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how could I forget
a waste of cloth?
of course, I do remember.
on the back deck drunk and awkward
I think we accidently met

Bella follows:
lisa events
films
scrapbook
about me (pet peeves)
live music

Is it me or did 2006 kinda...fly by?

  • Saw AFI 3 times
  • Met AFI at BFD
  • Got to be in AFI's first DVD
  • Went to my first BFD (loved it)
  • Went to way more concerts than I have planned
  • Got into college (yay who would have known!?!)
  • Met a really awesome person who I plan to keep in touch with.
  • Ran into Adam Carson from AFI on the street
  • Got a cell phone I actually am happy with
  • Finished with SATs for life!
  • Birdies had eggs that finally hatched!!! 3 more birdies...yay!
  • Didn't have a heartbreak over any dumb guys (wow...surprise!)
dec 28 2006 ∞
dec 28 2006 +

When will the end to procrastination come?

  • college apps (what a bore)- DONE DONE DONE!!!
  • B-day card for Jade
  • decide on IPAC
  • take pictures for photo class
  • math homework
  • find something to wear for NYE
nov 23 2006 ∞
nov 30 2006 +
  • stoping eating after 8pm
  • workout no matter how much I try to stop myself
  • NO CANDY
  • continue not drinkign soda *pats self on back*
  • go to sleep earlier
  • not eating as much. small portions ARE IN!
oct 8 2006 ∞
oct 8 2006 +
  • trade looks with hot men on the bus until one of us has to get off
  • model clothes in stores (in front of hot men)
  • talk real loud on the street
  • blast music on Ipod while walking through downtown SF
  • walk in front of hot men I may see on the street
  • give the "I'm so much better than you" look to hot men's girlfriends
  • sing songs out loud
oct 2 2006 ∞
oct 2 2006 +
  • About a Boy (Hugh Grant does an amazing job)
  • Idle Hands (Seth Green babey!)
  • Accepted (laughed my ass off)
  • Queen of the Damned (my sex song playes during the hot tub scene)
  • Live Freaky Die Freaky (Davey reading for the guy saying all that shit...hahaha)
  • American Pie (gata love it)
  • Thirteen (so true)
  • The Untouchables (had to watch it for History class, HELLA GOOD)
  • Click (I cried at the end)
  • Titanic (cried where that dumbass runs to get his briefcase with his son and drowns!)
jul 11 2006 ∞
aug 21 2006 +
  • drink bottles after bottles of water
  • paint my nails
  • call Jake, who I know probably won't asnwer
  • look through pictures from last year on my computer
  • get up, leave room, walk around a bit, come back, sit down, repeat
  • stare at the posters on my wall
  • read over past stuff
jul 22 2006 ∞
jul 22 2006 +
  • Rocko's Modern Life (my fave)
  • Ren and Stimpy (retards, but I love them)
  • Hey Arnold <3
  • Doug
  • The Angry Beavers
  • CatDog (also stupid, but it was heaven for a 9yr old)
  • The Wild Thornberries (Donnie was my hero)
  • Aaahh Real Monsters!!! (also stupid, but awesome)
  • Spongebob (yes this came later on, but I LOVED IT. Patrick was the best)
jul 13 2006 ∞
jul 13 2006 +
  • AFI - September 9th @ Bill Graham Civic!!
jul 9 2006 ∞
jul 9 2006 +
  • 37mm - AFI
  • Comfortably Numb- Pink Floyd
  • How Could I Forget - The Faint
  • You Promised Me - InGrid
  • What Else is There? - Royksopp
  • Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
  • Tip the Scales - Rise Against
  • Hate Me - Blue October
  • Never Win (the remix one) - Fischerspooner
jul 7 2006 ∞
jul 8 2006 +
  • Reptile
  • He who laughs last...laughs...last
  • Zen and his 2 inch penis
  • G (tripping over his rug)
  • HOS for life!
  • Artwork! and the bums on haight
  • Heff look-a-like and his army of chicks with dicks.
  • Supavizaaaa
  • Tree Crasher
  • going to the beach...NAKED
jul 1 2006 ∞
jul 4 2006 +
  • AFI
  • The Lovemakers <3
  • Green Day
  • Muse
  • She Wants Revenge
  • The Cure
may 4 2006 ∞
may 4 2006 +
  • AFI "I Heard A Voice" DVD (which I'm on!)
  • Lovemakers NYE tix (well half the price...long story)
  • Dolce and Gabbana "Light Blue" (with lotion and shower gel!)
  • 3 pairs of jeans and 3 shirts
  • Green Day calender
  • a candle that Jake made for me (aww!)
  • REALLY nice panties (hey! they are not your average ones!)
  • AFI poster (not that I even have room for anymore stuff on my walls!)
  • Nordstrom gift card (spending it @ the MAC counter!)
  • $$$ from grandparents.
jan 1 2007 ∞
jan 1 2007 +

4 years at a Jewish private School has made me...

