i'm not very healthy, and i get sick often

it'll take a while to explain everything that's wrong with me, but i'll try anyways

i might update this list if i forget anything

mental issues:

• asperger's syndrome
• a math processing disorder
• generalized anxiety disorder
• obsessive compulsive disorder
• bipolar 1
• borderline personality disorder
• thought disorder
• anorexia
• trypophobia
• agoraphobia
• thanatophobia

i also have:

• psychosis
• dissociation
• paranoia
• anger issues
• impulse control problems
• stuttering and problems speaking correctly
• memory problems and trouble remembering words

health issues:

• chronic pain
• weakness
• asthma
• scoliosis
• one slight lazy eye (with a smaller pupil size than the other)
• tachycardia
• skin issues

i have symptoms of:

• ptsd
• alexithmia
• social-emotional agnosia
• some type of visual processing disturbance
• nerve problems
• hyposexuality
• low thyroid
• low blood sugar

i also have a history of self-harm

i'm on a lot of medication, which makes me act different than i would if i weren't on it, and it makes me drowsy during the day

i experience a (not completely total) lack of emotions

i feel sadness, anger, and fear the most strongly out of any emotions

my empathy and sympathy levels are questionable

mentally, i am not the age i should be, and you will see me go through regressions, especially when i am very depressed and/or anxious

i get scared easily and worry over things like bad things happening, people leaving or dying, disasters, the apocalypse, etc

when my meds aren't working right or are late, there's a high possibility of me becoming psychotic

when manic or psychotic, or in a generally mentally unwell state, i do and say things i usually would not

please understand this if i am acting unusual