• my birthday
• valentine's day is cute
• my grandma's 86th birthday
• my niece's 1st birthday
• tax returns
• finally saving some money
• tax returns
• more hours working
• school has started and i've stopped freaking out

more to come...

• print low income form for school
• print tax forms from school
• get w-2 from b&bw
• watch netflix
• grizzly man
• casablanca
• make grandma birthday card
• make meredith birthday card
• do feb. finances
• go to library
• clean bathroom
• read for thursday class
• prepare for wednesday class
• poems
• general knowledge
• file taxes
• deposit check friday
• move money into savings
• get tips tuesday
• clean room
• sweep
• dust
• rearrange
• do laundry
• tshirts
• towels
• cl...

• watch netfix
• julie and julia
• casablanca
• make monster cookies
• hang with james
• call bath and body works

• do laundry
• bedding
• socks
• night shirts
• two pairs of jeans
• track jacket
• light box design for hannah
• watch star wars with ian
• load dishwasher
• watch netflix
• send netflix
• send grandma's letter
• buy shampoo and conditioner
• go to class, mich room 707
• scan, work, and send design to hannah

• holland lop
• netherland dwarf
• golden retriever
• persian cat
• cow
• hen
• tortoise
• australian shepherd
• bloodhound
• borzoi
• pekingese

• clinique mild facial soap
• clinique gel moisturizer
• dove original
• bio oil
• bath and body works loofas
• bath and body works anti-bac hand soap
• leaves
• kitchen herb
• honeysuckle
• pear berry
• crest plaque build-up toothpaste, orginal mint
• crest whitening toothpaste, clean mint
• revlon tweezers, flat head
• renu contact solution, in new clear bottle
• degree sexy intrigue
• oral-b satin floss
• charmin toliet paper
• reach toothbrush w...

• aveda bergamont oil(i bought a solid from sephora instead, not the same but close)
• a pet rabbit
• sephora gift card
• new glasses
• in honey or
• in honey
• new contacts
• essie, mint candy apple
• essie, tart deco
• large white sheepskin rug
• gluten free monster cookies
• tri-blend pack, coffee/indigo/black smal...
• shoe in ivory, size 8
• take the red off my face

• take a bath
• take out the trash
• unload dishwasher
• watch netflix
• dick cavett
• videodrome
• get groceries
• apples
• avocado
• navel oranges
• baby wipes
• frozen broccoli
• sweet potato
• small bottle of whole milk
• tuna

• make frosted cranberries
• buy milk and eggs
• watch netflix
• send netflix
• pay cell bill
• put gas bill in refrigerator
• request library book
• do finances for February
• write grandma
• go to gf bakery

• buy groceries
• run dishwasher
• paint nails
• pick at face
• call lula
• wrap ian's present
• ian's dinner
• pick out spring classes
• locate cranberries
• eyebrows
• wash hair
• call parents
• request book
• tidy living room

• watch netfix
• send netflix
• organize tupperwear
• sort laundy
• do a load of laundry
• clean out refrigerator
• take a shower
• buy ian's birthday present
• clean kitchen counter
• organize linen closet
• deposit check
• pay the bills
• hang out with james

• the holidays are over
• i am on winter break
• more time to just hang out
• ian's birthday
• school starts again

there are actually just as many reasons not to enjoy january than to enjoy it...

• its fucking cold
• school starts again = stress
• no health insurance
• walking anywhere
• being sad because of the lack of sunlight

• earl grey lattes
• visiting your grandma
• listening to the hits
• chilling out
• wearing wool socks
• sherpa-lined sweatshirts

peace out, 2009! hello, 2010!

• went on my first road trip with my best friend
• had strange encounters at bars
• fell down in heels
• got fitter
• gave up coffee, started coffee again, and gave it up again
• kept a food journal
• smoked mj more than previous years
• became an aunt
• worked at bath and body works :(
• got my first raise and promotion
• became increasingly nauseous
• matured a bit physically and mentally
• got sick/flui...

