• 12:30:Fell asleep:7mela
  • Noon: Woke up
  • Noon-3:13: coffee/trash news/sekai ff
  • 3:13-3:33: 20 min stepper/(1162 steps)
  • 3:40-4:14:Work on testi
  • mom home: fell off wagon
  • cucumber salad
  • 3 slices of meat pizza
  • chocolate ice cream
  • orange lollipop
  • coke zero
  • cheese and garlic croutons
  • 8 melatonin
  • 7-9:30: 4 lux emails
  • finish the end of the fucking world
jan 25 2018 ∞
jan 25 2018 +
  • Woke at 1030am
  • Wrote to B and P on FB.
  • W:330
  • 11:30: Coffee, Hung laundry
  • 11:45: Showered + Dressed
  • 12:07: Fuck around and Read (Lolita by VN)
  • 3:00: Made a list
  • 3:15-3:25: Wrote Lux List for San.
  • 3:25-3:48: ancestry and health rec. email
  • 3:48-4::40: phone activation and sending numbers to everyone
  • 4:00-4:01: French 1
  • 4:03-4:03: French 2
  • 4:03- 7:53 :French 3
  • 5:30-5:45: Scrub carpet coffee stains
  • 5:45-5:55: Empty dishwasher
  • 7:54- 8:18- Korean (20 stars)
jan 13 2018 ∞
jan 13 2018 +
  • Night prior; 5 melatonin
  • Woke at 11:30am
  • W: 33.5
  • Drank coffee at 1pm to 2pm
  • Laundry: 4 loads; still drying
  • Read: Lolita (Pages 9-56: 45 pages) (Chapters 1-12)
  • Did French lessons (1,2,3)
  • Did Korean Lessons (20 stars)
  • Coke zero at 9:45pm
  • 4 Melatonin
  • Greatest achievement: resisted food though hungry; kept calm though disturbing thoughts.
jan 12 2018 ∞
jan 12 2018 +
  • Be healthy.
  • Being not skinny leads one to be more likely to have:
  • Heart disease + stroke
  • High blood pressure
  • Diabetes
  • Some cancerx
  • Gallbladder disease + gallstones
  • Ostheoarthritis
  • Gout
  • Breathing problems: sleep apnea + asthma
  • Fit anywhere.
  • Airplane seats.
  • Amusement park seats.
  • Not have to worry about fitting anywhere.
  • Dating Life
  • Have guy
dec 26 2017 ∞
dec 27 2017 +
  • replace this text with your list
  • begin each item with an asterisk
dec 16 2017 ∞
dec 16 2017 +
  • (12/05/1907) Katharine Hepburn (Katharine Houghton Hepburn)(13)
  • (03/04/1921) Tom Hepburn (15) (08/11/1905)
  • brother: hung himself from a beam with a curtain
  • (28/10/1892) "Fred" Alfred Augustus Houghton (41) (kept secret from Katharine)
  • maternal grandfather: shot himself
  • (1897) "Charlie" Charles Frederic Houghton (50)
  • maternal grandfather's brother: shot himself
  • (16/04/1915) "Charlie" Charles Levin Hepburn (42)
  • paternal uncle: jumped from a window to impale himself on a picket fence
  • (05/04/1921) Dr. Samuel "Sewell" Staveley Hepburn (47)
  • paternal uncle: sat in car, closed garage...
may 12 2017 ∞
may 12 2017 +
  • chiron (virgo 10° 1'26") 10th house
  • conjunct midheaven (virgo 5°28)10th house
  • sextile moon (cancer 7°45'41") 8th house
  • members.wizzards.net:
  • You have an innate ability to gain profound understanding of the healing process, and may find yourself in the role of healer and teacher, likely beginning with the challenge to heal yourself. Many opportunities will be presented for you to learn and teach holistic healing principles and methods. You are strongly supported in your exploration of non-traditional healing methods.
  • sextile jupiter (scorpio 6°23'6") 12th house
  • members.wizzards.net:
apr 27 2017 ∞
apr 29 2017 +

Scorpio-Leo-Cancer

Ascendant: Scorpio 18°18'

  • Scorpio: 2nd decan: Pisces

House I: Pluto 25°17' Я Scorpio

  • Pluto: Scorpio: 3rd decan: Cancer

House II: Neptune 21°25' Я Capricorn

  • Neptune: Capricorn: 3rd decan: Virgo

House II: Uranus 23°38' Я Capricorn

  • Uranus: Capricorn: 3rd decan: Virgo

House IV: Saturn 11°01' Я Pisces

  • Saturn: Pisces: 2nd decan: Cancer

House VI: True Lilith 3°09' Я Taurus

  • True Lilith: Taurus: 1st decan: Taurus

House VI: Pallas 16°15' Taurus

  • Pallas: Taurus: 2nd decan: Virgo
jun 9 2016 ∞
jun 9 2016 +
  • Twins:
  • Jaime Lannister+ Cersei Lannister
  • Novel: A Song of Ice and Fire novels by George R. R. Martin (1996-present)
  • TV Show: Game of Thrones (2011-present)
  • canon, romantic, sexual
  • Charles Macaulay + Camilla Macaulay
  • Novel: The Secret History by Donna Tartt (1992)
  • canon, romantic, sexual
  • Pietro Maximoff + Wanda Maximoff
  • Marvel Comics
  • Movie: Age of Ultron (2015)
  • non canon, romantic
  • Dennis Reynolds + Dee Reynolds
  • TV: It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia (2005-present)
  • non canon, Dennis love declaration, hinte...
jun 18 2015 ∞
jun 18 2015 +

RULER PLANETS

  • SUN: LEO
  • MOON: CANCER
  • PLUTO: SCORPIO
  • JUPITER: 12th House (SCORPIO) Pisces
  • MARS: 8th House (GEMINI) Scorpio

FALL PLANETS:

