- 171231 – I THREADED MY ENTIRE FUCKIN FACE AND IT HURT SO BAD BUT BEAUTY IS PAIN!!! and i gotta get a head start on being a new me for the new year, ya feel??? it doesnt feel like the new year's coming (prob bc we're not doing anything to celebrate nye lmao) but as i look back, 2017 was an emotional rollercoaster, to say the least. but i learned a lot of important life lessons and made some great new friends this past year so :-) guess 2017 was aight lol. hoping 2018 to be even better and less emotional (pls lmao)
- 171230 – my hair gets shorter and shorter every time i cut it, i swear lol. and today was emotionally draining
- 171229 – line group chats + tumblr antics, nothing new
- 171228 – house chores + lots of driving (im tired lol)
- 171227 – so much can change and still not change in 3 years. im glad to see ur doing well tho, young one :-)
- 171226 – started a book and finally made gifs for my exo blog. just simple pleasures i havent done in a while
- 171225 – doesnt feel like it at all but merry christmas :-) // it's already been a full week since jonghyun left... but im better now. it still hurts but 가족 위해서 힘내야돼
- 171224 – christmas eve fully spent with the older sis
- 171223 – glad my sister gave me a reason to get out of the house for once. she and her friend are fun to be with
- 171222 – went to jjong's memorial service in atlanta and i honestly feel so much lighter. to all the shawols who hugged me and shared encouraging words with me even tho they didnt know me... thank you so so much. for once this week, i didnt feel so alone.. and now i can finally listen to shinee's songs without crying. he was definitely there with us at the memorial and i can tell he's so happy with us. now im gonna be happy for him
- 171221 – had a proper meal for once and i finally got to smile a bit. it still hurts but kibum gives me strength
- 171220 – i felt like i couldnt breathe at all today. i wanted to mourn in peace but life doesnt stop for those who need to mourn. i hate that family issues exist
- 171219 – this nightmare's still reality. im devastated. i feel empty. this week's gonna be longer than i expected
- 171218 – jonghyun's gone. im so fucking heartbroken
- 171217 – it's cold af. but it's good to be home. also moviepass is so great, what an amazing investment
- 171216 – flying back home!!! see u in 2018 california
- 171215 – FALL QUARTER HAS ENDED, FINALLY. i am going to spend the remainder of the day all by myself in my room bc extroverts need alone time too
- 171214 – CBX REUNITED WITH YIXING IN CHINA. IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE // everyone around me finished finals. why must i suffer alone
- 171213 – i am getting so tired of studying bio and staring at these ugly ass lecture slides (why does comic sans still exist) // at least i got to watch the geminid meteor shower as a study break. stargazing's so great
- 171212 – last day of babysitting :'-( gonna miss these kids // just took my second final and i was literally 1 question away from getting a 4.0 in the class :-) fuck
- 171211 – one final down. im also feeling a lot better
- 171210 – skipped church bc i still feel like im dying. and i also need to study for my ochem final tmrw lol
- 171209 – trying my best to study since finals week is this coming week but i actually feel like im dying
- 171208 – my body chose the worse time to get sick
- 171207 – another day of being productive. nice.
- 171206 – got stuff done for once and im feeling so much better now. can winter break come faster tho?
- 171205 – watched movies and stayed in bed. again
- 171204 – all i did was eat, watch movies, and lay in bed and im mad at myself bc finals start in a week and i should be studying. also the wind is blowing rly hard all of a sudden and idk why but i got the packages that shipped to my other house (bc im an idiot) at least???
- 171203 – week 10 starts tmrw and i cant focus on enjoying myself today : - ) // started studying thanks to a good guy friend who drove all the way down for me
- 171202 – tired and brain dead. but never for ayce kbbq
- 171201 – ive never been so glad for the weekend // coco was fucking painful, i cried so hard omg never again
- 171130 – not 2 brag but my outfit is CUTE AS FUCK today!!!!!! a lot of ppl complimented me and i just feel rly good and hip and cute. also watched thor a second time and the second time was just as good, if not better
- 171129 – didnt want to see anybody today and that's exactly what happened. my eyes are so 부었어 omfg
- 171128 – the only highlight of the day was the kids i babysat. today ended up being a lot shittier than i expected. i hate immature ppl :-) it was hard to sleep bc i was crying so hard and i rly didnt know why. but im feeling a lil homesick and lonely. im so fucking tired
- 171127 – happy 25th chanyeol ily ♡ // today was a bum day: no makeup, bum clothes, stayed in bed #mondaze
- 171126 – thanksgiving potluck at church was gr9 and I FELT GR9 bc my outfit's hella cute :-) :-) :-) i felt cute
- 171125 – just a typical sat @ church. got lots done
- 171124 – shopped so much my feet started hurting (bc my sandals are flat af lmao). black friday is a success
- 171123 – another thanksgiving spent in san diego :-) food was bomb and sunset at la jolla was beautiful
- 171122 – happy 16th birthday chenle a.k.a bundle of sunshine ♡ // NO MORE CLASSES. IT'S BREAK
- 171121 – babysitting got cancelled so i did nothing but play animal crossing + the stranger things game all day
- 171120 – yeah i played way too hard this weekend lol
- 171119 – found out my last crush was a multi-timing flirtatious asshole. officially done with guys goodbye
- 171118 – i am d e d from staying up till 4am watching stranger things... but it was SO FUCKING WORTH
- 171117 – my friends and i binge-watched the entire 2nd season of stranger things and everything fucking hurts
- 171116 – i... didnt write anything down for this day oop
- 171115 – IM FINALLY DONE W MIDTERMS FOR THE QUARTER AND I CAN SLEEP AND WATCH WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT (update: i watched fancams the entire night and i feel so content w life)
- 171114 – did i rly expect to get lots of studying done at the freshmen dorm lounge area.... im a damn FOOL
- 171113 – only two more days of suffering T____T
- 171112 – i am actually miserable from the fact that i didnt get to play at all this weekend. midterms suck
- 171111 – no pepero received and no honey to give pepero to :^( caught up with a lot of my bio lectures tho!!!
- 171110 – who knew a day of just wanting to study and turn in forms for financial aid would become this hectic
- 171109 – bonded w the babysitting crew + watched kutwk clips instead of catching up w schoolwork lol
- 171108 – so tired from school but i still try my best
- 171107 – now i rly lost all motivation to finish schoolwork. that bio midterm grade fucked me up
- 171106 – my bio midterm grade ruined my entire day
- 171105 – and thus starts my last week of "freedom" before 2nd round of midterms :::-) // he and i are getting comfortable w each other again, which is good i guess... even tho hes trolling me hella now lol...
