A short shuffle of the first few songs, since I newly updated my most frequently used playlist " Insomnia Musik ";

• Gasoline - Audioslave .
• Well Enough Alone - Chevelle .
• I'm Still Here - Vertical Horizon .
• Somebody To Shove - Soul Asylum .
• Pretty Noose - Soundgarden .
• Forever - Vertical Horizon .
• Somewhere - Soundgarden .
• Airbag - Radiohead .
• Disconnected - Face To Face .
• I Did My Best - Soul Asylum .
• A Lack Of Color - Death Cab For Cutie .
• Outshined - Soundgarden .
• Go To Sleep - Radiohead .
• Late - Face To Face .
• Misery - Soul Asylum .
• Voices - Saosin .
• I Know - Placebo .
• Goodbye Again - Vertical Horizon .

Yes, information that you must either be a family member, my boyfriend, or a stalker to know without me providing this nifty little list.

• I hate being barefooted. I will avoid it when possible. Obviously, that can't be helped in the shower, but I don't mind having sockless feet in there.
• I drink coffee with about 1tbs of sugar-free hazelnut creamer each morning. I usually consume about 1.5 cups. Sometimes more, but almost never less.
• I keep my bedroom window open almost all the time. I like the fresh air.
• I have a strict shower routine: Start water, undress, wash hands while testing the water for it's temperature, apply shampoo, re-apply shampoo, shave [every other day], apply conditionor, rinse, wash body with shampoo / body wash, get out, towel off my hair first, towel off the rest of ...

• Gin Ichimaru.
  • From Bleach .
• Kenpachi Zaraki.
  • From Bleach .
• Ryou Bakura / Thief Bakura.
  • From Yu Gi Oh .
• Marik/Malik Ishtar.
  • From Yu Gi Oh .
• Quatre Winner.
  • From Gundam Wing .
• Agatsuma Soubi.
  • From Loveless .
• Hagi/Haji.
  • From Blood+ .

Foods I like. Fairly straightforward; I don't think it needs much more of an explanation.

• BACON ;
  • BLT sandwiches.
  • Bacon with maple syrup.
  • Bacon in breakfast skillets.
  • BACON in general .
• BEEF ;
  • Hamburgers. Plain.
  • Beef Stew.
  • Chili.
  • That Western Bacon Cheese Burger, or whatever it's called, from Carl's Jr .
  • Steak.
    • Well done. With nothing but seasoning.
  • Beef flavored Ramen Noodles.
    • Yes, I am aware it's about the farthest t...

A list of liquids I consume on a regular basis, or simply those that I enjoy when I get the chance.

• Coffee
  • At least two cups a day, with a hint of creamer. Usually one or two of those little containers, or a tablespoon of the powdered stuff.
• Water.
  • A must. I'm like a fish, I swear. I easily drink my daily recommended amount of H2O.
• Rockstar.
  • Either the Sugar Free or the Pomegranate flavor.
• NOS.
  • I usually get the 'original' flavor, what...

• Life Is Beautiful by Sixx:A.M. .
• Back To Good by Matchbox Twenty .
• Bittersweet by Fuel .
• Green Eyes by Coldplay .
• Sweet Surrender by Sarah Mclachlan .
• Under The Bridge by the Red Hot Chili Peppers .
• How Could You? by Saliva .
• One Week by the Barenaked Ladies .
• Heart Shaped Box covered by Amy Lee .
• Plush ( Acoustic ) by the Stone Temple Pilots .
• Crazy Bitch by Buckcherry .
• Hope Leaves by Opeth .
• Sleepyhouse by Blind Melon .
• Closer To You by The Wallflowers .
• __Snow (( Hey Oh )__) by the Red Hot Chili Peppers .
• Found Out About You by Gin Blossoms .
• One Headlight by The Wallflowers .
• Stricken by Disturbed .
• All Around The World by the Red Hot Chili Peppers .
• Gone by Fuel .
• Bleed For Me by Saliva .