• gifts for family
• extra wrapping paper
• phone chargers
• both phones
• make-up bag
• mascara
• face soap
• face lotion
• concealer
• perfume
• toothbrush/paste
• hair serum
• two pairs of glasses
• contacts
• pajamas
• underwear
• straightner
• grapes
• water bottle
• phone ear-phones
• wallet
• keys
• cash
• one change of clothes
• book

• a butter bell
• klean kanteen
• flannel vertical striped pj pants
• knee-high stocking socks
• alton brown cook book, good eats: the early years
• money
• a tea kettle shaped like a cat
• tamales
• haircut
• jarred vegetables

• wrap gifts
• print cover
• upload music
• clean bedroom
• clean bathroom
• clean kitchen
• clean living room
• take out trash
• do finances
• call aunt maria
• put away laundry
• lunch with ian
• get rsvp from james
• pick spring classes
• get train times (8:45-12:08)
• think of gift for gavin
• clean ink out of coat
• have christmas with nikki
• pack for parents
• upload numbers into phone
• paint finger nails
• try to get haircut appointment

MODERN HOUSE FINAL

• get book rings
• get cardstock
• do page layouts
• scan
• collect data for a couple more sources
• finish artist's statement
• print
• cut
• assemble

PROCESS/PROCESSING FINAL

• record poems
• mix final track
• format pages
• make programs
• decide if i want to perform or not
• yes, because i want to work this piece a little more
• no, because i want to work this piece a little more before the addition of my physical self

OTHE...

• the snow covered roof outside my window reflecting a glow into my room
• christmas music!
• giving presents
• buying myself a few too :)
• watching christmas movies
• visits to indiana and missouri to see family
• the semester will soon be over
• the semester is over.. oh yeaah
• emily's birthday
• owning a frother :D
• snuggling
• new years!
• doing fancy things
• cold mornings under my covers
• drinking tea
• seeing friends in indiana
• chris...

• clean room
• start drawing for mod house final
• seriously, stephanie. this is due wednesday.
• write statement for mod house
• get a few more sources (internet)
• proper format
• alphabetize
• get the reader and start putting it into iambic pentameter
• generate movements for performance
• clean kitchen
• watch netflix
• the color purple
• beautiful losers
• paint fingernails
• clean toilet

• paint it black
• beast of burden
• angie
• miss you
• wild horses
• brown sugar
• gimme shelter
• she's so cold
• let it bleed
• get off of my cloud

• renew library books
• watch netflix
• waking life
• john cage
• check balance
• contact ups
• call parents
• call emily on her birthday
• date with ian thursday
• CLEAN MY ROOM
• DO LAUNDRY
• test milk frother
• work on finals

• find javascript cursor
• read for judd class
• explore digital library
• prepare for judd's class
• read for mod house
• write proposal #3
• explore architecture library
• collect sources
• get bag from lauren
• christmas funds put into primary account

• stayed up talking with ian
• a drive home
• caught up on topicless
• finally went to sleep around 6:00
• slept in
• checked my email
• texted all of my missed calls back
• ate a huge bowl of cheerios
• watched a judge television show
• did the dishes
• swept the floor
• scrubbed the floor
• emptied leftovers
• organized the beer left in the fridge
• cleaned the counter
• watched the ellen degeneres show
• vince vaughn
• pete yorn and scarlett joha...

• milk
• honey
• tortillas
• cilantro
• organina

• send netflix
• watch that 70's show
• send rent
• cash checks
• buy groceries
• do december finances
• make sign-up sheet for tuesday shift
• read for class
• rework html and css
• brainstorm book final
• sketch book final

• html exercises
• html presentation
• html 2 pages
• watch frozen river
• clean bedroom floor
• dinner
• homemade applesauce
• sage pork chops
• golden-crusted brussels sprouts
• go to tony's for:
• cheerios
• tortillas
• milk
• apples
• lemons
• organize desktop
• fill out low income worksheet
• write complaint
• see if gm scholarship is renewed

my grey-haired boss at work, has created the acronym A.F.G., meaning Absolute Fucking Garbage, to describe things that are complete shit. so here's to you al.

