pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

my start date: 04.04.17 (best days are marked with ★)

  • 04.04: 13 reasons why, feeling tired, not studying, oh wonder's self-titled album, eating too much
  • 05.04: 13 reasons why, quitting, feeling sick, crying, not wanting to talk to people
  • 06.04: 13 reasons why, my crush, feeling triggered, i love my friends, feeling bad
  • 07.04: crying at school, holding hands with my crush, playing uno, feeling surrounded by love, laughing with my friends
  • 08.04: finishing 13 reasons why, going to school to have history and physics classes, japanese food, singing, eating my favorite chocolate filled biscuits
  • 09.04: waking up (sort of) early, organizing school stuff, #0000B2, the xx's tides, feeling confident about my clothes
  • 10.04: seeing a friend i haven't seen over a year, falling in love with someone's laugh, hugs, studying, reading ★
  • 11.04: wanting to give up, failing, reading, crying twice, the neighbourhood's cry baby
  • 12.04: doing my history and geography tests poorly, feeling useless, eating my favorite biscuits, not studying, being able to list 50 countries in 2:32 minutes
  • 13.04: trying to study, eating a lot, justin bieber's let me love you, trying to flirt with my crush, people complimenting my handwriting
  • 14.04: feeling useless, oh wonder's all we do, trying to study chem i, reading, stressing over my tests
  • 15.04: studying for 8 hours, remembering everything of bio ii, eating pizza, feeling loved by my cousins, being productive
  • 16.04: (easter and my dad's bday) family, feeling loved by my cousins, hamburger, chocolate, cuddles ★
  • 17.04: doing my tests and probably failing them, crying a lot, eating too much, feeling useless and stupid, halsey's now or never
  • 18.04: telling my parents i'm not straight, wanting to yell, still not feeling fully comprehended, doing my math test and failing it, i love how supportive my friends are
  • 19.04: actually doing well on my chem test, falling in love with her, watching boys over flowers, feeling sleepy, watching the voice with mom and dad
  • 20.04: i love gabie, watching boys over flowers, headaches, eating well, reblogging lots of things on tumblr
  • 21.04: doing my fce preparation exercises, muse's madness, i love gabie, reading good fanfiction, feeling sort of annoyed with my fce exercises
  • 22.04: lou day (aka relaxation day), not talking to anyone, going to the movies alone, drinking 1 liter of sprite, eating a lot of good things ★
  • 23.04: not doing anything or talking to anyone, feeling cold, reading good fanfiction, watching anthony bourdain's show the entire day, eating properly
  • 24.04: not talking to my crush, inviting my friends to my birthday gathering, receiving my first (bad) grades, reading good fanfiction, i love barbara
  • 25.04: talking a little bit to my crush, not texting anyone, receiving grades, missing her, i love bts
  • 26.04: feeling like everyone hates me, almost crying at school, getting compliments from my geo ii teacher, not talking to anyone, feeling tired
  • 27.04: i love my friends, receiving bad grades, self-care, having lunch at a friend's house, falling asleep cuddling mom on the couch (after she told me she's taking me to get my treatment)
  • 28.04: staying at home without internet connection, getting my hair cut, eating pasta, not talking to anyone except for my parents, candy crush soda ★
  • 29.04: getting 95% of my mock fce test right, buying new ear gauges, feeling good about my looks, watching movies with mom and dad, cuddling ★
  • 30.04: eating good food, relaxing, feeling good about my looks, feeling cold, re-reading one of my favorite fics
  • 01.05: reading fanfiction, talking to lots of people, candy crush soda, my favorite hamburger and soda, relaxing
  • 02.05: being sleepy, not doing anything, talking to people, reading fanfiction, candy crush soda
  • 03.05: not doing anything, feeling kinda empty, talking to my friends, reading fanfiction, getting a cupcake from my english school coordinator
  • 04.05: (MY BIRTHDAY) getting gifts and texts from my friends, eating all of my favorite foods, falling in love, feeling loved, hearing one of my oldest friends saying i love you for the first time ★
  • 05.05: falling in love, not doing anything, sleeping a lot, stressing because of school, astrid s' atic
  • 06.05: (celebrating my birthday with some of my friends) getting gifts and buying myself stuff, seeing a friend i haven't seen in over a year and crying after hugging her, eating a lot, feeling loved and spoiled, i love my friends so much ★
  • 07.05: eating a lot, making a video call for 4:30 hours with gabgi and nalum, candy crush soda, laughing a lot, talking to new people