- 171104 – missed out on stranger things 2 marathon but i went to anaheim packing district for the 1st time and spent good fun times w ppl (including h i m) regardless
- 171103 – it's getting to the point where school's getting rly... rly... tiring... and im losing all motivation to study... // THOR WAS SO GOOD THO OMG 11 OUT OF 10
- 171102 – good thing i didnt shower bc rainy weather!!!
- 171101 – started the new month by meeting w him. i didnt want to 심쿵 but i fucking did im so WEAK
- 171031 – didnt get to do my annual horror movie marathon bc school hates me. but the weather's getting colder finally and my sickness is going away, at least??
- 171030 – more 1 on 1's with ppl, what else is new
- 171029 – for a sick person, i was way too down to play
- 171028 – this is the most hyped ive ever been for sports day. what a day!!! why must i deal with two guy problems at the same damn time tho omfg my LIFE...
- 171027 – yeah i think im officially sick lol crap // spontaneous hangout w friend + TACOS YES!!!!!
- 171026 – my throat's starting to not feel good. shouldnt have stayed out in the cold w short sleeves tonight. on the other hand, ive been catching up w lots of ppl and im very very happy :-) // happy 22nd birthday to nakamoto yuta!!! (found out he has the exact same birthdate, year and all, as an irl guy friend of mine... im sh o o k)
- 171025 – im v happy abt my ochem midterm grade :-) and i got to catch up with a good friend. i am happy :-)
- 171024 – it's too hot for it to be october wtf cali // got chicken and some j u i c y stories ;-) bc #treatyoself
- 171023 – took two midterms, wrote an essay, and participated in a research study thing (1st time yay) all in a span of 7 hours, i am absolutely EXHAUSTED
- 171022 – mentally dead from all the studying this weekend but i have to study more :::-) im so screwed
- 171021 – if i read one more sentence abt genetics istg...
- 171020 – almost all my friends left for a retreat while i have to stay at home to study T___T damn u midterms // im not gonna buy any nct albums, i said. i dont want to get financially invested into another group, i said... lol
- 171019 – he offered to give me a ride to campus and i almost flipped my shit. whY AM I LIKE THIS
- 171018 – 2 midterms coming up yet im not studying
- 171017 – I AM OBSESSED WITH TAEMIN'S SOLO COMEBACK. MY INNER SHAWOL'S COMING OUT
- 171016 – pulled an "all-dayer." it was pretty tough stuff
- 171015 – feelin damn cute in my outfit and my makeup looks SO GOOD today wow!!!!!!! should dress like this more often... also got to sit down and talk w him... didnt get to say every single thing i wanted to say but i just hope this is a good start to rebuilding our friendship ;;;
- 171014 – this la outing was p much a foodie outing LOL
- 171013 – actually felt happy and good abt myself. wow.
- 171012 – slowly catching up on work. still have a super long way to go but hey, i got new high-waisted jeans!!! they smell and give me a headache but !!!!! :-) :-) :-)
- 171011 – period cramps are the w o r s t. i am in PAIN
- 171010 – im behind on readings and i cant stop thinking abt him ugh. only mcd's can take my mind off things
- 171009 – break on columbus day doesnt exist lmao // OK SO UM i went to cheerlead on the 1st day of flag football practice and he left the field as soon as i came??? DOES HE HATE ME OR NAH????? im so bothered by this
- 171008 – our opening event for newcomers was a success!!! so many ppl came out and loved the church and i even got to catch up a lil bit with appa. a good day
- 171007 – sacrificed my entire saturday for church and grinded long and hard for media team // happy 26th birthday yixing ♡ i miss u so so much, pls take care
- 171006 – excited to grow and get close with cm!!!
- 171005 – period mood swings are too real. im sick of crying over men (not rly a man tho) who arent exo
- 171004 – got to sit with new friends in class yay :-)
- 171003 – wow im doing work. also period cravings are too real (but whatever, porto's is life and food is good)
- 171002 – wow look at me, im already taking unnecessary naps and procrastinating on my readings. how gr8 : ^ )
- 171001 – was dead tired today but i wanted to socialize before life gets too hard ya kno // ok so um this guy friend whom i thought hated me... turns out he doesnt hate me so that's good?? ? ? but hE DID A THING AND IM SHOOK AND I DONT WANT TO BE SHOOK
- 170930 – i love ikea so much omg i want to buy e v e r y t h i n g // OH HOW IVE MISSED EATING TACOS
- 170929 – 1st day of fall quarter for me!!! also got to meet freshmen for the 1st time. overall a good friday
- 170928 – everyone else started classes but me lmao
- 170927 – finally left the house to meet w ppl and my furniture is now built yay. i can sleep in a bed now
- 170926 – feeling accomplished as fuck bc i got my friends to get into stranger things and binge watch the entire season // my convo w stacy today.... omg......
- 170925 – 1st rabbit session w mutuals :-) good times // late-night spontaneous hangouts at target are the best
- 170924 – all the change in church is overwhelming tbh. but things ended up going well today so guess im happy
- 170923 – oh how i love weddings. there was lots of feels, good food, and dancing. ended the night w ice cream in LA (btw the parking is so shit, i literally cannot deal)
- 170922 – let me just... ignore the fact that this is the last friday of summer before fall quarter starts :-) :-) :-)
- 170921 – happy 25th birthday jongdae ily sunshine ♡ // went dress shopping. again. and watched IT. again. lol
- 170920 – for once, my joints arent in pain, my hands and feet arent swelling up and feeling tight and my neck doesnt hurt!!! exo also won their 19th daesang on this day and it's chen's bday. this is rly all thanks to exo :^)
- 170919 – actually felt good abt myself while shopping!?
- 170918 – i wanted to stay home bc i felt like shit but at the same time i rly wanted to watch the IT movie........ it was so worth going out just for it, movie was A+ 10/10
- 170917 – wjbc is in for a lot of change, how exciting (it's also exhausting, having to work so much, but oh welp)
- 170916 – worked the whole day with media team. we were delirious but we bonded a lot n got lots done!!!
