• start driving freshman year
• write for university paper
• join art club, aza club,
• be a judge for undergrad review
• study abroad in japan
• hang out with the pals
• go to office hours
• submit art to galleries
• work on campus
• volunteer at poetry center
• live in the dorms for a semester
• rent an apartment with friends

• limit time on internet
• stop following personal blogs (to limit comparison)
• stop reading fashion blogs (to minimize impulse shopping)
• stop online browsing
• get a job and sock away money for extra years in schooling
• book on homes, insurance, life, adulthood (how do you afford to live?)
• try one new resturant or drink at university
• therapy notebook

• I impinge on their periphery
• pitiably inconsequential
• eradicate an eyesore
• he world which I have departed is a menagerie
• call me out on its superfluousness
• I am clairvoyant
• I’m an amnestic idiot.
• saying something conciliatory
• a blight on the environment.
• trepidation
• mollify
• languor
• trepidation
• I’m so tired of the rigmarole
• beguiling

• yawning
• dimples
• messy hair

• portlandia
• washington heights
• the following (mondays @9 fox)
• the americans (wednesdays @10 fx)
• new girl (tuesdays)
• madmen(spring)
• the walking dead
• how I met your mother
• supernatural
• bones
• awkward
• greys anatomy
• castle
• the big bang theory
• s.i.t.c

• peach schnapps
• mudslide
• white russian
• rum and coke
• Strawberry Daiquiri
• kahlua
• b52
• irish coffee
• irish car bomb
• french 75
• white gummy bear
• alabama slammer
• tiffany cocktail
• white strawberry-lemon sangria
• the june bug

• a fish tank with goldfish
• plants, hanging plants, terrariums, greenhouse etc.
• glowing lights
• bookshelves
• big windows and lots of natural lighting

• not accomplishing anything
• not finding a career after graduating
• becoming dull & uninteresting
• children, marriage, being trapped
• adult=perfection
• not being prepared

• white converse
• thin black keds/vans
• red shoes or sneakers
• brown leather below ankle
• 2 tone oxfords
• design loafers

• check into japanese thing that mariah was talking about
• fix my resume
• apply for B.E.
• check out think tank tutoring
  • possibly apply for english writing
• email adviser about the possibility of a double major
• trade in clothing at Platos & Twice as Nice
• look into graduate school info
• homework
• cleaning
• annes letter

FALL 2012

• Cynthia
• Fulleman-san
• Bill
• Justin
• Marko
• Esteban

SPRING 2013

• Robertson-san
• Eric
• Logan
• bus girl
• Alex (art)
• Patterson-san
• Patelle-san

• people who say 'trust me'
• those with exceptionally white teeth
• people who randomly whistle out-loud while the walk
• sales clerks
• bubbly people
• charming people
• those with a large # of "friends"

• wink without looking as though my face just had a spasm.
• walk and drink water
• whistle for a sustained amount of time
• walk up of down the stairs without looking down at my feet
• touch my toes

• great listener who will listen to you talk for hours
• has the utmost ability and talent for weaving in and out of large crowds quickly
• walks tremendously fast
• only dishes out sincere compliments when needed
• explains things eloquently well without making people feel like shit
• makes the best music mixes
• makes many references to films and books
• I'm very intuitive and can call bullshit with ease
• unable to walk and drink water simultaneously; however, I can pat my head and rub my stomach at the same time
• president of the Overachievers Who Are Really Grade A Slackers And Top Shelf Bullshitters Club.

• take a sewing class
• take a jewelry making class
• take a shoe construction class
• take a nude drawing course
• buy a mood-ring (if I can ever find one)
• take a ballet class
• a kickboxing or boxing class
• a self defense class
• have a girls day
• go out drinking with the buds
• successfully complete a detox
• spend the night crashing on somebody's couch
• take the plunge and get waxed
• yoga class
• speech/spoken word class
• travel abroad
• vocal lessons course

• the scribble project x
• ✔ elevated envelope x
• send something good x
• ✔ 14x9 postcards x
• postcard poems x
• ✔ you are beautiful
• the sketchbook project x
• doodlers anonymous x
• 30 poems in 30 days x
• package exchange x
• ✔ day zero project x
• LWA x
• foodie swaps x

