• physically, i remember a lot
  • i was fairly thin, with tan skin and thick black hair that fell to about the middle of my back
  • i had darker green eyes
  • i wore glasses sometimes, but my vision was good enough that i didn't need them most of the time (my vision was fixed for good when i god tiered)
  • i was very femme, i did ballet for a while in my younger years and i loved to dance a lot
  • i would occasionally wear these thin black velvet gloves and they were my favorite thing when i was younger.
  • i loved to dress formally, with dark dresses (often made of lace)
  • i enjoyed flowers and plants, and space.
  • looking over my succulent gardens was one of my favorite pastimes, tending them and taking care of them made me feel worthwhile
  • i could stargaze for hours, not really looking for constellations but just admiring the night sky
  • note: this only got stronger once i god tiered. being able to mold space in my hands like putty was fun, but sometimes i just enjoyed floating, looking around at all the beautiful stars
  • i was asexual and demiromantic, although i didn't know either term.
  • i don't remember what my family was like, but more often than not nobody was present. i grew up largely on my own, and when mother returned, it was to host dinner parties that i largely didn't enjoy.
  • i do remember living on an island in a tower similar to harley's in canon, but i had jaspers (who didn't die) as well as my mother.
  • i enjoyed playing piano.
  • i wore makeup consistently but sparsely. i got very good at applying winged eyeliner after watching my mother do it countless times when i was young
  • my session was doomed from the very start. it included me, john (egbert), and rose harley. dave (strider) wasn't even our friend at the time. thusly, we couldn't win.
  • john and rose both went off and did their own things.
  • i'm pretty sure that john died while trying to battle his denizen.
  • rose was... a special case.
  • she was darker-skinned, and although she was on the heavier side, she wore her pounds well. her hair was shaved close to her scalp, and was blond. i don't remember why. she had a british accent.
  • she had a crush on me, and had had a crush on me practically since we'd met. when she confessed, and i didn't reciprocate, she was heartbroken. i wanted to still be friends with her, and she pushed me away. i later knew i'd done something horribly wrong, because i loved her as a friend and wanted to be there for her.
  • i miss her.
  • i didn't ever know john all that well. rose knew him better than i ever did, and i mostly knew him through the proxy of rose.
  • in any case, with john dead and rose pushing me away, i didn't have much to do other than train.
  • i god tiered, and i defeated my denizen. i was the sylph of space.
  • i couldn't do anything else. the game was lost at that point. it was, at this point, a two-player session where the players never interacted.
  • i visited every star in the universe. i listened to every whisper the horrorterrors had to say. i must have spent eons there.
  • that's everything i remember.
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