- 170915 – another day spent on tumblr and making gifs
- 170914 – it is now officially summer vacation for me
- 170913 – so much regret not studying for this bio final earlier. i fucked up, i rly fucked up, i fucked up.... but on the bright side i did well on my lab practical and got to end the day with a reunion w my crazy ex-housemates
- 170912 – need to study for the bio final but my body and joints are WEAK and i keep getting distracted. s i g h s
- 170911 – no more 8am bio lectures, hell yeah!!!!! and the house has wifi now, double hell yeah!!!!!!!! i also did some house shopping which means im kinda broke now but at least i have stuff i needed...? semi hell yeah????
- 170910 – bonding with ppl in my gc's as well as irl. the extrovert in me is thriving (guess im back on twitter??)
- 170909 – no wifi in the house yet. i am dying. i am also still in much physical pain and im hella fatigued. sigh
- 170908 – move in was much quicker than the move out
- 170907 – got two of the easiest labs for my lab practical tybg. also got to finally meet w the sis's bf, which wasnt as awkward as i expected to be!! im happy for them :-)
- 170906 — tfw ur grade for the test u rarely studied for isnt that much different than the one u studied ur ass off for… wtf // should be studying for my lab practical tmrw but a bitch is hurting like hell and just wants her rest
- 170905 — walked around in flat sandals and now my knee joints are in as much pain as my arms. ragrets
- 170904 — prob the worst labor day weekend ive ever had. im physically and emotionally exhausted and i just feel like absolute shit + lonely and unwanted. literally the only thing giving me strength atm is exo's comeback
- 170903 — skipped church bc i thought i was meeting with the sis and her bf today but nope. i just slept today
- 170902 — my arms have been sore since yesterday and i couldnt fucking sleep bc they started hurting so much. my joints are stiff and im actually shaking in pain. what a fucking good day to move out of the apartment :::-) // the move ended up lasting more than 12 hours bc we only had one guy help out and my arms still fucking hurt to the point where i legit think i have rheumatoid arthritis and today was just an overall stressful day. never. again.
- 170901 — last night at #ㅎㅂㄷ before we all move out = last night for late-night talks + eating in-n-out @ 2am
- 170831 — THANK GOD FOR NO MORE LABS (until winter, that is) // went out to get dinner with a friend who came back from korea. ended up being a nurse. again. lol. but we ended up getting hella food so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- 170830 — finally bonding with the ppl in my exo gc's. theyre slandering me already and distracting me from finishing my post labs but oh well. i dont feel so alone in this fandom anymore and that's what matters more
- 170829 — hoya officially left infinite. idk what to feel
- 170828 — WHY DOES EXO ALWAYS DO THINGS WHILE IM IN THE MIDDLE OF MY 8AM. I CANT FOCUS. FUCK BIO, FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!
- 170827 — just got a bunch of deadlines thrown at me for media team y i kes on spikes??? am i able to manage all this stuff while also attending summer classes??????
- 170826 — happy to have a friend i can easily voice my inner thots—i mean—thoughts to :-) :-) #iminnocent
- 170825 — happy 1 year to the dreamies ♡ // there's not much to say about today but. thank god it's friday
- 170824 — i made a mistake during lab mmmfffuck :-)
- 170823 — studying my bio notes in advance (which is rare) bc i dont want to screw up on the 2nd midterm lol
- 170822 — finished my post lab and my pre lab early, can u believe. such big progress from last week lol // uh literally just yesterday (or rather this morning) i was emo for feeling left out and lonely in the exo-l fandom but today everything suddenly changed and i actually feel like i belong in the gc's and stuff????? alrighty
- 170821 — when u thought u did ok on a test, only to find out u completely messed up on it :^) lol fuck me // EXO BASED THEIR COMEBACK OFF OF THE SOLAR ECLIPSE TODAY O M F G. NAME A MORE EXTRA YET ICONIC GROUP I WONT WAIT
- 170820 — what better way to spend a sunday than writing notes (a.k.a killing ur hand) and studying bio
- 170819 — i just want to make a shoutout to my memect gc for hearing my thots n feelings that my irl friends will never know about // to those who crowded and mobbed nct at lax: FUCK u all. im fucking heated
- 170818 — ohp im getting annoyed by the same two housemates again ::-) can they stop being so loud ::-)
- 170817 — the new term for summer 2017: tgit (thank god it's thursday) (bc my last class is on thursday lol) now i can enjoy myself in peace // ive literally been watching nct dream's comeback showcase and making gifs from that one video the whole night omg pls......
- 170816 — for once im understanding bio wow // my 1st nct dream cb a.k.a a night to remember. sm did them ugly tho by releasing their mv more than an HOUR late (and making me stay up till 4am omfg) but im glad i got to bond w and make more nctzen friends :-) :-)
- 170815 — i... think i just had my first actual mental breakdown bc of school. gr8 :-) i love college sfm :-)
- 170814 — it's literally only the 2nd week of summer school but i already feel like im dying lol. weak af
- 170813 — happy 17th birthday jaemin!! hope u recover soon ♡ // first day back at church!! it's pretty nice to see everyone again :-) the extrovert in me is now ALIVE
- 170812 — got 1k notes on my last gifset omg s h o o k. ALSO IM SO PUMPED FOR NCT DREAM'S CB AHH // starting to feel a little lonely at home (bc ive been so antisocial and busy lmao) but i at least have my online friends to keep me company ;; 3 ;; i love u memect
- 170811 — already done with classes for the week tybg // i take waaay too long making gifs now LOL cries ;;;
- 170810 — had to work with a partner for lab this time but it surprisingly wasnt that bad // why am i so easily swayed? why do i have such bad fomo? im a loser lol
- 170809 — DIDNT DO SHIT AND SPENT ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY TRYING TO GET GOOD SELFIES FOR #NCTZENSELCADAY IM TRASH
- 170808 — first step of lab: "Work alone." BLESS GOD
- 170807 — and thus summer classes have started // exo's new album has completely CHANGED me. im so alive
- 170806 — guess i have to get back into my working grind. summer school is already making me cry and it hasnt even officially started :-) :-) so. much. to. finish.
- 170805 — goodbye georgia. i had a very meaningful month here n i'll def be coming back during the winter. gonna miss u mom :-( // finally back in irvine after almost 13 hrs of airport/flight stuff, im exhausted
- 170804 — it's the last day before i leave home and im feeling super emo as usual. im already homesick
- 170803 — super thankful for my mom who willingly bought everything i needed, despite how expensive the total cost was :-( ;;;; im rly gonna miss being home (on another note, i cant believe im a C cup, borderline D cup???? ive been wearing B cup all this time omg...)
