inspiration, and because I need to remind myself of the good

JANUARY

  • 01: awoke with a positive attitude and accomplished a lot
  • 02: good session with my therapist
  • 03: cats
  • 04: positive feedback from doctor
  • 05: phở gà
  • 06: time spent with mom
  • 07: planning temperature blanket 2018
  • 08: sunrise
  • 09: having enough yarn to finish my squares aka not having to buy more yarn
  • 10: making granny squares with mom
  • 11: videochatting with T.
  • 12: there's something cathartic about driving down the highway, blasting music, and singing along as loud as you can
  • 13: phở gà
  • 14: devon said I was independent
  • 15: started my temperature blanket
  • 16: the Plan might be a real Plan, and I'm so fucking excited
  • 17: tom said he'd 'swipe right' on me :3
  • 18: finished my mooglycal2018 square
  • 19: was able to go to best buy and the grocery store
  • 20: talking to mom about journals
  • 21: making dinner
  • 22: telling tom and sarah about the Plan
  • 23: Ø
  • 24: going into d.c. to the sculpture gardens
  • 25: T. sending me a message in the middle of the night
  • 26: bought my plane tickets for london; videochatting with T.
  • 27: went to a party/show and had a good time
  • 28: "you rock"
  • 29: my tooth extraction didn't mess with the sinus cavity
  • 30: risky questions didn't completely fail, and he assured me i'm not a creep
  • 31: working on my temperature blanket (2017) and watching frozen planet with mom

FEBRUARY

  • 01: working on mooglycal square #2
  • 02: napping
  • 03: i streamed
  • 04: watching the super bowl with my dad
  • 05: the weed epiphany
  • 06: paying my mom for my flight to london and passport
  • 07: getting a $25 donation on twitch
  • 08: arwen (my cat)
  • 09: my passport arrived!
  • 10: Ø
  • 11: finished the great beast granny stripe blanket
  • 12: making heart granny squares and deciding to go to france
  • 13: bob dylan
  • 14: my valentine: arwen
  • 15: the little girl that went out of her way to say 'hi' to me on my run
  • 16: being social
  • 17: sleep
  • 18: talking to L. for 5 hours
  • 19: talking to L., again, until 11pm/5am :3
  • 20: holy shit, marijuana
  • 21: therapy
  • 22: shrimp scampi
  • 23: royal farms
  • 24: L. said he’d meet me in paris!
  • 25: winning money from the slot machines
  • 26: coming home and seeing my cats
  • 27: late night/early morning conversations
  • 28: seeing the dark crystal on the big screen

MARCH

  • 01: dancing
  • 02: sleeping
  • 03: M. ღ
  • 04: L. ♡
  • 05: Ø
  • 06: Ø
  • 07: violin
  • 08: talking to dan
  • 09: thrift store & michael’s shopping
  • 10: video chatting with L. + driving around listening to emo with M.
  • 11: Ø
  • 12: videochatting
  • 13: Ø
  • 14: Ø
  • 15: Ø
  • 16: Ø
  • 17: videochatting with L.
  • 18: two videochats with L.
  • 19: hobby lobby
  • 20: i'll see L. for more than three days; him in general
  • 21: the little prince
  • 22: Ø
  • 23: L and communication
  • 24: Ø
  • 25: finished a pair of crochet socks!
  • 26: L’s support and existence
  • 27: Ø
  • 28: got a job! + videochatting
  • 29: L said he's considered visiting me over here! (can i write him down for every day?)
  • 30: Ø
  • 31: prospect of having two jobs

APRIL

jan 2 2018 ∞
apr 22 2018 +
user picture Michelle: I'm so glad you made this list. <3 I hope 2018 is a lovely year for you. jan 3 2018
user picture rose: thank you so much, and same to you! <3 jan 4 2018
user picture carolina: <3 jan 9 2018
user picture rose: <3 jan 10 2018