  • VENUS: VIRGO
jun 16 2015 ∞
jun 16 2015 +
  • Andraste (Celtic: victory
  • Berenice (Greek: bearer of Victory)
  • Boudica (Ireland: Queen of the Iceni)
  • Deborah (Hebrew: wrote a victory song)
  • Faiza (Arabic: successful)
  • Garaitz (Basque: victory
  • Garland (English: crowned in victory)
  • Jayaprada (Hindi: giver of Victory)
  • Jayashri (Hindi: Goddess of Victory)
  • Kalonice (Greek: beauty's victory)
  • Laurel (England:crowned with Laurel)
  • Laurentia (England: place of Laurel trees; place of honor & victory)
  • Myrtle (Greek: the tree/victory)
  • Nike (Greek: Winged Goddess of Victory)
  • Phenyo (Africa: victory)
  • Sighni (Danish: new victory)
  • Sigrith (Danish: beautiful victory)
  • Signy (Norwegian: new victory)
  • Sigrid (Norwegian: beautiful victory)
  • Sigrun (Norwegian: secret victory)
may 28 2015 ∞
may 28 2015 +
  • OLD*
  • Ella Fitzgerald: My Funny Valentine (1937)
  • Elvis Presley: Love Me Tender (1956)
  • Elvis Presley: Can't Help Falling In Love (1961)
  • Nat King Cole: L-O-V-E (1964)
  • NEW*
  • Whitney Houston: I Will Always Love You (1992)
  • Celine Dion: Because You Loved Me (1996)
  • Celine Dion: My Heart Will Go On (1997)
  • Madonna: The Power of Good-Bye (1998)
  • Adele: Someone Like You (2011)
  • Gabrielle Aplin: The Power of Love (2012)
  • Ellie Goulding: How Long Will I Love You (2013)
  • Sam Smith: Lay Me Down (2014)
  • Sam Smith: Stay With Me (2014)
mar 4 2015 ∞
mar 4 2015 +
  • 9 Crimes/ Damien Rice
  • All I Want/ Kodaline
  • Almost Lover/ A Fine Frenzy
  • Amnesia/ 5SOS
  • Back To Black/ Amy Winehouse
  • Give Me Love/ Ed Sheeran
  • In My Veins/ Andrew Belle
  • I Will Always Love You/ Whitney Houston
  • Love Will Tear Us Apart/ Joy Division
  • Six Degrees Of Separation/ The Script
  • Skinny Love/ Bon Iver
  • So Cold/ Ben Clocks
  • Somebody That I Used To Know/ Gotye
  • Someone Like You/ Adele
  • Tears Dry On Their Own/ Amy Winehouse
  • Torn/ Natalie Imbruglia
  • We Might As Well Be Strangers/ Keane
nov 13 2014 ∞
nov 13 2014 +
  • Judy Garland (10. June. 1922) -Gemini
  • Robert Redford (18. August. 1936) -Leo
  • Morgan Freeman (1. June. 1937)- Gemini
  • Paul McCartney (18. June. 1942) -Gemini
  • Robert De Niro (17. August. 1943) -Leo
  • Goldie Hawn (21. November. 1945) -Scorpio
  • Diane Keaton (5. January. 1946) -Capricorn
  • Ed O'Neill (12. April. 1946) -Aries
  • David Bowie (8. January. 1947) -Capricorn
  • David Letterman (12. April. 1947) -Aries
  • Richard Simmons (12. July. 1948) -Cancer
  • Prince Charles (14. November. 1948) -Scorpio
  • Jay Leno (28. April. 1950) -Taurus
  • Dan Aykroyd (1. July. 1952) -Cancer
  • Pierce Brosnan (16. May. 1953) -Taurus
  • Tim Allen (13. June. 1953) -Gemini
  • Oprah Winfrey (29. January. 1954) -Aquari...
sep 15 2014 ∞
sep 15 2014 +
  • Bree Mason (Van De Kamp)(Hodge)(Weston)
  • played by Marcia Anne Cross(Mahoney)
  • Lynette Lindquist(Scavo)
  • played by Felicity Kendall Huffman(Macy)
  • Susan Bremmer (Mayer)(Delfino)
  • played by Teri Lynn Hatcher (Leithold)(Tenney)
  • Gabrielle Marquez (Solis) (Lang)
  • played by Eva Jacqueline Longoria (Christopher)(Parker)
  • Edie Britt (McLain)(Rothwell)(Williams)
  • played by (Ni)collette Sheridan(Hamlin)
  • Catherine Davis (Mayfair)
  • played by Dana Welles Delany
  • Desperate Combinations:
aug 26 2014 ∞
aug 26 2014 +
  • blended is set in africa but is centered around the ONE WHITE FAMILY

the new godzilla movie starts in japan, and focuses on THE ONE WHITE FAMILY, then moves to california so it can focus on EVEN MORE WHITE PEOPLE

i just think it’s amazing the hoops hollywood will jump through in order to keep white people as the core of every movie and by amazing i mean fucking horrendous

  • things that get me in like the first 30 seconds:

attractive voices jaws doing the thing arms doing the thing basically any muscle doing the thing a+ dressing sense smelling good

  • One. Do not promise when you’re happy.
jul 27 2014 ∞
jul 27 2014 +
  • replace this text with your list
  • begin each item with an asterisk
jul 3 2014 ∞
jul 3 2014 +

Sentimental:

  • Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
  • I'll Be Home for Christmas
  • (There's No Place Like) Home for the Holidays
  • White Christmas

Mythical:

  • Here Comes Santa Claus(Right Down Santa Claus Lane)
  • I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus
  • Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
  • Santa Baby
  • Up on the House Top

Traditions:

