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in march i'll be rested, caught up, and human. (sylvia plath)

calendar of events

  • 01 | mooglycal #4
  • 01 | touch the buffalo @ villain and saint
  • 02 | battle of the bands @ jammin' java
  • 03 | big bend and purple isn't six @ alley cat
  • 05 | appointment: root canal @ 8.30 am
  • 06 | appointment: therapy @ 1.30 pm
  • 10 | show @ club
  • 13 | appointment: therapy @ 1.30
  • 14 | pi day
  • 15 | mooglycal #5
  • 16 | ‘down the rabbit hole’ @ rock ‘n roll hotel
  • 17 | purple isn’t six @ paradiso’s
  • 20 | appointment: therapy @ 1.30
  • 22 | leave for upstate ny (cab @ 5.30 am; dependent on weather)
  • 23 | leave for upstate ny (cab @ 5.30 am)
  • 25 | f1: rolex australian grand prix
  • 27 | return from upstate ny
  • 29 | moogly cal #6
  • 29 | touch the buffalo @ evening star

goals/to do

  • make itinerary
  • french everyday
  • mail international boxes
  • finish sara/craig's blanket
  • finish granny stripes blanket
  • run!
  • fix printer

new lists

obsessions

watching: film

  • jurassic park (1993)
  • jaws 3-d (1983)
  • monster squid: the giant is real (2003)

watching: television

  • ancient aliens, s02e01: mysterious places
  • ancient aliens, s03e05: aliens and mysterious rituals
  • ancient aliens, s06e09: aliens and forbidden islands
  • ancient aliens, s09e12: the alien agenda
  • unearthed, s02e04: secret history of the sphinx
  • wild africa: rivers of life, s01e01: season of renewal
  • naruto, s01e01: enter: naruto uzumaki!
  • ancient aliens, s03e15: aliens, gods, and heroes
  • ancient aliens, s05e09: strange abductions
  • i love lucy, s01e12: the adiago
  • i love lucy, s05e20: lucy gets a paris gown
  • naruto, s01e02: my name is konohamaru!
  • naruto, s01e03: sasuke and sakura: friends or foes?
  • naruto, s01e04: pass or fail: survival test
  • naruto, s01e05: you failed! kakashi's final decision
  • loyola v. kansas st. (elite eight - march madness)
  • god vs. satan (history channel special)
  • the ten commandments (history channel special)

listening to

  • red fang ▸ reverse thunder
  • ok go ▸ upside down & inside out
  • a tribe called quest ▸ can i kick it?
  • lykke li ▸ possibility
  • iron & wine ▸ flightless bird, american mouth
  • japan ▸ nightporter
  • radiohead ▸ lotus flower
    • all I want is the moon upon a stick.
  • tame impala ▸ the less i know the better
  • dashboard confessional ▸ we fight
  • dionysos ▸ song for jedi
  • lawrence arabia ▸ apple pie bed

making

  • heart granny squares, forever and ever
  • chunky granny squares
  • finishing sara and craig's blanket
  • slouchy slipper socks

playing

  • loz: breath of the wild

reading

  • the interpretation of dreams, sigmund freud
  • the little prince, antoine de saint-exupéry
    • "you're lovely, but you're empty," he went on. "one couldn't die for you. of course, an ordinary passerby would think my rose looked just like you. but my rose, all on her own, is more important than all of you together, since she's the one i watered. since she's the one i put under glass. since she's the one i sheltered behind a screen. since she's the one for whom i killed the caterpillars (except the two or three for butterflies). since she's the one i listened to when she complained, or when she boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing at all. since she's my rose.
    • one sees clearly only with the heart. anything essential is invisible to the eyes.

exercise

  • 13 | 0.85 mile walk
  • 29 | 1.83 mile walk
  • 31 | 1.92 mile walk

occurred

  • 01 | villain & saint
  • 03 | alley cat
  • 10 | heaven & hell
  • 19 | 9:30 club
  • 28 | rehired at michaels

current events

  • #windmaggedon
  • trump is getting his military parade (on veteran’s day) but just no tanks
  • stephen hawking passed away
  • trump’s marine “core” and “space force”
  • school shootings

crushes

  • L ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
  • it's not that i can't fall in love. it's really that i can't help falling in love with too many things at once. so, you must understand why i can't distinguish between what's platonic and what isn't, because it's all too much and not enough at the same time. (jack keroac)

quotes

  • you know, it's funny how things change. it's funny how you plan your life and it never goes as you envisioned it. no, instead, it goes as you never imagined it would go. for example, you want to go left, but you end up going right. you want to be different, but you end up being the same. you want happiness, but all you get is pain. nothing ever goes as planned, and i think that's how it is for everyone. everyone is mostly content with who they become and never question why they never became more. (robert m. drake)
  • 99% of your worries are fictional. you let things turn over and over in your brain until you crack and through those very cracks you see clearly. how about, next time, instead of letting the cracks form and the dramas unravel, you face the worry head-on. save yourself the time and stress, no worry is too big to face. you have got this. (amy kennedy)
  • be alone. eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. in the midst of this you will learn about yourself. you will grow, you will figure out what inspires you, you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity, and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it, because you are sure of yourself. (via cwote.tumblr.com)
  • it is said that cats are aware of god's existence...but that dogs are not. dogs think people are god, but cats don't. cats know that people act as middlemen to god's will. they're not ungrateful, they just know better. (kedi)
mar 1 2018 ∞
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