  • write "God" as "G-d"
  • want to actually continue learning Hebrew
  • buy more and more pretty Star of Davids
  • want to leave the school already..haha hey 4 years is a lot!
dec 18 2006 ∞
dec 18 2006 +
  • New Years Eve...hehehe
  • FIDM acceptance on October 30th *crosses fingers*
  • IPAC in June (won't be here for my bday *tear*)
  • Finishing high school (8 more months to go bitches!)
  • Starting something with him. (how long can one wait?!!!)
oct 16 2006 ∞
oct 16 2006 +
  • I might not want to be with him by the time I will be able to
  • Blonde guys can be hot
  • Putting everything off to the last minute can be bad
  • Wearing more girly clothes can be fun
  • 17 is passing before my eyes
  • I'm on his mind
  • He's ALWAYS going to choose her over me.
oct 2 2006 ∞
oct 2 2006 +
  • Getting sick ( 2 days before school...joy)
  • Lonely
  • Hella Tired
  • A bit crazy
  • Bored
  • Out of things to say (for the first time ever)
  • Regretful
  • not pretty (thank G-d no one can see me)
aug 25 2006 ∞
aug 25 2006 +
  • Sitting in Starbucks for hours with friends
  • Being in the pool late at night
  • Skinny dipping
  • Long chats on AIM
  • Putting on tons of makeup
  • Dressing up, wearing skirts, dresses.
  • Getting actual paper mail
  • Talking to guys I like
  • Working out
  • Laughing until I cry
  • Good grades
  • When someone understands.
  • Long talks on the phone about the male population :(
  • Getting red roses
  • Being in the hot tub late at night with friends
  • Concerts
  • Blasting on loud music in the car
  • Eating at resturants
jul 20 2006 ∞
aug 15 2006 +
  • random ugly guys from myspace coming to SF wanting to meet up! (summer is in session FULL TIME!)
  • random guys who look at me like they want to eat me for dinner or rape me in a dark alley.
  • HER who takes my men (whoever SHE may be at the time)
  • burning my tounge on the soy mocha from Peets!
  • chicks who stare on busses.
  • being called a goth. YES I wear black...big woop!
  • being blamed for something I didn't do and getting to apology after.
  • sitting at home on a Saturday or Sunday
jul 10 2006 ∞
jul 14 2006 +
  • sometimes I think I don't have real friends who actually care
  • I get in way over my head expecting stuff from people that won't happen
  • I waste a lot of time doing nothing
  • I think AFTER I do sometimes
  • Too young to do anything. (yeah it will pass, but still)
  • No guy actually wants to do anything more than get ass from me
  • I do good things for people, but it always turns out wrong
  • No one takes me seriously (yeah I fool around, but I have feelings too you know)
  • I'm going to be like 40 and use online dating, cause I'll be men-less for life.
  • I want too much, or so I've been told.
jul 12 2006 ∞
jul 12 2006 +
  • get with someone who has a large family (that likes me)
  • have kids in early-mid 20's. MILF FOR LIFE!
  • learn to cook
  • own over 75 pairs of shoes
  • keep in touch with my girl friends
  • continue going to live shows
  • pay back ALL loans (if any)
  • travel, travel, travel!
  • do not weigh more than 125 (even after child birth)
  • get a job I actually like
jul 4 2006 ∞
jul 9 2006 +
  • Johhny Depp - I'm sorry, he is NOT hot.
  • Mandy Moore - HATE HER!!!
  • Tara Reed - what happened there!?!
  • Hillary Duff - wow. no comments
  • Lauren and Steven from Laguna Beach
  • Mischa Barton
  • Emma from Degrassi
  • Sammy from Days Of Our Lives
  • Nicole Kidman
jun 30 2006 ∞
jul 4 2006 +
  • I care too much for others
  • I always offer my help
  • I know right from wrong
  • I don't give in easily
  • Try to make others happy
  • Try again, even if I fail
  • Talk too much, but people seem to like it
  • I'm NOT boring
  • Grown to be emmotionaly, physically and mentaly strong.
jul 3 2006 ∞
jul 3 2006 +

the things that were not as sweet...

