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I'll add more the more I remember!

(Why can't I move the bubbles on mobile)

If you think you remember me or want to talk memories please DM me!! Or you could ask for my kik/other form of texting!(I don't want to put them on here)

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BYR~

I have so many Kankri memories, he was one of the first kins I found and he's the one I'm the absolute most comfortable in. (I'm still fine with doubles!!)

General~

Some of my memories can be a little confusing when you put them together, but it's probably just because I have so much. In my timeline, I was mute for a majoraty of my life; even after death and my ascention. When I was a grub, before I was taken in by Porrim, I was being cared for by a troll that didn't appriciate my unique colour as much as Porrim does. They made sure I wore neutral and dark colours, and they were often just unhappy with me. I don't want to go into details on a public post, but they permenantly damaged my vocal chords leaving me unable to speak when I was very young. It didn't stop me from communicating very well with my hands, and I never felt truly like I was damaged which is why it wasn't repaired when i ascended. I was very comfortable not speaking.

Kurloz~

I bonded with Kurloz quickly even before his incident, which brought us even closer as I taught him to speak with his hands like I always had. He and I had a very close moiralligence that I found a lot of comfort in.

Cronus~ (Found)

I was at first a bit cold towards Cronus, since the caretaker I'd had before Porrim had been a violet; but when I put that behind me to see him as him and not as 'like them' I found him to be quite charming, though he came on a bit strong at times. We enjoyed each other's company, and I could tell that he listened when I spoke to him. He wasn't well versed in sign despite my and the others' effforts to help him, but he tried his best and understood nearly everything I said. I always felt as though I belonged somewhere when he was near me.

Porrim~

Porrim was everything I could've hoped for in a gaurdian. She was kind and patient and accepted me more than I thought possible when I was young. She learned sign to teach it to me, and was always there when I needed her. Porrim was my introduction to affection, and the feeling of being loved.

Mituna~

Mituna was a very good friend, and if he'd not've been flushed with Kurloz I may have found myself pursuing those sort of feelings with him. He was very level headed when it counted, but he knew how to have fun and how to make someone laugh when they needed it. As the matesprite to my moirail, I saw him often and we got on very well. He didn't have the incident that his Canon timeline self did, so his psionics were very stable and quite helpful.

Latula~

I didn't know Latula for long, but she was exceptional. Strong and intelligent and beautiful. She met an untimely but heroic end, shielding her matesprite from what would have either killed him; or damaged him irreparably in defeating it. Mituna didn't take it well, and still to some degree blamed himself long after he began to be himself again. He didn't move on, but he let his life continue and accepted what he couldn't change.

Damara~

Damara was a special case, one that even in the same language of motion I spoke said as she pleased and what would displease me. To say I disliked her would be a gross understatement. I despised her very existence. She grated on my nerves like no other could ever dream of. Though we were reunited with her in the dream bubbles(unlike others, whom we couldn't find again) I still credit myself with the breaking off of her and Rufioh's unhappy matespriteship and her death.

Rufioh~

After releasing him from a relationship he couldn't break off on his own, Rufioh and I spent some time together as matesprites. It was nice, but it didn't feel like true burning red for either of us. Yes, we both cared for each other, but it wasn't quite pale and certainly wasn't red. We split on a mutual agreement and a smile, and remained close.

Meulin~

I knew her only for a short time, so I couldn't tell you much of Meulin really. Kurloz cared for her dearly, and after the accident resulting in her death muted himself. I truly know he meant her no harm, but my moirail never truly forgave himself for bringing her life to an end so abruptly.

Meenah~

Now, if you read my overview of my memories of Damara, I'm sure you would say I was black for her. But I couldn't have been. I despised her so much I couldn't have considered anything but killing her. Meenah, she just rubbed me the wrong way. She grated on my nerves and picked at my insecurities and I just.. she worked me up to the point of being unable to sign. I was so incredibly black for her.

Karkat~

I didn't meet Karkat until Long after I'd died and he found me in the dream bubbles, but I enjoyed his company greatly. If he'd had a word similar to being human brothers we most certainly would have called ourselves that. He'd attempted to call us pale, but I merely felt a strong connection to someone whom shared my genetics so closely.

~ I have a lot of individual memories of the friends I gave overviews of and more, plus some of the kids(disregard that if I've added them already)

mar 13 2017 ∞
may 20 2017 +