The songs I've listened to by them, so far [NOW UPDATED, FINALLY]:

• Blåjeans
• När Det Blåser På Månen
• Pojken Med Hålet I Handen
• Vad Två öron Klarar
• Ingen Kommer Att Tro Dig
• Frank
• Slutsats
• Kallt Kaffe
• Verkligen
• Kräm (Så Nära Får Ingen Gå)
• Chans
• Avtryck
• Gravitation
• 10 Minuter För Mig Själv
• Indianer
• Halka
• Thinner
• Columbus
• Berlin

The little things that I have to / hope to get done in the next couple of weeks. Or, at the very latest, by the 12th of July.

• Make mix CDs for the camping trip after the 4th of July.
• Organize camping gear.
• Get
  
  directions to the site.
• Gas up the car.
• Get over to the south side to pick up some 'stuff'.
• Find out what the hell is going on with Rob, and whether or not he still even cares to go camping with Nick and I.
• Finalize 4th of July plans, which will include going to Nick's dad's / step-mom's ...

A list of musicians and actors I feel are 'qualified' to be considered my Guilty Pleasures. But idulgence is good. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. (:

• Josh Todd [Buckcherry.]
• Billy Corgan's voice. [Smashing Pumpkins.]
• Bill Kaulitz. [Tokio Hotel.]
• Thom Yorke's mind / lyrics / etc. [Radiohead.]
• Cillian Murphy.
• Johnny Depp.
• The Jonas Brothers.
• Anthony Hopkins, whenever he's playing someone not-so-sane.
• Etc; Under Construction.

The people, places, things, and memories that bring me some form of joy.

• First and foremost, family.
• My boyfriend.
• My good friends: Lori. Rob. Jose.
• Coming across one of the songs that I used to listen to when I was younger, and finally being able to put a band-name and song-name to it.
• Singing. In the shower, in the car, in front of others, while playing Rock Band / Guitar Hero; it doesn't matter. I just adore the action, and the release.
• Writing. In almost any form. ( Lyric-writing. Short stories. Persuasive Essays. Filling out Myspace surveys. Free-writes. Fanfictions. Poems. Etc. )
• Categorizing my music lists and keeping them organized and easy to navigate.
• Reading, and being bookwormish when no one is around to disrupt me.

These are the sites I visit frequently. Maybe when I am less lazy, I will provide screen-names and links.

• Xanga.com
  • [_http://www.egooverdose.xanga.com_]
• Myspace.com
  • [_http://www.myspace.com/candyphacephace_]
• Google.com
• TinyPic.com
• PhotoBucket.com
• YahooSearch.com
• Pandora.com
• Listorgraphy.com
• Picnik.com
• Lunapic.com
• Bzoink.com
  • [_http://www.bzoink.com/~-egocentricity-_...

My received texts today from Rob. We discuss Father's Day plans

, weather, and work; you know: mundane "everyday" stuff. (:

• " Hey, what's going on? " - Rob.
• " We're getting ready for a bbq. Woo.:) " - Rob.
• " Nice! Grilling is so awesome. Grilled food is the best munchies on the planet. " - Rob.
• " What are you going to cook? " - Rob.
• " Hamburgers and Polish Sausage and Potato Salad. " - Rob.
• " I'm gonna grill 16 of everything.:) " - Rob.
• " Lol for the real. Is it me, or is it fucking hot? " - Rob.

I have not necessarily seen every single episode in existence in it's entirety, but this is just a run-down of what I've watched, and what I'm in the middle of viewing.

• Loveless .
• Bleach .
  • Still In Progress.
• Yu Yu Hakusho .
• Rurouni Kenshin.
• Samurai X.
• Yu Gi Oh .
  • GT is In Progress.
• Gundam Wing.
• Blood+.
  • In Progress.
• Wolf's Rain .
• Fake.

These are the books I've read in the past couple of weeks:

• Damaged Goods - Upton Sinclair.
• Twilight - Stephanie Meyer.
• New Moon - Stephanie Meyer.
• Eclipse - Stephanie Meyer.
• The Brothers Karamazov - Fyodor Dostoevsky.
• Carry On ( War Letters from ) - Coningsby Dawson.
• 
  Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte.
• Ignorance - Milan Kundera.

