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These lists are completely honest.

I need a place to tell shit like it is, this is it. You can't really dance around the facts when it's just a flat out list.

...Well, you can, but I won't.

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Bee follows:
  • Follow your heart, but consider what your head has to say
  • Befriend teachers (some of them will change your life for the better if you let them)
  • Have dreams and follow them
  • Look both ways when crossing the road (even when you're playing frogger)
  • Listen to people even if you don't really care about their problems (they just need to talk it out)
  • Wear longer socks in winter, especially when you go for walks
  • Trust yourself
  • Remember that at the end of the day, you are your number one
  • Don't watch so much television that you forget how to live your own life
  • Let music heal you (it won't if you don't let it)
  • Educate yourself about older music (I'll ...
jan 17 2010 ∞
jan 17 2010 +
  • My Life: A Constant State of Chaos
  • Well, I Guess That's That
  • This Book Probably Won't Change Your Life (But Gaining the Knowledge to Write it Certainly Changed Mine)
  • Don't Ask How I Did it, I Just Did
  • You're Not Going to Believe This Tish
  • A Guide to Optimism
  • No One Said it Would be Easy
  • . . . Not Even Gonna Lie
jan 16 2010 ∞
jan 16 2010 +
  • Alvin and the Chipmunks Christmas
  • Pooh sing alongs
  • Hansons (all of them)
  • Pocahontas soundtrack
  • Hoku
  • Alanis Morissette- Jagged little pill
  • Meridith Brooks- Bitch
may 12 2009 ∞
may 12 2009 +
  • Piano
  • Guitar
  • Sculpture
  • Cleaning
  • Collecting something worth money
  • Collecting something someone other than myself would find interesting
  • Knitting
  • Crocheting
  • Blowing glass
  • Welding
  • Gardening
mar 6 2009 ∞
mar 6 2009 +
  • Read minds
  • Read body language better
  • Be more trusting
  • A cartwheel
  • Tattoo design
  • Be more confident
  • Be less clumsy
  • Write in pretty cursive
  • Talk backwards
  • Snowboard
  • Surf
  • Go a day without coughing
  • Go 12 hours without sneezing
  • Rub my face on a cat without consiquences
  • Make more money
  • Focus my creative thoughts
  • Fall asleep cuddling someone and not be murdered in the morning
  • Fly
  • Play an instrument
jun 13 2008 ∞
jun 13 2008 +
  • Changed myself
  • Lied to people I love
  • Let go of my social life
  • Told people off that didn't deserve it
  • Blown people off
  • Gone hermit
  • Lied to myself
  • Made promises I knew I wouldn't keep
  • Given away things I really cared about that I'll never get back now
  • Said yes when my heart screamed no
jun 4 2008 ∞
jun 4 2008 +
  • Myspace
  • Insanejournal
  • Yahoo
may 23 2008 ∞
may 23 2008 +
  • The moment I realized that I love myself
  • My first kiss
  • Anthony teaching me to waltz
  • The first time I danced like no one was watching
  • The first time I wrote my name without any help
  • The first time I got stoned
  • My first kiss with Robert
  • That one time at the park with Robert
  • Meeting Lyss
  • The first night I spent at Rachel's
  • The 20 mile walk Rachel and I took
  • Tech-fest last year
  • Starting school
  • Anthony and I's first photo shoot in Mt.Clemens
  • CHUGGING slurpies with Ashli
  • Dying Cheska's hair
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • Cigarettes
  • Pen
  • MP3 player
  • Dangly on phone
  • Fingers
  • Necklaces
  • Ring
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • Giving Robert his stuff back
  • Cleaning my room
  • Making mother's day present
  • Finishing 'A New Earth'
  • Studying for Bio
  • Uploading pictures
  • Telling people how I really feel
  • Thinking about things that matter
  • Finishing flag painting
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • None of my individual works made it into Scholastics
  • My cycle is all off
  • My skin is breaking out really bad
  • Rachel and I aren't on good terms
jan 16 2010 ∞
jan 16 2010 +
  • Listen to music
  • Watch candles drip
  • Spin in circles on a sunny day
  • Drive
  • Let the breeze hit my shoulders
  • Put my bare feet in the grass
  • Lay on cold floors
  • Stretch
  • Sing
  • Dance
  • Put up my feet
may 12 2009 ∞
may 12 2009 +
  • Earwax (When you accidentally itch your ear and eat before washing your hands...)