- 170802 — happy 18th birthday mark ♡ u may be legal now but u will always be a baby to me :'-) // ive been so oblivious to what's rly happening in my family. but im glad i know now. and im glad i was able to hear my sister's true feelings out. moments like these get me emotional and sad... but theyre so meaningful
- 170801 — made my first kpop graphic in forever and im actually proud of it!!! but im completely exhausted omg
- 170731 — lost my photoshop touch. it's been 5, 6 years
- 170730 — it's been so long since ive interacted with a cat sdjfljsdg im crying tears of joy. i want the cat, shes the cutest // also had banh mi + indian food with the sis and her friend (rip my bowels, im too weak for indian food)
- 170729 — another day, another spam fest in the nctinc gc caused by memect (and new friends!!!) sorry everybody ;;
- 170728 — changed the theme for my main and now all my blogs look pretty. im satisfied // my new friends are starting to get a little overboard with the joking around... but whatever sigh lol. theyre still young children so...
- 170727 — had much needed alone time in the house
- 170726 — another good day that ended with very meaningful conversation and quality time, but with the sister. the food wasnt as good lol but im still content
- 170725 — got my hair cut and dyed n i actually RLY like it bless!!!!! also had a very meaningful conversation w mom afterwards during dinner and to top it all off, i ate rly good food. overall, today was just one of those days that turned out to be very special. i feel content
- 170724 — she had another one of her "episodes." im actually shaking and breaking down from trauma from the last time and i think it'll take all day for me to fully recover. i just want her fucking out of my house // on the bright side, kpopmart finally shipped out my kokobop albums n exo's knowing bros ep is subbed. ima just catch up on all their recent appearances to forget abt the shitfest that happened this morning lol. thx exo
- 170723 — my period ended (tbh was that even a period?? it only lasted two days and i didnt bleed that much?? hm) and i feel better. coincidence? i think not // i cant look at dy the same way ever since my dream last night h e l p m e make it all STOP and GO AWAY!!!!!
- 170722 — not to be That Impatient and Desperate Bitch™ (even tho i am oops), but i'd like eng sub for exo's ep on knowing bros n o w tyvm (it literally just aired today shut up hannah lol) // ok... i am sick n tired of my emo ass *blames it on my period once again*
- 170721 — :-/ feeling a bit down these days. lemme just blame it on the fact my period started lol // i am just..... so tired of irl people. esp if they make critical decisions for me????? :-) :-) :-) 머리좀써라 제발 짜증나죽겟음
- 170720 — when u wanna give up on studying but u just cant bc u want to be productive this summer but u cant get shit done anymore ugh // well... at least im meeting new ppl ??? got accepted into a 4th network 2day :^)
- 170719 — god i honestly fucking give up on the whole "studying in advance thing"... it's just not working (i wanna spend the rest of my life loving on exo and just having fun w no more stress ok pls. i h8 living like this)
- 170718 — WOKE UP AT 4:45AM TO WATCH EXO'S NEWEST MV AND IM SO TIRED BUT IT'S ALL WORTH IT I LOVE EXO SO MUCH. KOKOBOP IS THE SUMMER BOP SHIMMY SHIMMY KOKOBOP BITCH!!!!!!! exo makes me happy i am so happy today depression is officially cancelled this summer
- 170717 — it hasnt hit me that exo's coming back tmrw??? omg???? wtf is sleep????? // i miraculously feel so much better abt myself lol ok nice (lowkey i feel like it's bc i finally went out yesterday and met up with ppl lol typical extrovert problems) // i have found a very effective way of bonding w my mom: cleaning LOL
- 170716 — KSOO'S TEASERS CHANGED MY LIFE. KOKOBOP IS XIUMIN'S, CHEN'S, AND KSOO'S ERA // caught up w mama and few high school friends. realizing again how important keeping in touch is
- 170715 — to think it's been a full year since i genuinely conversed w someone from my high school... crazy tbh. and it turned out better than i thought it would
- 170714 — ok SIKE xiumin's teaser is the best one so far hands down NO ARGUMENTS!!!!!! // still feeling physically meh lol :-// why's it so hard to love myself
- 170713 — SUHO'S TEASER IS THE BEST ONE SO FAR HANDS DOWN NO ARGUMENTS!!!!!! // feeling physically meh :-/// i rarely wanna eat n im just down
- 170712 — finally finished reading the chapter ive been on for a week or so smh. im so slow and unmotivated
- 170711 — guess who just dropped more than $100 preordering exo's new albums? certainly not me :-))))) // memect™ is That Group Chat. im happy this happened
- 170710 — EXO DID A VLIVE WHILE I WAS SLEEPING AND SM DROPPED BAEK'S TEASER WHILE I LEAST EXPECTED IT. THEY RLY WANT ME DEAD // slowly getting back into my study grind but i keep sleeping. and im still on the same chapter. smh
- 170709 — SM'S DROPPING INDIVIDUAL TEASERS OF EXO. tHEY WANT ME DEAD. ok but why did they have to bring the wolf dreads back. i just wanna kno // unexpectedly made a bunch of new online friends today LMAO but im v glad it happened. havent been in an active gc in the longest time. ily memect™
- 170708 — EXO!! DID!!!! THAT!!!!!! #KOKOBOP // but honestly i cannot believe sm just dropped everything on us without notice, let us exo-l's BREATHEEE
- 170707 — tumblr n netflix are black holes istg // happy 1 year to nct 127!!! ♡ ik i just got into them but welp
- 170706 — planned to get back into my studying grind but netflix decided to give me another free trial :-) welp
- 170705 — 이틀동안 부모들이랑 힐링 받았으니까 좋아. this family trip was very much needed. 할매 went batshit crazy by of the day but whatevs lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- 170704 — thought i would hate this family trip but it's actually better than i thought??? got to eat lots of good food (GOGI), went into an rv for the first time, and just overall spent a good time w my parents and grandma
- 170703 — got more sis time today + more junk food // my god, i have never been so bored by fireworks before
- 170702 — always nice having a simple movie night w some junk food and my sister (even tho she obviously cares about her bf more than she cares about me atm lol)
- 170701 — secluding myself in my room w nct life, away from my shitty family :-) >>>> // 1st time celebrating an nct member's birthday!!! happy 22nd lee taeyong ♡
- 170630 — i fuckin take that back, im sick of this family. when will my parents stop fucking nagging me jfc
- 170629 — just became a member of a network on tumblr for the 1st time yay :-) hope i get more friends lmao :^) // things in the house are so far so good... pretty nice to have the whole family here tho, it's been a while
- 170628 — me: I'M GONNA DO A THING (later that same day) i did not do the thing deadass me, spent all my time on tumblr. (but im workin to expand my network!!!) // welcome home in georgia papa. rly rly RLY wish this next week goes smoothly... 부모님들 안싸우기 바란다
- 170627 — i... am... so... tired... from... studying. stresst
- 170626 — slowly but surely learning the rookie dance!!! god i have so much more respect for my red velvet bb's // ive officially changed up everything on my social media platforms. farewell infinitize and hello artificiallove ;;; it's time to accept the truth abt myself ;;; // the latter half of the day turned out shittier than i thought but it's rly all my fault, for being an irritable bitch :-// heavy sighs......
