• nirvana
• alkaline trio
• sublime
• amy winehouse
• pearl jam
• motley crue
• grateful dead
• death cab for cutie
• gallows
• the doors
• jimi hendrix experience
• led zeppelin
• ac/dc
• third eye blind
• the white stripes
• black flag
• guns n roses
• red hot chili peppers
• maroon 5

• "i hate it when people call me brave! i am scared shitless."
• "everytime i go over a bridge, i have to restrain myself from going off."
• "i love you, in all moments of our absurdity."
• have fun with your new friends. i hope they fucking eat you alive."
• "i have tried telling you all i need help. but none have listened."
• "i am so much more without you than i ever was with you. i would've never realized that...

• people making a big deal of little things.
• not being able to find words to say what i meant.
• the snow.
• school bus.
• summer camp.
• books that were fucking easy.
• other kids.
• people who babied me.
• getting yelled at.
• my brothers ganging up on me.
• having to sleep alone when my brothers shared a room.
• coloring books with too much detail.
• dolls that were scary looking, and then later on i just hated dolls altogether.
• c...

• kara
• tj
• bryan locher
• jess
• alyssa
• steve
• bianca costa
• taylor reid
• taylor nohs
• lauren martin
• anna
• meaghan my cousin
• brittany larrichiutta
• caroline lawless
• matt marino

• nirvana
• alkaline trio
• sublime
• amy winehouse
• death cab for cutie
• biggie smalls
• immortal technique
• tupac
• the rolling stones
• the beatles

• wedding crashers
• bridge to terabithia obv.
• one flew over the cuckoo's nest
• georgia rule
• life is beautiful
• green street hooligans
• the shining
• alpha dog
• in the land of women
• shawshank redemption
• the pianist
• mean girls
• harriet the spy obv.
• blades of glory
• a little princess

notice that all these songs are really bad.

• fergalicious-fergie.
• hey mama-black eyed peas.
• smack that-akon
• i smoke i drank-body head bangerz
• grindin-clipse
• knuck if you buck-crime mob
• gasolina-daddy yankee
• soldier-destiny's child
• tell me when to go-e40
• u and dat-e40
• jook gal-elephant man
• ring the alarm-beyonce
• how we do-the game
• the queen and i-gym class heroes
• lip gloss-lil mama
• a bay bay-hurricane chris
• tipsy- j...

• forgiving people is complicated, do it anyway.
• dont regret things you want to do.
• but dont say "no regrets". if you really regret it, theres a reason.
• break the rules, a lot.
• if you love someone and they dont love you back, love them anyway.
• if you give and you dont get back, give anyway.
• stand up for what you believe in.
• know where you came from.
• work for everything you want.
• be thankful for it once you g...

• weed.
• ipod.
• bags.
• books.
• jewelery i actually like.
• drum sticks.
• laptop.
• itunes gift card.
• socks [ wait seriously ]
• hair dye.
• converse.
• different make up.
• new clothes.
• keychains.
• stuff to put in my room.
• souvenirs from different places.
• school supplies [forreeel]
• new diary.

• thinking about what has happened to people that made them how they are.
• people who deserve more than what they've gotten.
• dead kitties/puppies.
• knowing that i have a ridiculously high chance of being an addict.
• when people talk down to me.
• people who wont even give me a chance.
• reading about kurt cobain.
• knowing that i really fucked up.
• thinking of how my dad must feel.
• unbelievably depressed people.
• seeing...

• she loves me more
• she needs to be cheered on before and after she takes a shot, which is the most amusing thing EVER
• we arent paranoid
• we laugh at dumber shit than anyone you know
• shes usually naked and im usually passed out
• when im crying she makes me laugh about it
• the next mornings are hilarious
• hideous faces.
• when we make noises, we're serious about them.
• watching movies and being really excited to do ...

• funny drunk men
• screaming
• singing and hitting the walls and ceiling in the tunnel.
• tradition
• getting decked out in head to toe red and blue
• giants mask, enough said
• a true giants fan s ALWAYS a fan.no matter how much they win.
• long car rides to jersey
• "HERE WE GO G-MEN, HERE WE GO".
• lawrence taylor, end of story.
• our own pre-game, before the actual game
• tailgating even though we're not really even at the sta...

• her stories
• saurkraut,apple sauce,pork, and potato salad
• playdoh and coloring
• she will always pick me up at night or let me sleep over.
• she has a box for all her grandchildren with only pictures of that kid
• she has good intentions
• she makes a concious effort to change
• she does special things for all her grandkids
• she gets me exactly what i want for christmas
• getting hit with the wooden spoon
• opening present...

• math
• controlling myself
• being nice
• calling people first
• volleyball
• making friends
• paying attention
• caring about anything
• science
• shopping
• wearing outfits that are good.
• gauging my ears
• sitting down and not moving
• punting a football
• having patience
• losing
• playing board games
• dealing with physical pain
• seeing anything gory
• making beds and folding clothes

• blasting music in my moms room and dancing with liam
• tickle wrestling with the tickle monster.
• barbecues at grandmas [ i cant spell bbq's ]
• going to the deli at 9:00 pm on dad's bike with no shoes and pajamas on to get ice cream
• sledding on the street when its all ice
• singing with my mom in the livingroom with the microphone
• being told the story of the day i was born
• weekly manicures with aunt patti
• plays...

• be obnoxious (this doesnt work.)
• ignore my little brother
• do things i know ill regret later
• be mean to people i dont like
• be a mess (this doesnt work either.)
• embarass kara in public LOL
• cross the street like an asshole
• do anything involving school
• bite my hands until they're fucking numb
• let anxiety take over my life
• break stuff
• lose stuff
• lose my temper
• laugh in situations that arent funny
• curse in front of a...

• just the girl-the click 5. you're gay, stop now.
• love is a battlefield-pat benatar. just bad.
• welcome to the black parade-my chemical romance. YOUR BAND IS HORRIFIC.
• mother-danzig. self explanitory.
• lovestoned-justin timberlake. also self explanitory.
• maneater-nelly furtado..you're ridiculous and so is your dumb ass music.
• before he cheats-carrie underwood. shut the hell up.
• u and ur hand-pink [learn to ...

• laying down in the sand
• on my dock
• sleeping in my bed
• in a tent
• in the ocean/bay
• around a fire
• local lacrosse games
• giants games
• south shore music
• vermont
• block parties
• in a taxi with a driver who talks to me
• grandmas house
• april's old house in lindenhurst
• getting a haircut at supercuts
• joemak's car blasting music
• my kitchen while my moms cooking and alot of people are there
• at the bar
• big daddy's
• apartments in the ...

• ice cream.
• my phone.
• texting.
• pissing people off,

especially when they say they dont care.

• the color red.
• sleeping.
• nail polish.
• coming home from school on friday and just sleeping.
• coming home from school on friday and having a million people over to hang out in my kitchen.
• eyeliner.
• music.
• drums.
• nirvana.
• cursing.
• being drunk in public.
• fighting.
• sunflowers.
• converse.
• painting.
• paintings that dont suck.
• people who a...

• school.
• mayonnaise.
• north shore long island.
• facebook.
• kids my age.
• kids from other towns.
• talking to people i hate.
• doing things i dont want to do.
• vains.
• needles.
• guidos/guidettes.
• vacuums.
• wishing on 11:11.
• flowers that smell bad.
• when other people smoke cigarettes.
• milk.
• the color purple.
• people who hate me because im from new york.
• states that suck and dont matter.
• countries with boring history.
• the dictionary.
• b...