• pack everything to move on friday/this weekend
  • buy new underwear, bin, cutlery, plates, vacuum cleaner
  • visit telstra store and activate new SIM card
  • pay for dog registration
  • scan tenant application form to mum
  • change address on mygov website + SAreg + ATO + medicare + playford council + electorate roll + bank + credit union + work :(( MOVING SUCKS.
  • change phone number for NetBank
  • give ruby a bath + buy her more mince
nov 10 2014 ∞
nov 24 2014 +
  • Transfer money to put on Metrocard
  • Start buying stuff for a dog/puppy: indoor bed, outdoor bed/kennel, blankets, bowls for food and water, chew toys, throw toys, lead, poo bags, collar, name disc, pooper scooper, diet & treats (look up RC and Hill's), brush, shampoo & conditioner, nail trimmer, Natural Animal Solutions supplements.
  • Get laptop & N64 controller fixed
  • Save up for washing machine & fridge
  • feed eris
  • clean eris' tank
  • activate EPAC card
mar 31 2014 ∞
apr 21 2014 +
  • book hairdressers appointment to trim and colour hair
  • clean inside and outside of car
  • buy coathangers and tubs for my clothes/stuff
  • finishing moving my stuff into matt's
  • buy honey soy chicken tonight, yoghurt, and maybe chicken fillets
  • call fernwood about payments
feb 1 2014 ∞
feb 1 2014 +
  • clean my system of junk food, start eating healthily
  • do some form of exercise every day
  • attend yoga at least twice a week
  • start going on walks again
  • start reading again
  • smoke less weed
  • take the time to write about your life once a day
  • buy a new camera and capture more moments
  • spend less time on the internet
  • start writing letters to Mariah again
  • keep my room clean and somewhat organised
  • stop skipping school when you're not feeling up to it
  • take your medication more consistently
sep 12 2013 ∞
mar 9 2014 +

School:

  • chemistry exam revision
  • breeding exam revision
  • aseptic techniques assignment 2
  • oh&s booklet
  • animal welfare booklet + SOP

Other:

  • hand in police check/ change placement
  • buy blank CDs, burn mix CD
  • music download spree
jun 4 2013 ∞
jun 30 2013 +
  • politics
  • cars
  • sport
  • celebrity gossip/entertainment
  • home appliances/systems/maintenance (eg plumbing, electricity, ventilation, connecting up phones/internet)
  • shopping; average price of things, where to find bargains (other than the internet...)
  • navigating through the city
apr 11 2013 ∞
apr 11 2013 +

School:

  • Animal housing conditions assignment
  • Section 6 and 7 of practical class booklet
  • Industry placement report and oral
  • Maths quiz 8

Other:

  • Finish Wonders of a Godless World by Andrew McGahan
  • Start The Second Summer of the Sisterhood by Ann Brashares
  • Laundry
  • Give Bailey a bath
  • Buy some green
  • Clip Bailey's nails
  • Complete and fax off Import License application form so I can get my snakey sent to SA
mar 28 2013 ∞
apr 8 2013 +

School

  • print off this week's lecture slides
  • reserve a locker
  • complete Section 1 of Analyse & Present Research Info booklet
  • print out map for industry placement and obsessively analyse google maps on how to get there
  • update resume for industry placement by 15th March BECAUSE NETWORKING IS IMPORTANT
  • read chapters 3, 4, 6, 7 and 12 of the Handbook of Laboratory Animal Management and Welfare
  • read chapter 19 (Veterinary Anaesthesia) of the Clinical Textbook for Veterinary Technicians
  • complete the Topic 2 quiz online for Process & Interpret Data by 5th March
  • pen in assignment due dates + exam dates in diary