  • Cum
  • Vomit
  • Photographic developer (when you forget to wash your hands when you get out of the darkroom and then eat)
  • Pineapple
  • Pina colada
  • Coconut
  • Plain almonds
  • Sweet and sour sauce
  • Sharpie (don't ask)
  • Sweat
  • Loogie
  • Tears
  • Blood
  • Banana
  • Prune
mar 10 2009 ∞
mar 10 2009 +
  • The future
  • The past
  • How the past effects the future
  • How I'm going to reach goals
  • What I <i>should</i> be thinking about, but am not
  • How I come off to people
  • What I should've done but missed the chance to
  • What life would be like if certain things had never happened
  • What needs to be done but I don't want to do
  • Nothing at all
jul 6 2008 ∞
jul 6 2008 +
  • Dom
  • Amanda Palmer
  • Brandon Boyd
  • Jack White
  • Ellen Page
  • Ed Norton
  • Steve-o from SLC punk
  • Lauren
  • My soulmate (whomever that is)
  • Someone warm
  • Someone cuddly
  • Someone that'll say 'Good morning, sunshine' or something along those lines
jun 4 2008 ∞
jun 4 2008 +
  • Sublime- Caress me down
  • Mirai- Madam Hornfish
  • John Lennon- Give peace a chance
  • Flobots- Handlebars
  • Dan Kennedy- Exhale is all we have left
  • Jefferson Airplane- Somebody to love
  • Incubus- Warning
  • Marcy Playground- Sherry Frasier
  • The Beatles- I am the walrus
  • Tegan and Sara- Back in your head
  • MSI- Never wanted to dance
may 23 2008 ∞
may 23 2008 +
  • Enjoy every minute
  • Get outside more
  • Don't look for love, let it find you
  • Smile in pictures
  • Take pictures of everything you'll wish you could see again
  • Don't smoke
  • Don't do any hard core drugs
  • Wear clothing that fits
  • Don't dye your hair until you really understand what you're doing to it
  • Tell everyone that you mean it to that you love them (you may not have another chance to say it)
  • Take school seriously
  • Say what you mean and mean what you say
  • Trust yourself
  • Love yourself first
  • Give hugs
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • Anthony
  • Robert
  • Rachel
  • Aimee
  • Siara
  • Patty
  • Ted
  • Grandpa Jim
  • Alice
  • Jenny
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • I can be a TOTAL bitch
  • I act incredibly childish at times
  • I act far too sexual at other times
  • I go up to a week without showering sometimes
  • I'm almost socially retarded at times
  • I make fun of all the wrong people
  • My self esteem doesn't just yo-yo, it's kind of like a roller coaster...
  • I don't give head
  • I'm a slob
  • I flirt with almost everyone I meet
  • I've cheated
  • My friends never like anyone I date
  • I have too many mood swings
  • I'm a hypocrite
  • I argue for causes I don't help
  • I pretend I'm an artist
  • Sometimes I fall asleep 2 seconds into the after sex cuddles
  • I want my partner to be perfectly honest,...