  • A Holly Jolly Christmas
  • Do They Know It's Christmas? (Feed the World)
  • It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christm...
jun 22 2014 ∞
jun 22 2014 +
  • In my room:
  • wash bed sheets + blankets
  • bring down dishes
  • gather and throw away trash
  • put fresh sheets on my bed
  • throw away old notes after documenting
  • bring clothes that don't fit to the basement
  • hang up clean clothes
  • bring couch to the basement
  • Find my wallet
  • Find remote control
  • Put microwave in basement/ try to sell
  • Box up Grad things: High school and college
  • Do laundry
  • Find Miami Library Books + Set them aside
  • Make Skinny Binder
  • Ambition list: Youtube, App ideas,Characters/Movies/Books
jun 15 2014 ∞
jun 15 2014 +
  • 4-square.
  • Baked cupcakes.
  • Blow bubbles.
  • Build sandcastles.
  • Chase down the ice cream truck.
  • Drawing with chalk.
  • Hopscotch.
  • Make lemonade in a mason jar.
  • Swing on a swing.
  • Use a colouring book.
  • Watch Disney Movies.
jun 13 2014 ∞
jul 3 2014 +
  • Aqualung (17/1/72)
  • Landon Pigg (6/8/83)
  • James Arthur (2/3/88)
  • Boy Who Trapped The Sun
jun 6 2014 ∞
jun 6 2014 +
  • Natalie Imbruglia (4/2/75)
  • Sia (18/12/75)
  • Nelly Furtado (2/12/78)
  • Norah Jones (30/3/79)
  • Sara Bareilles (7/12/79)
  • Ingrid Michaelson (8/12/79)
  • Christina Aguilera (18/12/80)
  • Alicia Keys (25/1/81)
  • Brandi Carlile (1/6/81)
  • Beyoncé (4/9/81)
  • Britney Spears (2/12/81)
  • Kelly Clarkson (24/4/82)
  • Nicki Minaj (8/12/82)
  • Carrie Underwood (10/3/83)
  • Cheryl Cole (30/6/83)
  • Amy Winehouse (14/9/83)
  • Little Boots (4/5/84)
  • Katy Perry (25/10/84)
  • Shontelle (4/10/85)
  • Lady Gaga (28/3/86)
  • Leighton Meester (9/7/86)
jun 5 2014 ∞
jun 6 2014 +

Plates

  • Appetizer, Dessert, Salad Plates (4 in.)
  • Bread & Butter Plates (6 in.)
  • Dinner Plates (10 in.)
  • Formal Dinning Set

Drink

  • Tea Cups with Saucers
  • Mugs
  • Tall Glass
  • Shot Glass
  • Octagonal Glass
  • Crystal Wine Glass