• skittles
• arizona brand beverages
• this season of project runway
• this season of america's next top model
• lady gaga, ewwww
• pleather boots
• whole foods sushi
• two and a half men
• megan fox
• hair bands
• metal bands
• currently all of the golden delicious apples
• home...

• pick 2010 spring classes
• tweeze eyebrows
• take out trash
• clean bedroom
• clean spot on couch
• tidy living room
• clean kitchen counter
• load dishwasher
• take shower
• renew books
• watch america's top model finale

• real cowboy boots
• milk frother
• milk frother cup
• travel mug
• bottle of perfume
• a hair style
• a winter class, natural history
• cute mug

idk how this has been made into a list yet?

• when people bob their leg up and down (you know when your leg starts to gyrate because your putting pressure on the ball of your foot) and i can feel it because we are sharing the same table or bench
• when people type favourite and colour instead of favorite and color.
• people who over pluck their eyebrows: it doesn't look good or feel good so why waste your ...

• traveled west of missouri
• a cartwheel
• whistled a tune
• hooked up with a stranger
• danced on a bar or table
• fallen asleep during class? i think.
• smoked cigarettes
• had anything below my head waxed
• had a cavity
• gotten speeding ticket

• earl grey silk tea bags
• clean laundry
• trips to local FLW houses
• new bar soap
• someone to rub my feet
• milk frother
• travel mug

i am having a bad day so to counteract the demons i am making this list of GOOD things to be THANKFUL for.

• i woke up on time
• it is nikki's birthday
• my hair didn't need fixing
• i am not wearing real pants
• the radio was playing good songs this morning
• i am wearing comfortable shoes
• i didn't have to wait for the train
• there was money on my transit card this morning
• i ate cheerios
• it isn't too cold
• my latte had a...

tiny list, i know.

• andrew bird
• archer avenue
• beck
• ben folds (2)
• bright eyes
• cat power
• death cab for cutie
• the decemberists
• dan deacon
• elvis costello
• girl talk (3)
• margot & the nuclear so and sos (__?)
• my morning jacket
• radiohead
• relient k
• tom petty & the heart breakers
• the streets

i would like to see beck again live. i am not the biggest music person but i would also like to see live... weezer, madonna, arcade fire...

• medieval times
• november rent
• school payment novemeber
• school payment december
• december rent
• st. louis trip
• winter class january 2010
• january rent
• school payment january
• emily's birthday
• christmas presents
• winter shoes
• perfume
• savings for 2010 spring semester

• read for process/processing
• complete homework assignments
• one
• two
• three
• edit piece?
• preview screenings for class
• read for modern house
• catch up on project runway
• catch up on ANTM
• catch up on SYTYCD
• empty trash cans
• upload pictures
• get quarters for laundry
• do laundry
• get jeans tailored
• clean window ledge
• clean desk
• remove air conditioner from window
• organize desk
• november finances
• watch netflix
• the 400 blows
• breakfast at...

• walker texas ranger
• octo-mom
• troll doll
• green army men (scary)
• don king
• librarian (me)
• unicorn (lauren)
• unicorn soulmate
• lady gaga
• the guy from the hang-over with a baby
• billy mays of oxyclean (r.i.p.)
• count from sesame street
• white trash woman
• madmen people
• the dude from big lebowski
• jesus christ superstar
• police officer
• abraham lincoln
• old ladies
• devil
• mc hammer
• patron bee
• man in a shower
• cowboy
• vampire
• michael from the...

