• scholarship essays
  • keep on dean's list
  • see people i miss
    • GIA
    • kati
    • danielle
    • carrieri
    • angie
    • geefinz
    • kasey
    • annie
    • erin
  • go visit/have people visit me from school
    • caroline
    • serina
    • adam
    • lauren
    • maddie
apr 28 2010 ∞
apr 28 2010 +
  • strings and hammers by jack's mannequin
    • it's just that, at night, i have nowhere to hide.
  • la la lie by jack's mannequin
    • well i've got friends who (la la lie) help me pull through.
  • i see you by mika
    • you mean the world to me but you'll never know.
  • defying gravity from wicked
    • some things i cannot change, but 'till i try i'll never know!
  • if it kills me by jason mraz
    • and i will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me.
  • fireflies by owl city
dec 10 2009 ∞
dec 10 2009 +
  • pros
    • i can stay up however late i want.
    • i don't have someone yelling at me to do work.
    • if i choose, i can drink.
    • meet new people.
    • go to school with males
    • wear my own clothes whenever i want.
    • sleep in when i want.
    • learn new things.
      • about myself.
      • about people.
      • about the world.
    • have my own space that's actually clean.
      • have motivation to stay clean and organized.
    • i'm making my family proud.
    • being on crew for the play.
oct 9 2009 ∞
oct 9 2009 +
  • usa
    • maryland
    • new hampshire
    • vermont
    • washington d.c
    • new york
        • new york city
    • florida
        • disney world
  • canada
    • niagara falls
  • france
    • paris
    • collioure
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 25 2009 +
  • spring awakening
  • godspell
  • tarzan
  • wicked
  • avenue q
  • you're a good man, charlie brown
  • in the heights
  • RENT
  • joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat
  • cats
  • jesus christ superstar
  • hairspray
  • moulin rouge
  • grease
  • grease 2
  • sound of music
  • wizard of oz
  • oliver!
  • chicago
  • assassins
jun 18 2009 ∞
jun 18 2009 +
  • find my way by the gabe dixon band
  • let's dance to joy division by the wombats
  • god's country by ani difranco
  • love save the empty by erin mccarley
  • feeling this by blink 182
  • the fame by lady gaga
  • her morning elegance by oren lavie
  • totally fucked from spring awakening
  • the little things by colbie caillat
  • accidentally in love by the counting crows
  • everyday by dave matthews band
  • fly by sugar ray
  • la lettre by renan luce
  • 20 dollar nose bleed by fallout boy
  • faith by george michael
  • son of man from tarzan
  • black balloon by the goo goo dolls
  • the remedy by jason mraz
  • new shoes by paolo nutini
jun 18 2009 ∞
jun 26 2009 +
  • physical
    • eat better.
    • yoga in the morning and at night.
    • run.
    • take time to do hair/make up.
  • mental
    • focus on schoolwork.
    • NO PROCRASTINATING.
    • work work work.
  • financial
    • save money.
    • if i shop, thrift.
  • hobbies
    • crochet.
    • diy.
  • clean out clutter!
jan 1 2010 ∞
jan 1 2010 +
  • why they feel the need to be sneaky and squirrely.
  • why they backstab.
  • why they must fuck everything in sight.
  • why they HAVE to drink every thursday.
  • why only certain types of girls are attractive to them.
  • why they can't fight their own battles.
  • why they exclude others.
  • why they act like idiots.
  • why the same types flock to each other.
  • why they suck.
  • there are so many more things to be added.
nov 21 2009 ∞
nov 21 2009 +
  • william shakespeare
    • "in time we hate that which we often fear."
  • shel silverstein
    • "listen to the mustn'ts, child. listen to the don'ts. listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. listen to the never haves, then listen close to me... anything can happen, child. aything can be."
    • "i will not play tug o' war. i'd rather play hug o' war. where everyone hugs instead of tugs, where everyone giggles and rolls on the rug, where everyone kisses, and everyone grins, and everyone cuddles, and everyone wins."