Prepware

  • Knives
  • Cutting Board
  • Vegetable Peeler
  • Can Opener
  • Salad Spinner
  • Cheese Grater
mar 30 2014 ∞
mar 30 2014 +
  • Adele (Skyfall) (Someone Like You)
  • Amy Winehouse (Back to Black) (Rehab)
  • Ariana Grande
  • Beyonce
  • Birdy (Wings)
  • Britney Spears
  • Christina Aguilera (Hurt) (Say Something)
  • Demi Lovato
  • Emeli Sande (Daddy)
  • Lana Del Rey (Gods and Monsters)
  • Lorde (Royals (Team)
  • Mariah Carey
  • M.I.A.
  • Miley Cyrus
  • Rihanna (Please Don't Stop The Music) (Stay)
  • Selena Gomez (A Year Without Rain)
  • Sia (Breathe Me)
mar 29 2014 ∞
mar 30 2014 +
  • I've been drinking since before I can remember. Probably has something to do with the drinking.
sep 16 2013 ∞
sep 16 2013 +
  • Food:
  • Bounty.
  • Reese's Chocolate in Christmas tree shape.
  • Eier mit weisser Sauce.
  • Steak.
  • Money:
  • Pay her Lux. debt.
  • Quit her job.
  • All her children not fighting.
sep 15 2013 ∞
sep 15 2013 +
  • I got a Netflix account today, September 5, 2013.
  • Sept. 5
  • The Dictator (2012)
  • Sept. 6
  • Zack and Miri make a porno (2008)
  • Orange is the New Black (OITNB)(2013) 1x01
  • OITNB (2013) 1x02
  • OITNB (2013) 1x03
  • OITNB (2013) 1x04
  • Murder She Wrote: 5x06 (Wearing of the Green)
  • Sept. 8
  • A Perfect Day (TV Movie 2006)
sep 5 2013 ∞
sep 13 2013 +
  • As long as it isn't me. / Don want to wait things that won't happen. Sorry for the honesty.
  • Love & Luck,
  • Maureen Rouer
  • Victoria K...K...
  • Best of Luck,
  • Victoria K...K...
  • Best of Luck, Victoria K...K...
  • I hope your happy. Sorry if you aren't.
  • Always know that youo can be no matter
  • what. Who am I talking to!? Happy
  • go-lucky Sean! You'll be fine.
  • Anyway,... you are among the many things
  • I wish would have turned out differently.
  • Too late now.
aug 30 2013 ∞
sep 16 2013 +
  • Primrose
  • Illyria
  • Euphrosyne
  • Anastasia
  • Melusine
  • Antigone
  • Alcyone
  • Aurora
  • Ostara
  • Ophelia
  • Violet/Violetta
  • Victoria
  • Lux
  • Niamh
  • Dympna
  • We ran before we knew what for.
  • Necklace
  • bow
aug 23 2013 ∞
aug 23 2013 +
  • I woke up at noon and said goodbye to my mom.
  • I had B nag me about a job he wanted to me to apply for.
  • I worked out in the basement. The weights on there were too much, but I was too lazy to switch them.
  • While giving myself a break, I walked around in the basement, I stumbled upon letters between M & P. I found them years early in some old handbags. She didn't want me to read them.
  • I read one that P wrote to M. It was very formal. It made promises that he couldn't keep except one. That he wanted to rape her. I feel disgusting.
  • I spent the rest of the day sleeping. I've decided to move on.
  • M came home and asked me if I had been crying. I hadn't been.
  • I took a shower. I found it difficult to ...
jul 26 2013 ∞
jul 27 2013 +
  • B & I are trying to get tickets for the Western & Southern tennis tournament. The mens semifinals are temporarily sold out. Most people would rather see the 4 best male players than 2 & 2 of the best male and female players. I couldn't go see the finals because I have a concert that day. B might not be able to see the mens semifinals with me, because he works. We might go see the qualifiers. They're only 10 dollars a ticket. I also want to see the men's semifinals. I might go alone if I can get tickets for the 17th.
  • B & I went to the 18 cinema in Springfield. We were going to see the Monsters Inc. prequel, Monsters University. We decided to go with Pacific Rim instead because we wanted to experience an Imax cinema movie. The screen was very large as in Lux. The resolution was better than 1080p. B said it was 4 times that, meaning that it ...
jul 26 2013 ∞
jul 26 2013 +
  • 08.01: Marguerite and Julien (2015) {French}
  • 15.01: BLACK MIRROR (1x01) (1x02) (1x03)
  • 16.01: COCO (2017)
  • 17.01: BLACK MIRROR (2x01)
  • 17.01: Gold (2014)
  • 17.01: BLACK MIRROR (2x02) (2x03)
  • 18.01: BLACK MIRROR (2x04) (3x01)
  • 19.01: Un plus Une (2015) (French)w/M.
  • 20.01: BLACK MIRROR (3x02)
  • 20.01: Il a deja tes yeux (2016) (French)w/M. (2nd time)
  • 21.01: BLACK MIRROR (3x03)
  • 22.01: BLACK MIRROR (3x04)(3x05) (3x06)
  • 23.01: BlACK MIRROR (3x07) (3x08)
  • 24.01: NONE
  • 25.01: The End of the Fucking World (1x01) (1x02) (1x03) (1x04) (1x05) (1x06) (1x07) (1x08)
  • 26.01: NONE
  • 27.01: Step Sisters(2017) Rip Tide (2017)...
jan 16 2018 ∞
feb 23 2018 +
  • 1. Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) (January 12-January 26)(9-317:309 pages read)
  • 2. Hillbilly Elegy (J.D. Vance)(January 27-January 31)(1-261: 261 pages read)
  • 3. Harry Potter & the Sorcerer's Stone (J.K. Rowling) (February 12-February 18) (1-309: 309 pages read)
  • 4. Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets (J.K. Rowling) (February 19-February 22)(1-341: 341 pages read)
jan 12 2018 ∞
feb 22 2018 +
  • 8 January 2018: Marguerite & Julien (2015)
  • French Film
  • Whimsical tragedy. (They die)
  • Loosely based on the true story of Marguerite and Julien De Ravalet.
  • Older brother and younger sister.
  • Older brother, Julien is sent away to school with his older brother, Philippe so that Julien can avoid and fall out of love with Marguerite. When Julien and Philippe return from school and traveling, Marguerite is still in love with Julien but Julien is cold towards Marguerite.
  • Marguerite agrees to marry to make Julien jealous. The engagement is broken up when Marguerite slipped away from her engagement party to find and play games with Julien. Julien runs away, realizing that they can never be together.
  • Marguerite is married to an older tax col...
jan 9 2018 ∞
jan 9 2018 +
  • Emilia Panesar (6 July 1998; Canada)
  • https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcQnNSx...
  • Before 2016, her parents divorced.
  • 2016: 17: Lost her mother Heidi Panesar (nee Laako: 58)
  • 12 October 2016: 18: Lost her older sister Elina Panesar (1 October 1993: 23) due to a car accident
  • 2017: 18: Lost her father Cole/ Kuldip Panesar to pancreatic cancer
  • 18 December 2017: 19: Gained 25 pounds through disordered binge eating to cope with her emotions.
  • Sara K (9 June 1996; Colorado)
  • https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCicByKV...
  • Has a much older brother and much older sister.
  • Before 2013, her parents divorced.
dec 18 2017 ∞
dec 19 2017 +
  • Rose Ellen Dix (15 June 1988)
  • Roseanne Elizabeth "Rosie" Spaughton (30 May 1990)
  • Laura Dix
  • John Dix
  • Izzy
dec 14 2017 ∞
dec 14 2017 +
  • Sun: 11°56' Leo
  • An Evening Party Of Adults On A Lawn Illumined By Fancy Lanterns
  • Moon: 7°46' Cancer
  • A Group Of Rabbits Dressed in Human Clothes Walk As If On Parade
  • Mercury: 2°36' Leo
  • A Middle-Aged Woman, Her Long Hair Flowing Over Her Shoulders And In A Braless Youthful Garment
  • Venus: 26°46' Virgo
  • A Group Of Aristocratic Ladies Meet Ceremonially At A Court’s Function
jun 8 2017 ∞
jun 9 2017 +
  • Ascendant (scorpio 18°18' 0")
  • square sun (leo 11°55'52")9th house
  • astromatrix: inability to face the facts (expansion, having power,being creative: being considerate, awareness/conceit, arrogant, feeling lazy)
  • cafeastrology: People born with Sun square Ascendant do not always “come across” to others as they intend to. Especially in their youth, these people can easily offend others with what people might call an “attitude”. Sometimes, the impression is one of being overbearing, arrogant, or pushy. If this is the case, it’s due to a defense mechanism perhaps stemming from childhood. For some reason or other, what these people want to express is often interpreted the wrong way. Awareness of this discrepancy is important, otherwise the defense mechanism can worsen ov...
apr 27 2017 ∞
apr 29 2017 +

Where to Look on Your Natal Chart

Personality Placements:

  • 1st House - Mars - drive & motivation
    • 1st House: Scorpio
    • 1st House: Pluto in Scorpio
    • Mars: Gemini in 8th House
  • 3rd House - Mercury - communication & thinking
    • 3rd House: Capricorn/Aquarius
    • Mercury: Leo in 9th House
  • 4th House - Moon - emotion and conscience
    • 4th House: Pisces
    • 4th House: Pisces in Saturn
    • Moon: Cancer in 8th House
  • 5th House - Sun - main personality
    • 5th House: Aries
jul 20 2016 ∞
oct 18 2016 +
  • Amelia Mary Earhart (July 24 1897)
  • Zelda Sayre Fitzgerald (July 24 1900)
  • Clara Gordon Bow (July 29 1905)
  • Lucille Desiree Ball (August 6 1911)
  • Julia Carolyn McWilliams Child (August 15 1912)
  • Maureen O'Hara (August 17 1920)
  • Honor Blackman (August 22 1925)
  • Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis (July 28 1929)
  • Martha Helen Stewart (August 3 1941)
  • Helen Mirren (July 26 1945)
  • Kathie Lee Gifford (August 16 1953)
  • Kim Victoria Cattrall (August 21 1956)
  • Melanie Griffith (August 9 1957)
  • Madonna Louise Ciccone (August 16 1958)
  • Sarah Brightman (August 14 1960)
  • Whitney Elizabeth Houston (August 9 1963)
  • Sandra Annette Bullock (July 26 1964)
  • Kyra Sedgwick (August 19 1965)
may 18 2015 ∞
may 18 2015 +
  • Malibu Mag: erases Mystique's bisexuality
  • 2011: Ignores Katniss whitewashing
  • 2011. February 8: Rolling Stone, tomboy: "I was so dyke-y"
  • 2011 late: abc7: “I’m just so sick of these young girls with diets. I remember when I was 13 and it was cool to pretend to have an eating disorder because there were rumors that Lindsay Lohan and Nicole Richie were anorexic. I thought it was crazy. I went home and told my mom, ‘Nobody’s eating bread - I just had to finish everyone’s burgers.’” I knew that if I was going to be naked in front of the world, I wanted to look like a woman and not a prepubescent 13-year-old boy”
  • before 2012 March: “I just wrote an e-mail to my managers that said ‘no more white trash with too much responsibility’...
nov 5 2014 ∞
nov 5 2014 +

& Personal (13)

  • I will love me
  • feel proud of my endurance and dedication
  • to stop wondering when
  • to stop making losing weight a new year's resolution
  • to stop planning diets
  • to be carefree
  • to be confident
  • to feel comfortable in my own skin
  • to like having my picture taken
  • to stop feeling useless
  • to feel tiny
  • to have people worry about me
  • to be a success story

& Body (12)

  • water cup collarbones
  • thigh gap
  • put my hands around my thighs
oct 8 2014 ∞
oct 8 2014 +
  • my sister proposed to her girlfriend last night and she keeps making jokes about being engayged
  • follow for more complaining
  • Every time you show your feelings, you apologize. Have you ever had an emotion in your life that you weren’t ashamed of?

— R.J Anderson, Ultraviolet

  • Just imagine the Avengers going to Ikea, and Thor is the only one who can pronounce the name of anything. #COME LET US ASSEMBLE THE LÖVBACKEN
  • Oh my god this town , it feels like a headache.
  • nothing says "i hate myself" like blue iv...
aug 6 2014 ∞
aug 6 2014 +
  • 4 Quad Stacker Challenge
  • Baby Food Challenge
  • Blazin’ Hot Wing Challenge
  • Blindfolded Make-Up Challenge
  • Cinnamon Challenge
  • Chicken Nugget Challenge
  • Chubby Bunny
  • Coconut Chop Challenge
  • Cotton Ball Challenge
  • Diet Coke + Mentos
  • Egg Nog Challenge
  • Hot Pepper Challenge
  • Michael Phelps Challenge
  • Milk Challenge
  • Powdered Doughnut Challenge
  • Prank Call Someone
  • Raw Onion Challenge
  • Salt + Ice Challenge
  • Saltine Challenge
  • Smoothie Challenge
  • Sprite + Banana Challenge
jul 3 2014 ∞
jul 3 2014 +
  • Kirk Douglas (9/12/16):98
  • Christopher Frank Carandini Lee (27/5/22): 92
  • Angela Brigid Lansbury (16/10/25): 89
  • Dick Wayne Van Dyke (13/12/25): 89
  • Barbara Walters (25/9/29): 85
  • Judi Olivia Dench (9/12/34): 80
  • Maggie Natalie Smith (28/12/34): 80
  • Julie Elizabeth Andrews (1/10/35): 79
  • Paul James McCartney (18/6/42): 72
  • Doris Day
  • Lauren Bacall
  • Sidney Poitier
  • Christopher Plummer
  • Gene Hackman
  • Clint Eastwood
  • Sean Connery
  • Robert Duvall
  • Leslie Caron
  • Debbie Reynolds
jun 16 2014 ∞
jun 16 2014 +
  • Accents
  • English
  • Irish
  • Southern
  • Drinking
  • Mix all types of drinks
  • Out drink anyone
  • Gambling
  • Play 21
  • Play Poker
  • Count Cards
  • Physical
  • Jump fence
  • Lift my body weight
jun 13 2014 ∞
jun 13 2014 +
  • Body Modification
  • Get a henna tattoo
  • Get a
  • Get a tattoo
  • Get a matching tattoo
  • Get a nose piercing
  • Get a belly button piercing
  • Drugs
  • Drink
  • Buy everyone in the bar a drink
  • Get into a bar fight
  • Smoke marijuana
  • Snort cocaine
  • Gambling
  • Play: Poker, 21, slots
  • Leave net positive
jun 13 2014 ∞
jun 13 2014 +
  • Dixie Chicks (1989-present)
  • Destiny's Child (1990-2006)
  • Spice Girls (1994-2000:07-08:12)
  • Wonder Girls (2007-2013: hiatus)
  • Little Mix (2011-present)
jun 5 2014 ∞
jun 5 2014 +
  • Angela Lansbury (25) (9)
  • Portia de Rossi (73) (9)
  • Kate Beckinsale (73) (5)
  • Charlize Theron (75) (15)
  • Dove Cameron (96) (15)
  • Bella Thorne (97) (9)
may 28 2014 ∞
jun 3 2014 +