• listening to fierce music while walking on the sidewalk to work or school
• SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE
• instant rice noodle soup
• talking to people instead of holding everything in
• hard cider
• tastes beer-like but won't hurt me
• sleeping-in
• illegal naps
• taking halloween seriously. i get so sad when people don't care.
• apples
• starbucks tea lattes: haters to the left. i want something i can depend on, and starbucks ...

• creating correct line widths
• reading everything in iambic pentameter
• large yellow notepads
• keeping my fingernails painted
• the perfect halloween costume
• making sure the brita is full
• instant noodles
• i am in a bit of a cooking rut. or something. i don't want to talk about it so i am going to stop
• naps
• once again, no idea. falling asleep in public or on the couch. feeling like i am going to fall asleep standi...

• frumpy shoes
• hoes
• make a pin
• collect outfit from my wardrobe
• cardigan
• vest
• blouse
• glasses
• glasses chain
• change nail color

• dance flick
• the 400 blows
• the godfather part III
• striptease
• adventureland
• frozen river
• heavyweights
• waking life
• the bridge
• john cage: from zero

+390, haha.

• drink hot liquids
• coco
• tea
• coffee
• milk
• have a glass of wine
• lay on my back
• have someone massage my back
• make lists
• watch late night talk shows
• cuddle up on the couch
• take a shower or bath
• how does this make everything better?
• get my nails done
• it is nice to be forced not to do anything with your hands for a hour
• pet things
• my furry pillow
• suede
• animals
• short boy-hair
• braid my roommates hair
• clean the kitchen
• run cold w...

• james dean
• seth green
• gary coleman
• ted koppel
• danny tamberelli

• wrap james gift
• meet james parents
• help lauren with costume
• get pilgrim costume
• finish greeting cards
• empty dishwasher
• watch both netflix movies
• one
• two
• do reading for mod house
• take notes on mod house reading
• send rent
• sweep leftovers into savings
• more judd's re-midterm on wed
• increase the amount of poems i read
• possibly pick ones that apply to class
• figure out halloween plans
• buy groceries
• i don't know what to bu...

because i am sensitive person deep down, really:

• once crying when i had made cookie dough only to find out we didn't have any chocolate chips
• once became overwhelmed with emotions after smelling the scarf of someone i missed
• once crying because someone told me i was talented
• crying at the end of Juno because i was having a reflective/sad day
• crying during the entire movie The Village because i was stoo...

• the life aquatic
• slumdog millionaire
• the science of sleep
• except for the cat suits and the bonus material of the lady talking about working at the cat shelter
• juno
• harold and maude
• marie antoinette
• amelie
• purple rain
• sorry prince
• once
• brokeback mountain

• location
• in the desert
• in the mountains
• in the country
• entire house
• plenty of glass walls
• beautiful marbles
• plenty of negative space
• mood lighting
• a lot of cubbies and linen closets
• entry
• a drinking fountain, like ones found in public places. i am just always thirsty when i get home.
• fresh flowers/plant
• living room
• hard surface floors
• nappy white rugs
• denim furniture
• big beautiful plants
• tin roof
• kitchen
• plenty of ki...

• be a foster parent
• join the peace corps
• entertain at a nursing home
• volunteer at an animal shelter
• open/work for a soup kitchen
• the joy of providing nourishment
• donate to charities
• get pets from shelters
• only have pets if i have the time to give them the extra attention they might need
• encourage children to express themselves
• support/care for my parents when they can't
• i am not sure if this exactly belongs o...

• buy thin paper
• buy bedsheets
• buy straightener
• clean bedroom
• watch ANTM
• watch SYTYCD
• paint nails
• cash checks
• finish reading and notes
• watch netflix

• rollerskate
• play nintendo
• color/finger paint
• get my brother in trouble
• feed animals
• leftovers to our dog
• milk to our cat
• pieces of the bread with peanut butter dipped in seeds on strings hung in bushes and trees
• bottles to animals at petting zoos
• play house
• play barbies
• play legos
• ride my bike
• ride passenger in the little jeep
• play teether-ball
• swim
• dress myself
• watch sing-a-longs
• run errands with mom
• lay with mom a...