- 170625 — skipped church and just played all day oops
- 170624 — drowning reality w schoolwork and nct rn
- 170623 — jfc why do ppl in relationships immediately turn into the most annoying, senseless human beings ever. interrupting my damn sleep smh went too far
- 170622 — i think this is literally the very first time i willingly studied during summer vacation. 나 미쳤나봐
- 170621 — damn my legs n core need a lot of work... rly wanna get fit // i started watching nct life today h e l p
- 170620 — when u havent flown in so long, that u get scared the whole plane ride LOL sigh. good to be back home after 9 months!!! little yet so much has changed...
- 170619 — last day in irvine :'-( oh how i love packing
- 170618 — how come when im finally feeling good n not tired during church, everybody else is??? lol // promoting nct while my nctzen friend is gone. sm should pay me
- 170617 — shouldve cleaned my desk more often lol. everything's so dusty // 빨리빨리 피해 RIGHT CHERRY BOMB FEEL IT YUM AAAAAAHHHHHHH H E LP
- 170616 — woke up feeling like i had stuff to finish but im done w school?? ? ? what // man i came to cm to eat food n have a gr8 time, not cry my eyes out #feelz // omg i have officially fallen for nct and doyoung n jaehyun fCUK. @oomf I BLAME U FOR EVERYTHING
- 170615 — finished my last final. not feelin so great rn. but whatever. 최선을 다했으니까 괜찮을거야... right? // fml i said i wouldnt like nct but hERE I AM #SMtrash
- 170614 — getting sicker by the day and im losing my appetite too :'-/ but gotta hustle for my last final tmrw
- 170613 — 2 finals down, 1 to go. ima rest for today tho
- 170612 — woke up with a sore throat n runny nose on start of finals week wow thx @body ur so weak i love it
- 170611 — so. nothing bad happened but i cried and ignored almost everyone around me anyway. i guess ive reached my limits. ive held in too much for too long
- 170610 — didnt do SHIT the entire day even tho i start taking finals in literally 2 DAYS..... im pretty FUCKED
- 170609 — happy 7 years to ot7 ♡ 7년동안 노래 불러줘서 고마워 사랑해 // what an eventful friday. ate lots of good food n was able to spend time w gr8 company :-)
- 170608 — despite working out only once this week, im feelin real good about myself :-) such a new concept // "im not going to collect exo's japanese merch" i said...
- 170607 — ate a whole pan of blaze pizza and then souplantation.... i ate so freaking much today omg
- 170606 — skipping my classes as usual. what else is new. but i didnt skip kccc??? that's pretty new // DIS BOI COMES OUT OF NOWHERE AND ASKS IF I WANNA SKYPE LIKE ?????? IDK HOW 2 FREAKIN FEEL
- 170605 — didnt shower lulz, didnt get to work out, yet im feelin pretty ok about myself???? what a surprise
- 170604 — typical sunday. obsessed w my new bf jeans
- 170603 — a good saturday spent w my house :-) ily fam
- 170602 — contrary to yesterday, i did n o t h i n g productive... bc i was too busy watching more kang dong won movies help // vallartas again!!! and games!!!
- 170601 — sat my ass down and got productive yES
- 170531 — took an L on that lab practical lol. also im DEFINITELY obsessed w kang dong won now sdfkjgd
- 170530 — ??? was that break even a break??? lol??? i have no idea how to study for the practical yikes // slowly becoming obsessed w kang dong won omg
- 170529 — memorial day!!! told myself i wouldnt go out bc of schoolwork but ended up going to a bbq party and ate hella food lel no regrets // got to chill by the jacuzzi and discovered the most amazing study spot, bless up
- 170528 — service team had lots of rough patches today but as they said, i must be patient w the members...... lol. happy i went out to socialize tho. it's been way too long
- 170527 — papa treated me out to good japanese food bc hes a better supporter than my mom ::-) 아빠 고마워 진짜 아빠만 있는거같아. 다음에 제가 음식을 사줄게요 // all these exordium dot fancams are killing me and intensifying my pcd from exordium seoul last year fml
- 170526 — tgif seriously. i love hanging w my church
- 170525 — thought i didnt do well on my last chem midterm at all but i ended up getting an 82 tybg!!!!!!!!!! and i luckily had some friends go get a vallartas burrito for me bc I DESERVE TO TREAT MYSELF OK
- 170524 — chem is my only friend atm..... :-// last midterm tmrw help. but on the bright side i finished my last lab??! (not excited about the practical tho)
- 170523 — only the second day of week 8 but im already dying. im slowly losing motivation and determination
- 170522 — happy 26th to our precious 엑소맘. ilysfm suho ♡ // spent the entire day on this paper omg i suck
- 170521 — went out in public w my hair up for the first time in centuries lol, i felt wild. i also went home early to work on my paper but ended up not doing anything at all fml. might as well have gone out to play honestly smh
- 170520 — i usually dont download games on my phone but when i do it's bc sm made another one and im sm TRASH. dice superstar is stressful yet addicting af
- 170519 — 1st day of wjbc college ministry, aka way better than kccc and geth tbh oops ::-) also had my first taste of cali tacos. 'twas BOMB // downloaded another sm game bc of exo lmfao, let's see where this goes
- (completely forgot what happened this week omg i suck)
- 170512 — ok... either my period's coming soon or im just hella cranky just because... why am i so irritable :-//
- 170511 — lol the only time i go out for kccc stuff is when church ppl are involved :^) wjbc >>> kccc tbh
- 170510 — even tho i still hate having to wake up at 7am for these labs, im glad theyre getting easier to do // welp. i finally deleted snapchat and broke all my streaks. no more late night skype sessions :^) now onto insta stories! // first time trying happy hour at yardhouse! literally was a fried food galore #heartattack but i frickin loved it
- 170509 — it's been so long since i went to the gym
- 170508 — my new makeup came in the mail. time to rly become a "changed" woman this year. also thx exo for lotto. finally got dat lipstick chateau 와인빛 color MF
- 170507 — starting the path to become a better, healthier, happier me: work out more frequently, wear makeup more often (just to feel good), and wear nicer outfits!!!
