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in this list i tried to think of all the great, amazing things that have happened to me. some of these totally not mean anything to me anymore but i knew they did back then. this list not finished by any means, but i just decided to already publish it.

  • 11.11.2001 no angels in concert
  • 26.05.2006 tokio hotel concert and stuff (-28.05.2006)
  • ??.06.2006 we will rock you for the first time, serkan on stage
  • 05.07.2006 tokio hotel concert once again (-07.07.2006)
  • 01.08.2006 magdeburg with y. (-03.08.2006)
  • 25.08.2006 hotel continental :D (-26.08.2006)
  • 11.02.2008 30 seconds to mars concert in köln
  • 13.03.2009 the day that changed a lot
  • 23.11.2009 30 seconds to mars concert in köln
  • 23.01.2010 first time schuelerrock in wuppertal
  • 06.03.2010 30 seconds to mars in düsseldorf
  • 13.03.2010 jesus christ superstar & meeting serkan for the first time
  • 07.04.2010 hamburg, tarzan & meeting anton zetterholm for the first time
  • 08.04.2010 heide park with my dad
  • 23.04.2010 rock&pop live and being on stage with ch
  • 02.06.2010 wicked for the first time
  • 21.07.2010 europa park
  • 14.08.2010 sommernacht, helping get over the accident from my dad
  • 24.09.2010 got my driver's license, "du huhn"
  • 21.10.2010 wicked again, with anton and falling in love with roberta
  • 16.12.2010 vom geist der weihnacht mit sandy and crying because of happiness
  • 15.01.2011 my 18th birthday, hiho for the first time, falling in love with the show
  • 04.03.2011 playing with my band in pom
  • 09.04.2011 a day in kassel & into the woods
  • 04.07.2011 sailing on the ijsselmeer (-08.07.2011)
  • 09.07.2011 sommernacht and getting a free ticket
  • 25.09.2011 drew sarich backstage
  • 30.09.2011 london (-3.10.2011)
  • 02.11.2011 hiho, giving josie a present, talking a lot to chris
  • 29.11.2011 30 seconds to mars concert in köln
  • 02.12.2011 hiho, crazy times, chris telling me everyones loves it when i'm around (+3.12.2011)
  • 28.12.2011 phantasialand with lea
  • 01.01.2012 berlin, a great time, great shows, just woah (-06.01.2012)
  • 09.02.2012 a free show kein pardon with roberta
  • 14.02.2012 hair
  • 30.03.2012 last day of school
  • 31.03.2012 hiho, a first hug that started a big thing :), talking to tino for the first time (-02.04.2012)
  • 24.04.2012 my last written exam
  • 06.05.2012 a great time in berlin in general
  • 21.05.2012 i quote my carpe diem list "ORAL EXAM FUCKING DONE"
  • 22.06.2012 abilass, walking up the stage to "mein ding"
  • 23.06.2012 dance performance (+24.06.2012)
  • 06.07.2012 20th hiho show, party in berlin
  • 18.07.2012 berlin, muffins for the cast, kisses on the cheek from tino (-20.07.2012)
  • 28.07.2012 sommernacht, me singing mein ding
  • 16.08.2012 marie antoinette, being in tecklenburg
  • 27.08.2012 aida to norway (-01.09.2012)
  • 17.10.2012 singing "mein ding" on hiho stage
  • 29.12.2012 oh well, the day i won a car :D
  • 13.01.2013 doppelshow hiho on their anniversary, udo on stage
  • 15.01.2013 my 20th birthday, 30th hiho-show and two year anniversary
  • 10.03.2013 audition in hamburg
  • 20.04.2013 we will rock you after 7 years, seeing chris after nine months
  • 29.05.2013 we will rock you bandnight
  • 06.06.2013 sicily, having a great relaxed time, great family time and reaaading all day (-13.06.2013)
  • 24.06.2013 audition in osnabrück
  • 30.06.2013 wwwry derniere
  • 02.08.2013 tecklenburg (+03.08.2013)
  • 04.08.2013 one week in hamburg with great events & the best workshop ever (-12.08.2013)
  • 13.08.2013 heide park
  • 03.09.2013 dubai, burj khalifa, the dubai mall, wild wadi waterpark, all the food at the mariott hotel, the drive through the dessert (-11.09.2013)
  • 19.01.2014 elif concert in köln
  • 10.02.2014 audition in essen
  • 02.04.2014 5 times hiho mania (-06.04.2014)
  • 09.04.2014 audition in wien (-11.04.2014)
  • 25.06.2014 30 seconds to mars concert in mönchengladbach
  • 13.08.2014 moving to vienna
  • 01.09.2014 starting school at pca
  • 09.03.2015 getting into the joop workshop
  • 27.03.2015 getting into the joop finale
  • 02.04.2015 finally seeing drew sarich in jcs
  • 09.04.2015 that whole fucking week in berlin (-16.04.2015)
  • 22.05.2015 austrian road trip (-27.05.2015)
  • 01.06.2015 family holiday on sicily (-08.06.2015)
  • 06.07.2015 audition in berlin
  • 01.08.2015 moving to berlin
  • 21.10.2015 my first holiday in vienna after moving (-25.10.2015)
  • 13.01.2015 hihos fifth and final birthday, ME SINGING
  • 05.02.2016 spa hotel with my mum (-08.02.2016)
  • 30.03.2016 vienna (-02.04.2016)
  • 14.05.2016 another spa weekend with mum (-18.05.2016)
  • 18.07.2016 booktube-a-thon 2016 (-24.07.2016)
  • 20.08.2016 aidamar to eastern europe (-27.08.2016)
  • 28.08.2016 hinterm horizont derniere
  • 31.08.2016 miranda sings live in hamburg
  • 27.01.2017 hamburg, aidaprima to western europe, meeting maddie & bee (-03.02.2017)
  • 21.02.2017 a conjuring of light release
  • 01.03.2017 vienna & derniere (-04.03.2017)
  • 04.04.2017 glöckner von notre dame dress rehearsal
  • 02.08.2017 meeting victoria schwab video
  • 11.08.2017 costa favolosa to norway, seeing so many waterfalls, winning the voice of the sea, niendorf & ahrensburg afterwards (-20.08.2017)
  • 02.09.2017 30 SECONDS TO MARS street gig at postbahnhof
  • ??.12.2017 starting therapy
  • 12.04.2018 walk off the earth concert in berlin
  • 18.01.2019 the day I finished therapy
  • 03.03.2019 performing my abschlussprojekt "what baking can do"
  • 27.03.2019 officially graduating
  • 03.04.2019 panic! at the disco concert in berlin (especially the speech after girls/girls/boys)
  • 24.04.2019 my first professional musical theatre audition, especially as it was such a good experience
  • 26.04.2019 getting a zusage
  • 28.04.2019 coheed and cambria concert in köln
  • 11.05.2019 the day macmillan auto approved me on edelweiss
  • 18.06.2019 getting my BEA package from melanie, the story of her meeting tamsyn
  • 07.07.2019 christopher street day in köln with sandra, my first pride parade
  • 09.07.2019 walk off the earth in bonn (with tickets I won)
  • 13.07.2019 my cousin's polterabend
  • 17.07.2019 seeing my longtime friend sylv again, chilling with her for six hours, coming out
  • 28.07.2019 reaching 2k subscribers on my youtube channel
may 30 2013 ∞
aug 10 2019 +