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • I'm on SIL now
  • My case manager is pretty much the shit
  • I'm on the Youth Board now
  • Mom and I are speaking civilly again
  • I'm finishing the semester on the honor roll
  • I've painted a few good clouds
  • I found out that I don't have to take out student loans
  • I REALLY planned out my college career
  • I'm going to be getting a car
  • I'm going to be getting money for clothes
  • The weather is warming up (at least for now)
  • I've remained pretty damn optimistic for this entire year so far
  • I've had alone time with Anthony
  • I have money in my pocket
  • There's still a chance that my portfolio could be accepted and sent to Nationals
jan 16 2010 ∞
jan 16 2010 +
  • World peace
  • Clarity
  • "Someone else to catch this drift"
  • A good life for the kids
  • Sunshine
  • Financial stability
  • People to realize how pointless lying is
  • Anthony to really pursue writing
  • My skin to miraculously heal permanently
  • Everyone to appreciate what they have
jan 16 2010 ∞
jan 16 2010 +
  • Racoon hair extensions (it's a scene kid thing)
  • Mullet hair extensions
  • The messy ponytail
  • Racoon eyeliner
  • Sweatpants in public
  • Leg warmers
  • Wristbands
  • Cut sweaters
  • Giant hoop earrings
  • Socks made for wearing flats
  • Old lady dresses (on young people)
  • Leggings and long sweaters (no pants)
  • Gaudy facial piercings
  • Thongs
  • Glitter (anything)
  • Ponytail holding the bunch of a baggy t-shirt together in the back
  • Cheetah pattern (anything)
may 12 2009 ∞
may 12 2009 +
  • Woke up
  • Made coffee
  • Showered
  • Drank coffee
  • Got dressed and ready
  • Cleaned up
  • Started the car
  • Talked to mom and smoked a cig
  • Drove to school
  • Sat through History (trying to stay awake)
  • Went to English and made up my absent Lord of the Flies test
  • Took notes in Algebra 2
  • Left class 40 minutes early to come to the library
  • Made this list
  • In about 25 minutes I'll be leaving school (half day) and don't know about the rest...
mar 6 2009 ∞
mar 6 2009 +
  • My own apartment
  • New comforter
  • New stereo
  • Computer that works the way it should
  • 80G MP3 player
  • New wallet
  • More tanktops
  • New sunglasses
  • Car
  • Dyes to tie dye with
  • Piles of clothes to tie dye
  • Monster
  • New underwear
  • An unbroken bra (lol)
  • Hair relaxer
  • More stretchy string to make jewelry with
  • More tattoos
jun 4 2008 ∞
jun 4 2008 +
  • Love notes
  • Letters
  • Small and personal gifts
  • Head
  • Hugs
  • Soft kisses
  • Things to put on my wall
  • Gifts in boxes with bows
jun 4 2008 ∞
jun 4 2008 +
  • Be a dancer
  • Be an ice skater
  • Travel the world
  • Marriage, dog, and 2.5 kids by 30
  • Be so successful it hurt
  • Tell off my family as soon as I graduate highschool
  • Join the peace corps
  • Win a nobel peace prize
  • Have a mohawk at some point
  • Make everyone wish they were me
  • Be happy no matter what
  • Cure cancer
  • Sky dive
  • Go to MU
  • Speak 3 languages
  • Adopt children
  • Live in a cabin on top of a giant hill
  • Be prom queen
  • Change the world
  • See my name in lights
may 23 2008 ∞
may 23 2008 +
  • She could make people smile
  • She smiled a lot
  • She cared about her loved ones
  • She will not be forgotten
  • She left a legacy
  • She brought out the good in the world
  • Her name will be carried on
  • She made it through harsh times
  • She will be missed
  • She was a very positive person
  • She made some pretty kick ass scrambled eggs
  • We have to find out what to do with her 5,000 photo albums
  • Her life was well documented (and people care about the documentation)
  • Her journals will be passed on
  • We'll set out a plate for her on Thanksgiving (even if it's not at the table)
  • We'll never be the same
  • She embraced opportunities
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +
  • 6am
  • A fine frenzy
  • Ace of Bass
  • Alkaline Trio
  • Anti-flag
  • Beatles
  • Blind Melon
  • Blink 182
  • Blondie
  • Blues Traveler
  • Bob Dylan
  • Bono
  • Carol Woods
  • Colbie Cailat
  • Collective soul
  • Counting Crows
  • Dan Kennedy
  • Dana Fuchs
  • Emily Rose
  • Evan Rachel Wood
  • Eve 6
may 10 2008 ∞
may 10 2008 +