Other

feb 20 2013 ∞
mar 4 2013 +
  • coldplay
  • my morning jacket
  • explosions in the sky
  • the best pessimist
  • mumford & sons
  • death cab for cutie
  • city and colour
  • onerepublic
  • evermore
  • pink floyd
  • nirvana
  • the offspring
  • blink-182
  • 30 seconds to mars
  • switchfoot
  • all-american rejects
  • pete murray
  • the fray
  • this will destroy you
feb 5 2013 ∞
feb 5 2013 +
  • i wish that you could see / that alone we are nothing / but together we could be / unbreakable. (Unbreakable - Evermore)
  • i will lift my head above the sky / and i will see the stars tonight / the stars tonight will brighten our faces / our minds will be racing along with our hearts / intertwined with love / the magic of us. (The Magic Of Us - Bim)
  • i wish you had a favourite beauty spot / that you loved secretly / 'cause it was on a hidden bit / that nobody else could see. (Nicest Thing - Kate Nash)
  • so one last touch and then you'll go / and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more / but it was vile and it was cheap / you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. (Tiny Vessels - Death Cab For Cutie
  • when you are with me / i'm free / i'm careless / i believe / above all the others we'll fly / this brings tears to my eyes / my sacrifice. (My Sacrifice - Creed)
jan 22 2013 ∞
jan 22 2013 +
  • showers
  • the smell of cleaning products
  • the smell of water
  • drugs
  • sleep
  • music
  • driving
  • dogs
  • junk food
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • Hear:
    • Coldplay
    • My Morning Jacket
    • Explosions in the Sky
    • The Best Pessimist
    • Pink Floyd
    • Tool
    • blink-182
  • See:
    • Fight Club
    • American Beauty
    • Amelia
    • What Dreams May Come
    • Avatar
    • Titanic
    • The Lord of the Rings
    • The Truman Show
  • Eat:
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • judge others
  • lose my sex drive/be boring in bed
  • skip work/school
  • smoke weed too frequently
  • skip showering/brushing my teeth
  • stay up later than 12
  • conform to some of society's standards
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • My boyfriend-at-the-time Tom tells me that if I don't make an effort to manage my depression then he will leave me. I don't have the energy to care.
  • I receive my high school ranking of 93 and accept my university offer to study a Bachelor of Commerce degree.
  • My feelings for Tom are completely lost and I am too scared to break up with him because he was the only person I have ever opened up to outside the internet.
  • Rica visits from Melbourne and my old high school friends group (consisting of naomi, jessie, jade, rica and I) go on a three day trip to Victor Harbor. We get drunk, play celebrity heads, befriend some alpacas and watch a beautiful sunset from the top of a cliff at the beach.
  • I finally end things with Tom, but we agree to stay friends (never ended up happening) and go to the Death Cab For Cutie concert together. I think of Mariah and cry when they finish the show with Transatlanticism.
jan 2 2013 ∞
jan 2 2013 +
  • Scrubs
  • Lost
  • Heroes
  • The Mighty Boosh
  • Some Mothers Do 'Ave Em
  • Friends
  • IT Crowd
  • Black Books
  • BBC Wildlife Specials
  • House M.D.
  • The Big Bang Theory
  • Better Off Ted
  • Pokemon
  • Digimon
  • School Rumble
  • Ouran High School Club
  • Deathnote
  • Skins
  • Gossip Girl
  • One Tree Hill
  • The OC
dec 10 2012 ∞
dec 30 2013 +
  • tank
  • UV light
  • heat lamp + barrier cage
  • thermostat
  • substrate
  • small water bowl
  • decorations: a cave/hide, vines/branches, small hollow log, rocks
  • food (pinkie mice)
  • clean and disinfect tank
  • test lighting and heating
  • more diamond python research C:
nov 29 2012 ∞
mar 14 2013 +
  • learnt how to ride a bike
  • pierced my ears/body
  • tried most vegetables
  • and most fruit
  • moved out/lived on my own
  • had a serious fight with a boyfriend/close friend
  • shaved (i used to wax and now i use cream)
  • skinny dipped
  • had a hangover
  • had food poisoning/a stomach bug
  • broken a bone
  • gotten fake nails/lashes/hair extensions/tans
  • been to Sydney
  • been in a car accident
  • followed a religion
  • been popular
  • flossed my teeth
  • cleaned a toilet
oct 5 2012 ∞
dec 23 2016 +
  • to gain the trust of my parents back
  • my boyfriend's older brother
  • that rica moves back to adelaide
  • that dogs could live as long as humans
  • my own place/apartment
  • a pet snake and beardie lizard
  • jack dawson :(
  • to be skinnier
  • to be accepted into school for a Diploma of Animal Tech next year
  • to never lose passion in my life
sep 24 2012 ∞
dec 23 2016 +
  • the only thing i have ever experienced that could be considered supernatural is once every couple of years or so i will hear someone steadily breathing inches from my face when I'm trying to sleep. It's probably just my tired mind being a retard but it creeps me out every time because it sounds so real.
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • My first kiss. It was gross.
  • The times I almost lost my virginity to Tom but he couldn't get hard ... so awkward.
  • The first time I broke up with Tom and getting back together with him when I was a drunken mess.
  • Upsetting Harley for the first time because I had a retarded depressive episode. I pushed him away, then got mad at him for not caring and drove off without even saying goodbye. Nice going, me.
  • Realising my feelings towards Harley were starting to fade.
  • When Harley snapped at me out of nowhere just because I was beating him at Super Smash Bros. He said "I swear you only play this game for a confidence boost." Ouch.
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • America again!
  • New Zealand
  • Antarctica
  • Ireland
  • England
  • Japan
  • Greece
  • Egypt
aug 26 2012 ∞
dec 23 2016 +
  • in a shed bent over a table
  • in the shower
  • bent over the kitchen sink
  • in the car (backseat and passenger seat)
  • bent over my piano chair
  • in my bf's mum's garage, bent against the brick wall
  • on the floor
aug 26 2012 ∞
dec 11 2012 +
  • Travel the world
  • Donate
  • Buy shitloads of TV show boxsets
  • Online shopping spree at Desigual
  • Buy a Jacuzzi/pool
  • Buy a small/cheap house outright and do it up
  • Live near the beach
  • Buy lotsa drugsss and party ;)
  • Go skydiving whenever I want
  • Wander the streets downtown and give money to talented buskers
  • Build/start my own animal shelter
  • Sign up to heaps of different clubs/hobby groups
  • Attend concerts whenever I want
aug 17 2012 ∞
aug 17 2012 +
  • Make a weekly schedule
  • Clean out and vacuum inside of car
  • Laundry
  • Book an orthodontist appt
  • De-web bedroom (Eff you spiders)
  • Dye hair
  • Wash bedsheets and quilt
  • Bathe Bailey
  • Make a Moodle account for tafe
  • Research Greenies for Merch class, paint a poster?
  • Bake some caramel slice for dad
  • Write a letter to Shaun/confront him
  • Sign up to a yoga class/the gym
  • Read the Weedopedia Matt lent to me
  • Make a new mix CD
aug 5 2012 ∞
aug 7 2012 +
  • Started Uni
  • Freaked out and had a meltdown at the end of my 2nd day of Uni
  • Deferred Uni and decided to aim for a career with animals again
  • Told my parents about my depression and anxiety after hiding it for years
  • Saw a GP and was prescribed antidepressants
  • Got my first job at a cafe, had my first day of work
  • First session with a psychologist

