all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

♥: best days

2019

january

  • 0101 | fireworks (cu de copacabana), rio, chan's a pothead and felix's a funkeiro according to stele, reducing sleep meds, hymn of death.
  • 0201 | dreamt of seulgi, tinder boys, rachel comforting me at playground, hanging out with sis, rafa and her cousin.
  • 0301 | i wish that i could wake up with amnesia, yt vids, nap till 7pm, au, ranting to my friends while crying.
  • 0401 | not eating, skiz vids, matricula na escola, call with may (she helped me a lot), getting back with debbie (feeling happy.)
  • 0501 | você não vai parar de sorrir?, eyebrows, going to the pub with sis, rafa and rachel, karaoke night, p.s. still love you (45%).
  • 0601 | watching you, wifi ralph, exchanging affection with sun at the cinema, holding hands with may in the mall, meeting my old school friends. ♥
  • 0701 | family reunion in my bedroom, you, doing nothing, being dirty with fer, sleeping 5am talking to debbie.
  • 0801 | fake married with davi, feeling down, recognize small victories, depression crisis, kaguya and hymn of death.
  • 0901 | still sad, time alone, lady midnight (7%), drawing, watching bunny girl.
  • 1001 | isolated, quality time with my parents, book (17%), accidentally in love, ill never be a normal teen.
  • 1101 | im just gonna stay in bed forever, no meds and no food, a quiet place, taking a nap, thirty but seventeen.
  • 1201 | sleeping 8am, still seventeen, dance medley, i need to **** someone jeez, bingewatching sex education.
  • 1301 | bored, anime and kdrama, lady midnight (25%), i can't sleep without meds, trying to be alone but looking for friends.
  • 1401 | chae day!!, in my bedroom for a week, kubo and the two strings, finishing bunny girl and still 17, i dont feel the same.
  • 1501 | titans, listening to 2000s songs, popcorn, hating myself, taking sleep pilss.
  • 1601 | crying at the therapist, no one can help me, finishing titans, mom saying hyunjin looks like a girl, junkyu.
  • 1701 | YG TREASURE BOX REALITY ALL DAY!
  • 1801 | finishing ygtb, junkyu will make a debut, helping sister with her job interview, laughing at vids with mom. ♥
  • 1901 | stray kids' vlive, burn the stage, horror gameplay, feeling sad and alone, ice cream.
  • 2001 | sky castle, el laberinto del fauno, conversations with lari, ice cream again, maybe i have a date tomorrow.
  • 2101 | scared of stepping out of my comfort zone, skiz, games with debbie and davi, sky castle with mom.
  • 2201 | going out of home, listening to songs, visiting the hospital, the mall, buying school objects.
  • 2301 | laying in bed all day, stray kids are saving my life, the haunting of hill house, mingau de aveia.
  • 2401 | finishing hill house, life is strange 2, watching live all day!!, tapioca, rachel.
  • 2501 | grandma is home, sky castle with fam, afternoon conversation, dancing the night away, making future plans with debbie.
  • 2601 | sleeping 8am, my phillipines' friend!, boring day, rabbit with _tina, we talked for more than 7 hours.
  • 2701 | boring day.
  • 2801 | talking in baby voice with debbie, fun chat with safadas do johnny, felix is my ex crush (japa), juan is a cutiepie!
  • 2901 | driving grandma home, sky castle, the 9th, tina.
  • 3001 | therapy, talking about killing the old me, kdrama with mom, foda-se, alan.
  • 3101 | making stele's social media au, writing poetry, sky castle!!!, sweet popcorn.

