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a small goth who consistently makes poor decisions for the sake of experiences.
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jan 12 2018 ∞
jan 12 2018 +
  • don't fuck your drug dealer
  • my dad lived through nixon and said trump is worse. don't fuck up this badly again
  • stop dumping sewage and chemicals into the fucking water
  • ask them out, don't wait.
  • it's okay to only realize in retrospect people hurt you. that doesn't make your suffering less valid
  • kick everyone who makes fun of triggers
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nov 7 2017 ∞
nov 7 2017 +
  • respect
  • my keys
  • self esteem
  • my favorite shirts
  • my black lipstick
oct 30 2017 ∞
oct 30 2017 +
  • always down to give/get a tattoo
  • always down to get fucked up
  • very affectionate
  • ready to run away with someone i love at a moment's notice
  • well read
  • loves twin peaks
  • will instinctively pick up bats with my bare hands
  • loves the magnetic fields
  • makes a great grilled cheese
aug 14 2017 ∞
aug 14 2017 +
  • my first girlfriend. she was abusive and it needed to end.
  • my second boyfriend. i realized i just initially idolized him, jumped into the relationship, and then when the idolization faded i figured out i didn't like him all that much.
may 15 2017 ∞
may 15 2017 +
  • smoke as much weed as possible
  • if i'm lucky add a few pills
  • if im even luckier im with my boyfriend
  • listen to the music that's been stuck inside my head all day
  • check up on my friends
mar 5 2017 ∞
mar 5 2017 +
  • he always lets me finish the cigarettes we share
  • he never gets mad at me when my mental illnesses act up
  • he'll roll up my sleeves and check my arms, and never gets mad when he sees fresh cuts, just wants to make sure i'm all right
  • he reassures me that he won't abandon me, and doesn't get offended when i tell him i'm worried he will
  • his hair
  • he's just so nice to me
  • (and super cute)
feb 25 2017 ∞
feb 25 2017 +
  • my best friend's brother
  • a boy with blonde skater hair i liked just bc everyone else did too
feb 25 2017 ∞
feb 25 2017 +
  • thank you for not getting mad at me when you see fresh cuts
  • thank you for deciding taking away the few things that make me happy was a bad idea
  • thank you for dumping me
  • thank you for the incessant bullying that helped contribute to my 14 suicide attempts
  • thank you for being honest about my weight even when i didn't ask and needed not to hear it
feb 24 2017 ∞
feb 24 2017 +
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  • backpack Europe
  • write something others deem worth reading
  • drop acid alone in the cemetery near my house and spend the night there
  • avoid psych wards for the rest of my life
  • stop hurting myself intentionally
feb 23 2017 ∞
feb 23 2017 +
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jan 12 2018 ∞
jan 12 2018 +
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nov 10 2017 ∞
nov 10 2017 +
  • cemetery on easter
  • back of a car at my community college
  • back of a car in the parking lot of a beach
  • on a trail at my community college
  • high school classroom
nov 5 2017 ∞
nov 5 2017 +
  • 'i love you' breathed into a kiss
  • pausing making out to ask me about ted bundy
  • 'i'll miss you' with a kiss on my head
  • i started crying at a christmas party. he took me to the bathroom and let me cry, then kissed me
  • that kiss in the quad that baffled me and ended up in the destruction of a friendship
sep 5 2017 ∞
sep 9 2017 +
  • start a stick n poke business at school (didn't happen but i gave my friend one in the cafeteria once during high school)
  • mixing whiskey with 10 mg of xanax
  • run away to new york and become an escort (didn't happen)
  • abuse dramamine
  • drink a bottle of cough syrup before a hookup
aug 16 2017 ∞
aug 17 2017 +
  • speak another language fluently
  • throw knives
  • not jump to the conclusion that everyone is abandoning me
  • control my emotions
  • be happy when sober
  • be both a productive member of society and happy
aug 14 2017 ∞
aug 14 2017 +
  • did i do anything productive
  • how anxious, stressed, and depressed was i
  • did i engage in meaningful conversation
  • am i content
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mar 5 2017 ∞
mar 5 2017 +
  • tumblr
  • my friend met her at a convention
  • tinder (x2.5)
  • at a modern baseball show
feb 26 2017 ∞
feb 26 2017 +
  • intense
  • passionate
  • dreamy
  • ethereal
  • attractive
  • fun
  • eccentric
  • entertaining
  • talented
  • interesting
  • captivating
  • breaktaking
feb 25 2017 ∞
feb 25 2017 +
  • listening to the velvet underground on vinyl
  • drinking tea with whiskey in it
  • cuddling with my boyfriend (even better if it's storming)
  • smoking as much weed with said boyfriend as humanly possible
  • not worrying about all the things i didn't accomplish
feb 25 2017 ∞
feb 25 2017 +
  • i need to be under 90 lbs
  • i will do that tomorrow
  • i need to be the most fucked up person bc it's all i have identity wise
  • all of my friends hate me
  • i'm unlovable (though i do usually believe it)
feb 24 2017 ∞
feb 24 2017 +
  • my boyfriend's house
  • the cemetery near my house
  • a rooftop in an area with little light pollution
  • the floor of a house i've never been to before, there strictly for a party
  • the fields behind my grandmother's house before we sell it
feb 23 2017 ∞
feb 23 2017 +
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dec 16 2017 ∞
dec 16 2017 +
  • smoking anything that wont kill me
  • burning candles and pretending my life is fixed
  • drinking anything i can fucking find
  • doing my makeup once a week
  • rolling cigarettes out of blunt guts
  • getting high/drunk while watching it's always sunny
  • forgetting to turn music on
  • waking up an hr after i should
  • dying daily
nov 5 2017 ∞
nov 5 2017 +
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sep 9 2017 ∞
sep 9 2017 +
  • i opened a poetry reading with a poem of my own.
  • countless band performances
  • i spoke openly about my mental illnesses during a mental illness awareness presentation i organized.
  • i talked about how i thought i'd kill myself in high school in front of 150 incoming students and their parents.
aug 15 2017 ∞
aug 15 2017 +
  • lots of drugs but no od's
  • write things worth publishing
  • fill out more applications for writing residencies.
  • spend as much time as i can with the boy
jun 13 2017 ∞
jun 13 2017 +
  • an entry into the dozen plus suicide attempts club
  • Worst Human Award, given by yours truly
  • a creative writing award from my STEM high school
feb 26 2017 ∞
feb 26 2017 +
  • do my goddamn school work
  • remember he doesn't hate me
  • get out of the house more
  • make plans with more than 2 people
feb 26 2017 ∞
feb 26 2017 +
  • the catcher in the rye
  • american psycho
  • the picture of dorian gray
feb 25 2017 ∞
feb 25 2017 +
  • buying a bottle of cough syrup from cvs
  • hooking up with a classmate for 25 mg of oxy
  • dramamine. it's shitty, but not as bad as feeling unloved
  • longingly looking at knives and picturing the puncture wound each would cause
feb 24 2017 ∞
feb 24 2017 +
  • laura palmer (twin peaks)
  • cleopatra (antony and cleopatra by shakespeare)
  • holden caulfield (the catcher in the rye by j.d. salinger)
  • velma kelly (chicago)
feb 23 2017 ∞
feb 23 2017 +
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