Things are a little overwhelming right now. :(

mar 6 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Songs:

  • Basket - Dan Mangan
  • In My Veins - Andrew Belle
  • I Don't Feel It Anymore (Song of the Sparrow) - William Fitzsimmons
  • Spanish Sahara - Foals
  • Misguided Ghosts - Paramore
  • When You Find Me - Joshua Radin
  • Codex - Radiohead
  • Move If You Wanna - MIMS
  • Sullen Girl - Fiona Apple
  • Goodbye - Jan A.P. Kaczmarek (Hachiko: A Dog's Story OST)
  • Zzyzx Rd. - Stone Sour
  • Pour Me Out - He Is We
  • Parallel Lines - Kings of Convenience
  • We Are Young - Fun
  • Ballgame - Kevin Devine
  • Bermuda Highway - My Morning Jacket
  • Vicarious - Tool
  • Schism - Tool
feb 25 2012 ∞
dec 30 2012 +
  • Call the Animal Welfare League and notify them that I have received my police clearance
  • Go shopping for birthday gifts -- for Naomi's, Jessie's AND Rica's 18ths. -__-
  • Get portable harddrive fixed.
  • Read accountancy textbooks before uni starts
  • Enrol in uni classes
  • Finish SoulSilver & start Platinum
  • Finish the rest of the HP series and start on the Virginia Andrews set my mum got me for Christmas.
  • Give back Naomi's dvds (Emperor's New Groove & She's Out Of My League) and Tom's book (Perks of Being a Wallflower)
  • Lose weight >_>
  • Finish watching House, The O.C. and Father Ted.
jan 21 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Parents:
    • $500
      • My step-dad is working over christmas so he's getting paid a lot!
    • RAA membership
    • Watch
    • Movie voucher
    • Shower gel and perfume
    • Virginia Andrews book collection (2 different series)
    • A charm for my Pandora bracelet
  • Nana:
    • PJ's
  • Aunty Shelley:
    • Butterfly ornament
  • Uncle Gary & Aunty Robin:
dec 24 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Year 12 Results:

  • Research Project: A
  • Maths: A-
  • English: B+
  • Biology: B-
  • Society & Culture: C+

My ATAR (Australian Tertiary Admission Rank):

  • 80.8

Minimum ATAR needed for GUARANTEED ENTRY into my 1st preference at Uni (Bachelor of Commerce):

  • 75

The Verdict:

  • I'm going to university. Holy shit.
dec 21 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Total: 48

I own this book = *

< 2009

  • Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone by J.K. Rowling*
      • 8/10
    • Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets*
      • 8/10
    • Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban*
      • 8/10
    • Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire*
      • 9.5/10
    • Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix*
dec 20 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Bolded songs = my favourites.