february

  • 0102 | stele's bday!!!, crying bc of k-drama, song hero, talking to davi, am i doing the right thing?
  • 0202 | hereditary, watching horror movies alone is my job, finishing sky castle, i guess i don't wanna die, crepioca.
  • 0302 | flirting with girls, esfiha and ice cream, stray kids!!, talking to davi.
  • 0402 | am i liking her again?, everything is so twisted..., remembering old days, feeling hot in a green shirt, buying tickets for bts movie.
  • 0502 | talking about getting out of comfort zone in therapy, getting eyebrows done, haircut(e)!, lots of selfies, sexy.
  • 0602 | owari no seraph, anxious about school starting, but it didn't actually, making lots of gifs and pics, feeling beautiful. ♥
  • 0702 | ouija, also romance is a bonus book, laughing with my mom, flirting, feeling kinda depressed at night.
  • 0802 | spoiling my girlfriend, bingewatching one day at a time, pretty much it?, oh maybe this girl will come to rio.
  • 0902 | seulgi bday and i did nothng, uniform, cousins, crying at the cinema bc of singularity, rock concert w may and stele and lots of dogs. ♥
  • 1002 | she's using me, caleb day, exchanging lots of midia with the bunny of my kitten, trashy movie with nath and rafa, jennifer's body.
  • 1102 | resident evil 2, first day of school, im very friendly actually, viviane is my teacher Again.
  • 1202 | feeling bad, headache and bodyache, skipping school, dear ex.
  • 1302 | nath and rafa, meteor garden with parents, brooklyn 99, gay panic.
  • 1402 | finishing meteor garden, cólica, napping at afternoon, b99, maybe i have i crush?
  • 1502 | dont remember, b99, late for school, having a crush on this boy.
  • 1602 | resenha, meeting alfa friends again, they were all drunk, making out with breno Oh My God, karaoke night with family. ♥
  • 1702 | driving sister home, yeah everything is upside down, i'm never seeing them Ever Again, davi.
  • 1802 | mariana's birthday rolê, minha vida em marte, misturando as tribos, going to school right after rolê, coming home early. ♥
  • 1902 | romance is a novel book with parents, letícia is also bi!, i hate chemistry, my gf telling me im prettier then usual.
  • 2002 | smiling in therapy, debbie's letter, we went on a call and i cried, i love seeing her face and hearing her voice :<, SHE TALKED TO MY PARENTS, we looking at each other's lips as if we were going to kiss, me skipping class and having an anxiety attack. ♥
  • 2102 | brooklyn 99, monsta x is coming to brazil Oh No, call with debbie again, not going to school, horror stories animated.
  • 2202 | waking up early, 1 fav and ill talk to my crush, brown lipstick, coming home early, call with debbie.
  • 2302 | sam and colby, shopping carnival stuff, mayra and mariana, dancing to my pace in a devil's costume, sleepover. ♥
  • 2402 | strogonoff de cogumelo, i'm a devil girl, bloco das pocs!, walking downtown and actually having fun, ending the day with debbie. ♥
  • 2502 | sam and colby, looking for things to do, feeling kinda sad, remember when we were best friends and confidents, my gf is cute.
  • 2602 | romance is a novel book, popcorn, missing the old days, i hate chemistry, am i feeling depressed.
  • 2702 | catching up b99, packing for the trip, 12 hours with debbie, we got so close and she met my familly, shower and touching, rafa as a nun. ♥
  • 2802 | taking hours to get to araruama, pastel, tio marcio e tia paula, crush at the condo (jorge eduardo), feeling bad at night.

