yourself a real breakfast or at least eat something- it's good for you.
• Stretch! Something so small makes a big difference later and I know that. Do it.
• Go for a walk carrying 25 lbs or more in a backpack.
• Take vitamins
• Take meds- 2
• Take a shower/bath depending on my time.
• Apply for jobs until I find one
• Clean/organize 1 thing
• Work on craft project
• Learn something/anything
• Stick to my WebMD food plan
• Take pictures- yes, everyday!
• Do a non-intensive exercise in my room that I enjoy. I may take up yoga or belly dancing depending how I feel.
• Fill out WebMD exercise and health plan for the next day
• Set alarm for taking medicine so I can tr...

After this song, I'm going to

• take a shower
• get my prescriptions filled
• buy a polaroid camera
• get an ipod adapter that works
• go do what i was supposed to
• document travels

• promising light by iron and wine
• lua by bright eyes
• fair by remy zero
• chicago by sufjan stevens
• the bitter end by placebo (for unexplainable relations in the lyrics to a personal event)
• at the bottom of everything by bright eyes
• autumn's monologue by from autumn to ashes
• upward over the mountain by iron and wine!

^in fact, i've decided if this song doesn't bring you to tears, you might have no soul.

• In America
• Trainspotting
• Velvet Goldmine
• Reservoir Dogs
• American History X
• Two For The Road
• No Country for Old Men
• Superbad
• Mallrats
• Four Rooms
• Kill Bill Vol. 1,2
• Pretty in Pink
• Gran Torino
• Paris, je t'aime
• The Reader
• Milk
• Rocky Horror
• A Mighty Wind
• Young Frankenstein
• Blazing Saddles
• Dazed and Confused

• Jump Rope
• Stretch
• BIKING
• Workout Playlist
• Walk in the park
• Play basketball and tennis
• Swim
• Eat Healthy:
• more bakery bread
• fruits
• tea!
• water
• lean pockets
• less bad things
• Yoga maybe?

• Heartless Bastards
• The Flaming Lips
• The Black Angels
• Gogol Bordello
• Girl Talk
• Common
• Michael Franti & The Spearheads
• Aaron Kamm & The One Drops
• RjD2
• Santigold
• Man Man
• Raekwon
• Cee Lo Green
• Sublime with Rome
• Wilco
• Ziggy Marley
• Earth, Wind, & Fire
• Band of Horses
• Mouth
• Drive-By Truckers
• Foxy Shazam

• Burnt up house
• Francesca Lia Block tribute
• Brick fashion

And more I can't think of at the moment...

• Go see Tom Waits!- preferably on a road trip with good friends.

I expect it will be life-changing.

• Get a job, hopefully at the mall.
• Make the house homier.

-throw pillows -curtains -bar -lights at romancing the stone -re-decorate living room

• Go to more concerts. Support artists I like. Have more to talk about.
• Have more flings
• Make short films/comedies
• Learn to play Jenny Lewis songs
• Dream of Switzerland more... and all of the people it might include ;)

• About a girl, nirvana
• Unwind, sonic youth
• Borderline, sufjan stevens
• Red eye, ben kweller
• Every you every me, placebo
• Yeah yeah yeah song, the flaming lips
• Mushaboom, feist
• Idioteque, radiohead
• Celibate life, the, the shins
• Hoist that rag, tom waits
• Everyone's at it, lily allen
• Landed, ben folds
• Let go, frou frou
• Execution of all things, The, Rilo Kiley

• i'm all talk
• sometimes the only things i think i love are music and my mom- i can't help that
• i can't stop listening to Daylight by Matt & Kim. i seriously can't.
• i wish i could be open and honest with my family. i wish i could get to know my grandparents better because they're amazing, respectable people.
• i miss bob. we used to best friends and we're not now. i'm not sure why, but i've recently realized it might be my fault and that kills me.
• i have a urinary tract infection right now and it makes me more irritable than ever
• i'm irritable
• i don't like liars. i'm turned off by most people my age immediately.
• i smoke the ganj. there's so much stigma around it and it's really annoying. (btw...

• Super Mario Bros. on Super Nintendo (Except 2. Everyone knows 2 sucks.)
• Super Mario World on Super Nintendo
• Sonic the Hedgehog on Sega Genesis
• Sims
• Taxi Cab 2 on Sega Dreamcast
• DDR
• Wii Sports
• Fusion Frenzy
• Shadow of the Colossus

• 1000journals.com
• Artofthemix.org
• Craftster.org
• Darkcopy.com
• Etsy.com
• Imdb.com
• Pandora.com
• PostSectret.com
• Stumbleupon.com