  • Birdie of 7 years passed away on Aug 31.
  • Got in a dumb relationship that didn't last (nothing new)
  • Lost a best friend once and for all (I've tried my best to make it better, some things you just have to let go of)
dec 28 2006 ∞
dec 28 2006 +
  • Being with him
  • Leaving S.F
  • Getting into the industry
  • Leaving Family
  • Not being in S.F on my B-day
  • Not making it big
  • Going to college even when in the industry
  • Staying close to him (I for sure will)
  • Being with him (yes, again)
oct 16 2006 ∞
oct 18 2006 +
  • takes such a long time to reply
  • chooses HER over me
  • talks to me about HER (whoever she may be at the time)
  • doesn't stick around long
  • has to cancel on me
  • chooses to not talk to me about certain subjects
  • forgets that I like him
  • wants me to be "okay with it"
oct 4 2006 ∞
oct 4 2006 +
  • There will always be some chick in the way
  • It would feel weird
  • Busy scheduals
  • Other people around and their views on it
  • I would probably mess it up
  • It would have to be a secret
  • Me being jealous because of every girl who comes near
  • There will ALWAYS be some chick in the way
sep 15 2006 ∞
sep 15 2006 +
  • walk the red carpet
  • get that one person
  • get a tattoo
  • have a cat, dog and bird. (not all at once)
  • get my nose & belly pierced
  • learn to play guitar
  • be in a band
  • have a BMW
  • be in a magazine
  • not go over 115 pounds
  • diy my hair blonde (ooooh!)
  • own a bunch of red heels
  • be with a guy who wont leave me
  • continue NOT BEING BORING
  • not spend time online as much
  • eat more healthier
  • hit the gym more
aug 18 2006 ∞
aug 21 2006 +
  • Jake: She looks like a man wearing a wig (about HER. HAHAHAHAH)
  • Diana: I WANT HIM THE MOST WHEN IM DRUNK! WHAT DO U THINK THAT MEANS?
  • Simon: be more direct! be like DAMNIT I FUCKING LOVE YOU IDIOT!"
  • A ferret is a bird, no? (Sasha)
  • cuss the walk and talk like dis hey yoyoyo cuss watsacracalacking in the house gizzile ma nizzile fo shizzile?? - YN
  • Ok so I wait, and then when I can, I fuck him like crazy?!! (me to Diana)
jul 3 2006 ∞
jul 19 2006 +
  • "I'm NOT some creepy guy on the internet!" (right...right)
  • "Ive always wanted to date a jewish hotty, and u live in my favorite american city"
  • "you smell like a pretty chick"
  • "what will it take for you to go out with me?!" - I dont even know him!
  • "what if I could be in your bed right now?"
  • "If I were you, I would go out with me!"
  • "sooooo you wana spank my monkey?"
  • "lets have 42 children"
jul 5 2006 ∞
jul 12 2006 +
  • not eating much during the day, then eating too much at once
  • going to bed at 3 am everyday
  • vodka (can't become an alcoholic before I can legally drink!)
  • expecting anything from people
  • attitude used with parents (yeah I really make it hell for them @ times)
  • the pics of...him (noooo, anything but this!)
jul 9 2006 ∞
jul 9 2006 +
  • SETH GREEN (loved him since I was 11)
  • Adam and Davey and Hunter and Jade from AFI
  • Scott Blonde (do I need even need to explain???)
  • Orlando Bloom (he got hotter!!!)
  • David and Brent from American Eyes
  • Billie Joe (with black hair)
  • Billy Martin (at times)
may 4 2006 ∞
jul 8 2006 +
  • too lazy to do what I need to
  • don't read enough
  • expect people to actually care
  • do everything at the last minute
  • don't try as hard as I need to in school
  • waste the day doing nothing
  • still have not gone to the gym
  • have no job
  • waste too much money
  • lost a really good friend
jul 3 2006 ∞
jul 3 2006 +