january:

    • 01. in bed until the evening, another facemask, the camp cast - christmas special was really uplifting, tomorrow start the grind!
    • 02. woke up really late again, doing a bit of maths, but not much, tomorrow you literally have to start working, movie reviews, got to sleep at 5am
    • 03. woke up at 5pm like how, don't know how i'm going to get my sleep schedule back on track at this rate, need to wash my hair
    • 04. woke up at 3pm, washed hair, reddit videos oof, got to sleep at like 5am, yoonkook fics
    • 05. woke up later than i wanted to, missed the metro, town with kayley, bought some clothes from monki, messed around in waterstones, hot chocolate at cafe nero, ninja and thanos memes, the good place season 2 is iconic and i'm loving it so far
    • 06. woke up so late, looks like its an all nighter to pull off all this work rip me, colors music show, my lip is swollen?, the shower was broken, fell asleep at 6am
    • 07. slept in so mum called school, cute outfit, loved seeing my friends again, cool talks with charis in frees, maths test went pretty shit, so tired, went to sleep at like 9
    • 08. missed chemistry yesterday so didn't really know what i was doing, mum thought i skipped school like fuck off, really want to rewatch mr robot, shower's still fucked, saskunaru fics, really late night
    • 09. school late, only just missed a B in physics, marked chemistry and i got an A, watched the first 5 eps of mr robot, the scene with bill always kills me, felt really tired but still got to sleep at 1am
    • 10. school late, naming countries with charis and kayley, charis: "chile is so skinny", just scraped a C in maths, didn't wash my hair
    • 11. lie in because mrs huntley is off, lunch with charis and kayley, naming countries, maths was boring, brooklyn 99, season 6 started, the first ep was great i missed them so much, the finale of the good place, season 2 made me so emotional yet motivated, maybe i should take some advice from eleanor, late night
    • 12. talks with charlotte in bed, the good place, season 3, didn't get as much work done as i hoped
    • 13. lips are really cracked ad sore, all caught up with the good place, started rewatching brooklyn nine nine, season 1
    • 14. chemistry experiment, lots of frees, really tired, don't know what i'm going to do on thursday for chemistry and EPQ (i haven't done my work for either)
    • 15. tired all day, izzie joined physics class, didn't get much work done
    • 16. kicked mrs walsh in the shin by an accident, staying at mamas, i really like it here, printing off notes, ralph released his top movies of 2018, staying up till 3am finishing work, completed my chemistry file
    • 17. registration on time, it's snowing!, understood chemistry, heading in the right direction with my EPQ, ranting about the gilette advert with charis and kayley, pretty sure molly hates me, laughing so hard at lunch time with charis and kayley that my stomach was hurting, it was because of kayley's werid habit of shaking her foot, maths lesson kinda sucked, papa was talking to harry (lives round the corner), walked home with mama, papa, adam and hugo, adam is so cute, there was a fight at whitley lodge?!? (harry was talking about it), found the british reddit video - the guy in the purple's really funny (his name is george i googled it), bed really late cause listening to music
    • 18. didn't go to school until 3rd period, in a bad mood, feel ugly, motivated to do work, sleeping at mamas, adam is the purest human being
    • 19. maria kart with adam, finally came baack from mamas and i'm already sick of my family, watching stick it with charlotte
    • 20. woke up late, literally did nothing all day, watched the latest episode of brooklyn nine nine (scully and hitchcock oh my god) and the good place, rewatched john mulaney: kid gorgeous at radio city
    • 21. i love my friends, listening to my kpop playlists with charis and it was so funny, watched make happy and it's so important and i cried, also watched what and its less polished but just as funny, feeling really depressed, a year ago today i wrote landscapes of the universe, klance fics
    • 22. really bad cramps, came on my period in physics, watched the social network and it was really good, i felt so bad for eduardo though, rewatched prisoners and it's so suspensful, also i love jake gyllenhaal with all my heart, klancd fics
    • 23. chemistry lesson was quite fun, cramps ugh, rewatched the zodiac and although it's a bit of a drag, it was so well made, got quite a bit of work done, watched se7en, it was amazing, my full reviews on letterboxd, charis' birthday card, drew yuzu and wrote a letter
    • 24. late to school because it was icy and i had to tiptoe to school so i wouldn't slip, but psych... i did slip!!!, it was the worst and i'm definitely gonna have a bad bruise, skipped chemistry, on the bright side: charis loved her card, reviewing the oscar noms at lunch with charis and kayley, actors roundtable
    • 25. tired of wearing the same jumper to school but it's cOLD, watched hereditary late at nught, not a good idea, it was really good thoigh, i want to start watching sex education
    • 26. woke up at 1, didn't get out of bed until 3, watched the whole of sex education, mama and papa round for tea, completely miserable, on the verge of another break down
    • 27. did nothing all day, hair's greasy, late night (3am), talks with esther
    • 28. late to school but mum rang in, feeling ugly, talking about hereditary with kayley at break, talking at lunch and in free about books with charis, didn't understand anything in maths, walked home with charis, my skin is so ugly, rhy maresh
    • 29. chemistry rp, getting frustrated in physics cause i didn't understand and mcmenzie is shit at explaining, raining really hard on the way home, doing homework, rhy maresh, started narcos: mexico - it's really interesting and so are the characters
    • 30. didn't wash my hair so it's pretty greasy, only went in for one lesson and it was pretty pointless, pausing narcos:mexico to watch narcos first, escobar's character is really interesting and the story is overall better, but the american/narrator pisses me off and i find myself siding with the "bad guys", crying cause the shower wouldn't work and i had to wash my hair with cold water in the sink, hair is greasy cause i couldn't rinse all the conditioner out, staying up till 1am doing physics
    • 31. skipped chemistry, physics experiment with will, talking to charis about rhy, laughs with charis, worked with kyle in maths and we both didn't know anything lmao, walking back with charis and kayley, watched some diego luna interviews and he seems like a really politically smart guy (gael garcía too)

