• In Nov. I Lost my Concert Virginity to Tori Amos
• Jan 29th I actually got to Order Little LeftOver Witch!!! (Never thought I'd get that chance.)
• Jan. 30th I went WATER RAFTING. (not as scary or wild as I thought it would be.) But still something on my list.
• Backflipped
• Stood on my hands for longer than a few seconds.
• Decided not to eat meat unless I know how it's treated and where it comes from.
• There's ...

1. I Love My Life
2. People call me for technical support (fixing their computer) *laughs* and my advice actually fixes it!
3. I play a game with real people that I nicknamed "Hug a Hater, Showing some Love, Hug a Stranger"
4. I'm gonna get my camel someday.
5. I'm waiting for my puppy!
6. I still listen to Tori Amos Everyday
7. I listen to a carousel of music everyday!
8. I finally got Little Leftover Witch, and from a really ...

• Amateur Contortionist
• Writer
• Artist
• Musician
• Insomniac
• Animal lover
• Nature freak
• Changeling
• Amateur acro-balance, acrobat
• And much more...

• Today I went to the supermarket, and I took the carriage, and I pushed it forward with one leg back, and screamed WEEEEEE !!!! And this woman smiled, I wonder what she was thinking. Either she thought I was a little kid and that it was cute (cause I look younger than I actually am.) Or she wished that she could do that. And you know what. Why not do it I say? Drop the briefcases, hide your purses....

Ghosts in the mirror...[After disappointing a few people.] No matter how many people you love there will always be nobody. No matter how many people you accept there will always be somebody-who doesn't approve. Usually that someone is that somebody you love, would never want to hurt-but somehow without even trying to, while trying to be something better for them...you manage to disappoint them. An...

5:32 a.m. my stomach is growling. I don't eat breakfast (at least not on school days). My mind is caught in a haze. I feel like crying and smiling at the same time. School starts at 8a.m. , I made up one detention. 1/10, 1/5, School lets out 11:30 a.m. today. There's a test in both Chemistry and Algebra II, the first classes of my day. 8a.m-9:30a.m Chemistry, 9:30-11:00 Algebra II, might as well d...

1. People who have drifted away.
2. People and animals that have died.
3. Friends I'm no longer friends with.
4. Family I drifted away from.
5. Old friends who just grew up and went down different directions in their life.

• Meeting the people in and out of my life, both the good and the bad interactions.

1. Backflip properly
2. Get slapped by a monkey ( >,< )
3. Have spit war with a camel.
4. Ride a camel
5. Own a camel
6. Roller blade down a railing
7. Skateboard and flip it
8. Martial Arts (Aikido)
9. Flexible just enough to do a partial pretzel
10. Get published
11. Graduate College
12. Become a wildlife biologist
13. Give birth and raise them to adulthood
14. Adopt
15. Make a positive difference despite my dark essence.
16. Get a video and make a movie of a day ...

• Sex.
• Things I didn't steal.
• Things I didn't do.
• Lying when I didn't lie.
• Telling the Truth.
• Not Believing in Violence
• Violence
• Being an Asshole/Bitch :-P
• Being a rebel
• Not combing my hair / dressing without style
• Being Dark minded
• Suicide
• Being A Loner

1. That there are people who love me more than I'll ever know.
2. True life might be better without me... but it also might be worse.
3. The people who've made a difference in my life, say I've made a difference in theres, and continue to.
4. People I love or who love me will be sad...
5. If you don't live life to its end... you'll never know, and what could have been won't ever be.

• Writing
• Researching
• Thinking
• Reading
• Aloneness
• School
• Stress
• Goals
• Thoughts
• Being Pessimistically Optimistic

1. What life would be like if I hadn't been born.
2. Am I neutral at my core? Or am I Evil? I can't be Good... so what am I?
3. Will they still love me 10 years from now?
4. How and when will I die? Does knowing take the fun out of life? What does life mean?
5. What will happen when I die?
6. Is their a God?
7. What is their, life after death? Reincarnation, what?
8. Will I ever get published?
9. What's my future have in store for ...