• cash checks
• clean bedroom lightly
• do laundry
• buy new straightener
• sweep living room floor
• polish living room floor
• do reading for mod. house
• notes for mod. house
• write final proposal for mod. house
• mid-term for judd's
• (sunday) brainstorm
• (monday) complete
• (tuesday) print and practice
• get source material copies for class
• take out our trash
• buy new bedsheets
• watch netflix
• coffee and cigarettes
• kiss the girls
• watch pro...

thanks for the list idea laurahoofd :)

• erythrophobia, fear of blushing
• autophobia, fear of ones self or mind
• glossophobia, fear of trying to speak in public
• megalophobia, fear of over-sized objects, in my case industrial buildings and towers
• nosophobia, fear of contracting a disease
• phonophobia, fear of loud sounds
• sociophobia, fear of social situations
• tokophobia, fear of childbirth
• agateophobia, fear of ...

• rearrange netflix
• finish movie
• send movie
• paint nails
• tidy up bedroom floor
• run dishwasher
• clean sinks and tub
• send off prescriptions
• go grocery shopping
• hot chocolate
• cereal
• yogurt
• milk
• frozen berries
• pudding
• potatoes
• beans
• read/notes for mod house (1)
• read/notes for mod house (2)
• do homework for judd's
• e-mail pictures to family
• pick new phone provider

• drink hot tea
• go to bed
• start a movie
• go on a walk
• take a bath
• brush my teeth
• do homework
• drink a huge glass of water
• think about a food i don't like
• start organizing things
• paint my nails

• uno
• balderdash
• cranium
• telephone pictionary
• apples to apples
• candyland
• aggravation
• dutch blitz
• skipbo

because you have to

• netflix
• slumdog millionare
• space is the place
• manicure
• eyebrows
• return netflix
• upload reading for mod. house
• read for mod. house
• write one pg summary for mod. house
• e-mail paper
• study table of forms
• read the rest of heath
• read how i wrote certain of my books
• read my books and impressions of africa
• create composition of pg or less
• pick-up nikki from car rental
• remove shit from radiators
• turn on
• ru...

• jerry cherry laffy taffy bars
• circus peanuts
• original snickers
• crunch
• twizzlers
• pull and peel
• bites
• twists
• red apple jelly bellies
• juicy pear jelly bellies
• marshmallow cadbury easter eggs
• cadbury mini eggs
• gummy bears
• butterfinger
• peppermints
• malted milk balls
• raisinettes
• cherry sweetarts
• cherry jolly ranchers
• reese cup miniatures
• mr. goodbar
• almond joy
• hershey bar
• strawberry starbursts
• lemon starbursts
• plain m&ms
• fruit ro...

where did the time go?

• being less stressed out about school
• one trip to indiana
• dad and brother's birthday
• apple picking
• amish country drives
• doctor's appointment
• chilly, but still pleasant tempatures
• people not talking about the olympics anymore
• schedule changes at work
• lauren works with me now!
• a diet that makes me feel so fantastic
• cold mornings cuddled in bed
• i switched from tea to coffee
• hannah and tony ar...

• do laundry
• bake snickerdoodles
• clean room
• put away clothes
• make bed
• clean desk
• clean floor
• clean kitchen
• do dishes
• clean stove
• clean coffee pot
• clean sink
• empty all trashcans
• cash check
• send rent
• watch netflix
• arrange queue
• empty purse
• go to grocery strore
• frozen veggies
• brown rice
• fruit
• cereal
• finish judd's homework
• find image
• interrupt twitters (1 of 2 complete)
• take notes on mod. house
• slide show notes on mod. house
• catch...

this is a list generated from my livejournal friend's profile pages. this is an accumulative list of all my friend's interest listed. what they present to the world as their interest as of 09/21/09:

1. good conversations, mentioned 2 times
2. movies, mentioned 12 times
3. music, mentioned 14 times
4. new underwear
5. opinions
6. reading, mentioned 2 times
7. soothing pictures
8. starbucks, mentioned twice
9. storytelling
10. ashlee simps...