feburary:

    • 01. didn't go into school until break, physics practical, walking home with molly, guillermo del toro interviews, didn't wash hair because shower is broken, r/humansbeingbros, ralphthemoviemaker,
    • 02. y tu mamá también fics cause i just want my boys to have a happy ending, sardonicast, power went out and it was scary, finally watched the you. video that kept on being recommended, cody and noel are the best comedic duo i should really watch more of there videos, picking at skin, read part one of ari and dante, ari is who i am and dante is who i aspire to be lmao
    • 03. woke up at like 12 nice one, watched b99 - ep4, i'm gonna miss gina, i've been watching cody and noel and i just found out that noel was the one who did the "it's ya boy uhh skinny penis" vine like wtf, didn't get to sleep until 7am, listening to sardonicast
    • 04. went into school to hand in homework and that's it, watched shaun of the dead and started watching hot fuzz, i'll finish it later i'm just tired, didn't wash hair because i'm tired, beso, jósean log
    • 05. didn't go in for chemistry, hair's greasy, i'm tired, discussing the avengers: endgame promo clip with kayley, fuera de este mundo, rubytates, picked up on narcos, episode six again, got up to half way into episode nine, i still don't like the american characters, washed hair, watched a documentary about paedophiles on youtube and it really bummed me out
    • 06. missed reg as per, olivia and i missed the RP last week in chem so she told us just to leave, oops, watching documentaries about the mexican drug cartels, got a few sheets of physics notes done, finished episode nine of narcos, as if i didn't already hate the american guy enough... he pulled a gun on someone for getting mad that HE drove into their car, oh my gOD he just strangled someone, fucking asshole
    • 07. long ass day ahead, i smile when i walk into mrs meyers and charis is there, i'm thankful i have her as a friend, she told me more about her struggles with the OCD thing, i hope it all works out for her, maths was tricky but i had my textbook so i got through it, got some work done yay, still a really late night though, rereading inception fics at like 3am
    • 08. hating my hair, thinking about dropping EPQ, i'm so tired, mum scares me, aunty vicky cut our hair, mines still fucked though, i wish i could love my family but they make it so fucking difficult, everyday i'm in that house fucks me up a little more but i can't get out and i don't think i ever will, reading ari and dante at the hair salon and crying, some of that shit's so relatable, dominos pizza, listening to music
    • 09. this guy is a fucking G, did nothing all day tbh, satrted watching the kingdom of dreams and madness, went down to mamas, watched hot fuzz and it's my fav of the cornetto trilogy so far, read reviews on letterboxd about the bungou stray dogs movie and made me want to start watching it, started watching the first ep - it's cringy but i love dazai so, i kinda spoiled the whole atsushi/tiger thing but i guessed that straight away so...
    • 10. probably gonna have to do an all nighter tonight, reading bungou stray dogs fics, didn't get to sleep until 3am
    • 11. why am i so ugly, skipped maths, mum found out about me skipping, spanish indie playlist, baking dads cake, started watching coco
    • 12. dads birthday dinner, reading ari and dante and feeling upset that i'm over half way through, really relate to the book though, who am i?, asking family what their fav artwork is, papa and dad being racist, me: wow doesn't that mark on the doorstep look like vincent van gogh, mum: omg yeah!!!, charlotte (vaguely in the distance): you guys are SO weird
    • 13. remembered the movie killers and how i used to love it as a kid, it's got like a 1/10 on IMDB lmaoo, didn't get any work done like i wanted to, watched some EPQ videos though
    • 14. thinking of extending EPQ till next year, physics revision with sam in free, talking about politics stuff as well, talking about ari and dante with charis at break, physics test went ok (16/22) - we marked it in the lesson so, lunch and free with charis (talking about anime), best boy *clap clap* is rhy maresh, kayley made me a big time rush valentines card we love, adam is the cutest i love, animal quizzes at dinner time, making up creatures with adam for his school project, his was an LGBT icon if i do say so myself, it was a multicoloured creature called cosome that shot love hearts out of its chest and had cosmic shoes, mine was a small little white creature called cosina that was very smart and gave nice hugs
    • 15. quizzes in physics, feeling ugly about my skin, i wish it was clear, and that my hair was better again
    • 16. started reading the western passage again, finally got all the way through coco, i cried so much at the end,
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