january

• big depression
• trying so hard to get my life together. doing things. lighting candles and taking showers and making stuff
• worse than dec, which is really saying something

february

• a blur. so busy and stressed
• writing a lot? at least more than normal
• at least it went by very quickly unlike jan
• feeling unusually unmotivated for piano

march

• getting much better! i think its because its feeling more like spring and the sun is out
• also busy so i forgot to write much here