• woke up early, expecting Campbell
  • Campbell said she couldn't make it, an hour after she was supposed to be here.
  • Leelu following me around: lawnmower day, she scurrred
  • grumpy and irritated: probably from anxiety from potential guest and also nightmares
jun 20 2018 ∞
jun 20 2018 +
  • Syd / Squid / Ducky
  • Young Adult
  • She/her
  • Oregon
  • Gamer
  • Artist
  • Writer
  • Aspergers
  • Hopeless Romantic
  • Demisexual
  • Psych and Art Major
  • Aquarius
  • Year of the Monkey
  • Ravenclaw
  • Chaotic Good
  • Dungeon Master
  • Orange Belt in Mauy Thai kickboxing
jun 10 2018 ∞
jun 19 2018 +
  • The Wrath of the Queen, The Chiron Journal
  • The Color of my Wings, PCC Literary Arts Anthology
  • various poetry, CHS Cougar Journal
jun 19 2018 ∞
jun 19 2018 +
  • alcoholic beverage - IPA
  • alien species in Mass Effect - asari
  • animal - ravens
  • animal (specific) - Leelu
  • anime - Parasyte
  • anime character - Zuko
  • article of clothing - hoodies
  • artist medium - ink on comic paper
  • band: Blue October
  • board game - Betrayal at the House on the Hill
  • book - The Book Thief
  • book series - The Wheel of Time
  • bug - butterfly
  • cartoon - Bob's Burgers
  • cartoon character - Marceline the Vampire Queen
  • city - Portland, Oregon
  • coffee bean - Kona
  • color - Red
  • comedy live action tv show: How I Met You...
jun 17 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +
  • birthplace: Santa Rosa, California
  • Garden City, Idaho
  • Boise, Idaho
  • Caldwell, Idaho
  • Portland, Oregon
  • Happy Valley, Oregon
  • Honomu, Hawai'i
  • Kurtistown, Hawai'i
  • Sprague River, Oregon
  • current location: Bend, Oregon
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +
  • Admiring maps/data
  • admiring my gallery on Neopets
  • admiring my Pokemon collection
  • animal videos
  • badassery
  • black metal
  • board games with friends/family and everyone is enjoying it
  • Candid photos gone horribly wrong
  • Cheesecake
  • Coffee
  • Collecting random things (kleptomania)
  • Collection games
  • defeating a super difficult boss
  • delicious meal while recovering from a hangover
  • Dungeons and Dragons session
  • Easy games when I am stressed out
  • electronica/dub-step
  • Ethan
  • finding an epic/legendary/rare piece of g...
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • tabby
  • a little thick
  • fluffy
  • 3 years old
  • Birthday in February
  • Fixed
  • Gift from Dad and Campbell after terrible sad thing happened
  • $25 at PetSmart
  • Given name at PetSmart: Leanne
  • Nickname Leelu, after Leeloo from Fifth Element
  • Doesn't meow often
  • Watches TV with us
  • Likes to always be in the same room as me
  • She makes toad noises
  • Sits at the dinner table with us
  • Sounds like a broken squeaky toy when she does meow
  • Walks right up to strangers
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +
  • Goose stole Keegan's sandwich
  • Suki scared that flock of ducks
  • Horse stole my pom pom hat
  • Riley bit Keegan on the ear, blood everywhere
  • Fiona bitch slapping Leelu in the face
  • Chief extending his claws into Mohawk and Charlie's cage as if resisting the urge to kill them
  • Teddy's huge nutsack
  • Those dogs that started mating right in the middle of 4th of July family BBQ
  • Leelu's record size poops
  • Birds that knocked themselves out flying into the living room window
  • Blue making Betsy cry
  • Chief sideswiping Kimba as she walked by
  • Chasing Nikita by the hospital
  • Blue marking his territory on my white sweater
  • 10 month old Frank the Frenchie trying to...
jun 9 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +
  • draw comics
  • write stories
    • fantasy
    • sci-fi
    • horror
  • write poetry
  • make collages out of old GameInformer and fashion magazines
  • play videogames (achievement whore)
    • Current: Harvest Moon: Skytree Village
    • Recent: Warriors Orochi 3 Ultimate
      • Pokemon Moon
      • Dragon Age Origins (again)
  • read books
    • Current: The Shadow Rising , 4th book in The Wheel Time series, Robert Jordan
    • Last: The Girl with All the Gifts , M.R. Carey
jun 19 2018 ∞
jun 19 2018 +
  • Xbox Live: toxxicduck
  • Steam: toxxicduck
  • PlayStation Network: toxxicduck
  • Friend Code (3DS): 3909-8029-2493 (comment yours!)
  • Instagram: toxxicduck
  • Wordpress: toxxicduck
  • Neopets: private_peas (toxxicduck got frozen XD)
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +
  • Groups of strangers being mean to me
  • Ghosts and Demons
  • Trying to pee or shower but keep getting interrupted
  • Guys I want to date but have no interest in me
  • Friends, Family, Boyfriend ditching me
  • zombie apocalypse
  • bugs burrowing into my skin
  • getting lost in a city or building
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +
  • archery
  • tenor saxophone
  • giving tattoos
  • flute
  • violin
  • Dark Souls
  • the Japanese language
  • any other language besides English
  • finishing a project
  • writing in a more mature way
