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  • I'm not sure if I like men or women. Maybe both. Maybe neither. When I think about it... women are charming and pretty, but men... there is something, like a mystery in them. And I chase after it.
  • I'm out of my murakami phase . I still enjoy reading him, but suddenly I found myself bored and like I found something gross. The thing is... I like, somehow, the sensation that remains, not the ride in particular.
  • Some people write and talk about themselves so beautifully, but once I see them... there's nothing. Nothing special. And this is something really awful to say, but I'm a forra , just like that.
  • I want to write so bad... but I'm scared. I fear that I'll start and then just say... I can't do it.
feb 8 2019 ∞
feb 9 2019 +
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  •   ❒ orgnize the archive (again) (/ω\)
      • maybe the music folder only ・_・?
  •   ❒ rate all the books I've read
      • be honest with myself: I can't rate +500 books
      • rate just those that I'll re-read
  •   ❒ do the proust questionnaire!
  •   ❒ rate the anime list
      • I lost my animelist fuckfukfck
  •   ❒ thins I want to do but I'll probably never do
  •   ❒ films I've watched with my family
  •   ❒ small things that make me happy
jan 8 2016 ∞
feb 5 2019 +
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xx

  • First of all: I'm unable to express my own feelings in some way that I can understand them . So... broken english, here we go again. (I think that I'm afraid of facing my own feelings. That's all).
  • Ah, sometimes I wonder if I'm really feeling sad . And when I see myself, unable to smile with honesty , unable to talk, unable of staying wth someone, in the same room, without feeling that I'm out of this earth... when I see that there's no one I want to talk to and there's nothing that could cheer me up, no words, no sound, no one, when I just refuse to sleep because I'm trying to escape that thought, that thing inside my head that says sleep, my small, briefly, indulgent death, please come to me, qickly, and don't leave me waiting for hours while I kill myself between the bed and sheets... that's the moment where I'm finally able to say it: yes, I'm sad.
jan 30 2019 ∞
jan 30 2019 +

I want to be happy with myself. I want to have a job and help. I want to help. I don't want to live as a burden anymore. I'm just sick of asking for money. I'm sick of not doing the things I want to do. I want to go outside. Please god, help me, just let me go outside . I want to talk. Talk a lot. Say all the things I want to say. Not let them floating in my head. I want to have friends, not just one or two people. I want to run. I want to be skinny. A lot more. Being 52 o3 53 it's not enough. I'm just fat. And I want to study a lot. I just want to be good. Even better. I don't want to feel that I'm stupid and below others. I would prefer death. And I want to search for things and actually watch them, read them, and not just... read the name and keep asking myself oh, what is this about? , I don't want to imagine things anymore. I want to find things, and I want others to find me. And my hair... I want it it to shine and feel like silk. I want a good place to rest my head.

jan 30 2019 ∞
jan 30 2019 +
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  • 2001  bridget jones's diary ♡
  • 2004  bridget jones's diary II
  • 2005  pride & prejudice ♡
  • 1995  pride & prejudice (serie)
  • 2016  pride & prejudice & zombies
  • 2018  the two heroes (my hero academia)
  • 2011  rango
  • 2011  just go with it
  • 1996  emma (tv movie)
  • 1996  emma ♡
  • 2018  bandersnatch
  • 2016  miss peregrine's home for peculiar children
  • 2014  the other woman
  • 2016  gods of egypt
  • 2009  berlin 36 ♡
  • 2015  suffragette
  • 2011  in darkness
  • 2015  steve jobs
  • 2012  love, marilyn
jan 6 2019 ∞
feb 11 2019 +
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  • or more like albums I've listened just now.