- 170506 — happy 25th birthday to the loml (light of my life) 'ㅅ' ♡ i love u and i miss u sfm. thank u for always brightening up my days // i finally invested in labiotte's wine chateau lipstick n lip tint heck YA!!!!! #exotrashaf // got to dance and hang w some of the IMPACT fam again. i actually missed spending time w them
- 170505 — 'twas a pretty long week. thank god it's friday
- 170504 — there goes 50% of my public health grade lol
- 170503 — h8 labs but at least i didnt have to do a post lab last night (since i missed last week lol). and working in a group of 3 is def better than working with a partner
- 170502 — "u look so tired" yeah bc i am tired. so tired
- 170501 — it's the season when im sick of everything :-)
- 170430 — should be having fun today for yoon bowl but im feeling my sickest and ugliest ever ugh. not feelin it
- 170429 — got sick again bc exhaustion from yesterday got the best of me and im sunburnt like the fat beach guy in lilo & stitch omfg. i miss exo like hell too. rip hono
- 170428 — well this was the most distressful concert experience ever lmfao. fuck the forum and everybody wanting ga to be fcfs ugh. my lightstick died in the middle and exo told pit to step back again (smh i h8 american fans lol) and i cried for the first time at a concert but only bc of utter frustration. everything just did not go right lol. but nonetheless!!! i still had a gr8 night bc exo never fails to put on a show n im just blessed to have seen them a 3rd time. still bitter that the rude, entitled "fans" were the ones who got to be up front and received hella fanservice, but im happy i was able to support my boys in the back of the pit without any pushing. and i got to jump, dance, and sing my heart out :'-) the waiting process (which took 13 hrs lmao) sucked ass but the concert itself was fuckin amazing. i love exo so much ♡ i miss them more than ever #exordiuminla // o btw happy 28th birthday grandpa gyu LOL
- 170427 — i did not study enough for that midterm at all..... but WELP. EXORDIUM IN LA TOMORROW!!! AND IM NOT FEELIN SICK ANYMORE TYBG. got my lighstick, my baekhyun banner, my exo photocards and, with the help of my housemates (who acted like parents sending off their daughter on her first date lmao), i got my outfit ready!!! im ready 4 u exo!!!!! i just hope i dont die tmrw. im leaving the house at 5:30am omg rip
- 170426 — lol screw it, im skipping lab. ive been feeling sick af since last weekend, i just need rest (and i need to feel better in time for exordium this friday skdjfgjsdf)
- 170425 — guess which idiot's doing her lab stuff at the very last minute again??? ::---) why do i never learn
- 170424 — start of week 4. back to reality. i should study hard for the chem midterm this thursday but i cant focus bc EXORDIUM IN LA HAPPENS IN 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!
- 170423 — lmao we're all so tired from servants retreat
- 170422 — lots of things in store for wjbc and media team!!! v exciting. also bless the bomb food n these ppl
- 170421 — thank GOD it's friday. and thank god i get to spend the next two days w my church. i rly needed this
- 170420 — that fight w my mom rly got me all emotional. my emotional state's officially reached its breaking point
- 170419 — we ended up skyping till like 5am again today ugh what is this // bless not having to go to lab today // why does my mom find every reason to fucking nag me when it comes to school. i major in this, u nag me. i switch out of that to switch into a better major YET u still nag me????? what the hell do u want from me
- 170418 — this boy tryna vidchat me again but then he hung up right after??????? whAT DOES IT M E A N
- 170417 — so the pics from easter sunday got uploaded and wow...... i look so fat and ugly in all of them. fml
- 170416 — happy easter sunday :-) He has risen! // love hanging w my church T___T it's always so fun w them
- 170415 — when u stay home while everybody else is out to catch up on schoolwork but end up binge watching 13 reasons why instead....... ugh fu c k me (the show's not even that good, i just want to know what happens omg)
- 170414 — omfg it's so obvious he wants to come talk to me but damn ppl w no 눈치 keep gettin in the way gdi
- 170413 — did all my hw and readings on time for once
- 170412 — happy 23rd birthday sehun ♡ #maknaeontop cant wait to see u in 2 weeks // found somebody else in my lab who sucks at chem as much as i do lol bless
- 170411 — a very important note to self: never ever do ur labs last minute or u will not get any sleep. and pls cut ur facetime sessions short when ur too busy to socialize
- 170410 — guess who's finished w social media fast ::-) a.k.a guess whose snaps i keep expecting now ::---) eff me i dont need this kind of distraction in my life sdkfmdf // i finished black mirror n i feel empty. my life is over
- 170409 — i spent so much money on just FOOD this past week..... FOOD. jesus take my wallet away pls
- 170408 — already half a decade w these 9 (talented + amazing) losers. u've all come so far n im more than proud to be ur fan. happy 5 years! ♡ #5yearswithexo // first house outing of the quarter! i luv souplantation
- 170407 — tfw the TA for today's lab is cuter n better than the TA for ur enrolled lab dammit. but i ended up cutting myself with a broken beaker bc i obv cannot spot cracks on glassware ::-) n the TA held my hand while helping me stop bleeding so im all good :-) LOL // why of all the days i go to geth did u have to sing for offering presentation todAY god ffckgdmfd i h8 that i like u sfm
- 170406 — why am i being so emotional, im not even having a hard time rn. update: my period was coming lmao // to my guy friends who guilt-tripped me into hanging out w them late at night even tho they knew well enough i had lab stuff to finish: i fuckin h8 u yall suck
- 170405 — lmao expected to have my first day of lab today but i thot. wish the professor told me beforehand that i could go to any lab this week.... :-) :-) :'-) but on the bright side!!! i was able to relax the whole day today :-)
- 170404 — my classes are so far so good... hope it stays like this for the entire quarter. i also just signed up for my very first lab which is tmrw at 8am pls send prayers
- 170403 — it's already spring quarter wtf where has the time gone // officially switched out of english and into public health sciences thank u GOD!!!!!!! im so happy
- 170402 — BANGTAN WAS SO FUCKIN LIT. and all the members are so talented n handsome wtf ;;; also min yoongi is ruining my life i cant stop thinking about him.... leave me n jungkook ALONE!!!! #btswingsinanaheim ♡
- 170401 — only girl groups can help me overcome my painful case of pcd rn (yes, im still not over shinee n im gonna be seeing bangtan tomorrow too. rip my life)
- 170331 — this is my first day going out to meet a big group of ppl since the beginning of spring break but i just feel so drained. game nights are obv not my forte
- 170330 — started black mirror. im obsessed (but sad)
- 170329 — another first 1 on 1 with another fellow brother :-) was much easier to talk w him than i thought
- 170328 — happy 26th birthday howon ♡ // still not over shinee but at least i got a 1 on 1 with my mission appa
- 170327 — tfw u wake up tearing up bc u miss shinee that much :'-( prob one of the worst cases of pcd ive ever had
- 170326 — 아빠's birthday + xiumin's 27th + shinee's concert all in a single day, what a ride // still cant believe i got to see my middle school kpop crushes, they are all so beautiful n cute and they rly know how to entertain a crowd T__T ♡ rip my throat, rip ME... pcd's already becoming too real for me rn i MISS SHINEE #swcvinla
- 170325 — indulged in kbbq a lil too much today lol... // im gonna be seeing THE shinee tmrw wtf is this real
- 170324 — tgif. thank god it's spring break. im at peace
- 170323 — done with finals and winter quarter!!!!!!! my gpa's prob gonna drop rly low after this but... o welp...