  • drawing people realistically
  • focusing on one thing at a time
  • baking cookies and whatnot
  • brewing kombucha
  • brewing mead
  • tending to a huge vegetable garden
  • using a rifle
  • profesional dog training
  • making sushi
  • fly fishing
jun 17 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +
  • Dreamjournal.net
  • MoodPanda.com
  • Habitica.com
  • Neopets.com
jun 9 2018 ∞
jun 9 2018 +
  • "Is that the neighbors cooking, or did a cat throw up in here." - Dad
  • "I like you. You're, like, consistently not a piece of shit." - ?
  • "It's like shin splints, but with fire." - Guy on Steele Bridge
  • "Are those the keys to her vault aka her heart aka her chastity belt?" - Nainoa
  • "I'm going to put all my points into Wisdom. Wizards should be wise." - Noob DnDer at UHH Library
  • "He creeps me out. He looks like a Satanist. He is a good skate though." - ?
  • "I LOVE CHAPSTICK!" - Old man at Worst Day of the Year Bike Ride
  • "Your boobies are like 8 balls because I never know what to expect from you!" - Nainoa
  • "I think there's a spider in my butt-- there's a spider bite between my butt cheeks." - Palmer
jun 14 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • Shrill human noises right in my ear, such as my sister whining.
  • Repetitive high pitched sounds, like trucks backing up.
  • When Ethan watches videos on his phone in the morning in bed and wakes me up
  • When I'm writing or making art and totally in the zone, and someone comes in like a car crash and destroys my concentration, especially when all they want is to tell me something I give no shits about
  • When someone says my skills are a blessing or gift from God. Like, bitch, I practiced hard with this shit, ain't no god making me magically talented.
  • When I ask someone for help with something, and they move turtle slow and I am just standing here like omg
  • When people throw something in the garbage and it makes the bag fall down into the trashcan, and they don't fix it!
jun 10 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • The Fifth Element
  • The Princess Bride
  • Fight Club
  • A Scanner Darkly
  • American Beauty
  • The Shining
  • Children of Men
jun 9 2018 ∞
jun 9 2018 +
  • Into the Ocean - Blue October
  • Witness - Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Lights Out - Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Home - Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros
  • We Are Pilots - Shiny Toy Guns
  • Unravel feat. Hatsune Miku - dj-jo
  • Only You - Ellie Goulding
  • Hey Tomorrow Fuck You and Your Friend Yesterday - MSI
  • Flagpole Sitta - Harvey Danger
  • Polarize - twenty one pilots
  • Sera (feat. Elizaveta & Nick Stoubis) - Raney Shockne
  • Oh no! - Marina and the Diamonds
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +
  • Blue October
  • Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Gorillaz
  • Linkin Park
  • Make Them Suffer
  • Passion Pit
  • Cage the Elephant
  • Acrania
  • Shiny Toy Guns
  • dj-jo
  • Two Door Cinema Club
  • Panic at the Disco
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +
  • watching a movie, a brother and sister camping in the woods
  • they had some cheesy sad background involving their mother
  • it became apparent that there was also a camera man with them,
  • they became lost in the woods, some Blair Witch bs
  • they met a lone Asian man in a hut who refused to help them, but the brother stole some tools
  • they came upon like a summer camp with only women. It was just one huge house
  • I became me instead of just watching through a camera, I tired to use the restroom at the huge house but it was a weird device I couldn't understand.
  • Betsy showed up in some kind of weird car
  • lost again. I became the sister from before and the camera man became a random bal...
jun 20 2018 ∞
jun 20 2018 +
  • Himalayan bath salts
  • an earring with a pink-ish jewel
  • Sleepy Time Vanilla tea bags
jun 19 2018 ∞
jun 19 2018 +
  • find out where I can get a psych appointment that accepts my insurance
  • make Leelu a certified ESA
  • open a new bank account
  • figure out that US Bank bs
jun 18 2018 ∞
jun 18 2018 +
  • 3DS Friend Code: 3909-8029-2493
  • Pokemon Moon
  • soon Pokemon Ultra Sun
  • Pokemon Shuffle
  • Pokemon Rumble World
  • Animal Crossing New Leaf
  • Fantasy Life
  • Fire Emblem Fates
  • Fire Emblem Awakening
  • Tomodachi Life
  • Picross
  • Pokemon Crystal
  • Pokemon Black/Black 2
  • Dead or Alive Dimensions
  • Harvest Moon Skytree Village
  • Conception 2: Children of the Seven Stars
  • Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate (still need Generations and World T_T)
jun 17 2018 ∞
jun 18 2018 +
  • Mass Effect
  • Dragon Age
  • The Elder Scrolls
  • Pokemon
  • Harvest Moon
  • Destiny
  • Minecraft
  • Skybound
  • Left 4 Dead
  • Telltale Games
  • Borderlands
  • State of Decay
  • The Sims
  • Cities
  • Mount&Blade: Warband
  • Sid Meyer's Civilization
  • Fire Emblem
jun 10 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +

!! Spoilers !!

  • Alistair's Sacrifice
    • Alistair sacrifices himself, instead of Warden
  • Redeemer
    • Loghain sacrifices himself, instead of Warden
  • Ultimate Sacrifice
    • Sacrifice yourself
  • Dark Ritual
    • Have yourself (as a male Warden) or Alistair/Loghain sleep with Morrigan
    • Completed with Ricken Amell
jun 14 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • Profuse sweating
  • Unexplained contusions/swelling
  • Massive external hemorrhaging
  • New ideals, such as communism
jun 14 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +

BEFORE Politics

  • Keep band to ~20-25
  • Keep earning money
  • Remember to stock up on food!
  • DON'T join military campaign as a mercenary until high enough level
  • Keep gaining levels (15+)
  • Focus on:
    • Persuasion
    • Leadership
    • Pathfinding
    • Inventory Management
    • Looting
  • Gain Favor with Rulers and Settlements
    • Get King + City at "Welcoming"
    • Especially Bachelors with actual castles
  • Participate in tourneys and gain renown
  • Only take on FREE Companions until you are loaded
jun 14 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • Dead or Alive 5: Christie
  • Soul Caliber: Maxi
  • Dynasty Warriors: Xu Shu
  • Samurai Warriors: Nene
  • Overwatch: McCree
  • Super Smash Bros: Pikachu / Toon Link / Peach
  • Mario Kart: Toad/Toadette
  • Borderlands: Mordecai
  • Borderlands 2: Maya
  • Borderlands Pre-Sequal: CL4P-TR4P
  • Diablo II: Necromancer
  • Diablo III: Demon Hunter
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +
  • Frogger PS
  • Spyro the Dragon
  • Simpsons Taxi
  • Simpsons Wrestling
  • Pokemon Red, Yellow, and Silver
  • Freddie Fish
  • Game with Kangaroos that I don't remember the name of and Google isn't helping
  • Doom 95
  • Mortal Kombat
  • Captain Crunch's Crunchling Adventure
  • Sims 1
  • SimCity
  • Dark Cloud 1
  • Golden Sun 1 and 2
  • Halo 1
jun 10 2018 ∞
jun 10 2018 +
  • Garrus Vakarian - Mass Effect Trilogy
  • Fenris - Dragon Age 2
  • Zuko - Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Xu Shu and Lu Xun - Dynasty Warriors
  • Mat Cauthon - The Wheel of Time series
  • Death the Kid - Soul Eater
  • Edward Elric - Fullmetal Alchemist
  • Sera - Dragon Age: Inquisition
  • Lilith - Borderlands
jun 13 2018 ∞
jun 13 2018 +

Dad

  • Neurotic
  • Computer Whiz
  • Family Oriented
  • Good Sense of Humor
  • Perfectionist

Mom

  • Rebellious
  • Good Sense of Humor
  • Friendly
  • Inappropriate
  • Commitment Issues

Me

  • Artistic
  • Supernatural Fan
  • Socially Awkward
  • Family Oriented
  • Hopeless Romantic

Keegan

jun 14 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +
  • Poliwrath
  • Exeggutor
  • Articuno
  • Crobat
  • Flaaffy
  • Blaziken
  • Whishcash
  • Tropius
  • Roserade
  • Electivire
  • Glaceon
  • Froslass
  • Seismitoad
  • Whimsicott
  • Dedenna
  • Hawlucha
  • Diancie
  • Tsureena
  • Crabrawler
  • Ribombee
jun 10 2018 ∞
jun 10 2018 +
  • (!) = Really want to
  • <3 = How Much I Love Them

Dragon Age:

  • Alistair
  • Morrigan <3 <3
  • Leliana
  • Zevran <3
  • Anders
  • Fenris <3 <3 <3
  • Merrill (!)
  • Isabela
  • Sebastian
  • Talis
  • Cassandra
  • Solas <3
  • Sera (!)
  • Vivienne
  • Blackwall
  • Dorian (!)
  • Iron Bull
jun 9 2018 ∞
jun 14 2018 +