Numerical

  • Walk To Remember (2002)
  • P.S. I Love You (2007)
  • Restless (2011)
  • Now Is Good (2012)
  • The Fault In Our Stars (2014)

Alphabetical

  • Now Is Good (2012)
  • P.S. I Love You (2007)
  • Restless (2011)
  • The Fault In Our Stars (2014)
  • Walk To Remember (2002)
apr 6 2014 ∞
apr 6 2014 +
  • I may not remember days
  • But how could I forget
  • this special trip
  • just me and my friend.
  • We will only use roads you've never been before
  • to keep out the old days and let the new ones in.
mar 30 2014 ∞
mar 30 2014 +

Depressed

  • Breathe Me (Sia)
  • Can't Go Back (Rosi Golan)
  • For Everything A Reason (Carina Round)
  • Hurt (Christina Aguilera)
  • So Cold (Ben Clocks)

Broken Love

  • Almost Lover (A Fine Frenzy)
  • Apologize (One Republic)
  • Here With Me (Dido)
  • I Can't Make You Love Me (Bonnie Raitt)
  • I Will Always Love You (Whitney Houston)
  • Love The Way You Lie (Rihanna)
  • My Heart Will Go On (Celine Dion)
  • My Skin (Natalie Merchant)
  • Need You now (Lady Antebellum)
  • Please Don't Go (Barcelona)
  • Rolling In The Deep (Adele)
  • Someone Like You (Adele)
  • Stay (Rihanna)
mar 30 2014 ∞
mar 30 2014 +
  • The problem with the end is that I have to live after it.
  • My own end will be the peace that I await gladly.
sep 15 2013 ∞
sep 16 2013 +
  • I'm too tired to play along.
  • I'm too tired to sing this song.
  • (Rhythm slows down) (Slightly out of breath)
  • I'm too....tired
  • I'm too...
  • I'm... too
  • I'm... t..
  • I'm...
  • I
sep 13 2013 ∞
sep 13 2013 +
sep 12 2013 ∞
sep 12 2013 +
  • Built in things:
  • Refrigerator
  • Oven
  • Pots & Pans
  • Plates
  • Knives, Forks, Spoons
  • Mugs
  • Apron
  • Mittens
sep 4 2013 ∞
sep 5 2013 +
  • Seville (4)
  • Malaga (6)
  • Alicante (10)
  • Valencia (3)
  • Barcelona (2)
  • Madrid (1)
  • Bilbao (5)
aug 23 2013 ∞
aug 23 2013 +
  • Jump rope for an hour, quickly: 1551 calories
  • Stepper for an hour: 1098 calories
  • Weight Lifting for an hour, vigorous: 775 calories
  • Walk Dog for an hour: 428 calories
  • Jump rope for an hour, quickly: 1551 calories
  • Stepper for an hour: 1098 calories
  • Ten hours of sleeping: 1160 calories
  • Total: 7607 calories/16 hours
jul 27 2013 ∞
jul 27 2013 +
  • M & P & I played "MADN" and I won naturally. I got four in before they could collectively get four in.
  • B & P & I, talked about the rec plans. The amount of home owners association cost that wsasted is disgusting. They owe us at least 2,600 dollars because they spiked up the price. B offered to keep up gardening maintenance for 5,000 instead of over 9,000.
  • B & I had chocolate pancakes that B made.
  • B & I worked out. He lectured me on a good diet as well.
  • M came home. We had pizza and all four of use watched "The Inlaws" with Ryan Reynolds and Michael Douglas.
  • B called at 1:38 am to inform me that his three jewish friends called him. He thought it was strange. I thought maybe today was a jewish holiday that mentioned his ...
jul 26 2013 ∞
jul 27 2013 +
  • 20180112: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 9-56: 48 pages read
  • 20180113: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 57-109: 53 pages read
  • 20180114: NO READ
  • 20180115: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 110-144: 35 pages
  • 20180116: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 145-179: 35 pages
  • 20180117: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 180-199: 20 pages
  • 20180118: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 200-221: 22 Pages
  • 20180119: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 222-243: 22 Pages
  • 20180120 - 20180125: NO READ
  • 20180126: Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov) 244-317: 74 Pages
  • 20180127: Hillbilly Elegy (J.D. Vance) 1-49: 49 pages
  • 20180128 - 20180129: NO READ
jan 12 2018 ∞
feb 23 2018 +

1 minute

  • Woken up.
  • Ask for one more minute.
  • Sleep for one more minute.