From one of my many different playlists.

• A Lifetime by Better Than Ezra .
• Gasoline by Adioslave .
• Breakout by All Time Low .
• Good by Better Than Ezra .
• Six Feet Under The Stars - by All Time Low .
• Rain When I Die by Alice In Chains .
• Closer by Better Than Ezra .
• Confusion by Alice In Chains .
• Everything by Buckcherry .
• Well Enough Alone by Chevelle .
• Strength Of The World by Avenged Sevenfold .
• Forfeit by Chevelle .
• Humanoid by Chevelle .
• No Rain by Blind Melon .
• Tug O War by Chevelle .
• Beast And The Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold .
• Our Last Night by Better Than Ezra .
• Too Little Too Late by The Barenaked Ladies .
• Don't Go Away by Buckcherry .
• Critical Acclaim by Avenged Sevenfold .

Sometimes, it's the little things that mean the most. Here are some of the small details that make everyday life blissful even amongst the routine.

• The smell of fresh coffee in the morning.
• Wrapping presents for birthdays or holidays.
• Cooking or baking with a friend or a parent.
• Lying on my back, with a cat on my chest.
• Reading a book, and sipping coffee that seems to stay hot for an unusually long time.
• Walking with my hand in his.
• Looking up at a tree's canopy from below.
• The smell of garlic, peppers, or onions cooking up.
• Laughing.

• Life events that particularly changed or affected me.
• The specific people that have immensely touched my life, and why/how.
• My fears.
• My aspirations, and hopes for the future.
• Where I like to kiss my boyfriend.
• Where I like my boyfriend to kiss me.
• Bands that make me think of the 90s.
• ANYTHING that makes me think of the 90s.
• Possible mix CD ideas.
• To-Do lists.
• Favorite television shows.
• Rock Band 1+2 Scores.
• A list of anonymous people, and the things that I want to say to them, but never will for one reason or another.
• What things I want to change about myself.
• What I like about myself, and what I want...

The things that I find annoying, frustrating, or altogether intolerable.

• Migraines.
• Realizing I am out of painkillers at the worst possible moment; ie. the onslaught of a migraine.
• When people say they are going to call or text, yet they consistently fail to do so. I've learned to take this comment with a grain of salt. However, if you say you're going to do something, do it. It takes 30 seconds to place a phonecall / text.
• When people have absolutely zero consideration for how their actions, words, or gestures affect others around them.
• Seeing someone hurt another being without any sign of remorse. This counts for animals too.
• When someone cannot control his or her road-rage, even when there is no reason to be in any sort of rush.

My most recent Mix CD; a compilation of songs for my boyfriend, which I know he enjoys. Ever notice how songs in the metal genre seem to be insanely long? I could probably squeeze at least 5 or 6 more songs out of a CD with a mix that I would make. I pushed this one to the max, though, and had less than a minute to spare.

• Wait And Bleed by Slipknot .
• Critical Acclaim by Avenged Sevenfold .
• Stricken by Disturbed .
• Always by Saliva .
• Battle Ready by Otep .
• Control by Puddle Of Mudd .
• The Heretic Anthem by Slipknot .
• Psychosocial by Slipknot .
• Perfect Insanity by Disturbed .
• How Could You? by Saliva .
• Indestructible by Disturbed .
• Before I Forget by Slipknot .
• Survival Of The Sickest by Saliva .

After Radiohead and Buckcherry, the bands are not listed in any specific order. Also, this list is still [and will likely remain, at least in part] incomplete.

• Radiohead .
• Buckcherry .
• Tokio Hotel .
• Incubus .
• Smashing Pumpkins .
• Red Hot Chili Peppers .
• Stone Temple Pilots.
• Gin Blossoms .
• Sister Hazel .
• Avenged Sevenfold.
• Nine Days .
• Coldplay .
• Cold.
• Deep Blue Something.
• Lit.
• Live.
• My Chemical Romance.