  • 08.05: thinking about my friendships, not doing anything, reading fanfiction, feeling good about my looks, telling people jin is my third ult in bts
  • 09.05: feeling sleepy, not doing anything, feeling useless, stressing out over stupid stuff, trying to talk more to my friends
  • 10.05: one of my best friend's birthday, falling in love, spending the day off the internet, laughing a lot with my crush and my friend while helping them set up his party, crying on a new friend's shoulder at his birthday party
  • 11.05: not doing anything, feeling tired, thinking about taking risks, working out until i got less frustrated about myself, oh wonder's shark
  • 12.05: doing some school stuff, feeling tired, asking a girl out (she said no), why am i like this?, i don't like myself but my hair is kinda awesome
  • 13.05: going to school, not having lunch, dear white people, sleeping, talking to people
  • 14.05: mother's day, getting a late birthday cake from my grandma, last dinosaurs' evie, tumblr, talking to people
  • 15.05: starting my treatment, having fun at the mall with mom, eating delicious stuff, feeling good about myself, coming out to my ex english teacher
  • 16.05: not doing anything, worrying about my friend, feeling tired, crying, sleeping
  • 17.05: missing school to do an exam, feeling relaxed, being in pain during the exam, having fun with my dad, having a venti frappuccino
  • 18.05: having lunch with one of my oldest friends, holding hands, laughing, going home earlier from the gym, sleeping early
  • 19.05: travelling with grandma, sleeping a lot, eating a lot, dressing well, taking lots of selfies
  • 20.05: sleeping a lot, eating a lot, thinking about her, feeling relaxed, feeling kind of dazed
  • 21.05: coming home, sleeping a lot, eating a lot, being tired, bbmas
  • 22.05: feeling useless, i love milena and amy, not talking to anyone, i hate physics, being really angry
  • 23.05: i really like her, sleeping and eating a lot, not taking care of myself, not talking to anyone, not wanting to do anything
  • 24.05: sleeping and eating a lot, feeling awful, not talking to anyone, not doing anything, i really like her
  • 25.05: almost crying, not having dinner, feeling useless, not doing anything, i really like her
  • 26.05: doing some stuff for school, holding hands, missing her, sleeping a lot, not talking to anyone
  • 27.05: going to school, dexter, eating cake and hamburgers, feeling tired, not talking to anyone
  • 28.05: going to school again, laughing because i'm desperate, dexter, sleeping, eating pizza
  • 29.05: her eyes, not doing anything, i love laura milena and amy, dexter, looking cool with a fedora hat
  • 30.05: i think i'm in love with her, not doing anything, not talking to anyone, dexter, talking to my crush about my feelings for her
  • 31.05: going to the gym, taking care of myself, dexter, one more weekend by audien and max, not talking to anyone
  • 01.06: anna day, not doing anything, wanting to get lots of ear piercings, people calling her 'mine', falling for her eyes
  • 02.06: she kissed her palm and pressed it into my mouth, feeling awful, crying, not doing anything, i really like her
  • 03.06: feeling sick, dexter, cuddling with mom and dad, dreaming of her, i want a rabbit
  • 04.06: talking to t., eating hamburgers, being told by mom i gained weight, not doing anything, dexter
  • 05.06: smiling and feeling giddy because of t., i love anna, staying at school in the afternoon, headaches, feeling tired
  • 06.06: talking to t., not doing anything, getting mad because of my test dates, feeling tired, almost crying
  • 07.06: holding hands with anna, feeling tired, i love my friends, astrid s and matoma's running out, staying at school in the afternoon
  • 08.06: feeling anxious, headaches, ariana grande's knew better/forever boy, feeling tired, not talking to anyone
  • 09.06: resting, not having dinner for the fourth day in a row, the purge, reading fanfiction, losing my physics I book
  • 10.06: hugs, eating unhealthy food, kisses on cheeks, going to the gym, going to the movies to celebrate anna's bday
  • 11.06: i hate myself, being needy, reading fanfiction, not doing anything, crying
  • 12.06: (brazilian valentine's day) giving a rose and chocolates to anna, giving a rose to julia and making her really happy, song 6 by george ezra, i feel so lonely, reading good fanfiction
  • 13.06: staying home, dexter, not doing anything, getting some rest, being kinda productive
  • 14.06: doing plenty of stuff, dexter, i want my bunny, not sleeping at school, fixing the problem of my physics book
  • 15.06: having a weird dream, taking care of myself, being kinda productive, barely talking to people, i miss t.