2 minute

  • "Wake up, Victoria!"
  • "Oh! Look! It's snowing!"
  • Jump from one bed to another.
  • Pillow fight with a camera man.
  • Make coffee. "Less than four minutes?!" *wide eyes*
  • Run into bathroom/strip.
  • Shower
  • Shampoo hair
  • Condition hair
  • Brush hair
  • Spread body gel.
  • Spread soap.
  • Shave.
dec 21 2017 ∞
dec 21 2017 +
  • Cornelia Grimsmo (3 February 1992)
  • Geir Grimsmo (58 years old on December 15 2017, 1958)
  • Doctor
  • Lives @ 1353 Bærums Verk
  • Marianne Johansen
  • Worked at Galleri CJG
  • Caroline Vagle (different father?:Kjell Vagle)
  • from Stamsund
  • Wrote a book
  • March 2011- present: TV presenter for Aller Media AS
  • Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/carovagle/
  • married to:
  • Steinar Inge Leknessund
  • Born in 1979
  • Proprietor of Armer & Bein Leknessund
  • Telephone Number: 930 37 195
dec 15 2017 ∞
dec 15 2017 +
  • Emily Manning(January 5th, 1991)
  • Eleanor "Ellie" Marie( 2010)
  • Sophia "Sophie" Golda(April 20th, 2011)
  • John Robert Meyers (May 30th, 2012: )
  • Lydia Dorothy Meyers (November 6th, 2013: 1:55pm)
  • Evelyn Sarah Meyers (June 26th, 2015: 8:15am)
  • GIRL #5 (March 2018)
  • Married on April 11th, 2009
  • Martin Meyers (April 20th, 1981-June 15th, 2016)
  • Richard (
dec 7 2017 ∞
dec 7 2017 +
  • McKenna Kaelin Suman
  • Divorced parents; remarried mother
  • Older sister + younger sister
  • McKenna Kaelin Suman
  • Birthdate: 9 August 1995
  • Father:
  • Name:
  • Mother:
  • Name: Kim Alziebler Suman
  • Birthdate: 27 September 1965
  • Mother's maidenname: Beerman
  • Highschool: Norco High Schol (Norco, California) Class of 1983
  • Previous residence: Twin Peaks, California (2013)
  • From: Crestline, California
  • Works at: CAPRE Realty, Daniel Corcoran
may 7 2017 ∞
dec 23 2017 +
  • March 2003: Fighter (Christina Aguilera)
  • September 2010: Only Girl (In The World)(Rihanna)
  • April 2011: Run the World (Girls) (Beyonce)
  • January 2012: Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger) (Kelly Clarkson)
  • April 2013: Brave (Sara Bareilles)
  • August 2013: Roar (Katy Perry)
  • February 2015: Fight Song (Rachel Platten)
aug 10 2015 ∞
aug 10 2015 +
  • Go Outside/Cults
  • Cool Kids/Echosmith
  • New Romantics/Taylor Swift
jun 18 2015 ∞
jun 18 2015 +
  • 1st House (Scorpio PLUTO)
  • Aries (5th House)
  • Mars (8th House Gemini)
  • 2nd House (Sagittarius cusp; Capricorn URANUS + NEPTUNE)
  • Taurus (6th House + 7th House)
  • Venus (10th House Virgo)
  • 3rd House (Capricorn cusp)
  • Gemini (8th House MARS)
  • Mercury (9th House Leo)
  • 4th House (Pisces SATURN)
  • Cancer (8th House MOON)
  • Moon (8th House Cancer)
  • 5th House (Aries cusp)
  • Leo (9th House SUN)
  • Sun (9th House Leo)
jun 16 2015 ∞
jun 16 2015 +
  • b room:
  • sheets
  • things
  • my room:
  • fix bed
  • scrub carpet stains
  • vacuum
  • sheets
  • laundry
  • hang up clothes
  • pick clothes to get rid of
  • photograph
  • weigh them
  • throw them in the trash
  • throw away trash
  • 2013 Taxes
  • 2014 Taxes
may 18 2015 ∞
may 19 2015 +
  • 1936: The Way You Look Tonight (Bing Crosby)
  • 1937: My Funny Valentine
  • 1964: L-O-V-E
  • 1964: My Girl (The Temptations)
  • 1964: She Loves You (The Beatles)
  • 1984: The Power of Love (Jennifer Rush/Celine Dion)
  • 1984: I Just Called to Say I Love You (Stevie Wonder)
  • 1984: What's Love Got To Do With It (Tina Turner)
  • 1992: I Will Always Love You (Whitney Houston)
  • 1996: Because You Loved Me (Celine Dion)
  • 2005: Let Me Love You (Mario)
  • 2008: Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)
  • 2011: We Found Love (Rihanna)
feb 7 2015 ∞
feb 7 2015 +
  • Pop
  • Best Thing I Never Had/ Beyonce
  • Blank Space/ Taylor Swift
  • Boy/ Little Mix
  • Breakin' Dishes/ Rihanna
  • Bye Bye Bye/ 'N Sync
  • Cry Me A River/ Justin Timberlake
  • Fuck You/ CeeLo Green
  • Goodbye/ Kristinia DeBarge
  • Irreplaceable/ Beyonce
  • Potential Breakup Song/ Aly & AJ
  • Smile/ Lily Allen
  • Stronger/ Britney Spears
  • Survivor/ Destiny's Child
  • R U Crazy/ Conor Maynard
  • Really Don't Care/ Demi Lovato
  • Take A Bow/ Rihanna
  • We Are Never Getting Back Together/ Taylor Swift
  • Rock
nov 13 2014 ∞
jan 17 2015 +
  • I look for you in everyone.

— Six Word Story #16 by absentions (via varst)

  • crushes are great until you realize that they’ll never be interested in you
  • People should say what they mean and not make other people stumble around.— Stephanie Perkins
  • The guy who invented the wheel, he was an idiot. The guy who invented the other three? *He* was a genius.