- 170322 — tfw studying for sociology's actually harder than bio or chem..... kudos to social science majors tbh
- 170321 — told myself i would start studying for my last final but...... hAH S I K E *lazily plops on bed*
- 170320 — already 3 finals down and 1 more to go (but instead of studying for that one im just on my bed gr9)
- 170319 — i have 2 finals the next day and hw due tonight yet i still felt v hyper and even went out to eat... hmm..... either idgaf anymore or im just denying my responsibilities. or prob both tbh :---) LOL ((no but rly tho i had a good day today. i missed going out sigh ;;;)) // just had a firsthand experience of the sisterhood of the traveling pants (or denim shorts LMAO). i luv my 2 bestest girl friends we're so meant for each other #SES
- 170318 — yup im def gonna have to retake bio lmao :^) this is what i get for always falling asleep ugh im weak
- 170317 — tfw it's the last day of classes !!!!!! but then u realize u have a final the very next day :-/...... luv college
- 170316 — the process of finding better concert tix is hella stressful. i just wanna be closer to shinee ok omg
- 170315 — last day in bio tybg (but im prob gonna have to retake the class bc i messed up real bad so fML) // i h8 that i want to talk to u everyday. i rly do. god i bet i look so obvious bc i always message u first fmgldfjgdmfl w hy
- 170314 — waited an hour just to get $3.14 pizza #worth
- 170313 — happy 25th birthday 엘군 ♡ // got 2 pit tix for exordium in la through presale without a code like wtf hOW??? ?? ? ? im always so lucky when it comes to exo tix i fuckin swear // we skYPED EACH OTHER LATE AT NIGHT AGAIN FJDGD IT'S BEEN A WHOLE MONTH JFC I FELT LIKE IVE BEEN DEPRIVED IM THE SUPER LAMEST PERSON EVER IM D O NE
- 170312 — woW i actually feel ok in my body????? my stomach's going in now too?????? what a strange and rare feeling?????? // damn u make me too happy for words. just wish we could see each other every day // so conflicted on what to this summer. missions or nah??? ;;
- 170311 — here we go, messaging each other every day again ::--))) // when ur supposed to study bc ur super behind in all ur classes but ur too busy trying to buy exoluxion tix early bc ur a paranoid exo-l lmao smfh
- 170310 — it's only been 2 weeks since ive last seen him but i guess i missed him a lot??? ? ? fcu k im so happy he talks to me more now like way too happy fkfgdjfgdmsf
- 170309 — feels so nice not having to study anymore
- 170308 — FML I TOTALLY BOMBED THAT CHEM MIDTERM BC I ENDED UP FALLING ASLEEP WHILE STUDYING I H8 MY WEAKASS SELF. but whatever the deed's already done. at least i can rest for a bit now.......
- 170307 — research proposal done. now onto my last midterm... week 9 midterms should be illegal smh
- 170306 — have a ton of stuff to do but my arms are SO. DAMN. SORE and hurt like a mf. think i have 몸살 fml
- 170305 — tfw u have hw due but u still go out and play bc u want as much freedom before week 9 starts... :'---)
- 170304 — 1st media team outing! el toro bravo's bomb
- 170303 — stupid college and their research papers. and stupid me for always working on them last minute smh
- 170302 — acted antisocial for the whole week again hAh :^) [britney spears' "oops i did it again" plays] o welp
- 170301 — started march w an ez midterm and catching up on QT. all bc we stopped snapping each other... lol
- 170228 — so tired of school. is this even worth??? // fml hes taking a break from social media for 40 freakin days. there goes our 45-day snapchat streak... goodbye :'---)
- 170227 — california back at it again w the cold rain
- 170226 — ugh god i am so sleep-deprived help me
- 170225 — not a teen anymore... ;;; happy 20th to me
- 170224 — aaaaaahhhhhh he talked to me first for once aaahhhhh we talked in person for once aaaaahhh h h
- 170223 — im doing the thing again. the thing where i act antisocial for an entire week and dont see anybody. lol
- 170222 — went to sd on a school day bc why not, yolo
- 170221 — feeling dizzy with the worst headache. gr9
- 170220 — me: *has school off for prez day* *cancels all other plans and just studies instead bc im masochistic*
- 170219 — knowing there's a holiday after a sunday is haNDS DOWN one of the bestest feelings ever!!!! ! !! ! but ironically this sunday fucking sucked lol sigh // farewell to a friend who's doing study aboard in korea~
- 170218 — "heartbreakeu jitsu" has officially become a thing. cant believe i was out till 7am omg (and then ended up sleeping till 5pm lol there goes my weekend)
- 170217 — holy shit this weather's so bad, who hurt u cali
- 170216 — happy yet sad i didnt do secret angel. but def more happy than sad :-) #giftsismylastlovelanguage
- 170215 — so much to do yet so lil time, frickin week 6
- 170214 — started off my vday v early (like 5am early) with a vidchat session w him :--) literally losing sleep bc of him :---) but that's ok :0) happy single awareness day
- 170213 — bio midterm was ez money ((just wish i didnt make so many stupid mistakes)). but hey it's progress!!!
