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BYR~

Eridan was my first kin, and still my strongest connection of all my kins. I have a lot of bad memories as him, and so many good ones.

General~

Despite being a seadweller, I was largely unable to swim. My gills are extremely sensitive to impurities in the water, and when any pollutants are present it chokes me when I tried to swim. I was very proud to make it to godtier and to get to meet a few of the human players before, well, before everything happened.

Kar(kat)~

Cod, Kar was so important to me. He helped me through so much and I wouldn't have made it for as long as I did without him. He was an amazing moirail, and he brought me through so much. He was involved with AA of all people, but it worked and she made him happy so I learned to love her too. Kar was stylish as heck and he dressed me up sometimes when I was down to keep my mind off things. When it got heavy. I really owe my life to him.

Sol(lux)~

I loved Sol. Shore he was a pain sometimes and I reely did almost hate him for a while, but he just... captivated me. He was so beautiful, and magical; down to Alternia, and he reely just shone. He saved me and i like to think i helped him along the way too. I was really in the dark, and he was so bright. He found me on the ground and taught me how to fly. I'm so thankful to him. He loved me and helped me with sarcasm on his lips and a smile on his face and even when we were together he never lost the little spark in his eyes when we looked at each other.

Fef(eri)~

She was pure and sweet but.. she wasn't. I worshipped the water she swam through, but she didn't deserve it. I thought she was so much better than she was, and she tore me apart on the inside. I did what she drove me to, but I don't think she deserved it.

Tav~

He was a sweetheart, and even though I didn't get to know him well I was sad for him when it was all over. The little flower boy deserved better.

Vris(ka)~

Shit was she wicked. I didn't care for her before, but after what she did to us? God she was awful.

TZ~

Poor thing. She was a good gal that got caught up in shit she shouldn't have; but she was loyal and I can admire that. She didn't want to let Vris go, but she paid for it.

Dave~

Strider was one of the only humans I got to meet, and I'm not glad that I did. I hated his guts in more than anything black. I just hated him. He deserved what I did to him.

---More triggering stuff! Death, self harm/suicidal thoughts and light eating disorder mentions. Nothing graphic but i'm giving a warning all the same. I'll mention the warning before I talk about what, I just didn't want it to be a shock when they came up.---

--Death ment.(not graphic)

Sollux~

Cod, when I lost Sol I fell apart. Vris didn't have to do that to him, it was in cold blood, in vein, and just plain cruel; and she knew I wold see.

Fef~

I'l say it here, I culled Fef with my own two hands, and I was ready to do the same to anyone else in my sight. She brought me to that point and Sol took me back down before I could do any damage. I'm sorry

Vris~

She deserved it. She sold us out. She killed TZ, Tav, Nep, AA, and my Sol. I culled her with my own hands an I'm glad I did. I can't regret it because it was right for me to do. I had to protect what was left.

Me~

Even after I took out Vris, Noir still got us. All of us. Eq, Gam, and Kan all went down before me; and I went out fighting. I did everything I could, but it wasn't enough. I protected Kar with everything I had and I was glad to die for him.

--(end of death talk)

-- mentions of suicidal thoughts, depression, slight mention of eating disorders. Nothing graphic in the slightest, but it's there.

The Dark Time~

I called my lowest point my dark time, because I felt so lost and alone; like I was in the dark and didn't know where I was. I spent this time alone, barely leaving my room, sleeping, or even eating. I left myself alone with the past and my thoughts for too long and I did more than fall apart. If I hadn't already ascended by this point... My head was a scary place, but I was trapped there and it was telling me how to fix everything; but it wasn't right. This is why I did what I did to Fef and I know it wasn't just her that put me there but... somewhere on the inside I stil blame her. --

mar 13 2017 ∞
jun 7 2017 +