  • 16.06: staying at school, my toes are swollen and they hurt, going to the gym, i want a bunny, i'm tired
  • 17.06: dressing in a different way, eating fish, tumblr, chem ii, george ezra's wanted on voyage
  • 18.06: going out, eating a lot, trying to study, feeling tired, reading fanfiction
  • 19.06: anxiety, i feel like everyone hates me, i hate myself, you me her, i just want someone to fall in love with me
  • 20.06: i hate myself, i'm so tired, not doing anything, safe place, fanfiction
  • 21.06: bingo, safe place, i hate myself, i'm so bad at everything, i'm tired
  • 22.06: being kinda productive, candy crush soda, amy milena and laura, being quiet, i'm tired
  • 23.06: feeling tired, having lunch with my mom and my friends, going to the gym, sociology, crying
  • 24.06: studying a little bit, fanfiction, tumblr, not talking to many people, i just want someone to kiss me
  • 25.06: going out, wearing a skirt, family, love, eating good stuff, relaxing
  • 26.06: portuguese and bio tests, i just want someone to kiss me, mom, my bunny, i want to be spoiled
  • 27.06: fanfiction, skins and dexter, history and geography tests, wanting to sleep, i don't want to do my tests anymore
  • 28.06: i'm useless, i just want someone to kiss me, feeling lonely, i'm pathetic, kid abelha
  • 29.06: tests, feeling tired, crying, i just want someone to kiss me, neediness
  • 30.06: tests, sleeping a lot, my cousin, chocolate ice cream, confidence
  • 01.07: juno, going to school, gabie, feeling alright, skins ★
  • 02.07: eating a lot of good stuff, juno, ryan, candy, walking around my city ★
  • 03.07: getting my first grades, juno, feeling sleepy, dexter, english
  • 04.07: juno, dexter, fanfiction, feeling cold, not talking to people
  • 05.07: skins, feeling cold, juno, not doing anything, stressing over social stuff
  • 06.07: feeling like i don't fit in, feeling tired, candy, chocolate, going to the gym
  • 07.07: getting good grades, feeling reaaaaally tired, juno, skins, dexter
  • 08.07: seeing some friends, feeling lonely, eating a lot, harry styles' meet me in the hallway, spending time with barbara
  • 09.07: fce, eating pasta, feeling anxious, feeling tired, not taking care of myself
  • 10.07: fanfiction, skins, sleeping, selfcare, one of my earphones is not working
  • 11.07: sleeping, not doing much, skins, juno, elaine
  • 12.07: going to the gym, selfcare, hot showers, being sleepy, yoonseok ★
  • 13.07: sleeping too much, juno, 21 jump street, candy crush, relaxing
  • 14.07: girls are beautiful, sleeping, going to the gym, a cat said meow when i passed by, a cute girl kissed me on the cheek
  • 15.07: crying, feeling bad, copacabana, feeling slightly anxious, actually drinking water
  • 16.07: my cousins, like a stone by audioslave, spending time offline, juno, laughing ★
  • 17.07: spiderman, my cousins, pizza, lots of ice cream, feeling ok ★
  • 18.07: sleeping a lot, juno, to the bone, i am michael, eating good stuff
  • 19.07: laughing a lotttt, eating good stuff, i love my cousins, okja, relaxing
  • 20.07: going to the gym, my hair feels so soft, skins, not doing much, feeling kinda lonely
  • 21.07: gabie, the frozen ground, feeling cozy, going to the gym, being kinda needy
  • 22.07: milena, doing an exam, buying stuff for my bunny, feeling confident, watching a lot of movies
  • 23.07: the firefly, taking lots of pictures, going out, feeling ok, i want to be someone's baby
  • 24.07: watching lgbt movies, singing out loud, someone from my past is back, i want to be kissed, feeling confident
  • 25.07: feeling bad about my appearance, i just wish things were easier, i hate my fat body, someone from my past is back, going to the gym
  • 26.07: watching lgbt movies, i love girls, not doing much, juno, eye exam
  • 27.07: mundo visto de cima, o mundo segundo os brasileiros, juno, going to the gym, my psychologist complimented me