- 170212 — happy 3rd year anniversary wjbc ♡ super thankful to have come to this community and see it grow
- 170211 — #mongo2016 team reunion round 2!!! but with many more ppl this time, im very very v happy :-)))
- 170210 — gOD I AM SO SHY AROUND U hHLEPE // meeting more and more ppl from other campuses, i like
- 170209 — omg i am so sleep deprived from studying
- 170208 — i was so prepared to die bc of the chem midterm today but it actually wasnt that bad????? very nice // happy 26th birthday to the love of my life ♡
- 170207 — tfw ur shower schedule doesnt match up w the days u see ppl lol. havent dressed like a bum on tues/thurs in forever // wow just earlier today i was sad over how it seemed like he didnt want to talk to me anymore but nope he wanted to skype still ha ha ha :-)
- 170206 — california's raining once again. i know the feel
- 170205 — damn feeling pretty down these days... and to think it's mainly bc of one simple guy..... ugh GOD WHY. also GG to the atlanta falcons lmao. yall dun goofed
- 170204 — man im getting real old for learning kpop dances now cries... T___T thankfully didnt crash during membership class today (((but i was thisclose to)))
- 170203 — my hair's greasy af but whatevs it's a friday so i could care less :---) but what i do care about is how we talk everyday on social media (and even skype from time to time) yet we rarely talk in person when we get the chance like wtf is our friendship im so bothered by this
- 170202 — a typical thursday that ended with a quality late night talk. so fun watching others guess who i have feelings for tho and stress about not knowing LOL
- 170201 — here we go again, video chatting late at night... h8 my lack of self control omfg. but at least he encourages me to study?? and i caught up w all my notes???? and he lowkey makes me happy ok omg bye
- 170131 — we learning 7 steps to freedom oh the irony
- 170130 — ok california weather needs to stop being so bipolar. cant believe im wearing short sleeves n shades
- 170129 — fuck i shouldnt video chat with u like this especially this late at night but i cant fucking help it I AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC WEAKLING // lawd i am so tired. but what did i expect after chatting late at night
- 170128 — had our very first house outing, after months of planning lol. la la land has become my life soundtrack // the worst things happen to the bestest friends... im so sorry u have to go through this... :-( stay strong friend
- 170127 — bombed my bio midterm lol but WELP tgif and tybg for helping me get a ticket to bts's concert!!!!!
- 170126 — God, help me to prioritize You and You only
- 170125 — darn these girl hormones for making me feel crappier and uglier and fatter than usual. screw periods (bc of them, i skipped chem class again. fml im behind)
- 170124 — after 4 months of craving them, i got to make myself spring rolls and ive never been so happy after eating so much in my life T____T i missed u, my spring rolls // love my sw babies. praying for the best for them
- 170123 — skipped a class and it's only week 3. help // we video chatted for like 3 and a half hrs and my heart is literally about to burst heLP ME
- 170122 — cant believe im wearing a skirt in this cold, rainy weather but anything for the church that supported us like no other. hope they were blessed by the food and testimonies // also cant believe my friend and i thought we could share an xl bowl of pho and 4 spring rolls lmao
- 170121 — finally reunited w the mission team :-) (even tho it was less than half of us). and then baked n wrote a number of cards for the latter half of the day. what a day
- 170120 — CALI IS POURING AND BLOWING WIND LIKE CRAZY AND IT'S INAUGURATION DAY. oh the IRONY // why must i be involved in this drama. like why am i responsible for taking care of her lol wtf
- 170119 — man God is so gud. also have i mentioned how much i love my church and how supportive the staff is? wjbc stands for worship jesus bible CUTIES TBH
- 170118 — i love having spontaneous, small, intimate girl hangouts. should go on these double dates more often
- 170117 — it's only week 2 and it's only been the first day of school this week but it already feels so long help
- 170116 — foodie adventure in sd with my a+ church members. ive never eaten so much mexican food in a single day omg rip my wallet and stomach (worth tho)
- 170115 — tfw u see both of the guys ur stumbling over on the same day and ur feelings are like ??!?!? ?! ?
- 170114 — happy 23rd birthday to our precious kim jongin ♡ // first hangout w the impact fam! and im glad we were able to interact more today. but my housemate has officially lost her damn mind bc of a thirsty-ass pubescent boy. so disgusting. literally so dumb
- 170113 — feelin gooood and happy :-) tgif!!! // ugh i didnt think i missed this idiot this much tho... i h8 this
- 170112 — happy 24th birthday to one of the most talented n versatile human beings on this planet!!! I LOVE U 됴 KSOO ♡ // gotta take real advantage of week 1 freedom and play as much as i can, ya feel
- 170111 — oh who am i kidding, i frickin love my schedule LOL. and i love Jesus. He is just too good
- 170110 — ok maybe my schedule's a bit too relaxed
- 170109 — week 1 of winter quarter lehgo!!! i love how my short schedule gives me more time to sleep // edit @ 3:30am: i took a 5 hr nap and now my sleep schedule is officially effed lmao oops. what a gr8 start to the quarter
- 170108 — last day of retreat. reality hit me a bit too hard
- 170107 — day 2 of being known. i can rly feel myself getting closer with these ppl and with our Heavenly Father and happy just does not fully describe how i feel. i love my church. i rly do. so glad i came to this retreat
- 170106 — day 1 of wjbc retreat! the ride there was super lit and this retreat is already p lit too. so sleepy tho omg
- 170105 — long-awaited date with luna unni :-) who claims im a super 비싼여자 when im rly not LOL
- 170104 — *watches shows the whole day to forget about the fact that winter quarter is starting in 5 days*
- 170103 — all the memes of girls waiting for that one guy to reply back are all starting to make sense to me... fml
- 170102 — so much gogi in my system just from these past few days lol. new year's diet is going super well
- 170101 — that good feeling when the ppl around you say the new year started off right bc of you. rly feels good
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