• dress length
  • 30"-31" if worn with slip
  • 32"-33" is a comfortable length
  • 34"-35" hits right at the knee
• shorts
  • 3 inch inseam for the shortest
  • 6.5" inseam is comfortable
• skirts
  • 13" above the knee
  • 16" medium/high waist & hits just above knee
  • 21" high waist & hits just below knee
• jackets
  • 17" crop hitting a little blow waist
  • 20"-21" hits right above the belt, good length
  • 31" long cardigan

• Going blind by a lazer pointer. I'm terrified some stupid 14 year old kid will be playing around with a lazer pointer and accidentally shine it on my eyes, thus rendering me blind.
• The idea that all my friends and family could secretly have hidden cameras in their homes. This is why I act rather refined in others homes; I'm afraid they can see everything I'm doing.
• People that can read my mind. Every time I meet someone new, I get this terrible feeling that they secretly have the ability to read my mind, and thus I need to stop thinking stupid thoughts.
• The idea that people secretly measure every item in their medicine cabinet and will therefore know if I moved things around
• People time how long I'm occupying the bathroom stall.

flattering

• 3/4 sleeves
• A-line dress
• flared & straight leg jeans
• halter style/ racer back tops
• drop shoulder
• cropped cardigans
• mid rise
• loafers & oxfords
• skirts that hit just above the knee
• colors:
  • navy/indigo
  • sky blue
  • light pink/salmon
  • eggplant
  • emerald green
  • warm yellow
  • burgundy
  • maroon/deep red
  • olive

• Teddy( 5yrs)
  • this kid was my partner in crime.he was my best friend. i remember we once out ran a bunch of kids who were throwing rocks at us because we had a lunch box full of pennys. he lived in the same apartment complex as me.
• Brent & Drake (5yrs)
  • i loved these boys. i was the only girl but they never noticed. i played video games with drake all the time. brent use to get me to talk to him since i was shy and if i wouldn't he'd tickle my feet.
• Cassy(7yrs)
  • the only other friend i knew who was born premature and was as small as me. She talked about god all the time and was super cute.

My Picasso

• your curly hair
• sweet smile
• that one dimple when you smile
• you're shy at times
• i love your bashful face
• deep genuine brown eyes
• long eyelashes
• tiny freckles on your face
• the slight Spanish accent
• watching you skateboard
• your awkward small talk
• artistic abilities(art, graphic design, photography)
• humble
• your unwavering faith
• the plaid shirts you wear so often
• when you go out of your way to say hi to me
• i could always find you by your green backpack

• trade in clothing to P or BE for extra cash
• sell clothing or items via internet
• cancel netflix (save $20)
• let hair grow out and dye it brown
• use coupons & look for food specials
• switch therapists one within my insurance (save $35-$50)
• only see therapist 2 a month instead of 4 (cut bill in half)
• walk, ride bike or use public transportation
• stop eating out every week
• cancel cable
• go to free showings at university
• reuse instead of buying new
• only buy used clothing not new

• I want to laugh often
• have a genuine reason to smile
• a good group of close friends
• be surrounded by positive people
• live in a nice city
• own my own cozy house

• cicadas
• popsicles
• lemonade
• kite flying
• the smell of sunscreen

• cardcaptors (sakura & tomoyo)
• sailormoon
• you've got mail
• big
• jane austin
• chanel
• julie and julia
• a woman is a woman
• terminator
• can't buy me love

• train rides
• on the monorail
• dreaming on the bus
• sundays
• downtown
• and in that moment we were infinite
• foreign
• laurel palmer walks with me
• drive
• late night drives
• sing me to sleep
• everlong
• about a girl
• about a boy
• pablo picasso
• great artist inspired tracks! or authors. like make a mix on whta you think a particular write or famous artist would listen to.
• run away train, drifter
• thrift store

• best coast
• augustana
• camera obscura
• lana del ray
• stars
• john mayer
• mm
• pg

• more jackets for summer (not cardigans or coats)
• earring stud set
• pink shirt
• white summer dress
• socks for oxfords
• under garments
• more pins,necklaces,big rings (gold)
• fit and flare black skirt
• colors: grey, salmon, coral, green, red, pastels, oatmeal
• colors to avoid: black, white, brown, turquoise
• classic pink and white striped blouse x
• natural deodorant

• lords of dogtown
• kiki's delivery service
• my girl 2
• Anywhere but here
• Where the heart is
• The land before time
• kikis delivery service