  • 28.07: sleeping too much, not doing anything, skins, talking to a few people, calling gabie for an hour
  • 29.07: red nails, talking to lots of people, asa butterfield, sleeping too much, eating a good sandwich
  • 30.07: strawberry and nutella, iceland, last day of vacation, reading fanfiction, not talking to people
  • 31.07: feeling tired, the noonday demon, anna luiza, offonoff, yoonseok
  • 01.08: hozier, sleeping a lot, not doing anything, not talking to people, reading fanfiction
  • 02.08: eating too much, anxiety, sleeping a lot, i'm just so tired of everything, doing some school stuff
  • 03.08: anxiety, music, candy crush soda, fanfiction, i wish i could feel ok
  • 04.08: tests, my mom, buying some stuff, not talking to anyone, fanfiction
  • 05.08: property brothers, burgers, sleeping too much, fanfiction, not talking to anyone but my parents
  • 06.08: fanfiction, tumblr, pasta, i'm so tired, trying to write fanfiction
  • 07.08: i'm a diamond student, criminal minds, almost passing out, wanting to cry, still not talking to anyone
  • 08.08: not doing much, talking to people, laying in bed, fanfiction, calling thaina
  • 09.08: home by one direction, feeling soft, i wish i could cuddle with someone, not studying, feeling kinda down
  • 10.08: juno, going to the gym, fucking up my tests, feeling tired, eating too much
  • 11.08: i hate math, getting my hair done, feeling sleepy, criminal minds, eating cheese
  • 12.08: property brothers, sleeping a lot, candy crush soda, tumblr, brooklyn nine-nine
  • 13.08: father's day, juno, my cousin, sleeping with mom, cheese, tumblr
  • 14.08: i'm not a diamond student (it was a mistake), sleeping, grandma's birthday, my cousin, snap filters
  • 15.08: i wish i could disappear, sleeping early, sleeping too much, controlling how much i eat, feeling tired
  • 16.08: anxiety, not talking at school, feeling lonely, going to the gym, everything bores me
  • 17.08: crying, wanting to ***, anxiety, i'm awful, going to the gym
  • 18.08: going to the gym, feeling sleepy, feeling bored, i hate school, not doing much
  • 19.08: milkshakes, dad told me he's inspired by my sturggle with depression, wearing nice clothes, i love bunnies, headaches
  • 20.08: juno, reading fanfiction, yoonseok, not talking to people, the national's start a war
  • 21.08: interacting with lots of people, wishing i could kiss someone, cold, unfollow spree, i hate school
  • 22.08: anxiety, wishing i could stay in bed, yoonseok, doing some school stuff, being quiet
  • 23.08: going to the gym, not doing anything, school bores me, being tired, talking a bit more
  • 24.08: arriving late at school, feeling like i don't belong anywhere, going to the gym, starting new meds, talking at school
  • 25.08: sleeping a lot, eating a lot, not doing much, masterchef, mom and dad
  • 26.08: juno, feeling rested, property brothers, mom and dad, tumblr
  • 27.08: looong day, juno, property brothers, spreading some love, talking to lots of people
  • 28.08: i don't like school, i miss gabie, the hunger games, battle royale, pvris
  • 29.08: grandma, going to the gym, coral, feeling tired, battle royale
  • 30.08: going to the gym, not doing much, feeling tired, talking a bit at school, battle royale
  • 31.08: talking to anna, going to the gym, feeling tired, i don't want to go to school, trying and failling to sit down and do school stuff
  • 01.09: going to my cousin's house by myself, feeling sleepy, khalid, burger king, drinking my favorite soda
  • 02.09: atomic blonde, i love the Gays, my cousin's stepfather, spending time offline, talking to my cousins
  • 03.09: feeling lonely, e^st's your ghost, battle royale, coming back home, nice showers
  • 04.09: juno, receiving nice things on curious cat, feeling worthless, getting some school stuff done, taekook