  • lewis carroll
    • "i can't go back to yesterday - because i...
jun 25 2009 ∞
jun 25 2009 +
  • night at the museum 2
  • angels and demons
  • away we go
  • year one
  • the proposal
  • the hangover
  • my sister's keeper
  • transformers: revenge of the fallen
  • public enemies
  • bruno
  • 500 days of summer
  • the ugly truth
  • funny people
  • julie & julia
  • ponyo
  • inglourious basterds
  • cloudy with a chance of meatballs
  • where the wild things are
  • youth in revolt
  • the princess and the frog
  • the lovely bones
jun 19 2009 ∞
aug 11 2009 +
  • summer nights.
  • playing in the rain.
  • the face my cat makes when he sleeps.
  • good, catchy ska.
  • a kiss.
  • getting flowers.
  • babies smiling.
  • watching a good dance.
  • snow days with no one home.
  • little compliments.
  • getting a new game.
  • the sounds baby animals make.
  • good soup.
  • making someone smile.
  • a really good day.
  • mix tapes.
  • hugs.
  • long, hot showers.
  • having my hair played with.
  • hearing someone say they love you.
jun 18 2009 ∞
jun 18 2009 +
  • Citizen Kane (1941)
  • The Godfather (1972)
  • Casablanca (1942)
  • Raging Bull (1980)
  • Singin' in the Rain (1952)
  • Gone with the Wind (1939)
  • Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
  • Schindler's List (1993)
  • Vertigo (1958)
  • The Wizard of Oz (1939)
  • City Lights (1931)
  • The Searchers (1956)
  • Star Wars (1977)
  • Psycho (1960)
  • 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
  • Sunset Blvd. (1950)
  • The Graduate (1967)
  • The General (1927)
  • On the Waterfront (1954)
  • It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
  • Chinatown (1974)
apr 27 2010 ∞
apr 27 2010 +
  • they will openly scream and squeal during glee with me.
  • lauren feels the need to fart on my bed.
  • we will dig the car out of the snow for twenty minuets just to go to mcdonald's and order off the dollar menu.
  • donagh drags me to events i don't even wanna go to, and then i end up winning something, or watching her win something.
  • we can laugh at tfln forever.
  • only two rooms in our pod have roommates.
  • we will walk through the cold at like nine o'clock just to buy either ice cream, stuff to make dip, cookie dough, or grenadine.
  • we can yell inappropriate things in public and not be ashamed.
  • we make videos our dorm after massive pillow jumping parties.
  • donagh and i are never afraid to have a r...
dec 10 2009 ∞
dec 10 2009 +
  • i enjoy bubble tea a lot. passion fruit black tea from teriyaki yummy. but surprisingly, i don't always like the bubbles. i like it when they're softer and have a little flavor absorbed in them. the harder pearls i am not a fan of. but overall, the best way to make me happy is to surprise me is with bubble tea.
  • i need to put things in my mouth. i need to chew my nails or skin because i can't just stand doing nothing. that's why i chew pen caps, bottle caps, random pieces of plastic, gum, and not even going to lie, i've bit my toenails before when they irritated me. it's a problem.
  • i've never understood it, but i can remember small details about things. not big things, like times or a sequence of events, but i will remember tiny passing comments, which is why i know random trivia, little things people like, and, most famous...
aug 11 2009 ∞
aug 11 2009 +
  • earn money
    • fidel
    • FAILED. find ice cream parlor job
  • save for disney
  • FAILED. lose weight so i can go out in a bathing suit
  • get a new aim
  • find more useless websites to join
  • start writing again
  • get on gaia again to fulfill writing cravings
  • see movies
  • have adventures
  • discover music
  • go to concerts
  • go out
    • with people
    • this includes talking to people before they're gone
jun 19 2009 ∞
aug 11 2009 +
  • trust
  • cheesiness
    • someone who isn't afraid to be cliche
  • great eyes
    • i'm not very shallow, but you have to have eyes i can stare into.
  • a nerdy side
  • quirk
  • abnormality
    • normal people don't understand me
  • sparks
  • patience
  • a controlled sex drive
  • honesty
  • i want something real.
jun 18 2009 ∞
jun 18 2009 +