    2014 2015 2016 2017 2018

  • 2007  ぶっ生き返す   /★ ★ ★ ★ ★/
    • ‣ maximum the hormone
    • ♡ buiikikaesu!!, zetsubou billy, louisana bob, bikini sports ponchin, what's up people?!, koi no mega lover
  • 2012  happy ending   /★ ★ ★ ★ ☆/
    • ‣ neon bunny
    • ♡ oh my prince, plastic heart
  • 2013  modern times   /★ ★ ★ ★ ★/
    • ‣ iu
    • ♡ love of b, the red shoes, modern times, bad day, a gloomy clock, wait, voice mail
  • 2015  DAOKO   /★ ★ ★ ½ ☆/
jan 10 2016 ∞
feb 5 2019 +
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  • ❑  red light ▷ o, babay, click me
  • ❑  oo ▷ the song, sorry, complex
  • ❑  zzz ▷ ideal, sleep talk
  • ❍  singles ▷ two melodies, eat, no make up, those days, nu day
jan 6 2019 ∞
jan 6 2019 +
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    • estudiar diariamente
      • promocionar todo
    • hacer ejercicio
      • volver a pesar 49
    • hacer algo u know what, meli
dec 30 2018 ∞
jan 6 2019 +
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  • bbcream
  • mp3
  • new bag
    • college
    • everyday
  • olaplex (hair)
  • rollers
jan 18 2019 ∞
jan 18 2019 +
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» watching

    • elif (sometimes)
      • ok, the story is messy af, there are A LOT of characters, you have the protagonist that is kidnapped like 3 times in ONE episode, the acting is so bad that is funny and idk it's so bad that ends up being good & catches your attention... one second I was hating it and the next I was fangirling over Lady Vengeance Arzu and invested in Melek's problems I can't believe...

» watched

    • binbir gece (one thousand and one nights)
      • my first drama! I really enjoyed it, even with that troublesome beginning ~ I like..._but what was that ending?_ s3 was just so messy ;A;
feb 1 2017 ∞
jan 23 2019 +
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┈ to re-read list xx

  • ★★★★ Pride & Prejudice , Jane Austen
  • ★★★½ Memoirs of a geisha , Arthur Golden
  • N.P , Banana Yoshimoto
      • B.Y is like Murakami's walmart version
  • ★★★ 1Q84 I & II , Haruki Murakami
  • ★★★ La magia del orden , Marie Kondo
feb 2 2019 ∞
feb 9 2019 +
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    • zion.t babay, click me
    • daoko × 岡村靖幸 step up love
    • winner really really
    • 에이티즈 promise

+

    • ariana grande 7 rings
    • clc no/i need u
    • itzy dalla dalla
jan 6 2019 ∞
feb 11 2019 +
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✓ completed | ✕ dropped

  • little witch academia
    • s1 ✓  |  s2 ✓
  • 01x01  you ✕

currently

  • 01x01  deadly class, reagan youth
  • 01x02  deadly class, noise noise noise
jan 18 2019 ∞
jan 31 2019 +
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  • ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰ No.1, clc
        • ♡ no, i need you

pendientes

  • ❑  Eye of the storm
        • ONE OK ROCK

singles

  • ❑  I Beg You; Hanabiratachi no Māchi; Sailing
        • エメ/Aimer
  • ❑  오랜만이야
feb 1 2019 ∞
feb 5 2019 +
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yes, call me obssessed.

┈ odd future, by uverworld

      • odd future but it actually sounds like the op ver ! ♡

┈ ♡ covers

dec 19 2018 ∞
jan 29 2019 +
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  • ステップアップLOVE  /daoko/
  • if u wanna  /perfume/
  • きみのみかた  /kyary pamyu pamyu/
  • show time  /e-girls/
  • distortion  /babymetal/
  • what is love?  /twice/
jan 12 2019 ∞
jan 12 2019 +
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s p o i l e r s .

  • origin | I can't believe they really killed mai, I didn't want her to die... it seems that the manga is reaching its ending point, so im curious to see what is going to happen
      • WTF ARIA, boichi maaaaaaan you just had to ruin it with all that "i luv origin uwu" bullshit. ken is the only hope I have left.
  • death tube | justice man is gone :( that shit :(
      • I don't think i will really keep going on with this¬¬
  • killing stalking | s3 seemed so boring at some points, but now I understand what the author was trying to do. The last chapters were fucking good tbh I never know what is going to ...
nov 24 2018 ∞
jan 31 2019 +