  • 05.09: atypical, anxiety, organic chem, studying a bit, juno
  • 06.09: buying new ear gauges, spending time with mom, going to the gym, feeling sleepy, taekook
  • 07.09: atypical, grey's anatomy, being alone, candy crush, tumblr
  • 08.09: grandma, sleeping a lot, feeling tired, my ears are sore, grey's anatomy
  • 09.09: going to school, cute couples, khalid, grey's anatomy, reading
  • 10.09: newt, grey's anatomy, not doing anything, lazing around, not talking much
  • 11.09: going to the gym, staying at school, feeling rebellious, feeling tired, anxiety
  • 12.09: feeling tired, staying til 5:30 pm at school, my throat is sore, my legs are sore, cool classes
  • 13.09: my throat is sore, my muscles are sore, staying til 5:30 pm at school, feeling tired, not doing much
  • 14.09: going to the gym, coral, feeling tired, my aunt, juno
  • 15.09: arriving late at school, feeling lonely, not feeling sore!!, listening to upbeat songs, 5 seconds of summer at rock in rio
  • 16.09: coral, shawn mendes at rock in rio, juno, grandma, tumblr
  • 17.09: juno, my cousin, coral, alicia keys, feeling ok
  • 18.09: juno, feeling anxious, feeling sleepy, bts, sitting by myself til lucas and larissa came and talked to me
  • 19.09: first tests, crying, feeling awful, i wish i didn't exist, i want things to end
  • 20.09: doing well at organic chem, i feel so lonely, juno, i'm an awful person, feeling like trash
  • 21.09: i feel exhausted, i hate physics, not talking to anyone, sleeping a lot, not doing anything
  • 22.09: i hateeeeeee math, eating too much, my cousins, tears for fears, juno
  • 23.09: going to school, lucas and larissa, my cousin, it, finn wolfhard
  • 24.09: going out, spending time offline, eating too much, feeling ok, juno
  • 25.09: biology test, how to get away with murder, talking to people, feeling anxious, eating too much
  • 26.09: getting my first grades, sleeping too much, not talking a lot, how to get away with murder, grandma
  • 27.09: chocolate, apparently someone has a crush on me, coral, my earphones broke, how to get away with murder
  • 28.09: apparently three people have a crush on me, going to the gym, feeling ok, how to get away with murder, i'm so tired
  • 29.09: crying while hugging eric, feeling confident, i love my friends, dressing nicely, having fun
  • 30.09: cuddling, being clingy, laughing a lot, i love my friends, nicole
  • 01.10: nicole, juno, cleaning stuff, not doing anything, trying to watch htgawm
  • 02.10: watching it, holding hands, nicole, eating too much, something awkward happened
  • 03.10: sleeping too much, feeling tired, not talking to anyone, ryan, i'm clingy
  • 04.10: going to the dentist, nicole, feeling tired, big mouth, fanfiction
  • 05.10: going to the gym, i'm so tired, nicole, khalid, barbara
  • 06.10: i'm so tired, sleeping too much, feeling bored, jon bellion's all time low, juno
  • 07.10: how to get away with murder, skincare, tumblr, nicole, candy crush
  • 08.10: lunch, sleeping a lot, juno, my skin feels clean, fanfiction
  • 09.10: battle royale, not wanting to do anything, laying in bed, reading a lot, feeling tired
  • 10.10: nicole, something weird happened, going to the gym, fanfiction, bettle royale
  • 11.10: nicole, feeling tired, it's so hot, sleeping too much, strong girl do bongsoon
  • 12.10: not going to school, not doing much, children's day, eating a lot, family
  • 13.10: headaches, staying at school until 7pm, my parents, feeling cute, feeling tired
  • 14.10: happy death day, my cousins, burger king, going to the movies, buying new shoes
  • 15.10: criminal minds, having a talk with my cousin, feeling like trash, getting lots of stuff on cc, crying
  • 16.10: i hate school, new sneakers, criminal minds, i'm so tired, feeling kinda cold
apr 4 2017 ∞
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