march

  • 0103 | raining, going to the club, quiosque de batata com queijo, dancing kpop, brigadeiro. ♥
  • 0203 | barbecue, swimming pool, laughing a lot with my family bc of shit (literally), baile de carnaval, trying to find weed and jorge eduardo. ♥
  • 0303 | going to cabo frio, rich’s condo, feeling bad on the way back, 3hours in the bus.
  • 0403 | swimming pool!, it was raining so we didn’t go to carnagay, baile de carnaval, devil girl, solta minha irmã! and me hitting on a het girl. ♥
  • 0503 | coming back to rio, listening one direction, feeling empty and alone, i don't really have friends, lobo no telegram, debbie.
  • 0603 | declaring myself to debbie, we did it together, horror gameplay, davi is my sugar daddy.
  • 0703 | carteirinha de estudante, buying a necklace, romance is a novel book, wanting to die, davi's call.
  • 0803 | date with may's friend, captain marvel, we had pizza and went to hotzone with no money, fun day!!!, mom saw me. ♥
  • 0903 | not seeing monsta x :), thinking about coming out to my parents, spiderverse, isolating myself, i wanna die.
  • 1003 | 5 months with her, text with bts lyrics, rei édipo, call with mayra and deb, juventude assassina.
  • 1103 | BUYING TICKETS TO BTS CONCERT!!!, may and sérgio, van gogh went to the petriatian, anxiety attack bc im alone.
  • 1203 | exchanging beef with babi, quiting school and twitter, listening to better days are coming playlist (but they aren't), bad day overall.
  • 1303 | luzes no céu: fireworks, straighten my hair, pushing people away, getting ready to be gone, the umbrella academy.
  • 1403 | davi's bday, anger attack, almost got locked in an asylum, why am i doing this to my parents?, the grudge.
  • 1503 | umbrella academy, rabbit with tina, my friends/mutuals calming me down, lincoln, we hung out in the rain and talked a lot, i came out to my parents and they were the sweetest!! (thanks odaat). ♥
  • 1603 | it's been 9 years since i met stele, we're going to work it out, debbie, i'm going to start living, making promises.
  • 1703 | looking for an apartament with nath and rafa, taking pics in all red, umbrella academy, mingau de aveia, she doesn't care about my words anymore.
  • 1803 | finished umbrella academy, therapist unvalidating bisexuality, having an anxiety crisis bc of school, i dont know what to do with my life.
  • 1903 | mayra really came out of nowhere, queer eye, nath's birthday party!!, all pink and unicorns, it rained a lot, fernanda.
  • 2003 | she's angry at me, feeling guilty but at the same time..., babi and ninha giving me emotional support, juliana's house, we watched movies and caressed her cat.
  • 2103 | happy birthday, vovó, taking naps right after waking up, girl, finishing romance is a novel book, rewatching strong woman.
  • 2203 | sexy dance video, singularity, writing fanfic, watching k-drama all day long, wherever you are, i will find you.
  • 2303 | myles and lincoln, dancing and singing!, i do have friends and they're so good to me, myles will move into my condo, calling debbie in her brother's phone. ♥
  • 2403 | spending the sunday in a videocall with debbie, we talked a lot about everything and nothing, our relationship has matured, finishing strong woman.
  • 2503 | hanging out with may, mariana and sergio, watching us, seeing an old mutual and luiz da sol, domino's, trashy youtube br series. ♥
  • 2603 | queer eye, may is my housewife, oh my ghost again, jealous of davi (or i really hate his gf), talking about sex and girls and friends w benefits with tina.
  • 2703 | don't remember.
  • 2803 | gleyce's back at rio, getting my hair done, and a haircut!, i look bad in the pics tho.
  • 2903 | taking hot pics at 4am, nhoque, finishing oh my ghost, dancing bon bon chocolat, call with debbie (i have no doubts i love seeing her more than anything.)
  • 3003 | i moan like a hentai girl, made my parents watch a sad k-drama, im going to do it with davi, deep conversations with debbie (we're insecure but our love is stronger.)
  • 3103 | hanging out with sis and rafa, buying things for their new house, the handmaiden, feeling a little sick, having conversations with debbie about our feelings. ♥

april

  • 0104 | erotic dream (she was facing me on my lap), a couple listo, queer eye cast interviews, while you were sleeping, almondega.
  • 0204 | mayra came here, queer eye, i'm antoni and she's tan, outside photoshoot with rocker style, kimi no na wa effect.
  • 0304 | finishing wyws, i'm sick, came back with the art thread on twitter, oreos.
  • 0404 | doing nothing, depressed night.
  • 0504 | finding stray kids, dreamt of debbie in rio, trying to watch a lot of things but failing, jaemin's vlive, mom going to the hospital :( and my dad doesn't trust me alone.
  • 0604 | cuddling with davi, okay who's going to play with my hair?, karaoke with may and mari, me not letting him go, kissing mariana. ♥
  • 0704 | mariana woke me up giving me a peck, is she going to be mad at me?, afraid of losing friends, sabrina and hello my twenties, editing pics.
  • 0804 | waking up 3pm, miroh, k-drama, fixing listography, not sleeping at all.
  • 0904 | washing hair 5am, finishing my husband won't fit, nath and rafa talk a lot, did i mess things up with my bff?, mesversário.
  • 1004 | 6 months with debbie, hello my twenties 2, sending a lot of gifts to my gf, davi confessing to me, bad timing.
  • 1104 | skz's variety at 6am, really stressed out, anger and confusion, date in a milkshake shop with lincoln, love, death and robots and chill.
  • 1204 | noah's birthday is the same as mine, american psycho, juliana caressing my hair, messing things up with debbie in a call, can i really change?
  • 1304 | spending all day in bed, dad backhugging me, thinking about isolating myself, tina saying pretty words abt not having to have a dream, finishing hello my twenties :<.
  • 1404 | waking up early, my hair looks pretty, kpop event (dancing tons of twice and skz), eating at a korean restaurant (japchae is so fckng goog), may, sun, lila and lore.
  • 1504 | changing username to monstrayz, watching iu's drama, touch your heart, telling davi im going to live in sp, debbie being needy with me.
  • 1604 | really bad day, eu sou a inválida da família, não tem porquê estar aqui, cutting my bangs and getting ugly, angry and depressed attack, words cut deeper than knives.
  • 1704 | not sure about what to do, trying to hide my ugly self, may is the tan to my antoni and the noah to my mario,
dec 30 2018 ∞
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