— RIP Sid Caesar. #thatsgenius

  • Dentist: *Has multiple things in your mouth* "So how’s school?"
  • i luv kids they are so much funner to talk to than adults. i asked a toddler today whats up and he said “ten” with such conviction i really did believe it was an adequate response to my question for a ...
oct 12 2014 ∞
oct 12 2014 +
  • Identity failed me. We are nothing, I said, and fell.(Virginia Woolf, The Waves)
  • hey. hey friend. dont kill yourself tonight. ok. you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again. youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep.
  • Do you ever just meet one person and at first it is awkward then you start talking and its like “holy shit where have you been all my life”.
  • i feel like there’s a difference between slut-shaming and thinking what miley did at the vmas was crude and inappropriate for that setting
sep 9 2014 ∞
sep 9 2014 +
  • A lot of different astrology sites say that I have my dominant or ruling planet is Pluto.
  • I will use this post to try to figure out what the means.
  • My Pluto is in 25°17' Scorpio. My Scorpio Pluto is in my first House. Scorpio is the modern ruler of Scorpio.
  • Scorpio used to rule Mars(currently ruled by Aries), before the planet Pluto was discovered.
  • Pluto Aspects:
  • trine Mercury
  • Sextile Venus
  • Sextile Uranus
  • Sextile Neptune
  • Conjunct Ascendant
  • Pluto trine Mercury (House IX: Mercury 2°36' Leo) with 7.19 orb.
  • According to cafeastrology, that means:
aug 23 2014 ∞
aug 23 2014 +
  • Fuck attractive people.
  • That's the plan.
  • *************************************************************************
  • i’m not kidding the worst sound ever is the crack in the voice of a person who is about to cry.
  • *************************************************************************
  • bless friends who tell you, “text me when you get home safe”
  • *************************************************************************
  • mirror mirror on the wall. sofa sofa over there. desk desk in that corner. im so glad im getting this home renovation
  • *************************************************************************
  • my personality is 30% the last movie I watched
  • *****************************************...
jul 6 2014 ∞
jul 10 2014 +
  • Stats:
  • Height: 183cm
  • Weight: 99lbs
  • Measurements: 32-
  • Dances:
  • Kyle Hanagami Dance for Beyonce's Yonce
  • Maddie Ziegler Dance for Sia's Chandelier
jun 13 2014 ∞
jun 14 2014 +
  • Born August 4, 1994
  • Born on a Thursday
  • Born in Luxembourg City, Luxembourg
  • Weight; Height
  • Left-handed
  • Started reading at 2
jun 13 2014 ∞
jun 13 2014 +
  • Florence + The Machine (2007-present)
  • The Pretty Reckless (2007- present)
  • Of Monsters + Men (2010- present)
  • The Carpenters (69-83)
jun 5 2014 ∞
jun 5 2014 +

Femme:

  • Meryl Streep (22/6/49)
  • Sandra Bullock (26/7/64)
  • Elizabeth Hurley (10/6/65)
  • Nicole Kidman (20/6/67)
  • Cate Blanchett (14/5/69)
  • Kate Winslet (5/10/75)
  • Natalie Portman (9/6//81)
  • Mila Kunis (14/8/83)
  • Keira Knightley (26/3/85)
  • Lady Gaga (28/3/86)
  • Amanda Bynes (3/4/86)
  • Jennifer Lawrence (15/8/90)
  • Miley Cyrus (23/11/92)
  • Dove Cameron (15/1/96)
  • Zendaya (1/9/96)
  • Bella Thorne (8/10/97)

Male:

  • Bill Nighy (12/12/49)
  • Hugh Laurie (11/6/59)
may 8 2014 ∞
may 8 2014 +

Strong Breakup

  • I’m a very independent person, that means I don’t need you or your bullshit.
  • You treat me like I am nothing, then expect me to be there when you come back. I have got news for you, I am never going to be here for you again.
  • I was born without you so I obviously don’t need you to survive.
  • When you have moved on to your next, stop talking about you ex.
  • Don’t ignore me for days and then start talking to me again like nothing happened.
  • Oh, you cheated on your beautiful girlfriend with a hoe that looks like Sasquatch? Good choice.
  • Girls that try to get with a guy that has a girlfriend are so low.
  • You say you “care” but you put in 0% effort to see me or text me first.
apr 18 2014 ∞
apr 18 2014 +
  • Harlow (English: From the hill of the hares, from the army hill)
  • Primrose (English: first rose)
  • Vesper (Latin: evening star)

Heart:

  • Cordelia (Latin: heart; daughter of the sea)
  • Deirdre (Irish: sorrowful) (died of a broken heart)

Greek Myth:

  • Echo (Nymph)
  • Io
  • Pandora
apr 1 2014 ∞
apr 1 2014 +

Single

  • Adele
  • Alicia Keys
  • Amy Winehouse
  • Beyonce
  • Britney Spears
  • Carina Round
  • Dido
  • Natalie Merchant
  • Norah Jones
  • Rosi Golan

Young Single

  • Ariana Grande
  • Demi Lovato
  • Miley Cyrus
  • Selena Gomez
  • Taylor Swift

Really Young Single

  • Birdy
mar 30 2014 ∞
mar 30 2014 +
  • Aretha Franklin
  • Barbra Streisand
  • Billy Holiday
  • Dionne Warwick
  • Celine Dion
  • Whitney Houston
  • Adele
  • Amy Winehouse
  • Britney Spears
  • Christina Aguilera
  • Katy Perry
  • Rihanna
  • Beyonce
  • Alicia Keys
  • Natalie Imbruglia
  • Carina Round
  • Norah Jones
  • Laura Marling
  • Cat Power
mar 1 2014 ∞
mar 1 2014 +
  • Can't go back (Rosi Golan)
  • For everything a reason (Carina Round)
  • That year (Brandi Carlile)
  • Breath Me (Sia)
sep 16 2013 ∞
sep 16 2013 +
  • Keane
  • The Beatles (the last two Beatles)
sep 12 2013 ∞
sep 12 2013 +
  • I don't need the glitz or glory
  • I don't want the money spent
  • I don't want those things
  • I just want back, the night that we all dreamt.
  • We dreamt of being young forever.
  • Careless and carefree.
  • We dreamt of dreaming in the moonlight
  • till quarter past half three.
  • We'd jump wild between the trees.
  • We'd make forts in the forest.
  • We dreamt of being kings and queens in the forest.
  • Keeping the smoke at bay.
  • We killed with wooden swords,
  • but knew it was just childs play.
  • When we could hardly move,
  • we'd come back home and jump around.
sep 5 2013 ∞
sep 5 2013 +
  • London
  • War Child (create Music & Videos)
  • UNICEF
jul 31 2013 ∞
aug 1 2013 +
  • V
  • Via
  • Vicks
  • Vie
  • Vita
  • Vittie
  • Viv
  • Vivi
  • Viviana
  • Vix
  • Vixen
  • Vixie
  • Ari
  • Cora
  • Ita
  • Ori
  • Ria
  • Rory
  • Storia
  • Tora
  • Toria
jul 25 2013 ∞
sep 16 2013 +