ANIME/FILMS

• anime friends x
• cardcaptors sakura x
• doki doki school hours
• Kimi Ni Todoke the movie
• Tonari No Kaibutsu-kun x
• lov com the movie
• lovely complex x
• honey and clover
• paradise kiss
• nana
• the girl who lept through time
• supernatural animated series

RADIO/MUSIC/YOUTUBE

• Mikaera x
• Kanadajin3 x
• Micaela Braithwaite x
• sasakiasahi x

LINKS

• once I'm interested in someone I go into full detective mode and suddenly research every corner imaginable for information
• also, I tend to get really immersed in subjects said people take an interest in. For instance, if their major is in some weird science sector, I will do tons of research in that particular field so I know what they are talking about, and I get a general feel for it.
• I go through stages with people. It starts with a huge intensity where I put them on a pedestal, then it turns into weirdness where I find them creepy in every conceivable manner, then I take a break form them for a good month and the process repeats.
• I can't sit properly on a chair. I always sit on the side on a chair, never forward.

• tropic of cancer
• short bus
• 20th century polish poets
• anne carron
• a huge list of books/poetry
• dye my hair lighter
• keep my hair this length
• japanese program
• language table
• animated movies

• bring me over a house plant (mini bonsai tree please) as a house warming gift
• offer a plate of cookies during the holidays
• be the first one to talk to me
• be honest and sincere
• recommend me a favorite book or film or album of yours
• offer me a ride home

• practice practice practice my art. hone those skills. especially figure drawing
• talk to my professors. get in good with them.
• research graduate school, cost, places, degree path etc.
• submit my writing and art work! Seriously, i need to get my work out there, gain some damn exposure.
• research the main players of the game in the art community and writing world.
• fix my car and fucking drive all over town. I'm really too damn old, and I need to get over this stupid fear of driving.
• Get a job. I look like a real loser without one, and hey, i'd like to spend some cash on my cutie-pie...and you know gas for the car would come in handy.
• have a game plan. I need to figure out a direction BEFORE i graduate. what career path am I leaning towards, and how am i g...

• broadway plays
• show tunes with a jazz/swing underbelly
• the scent of pumpkin & spice
• holidays!

• snail mail
• post cards
• scented love letters
• signing a love letter with a kiss
• writing your phone number on peoples wrists or cocktail napkins
• red lipstick
• curls
• welcome to the neighborhood jello molds
• block parties
• thank you cards/notes
• passing folded notes in class
• hats
• homemade baked goods during the holidays
• legit photo-booth pictures
• keeping photos of your sweetheart in your wallet or locket
• walking your cutie home from school
• kissing under the mistletoe
• girls wearing their boyfriends jacket

• excuses for not flossing
• Never trying on clothes in the store & also never bothering to look at the tag-size
• not sleeping when I have to get up early
• forgetting peoples names
• picking at my face when I'm stressed out
• figiting and lack of eye contact when nervous
• only taking what fits into my pockets
• never carrying my cellphone (I'm probably the only person who does not care to own or use their cell phone, shocker I know)
• telling the same story twice or forgetting that the person whom I'm telling the story to was there
• slouching
• not folding my laundry and letting my clothes pile up in the corner of my room

• I've seen The Breakfast Club so many times growing up that I can quote every scene word for word. Same with The Lion King, The Terminator, Benny & Joon and Hocus Pocus.
• When I was 7 years old I religiously listened to the radio for 60s/70s tunes, wore bell bottoms, and swore I was going to become a flower child.
• I was 12 and happened across the AMC channel. It rocked my 12 year old mind.
• I was a huge Courtney Love fan when I was 13 & was also a teenage feminist. Most boys were intimidated by that fact.
• I hate summer time because it means I have to shave my legs ever day
• one summer I wore the same baggy striped sweater everyday, so much so, that my family threatened to burn it
• I also had one of my classic hideously ugly sweaters banned form my english class ...

• "i think you are a great artist and you inspire me"-andrea d.
• i'm an inspiration-Fernandez
• an amazing artist-pablo
• "i loved your artwork, you are one of the best"-pablo
• "i'd be proud to have you as my daughter"-hudecek
• i have a gift for writing and should consider writing as a career-hudecek
• "what a cool girl she turned out to be"-taylor
• "you made my high school years worth it"-Gianna
• "it's students like you that make me proud to be a teacher"-srsen
• "i couldn't think of anyone more deserving of the artist of the year award than you"-srsen
• "you know what, i think you're the prettiest girl in this class"-elliot

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