• 100% cotton blanket, white
• red wine after dinner
• buying a plant to take care of
• kate nash pandora radio station
• eating in
• shakira's shewolf
• long talks with your mother
• betty crocker's gluten-free brownie mix
• calling everyone you know 'girl'
• my pretty sweater

• fantastic weather of 70's during the day and low 60's high 50's at night
• school starts again
• i get so much anxiety towards this it is almost not a good thing. i need to take pill, have a pep rally for myself, or get a massage. but i am lucky to be able to get a good education at a great school. so that is why this event makes this list.
• fall items are coming into stores
• caramel apples
• cider
• mums
• pumpkins...

i like myself but i think the following things i might my life easier.

• public speaking skills. i can give a speech very well but when put on the spot i have trouble expressing my thoughts. i normally end up sounding crass or vague. or turn 100 shades of red.
• social skills. it takes me awhile to warm up to people. i feel strangers take that as me being stuck up or are too intimidated to approach me. ...

• watch netflix
• magic school bus: human body
• space is the place
• dr. strangelove... still
• go to bank
• make loan payment
• make school payment
• put clothes away
• buy sweatshirt
• buy shoes
• balance finances
• try not to eat out the whole week good job!
• do reading for night class
• complete assignment for judd's class

• big sweatshirt
• these shoes
• femmes de paris vol. 1
• klean kanteen

as of episode four, my favorites from most favorite to least favorite. discuss? discussed.

• gordana noooooooo.
• nicholas :(
• althea
• ra'mon :(
• carol hannah
• louise
• christopher thank god
• epperson
• irina
• shirin
• johnny
• logan

final three:

• althea
• carol hannah
• irina

this is a short list of quotes i've copied and pasted or typed onto my stickies application post-its over the past almost three years.

• kokomo: the city of first. of course, no one would go back for seconds.
• when in doubt make no sense. non-sense is good.
• only people who suffer can grow into beauty.
• nancy:its something different. when you are alone everything is intensified and true. nothing and no one...

• everything my mom has ever done for me
• the letters and reassurance from my grandmother
• emilie/emilie's family general care for people
• the gable's making me feel like a fourth child
• nikki buying my little gifts and leaving them on my desk
• as much as i don't like to admit to this, but the gross/creepy men who whistle/honk/yell at me when i am walking down the street. it is nice to know you have still got...

• zebda
• osaka
• jimmy johns

• tetris
• mario cart
• banjo kazooie
• mortal kombat
• candystand mini golf
• the oregon trail
• super mario brothers 3
• dr. mario
• duck hunt in clay pigeon mode
• super mario world
• mario paint
• sesame street 123
• zelda
• mario party
• donkey kong country

• easy-open wine corkscrew
• hope in a jar
• vintage phys. ed t-shirt
• mini boxes of matches
• braeburn apples from new zealand
• musky candles on clearance at urban outfitters

when skies are grey!

• chai tea lattes
• these items on my bed
• egyptian cotton fitted sheet
• flannel pillow cases
• winnie to pooh blanket
• my mama
• sincere compliments
• hugs
• bubble baths with candles
• motown
• conversations with friends and family that believe in me
• frozen dairy products
• custard
• ice cream
• push pops
• fudgecicles
• froyo
• petting an animal
• sunshine
• a book that i can't put down

• put together phone interview questions
• buy a loaf of bread
• wash blankets and sheets
• watch netflix
• eyes without a face (has been on my table since the end of june)
• the tenant
• and i don't even know what the other one is right now..
• make school payment
• cash checks
• pay rent
• give nikki renter's insurance check
• get utility bills from nikki and james
• get james' portion of rent
• go to mary's with lauren (wednesday mayb...