Mix CDs she has sent to me:

  • When the Great Escape turns to Wanderlust
    • The Great Escape - Patrick Watson
    • Colorblind - Counting Crows
    • I Know - Jude
    • Mad World - Gary Jules
    • To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra
    • Postcards From Far Away - Coldplay
    • Strawberry Fields Forever - The Beatles
    • World Spins Madly On - The Weepies
    • No Rain - Blind Melon
    • Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
    • Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
    • Float On - Modest Mouse
    • Off I Go - Greg Laswell
    • Somewhere Only We Know - Keane
    • Such Great Heights - The Postal Service
dec 19 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
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  • Name: Carly
  • DOB: 6th September, 1993
  • Birthplace: Adelaide, Australia
  • Current location: Adelaide
  • Eye Colour: Brown
  • Hair Colour: Light/mousey brown, but I dye it black because my eyebrows are black. xD
  • Height: 5'6"/170cm
  • Weight: 70kg
  • Heritage: Caucasian - half English.
  • Piercings: None
  • Tattoos: Flowery treble clef design above right ankle
  • Lefty or Righty: Righty
  • Zodiac Sign: Virgo
  • Myers Briggs Personality Type: (INFP Introverted iNtuition Feeling Perc...
dec 18 2011 ∞
jul 31 2013 +
  • Vacuum cleaner
  • Microwave
  • Toaster
  • Large metal bucket for dog
  • Kiddie pool/sandpit for dog
  • New snake tank + cabinet for snake tank
  • iMac computer + desk
  • Wireless printer
  • Large HD TV for lounge room
  • Computer chair
  • Outdoor table & chairs
  • Paintings/wall decor
dec 10 2014 ∞
dec 10 2014 +
  • move all boxes back to storage areas
  • mop outside lobby with F10
  • spray unit shoes + barrier bench with F10
  • room inventories
  • make a breeding colony management file/folder for inbreds (C57Bl6) and outbreds (CD1)
  • print out/laminate stock quantity forms, fill out with suppliers
  • prepare clean cages with bedding and enrichment for next cage change
  • bring in more bottles for next cage change
  • order more blue tack and laminate pouches
apr 11 2014 ∞
apr 18 2014 +
  • visit credit union to change address
  • clean inside/outside of car
  • buy emma a gift - wine? preferably something dog-related
  • buy a new laptop battery
feb 24 2014 ∞
feb 24 2014 +

January:

  • My feelings for Matt intensified after finally being able to spend one on one time together at my house while my parents were away and Harley (Matt's younger brother and my boyfriend at the time) was working. We tripped balls on 2C-E and DMT and had one of the most visually appealing experiences of our lives. Intensely beautiful colours, rippling hallucinations and unfolding fractal patterns; the world had starting breathing. I lost myself in one of the paintings in my house and in the endlessness of the stars when we went for a walk at night. I introduced Matt to post rock music, he watched me smoke a hit of DMT while I played "I by The Best Pessimist", and I felt as if my shell unfolded for him for the very first time. I obsessed over his comments about my body like how lily white my legs are and how I shou...
dec 23 2013 ∞
dec 30 2013 +

Nintendo DS:

  • Pokemon Mysery Dungeon: Explorers of Time
  • Pokemon Platinum
  • Pokemon White

Nintendo 64:

  • Mario Party 1 & 2
  • Super Mario 64
  • Banjo Kazooie
  • Diddy Kong Racing
  • Pokemon Stadium

Playstation:

  • Crash Bandicoot

Playstation 2:

  • Simpson's Hit & Run

PC:

  • Zoo Tycoon 2
jul 7 2013 ∞
jul 7 2013 +
  • 7am: meal replacement shake
  • 10am: snack bar/fruit
  • 1pm: meal replacement shake/bar
  • 4pm: snack bar
  • 7pm: dinner
  • 9pm: snack bar/fruit/yoghurt

+ 30 minutes of exercise

:/

may 5 2013 ∞
may 5 2013 +

School:

  • exams
  • clean out folder

Other:

  • TAKE A BREAK
  • Start 3rd book of Sisterhood series
  • Buy blank CDs then burn Mariah's mix
  • Print out photos of Bailey for work
  • Make a mix CD for work
  • See Jack and the Giant Slayer
  • Buy Harry a birthday present
  • Buy mum a mother's day present
apr 11 2013 ∞
apr 16 2013 +
  • big brother
  • teen mom
  • wife swap
  • world's strictest parents
  • masterchef
  • the block
  • so you think you can dance
  • thank god you're here
  • the dog whisperer
  • supernanny
  • my strange addiction
feb 28 2013 ∞
feb 28 2013 +
  • the sims 1, 2 and 3
  • zoo empire
  • zoo tycoon 2
  • rollercoaster tycoon 2
  • mall tycoon 3
  • simcity 4
  • papa's pizzeria
  • nintendogs
  • petz
  • airport tycoon
  • restaurant empire
  • rollercoaster tycoon 3
feb 5 2013 ∞
feb 5 2013 +

Top Priority:

  • The Offspring
  • blink-182
  • The Fray
  • The Killers
  • Coldplay
  • Pink Floyd
  • Imagine Dragons
  • Goo Goo Dolls
  • The All-American Rejects
  • Jimmy Eat World
  • Mumford & Sons
  • Death Cab For Cutie
  • Greg Laswell
  • City and Colour
  • Fun
  • Seabird
  • Manchester Orchestra
  • Yann Tiersen
  • Paramore
  • Margot & the Nuclear So & So's
jan 22 2013 ∞
feb 5 2013 +

Songs:

  • Hotel California - The Eagles
  • In the Air Tonight - Phil Collins
  • Politik - Coldplay
  • Cotton Crush - Kevin Devine
  • Don't You Know You're Beautiful - Seabird
  • Bounce - Timbaland
  • Bout It - Yung Joc
  • Prituri Se Planinata (remix) - NiT GriT
  • Abandoned - NiT GriT
  • 12 Gauge - NiT GriT
  • In Line - Robert Skoro
  • Island in the Sun - Weezer
  • Blinded By The Lights - The Streets
  • Blurry - Puddle of Mudd
  • Ana's Song - Silverchair
  • Be Still - The Killers
  • I Don't Know What I Can Save You From - Kings of Convenience
  • One Headlight - Wallflowers
jan 22 2013 ∞
jan 8 2014 +
  • Nevada
  • California
  • Arizona
  • Texas
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • use common sense
  • form and maintain relationships
  • think rationally
  • socialise with strangers
  • resist temptations
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • my wedding ring/necklace (assuming I have one!)
  • my dog's ashes
  • something I created (like a painting or piece of writing)
  • a picture collage of different stages of my life
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • alcohol
  • marijuana
  • tobacco
  • valium
  • LSD
  • DMT
  • 2C-E
  • 2C-B
  • 4-Aco-DMT
  • MDMA
  • methamphetamine
  • cocaine
dec 18 2012 ∞
dec 23 2016 +
  • lose weight
  • Set up my tank/prepare for arrival of snake hatchling
  • open a First Home Saver's account
  • submit 2013 application for tafe
  • watch the big bang theory from the beginning
  • christmas presents. ugh
  • dye my hair
  • save up $6000 (currently have $5000)
  • sign up to a gym/a yoga class OR incorporate exercise into my life somehow
dec 3 2012 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • travel overseas
  • skydive
  • scuba dive
  • receive a psychic reading
  • get a tattoo
  • meet mariah
  • get drunk
  • get high
  • buy (and wear) sexy lingerie
  • finish high school
  • skinny dip
  • bunji jump
  • have a pet snake
  • have a pet cat
  • see coldplay live
  • swim with sharks
  • swim with dolphins
  • get married
  • move out
  • buy a house
  • breed dogs
oct 7 2012 ∞
dec 30 2013 +
  • music
  • everything about the ocean
  • dogs and their knowing eyes
  • junk food
  • marijuana
  • rough sex, soft sex, meaningful sex, meaningless sex. just sex.
  • hugs
  • philosophy, being able to think deeply and observe the world like no other species
  • nature. the way it looks, sounds, feels
  • video games. one of the greatest escapes
  • skydiving
  • the smell of hot water
  • the smell of cleaning products, detergents and disinfectants
  • loving and being loved in return
  • sleep, sleep and more sleep
  • rain
  • the internet
oct 2 2012 ∞
oct 2 2012 +
  • drawing and painting still-life pictures/what I see (photorealistic art)
  • musical: self-taught pianist, picks up on new instruments quickly
  • good with computers and can type 100wpm.
  • i'm killer at maths and formal writing
  • not as good at creative writing but I'm still good
  • literate, articulate
  • golf and lawn bowls, randomly
  • i'm a dog magnet, i form stronger bonds with dogs than most people and i'm naturally tuned in to their behaviour and body language.
  • choosing and wearing outfits that make me look skinny
  • procrastinating and getting away with good results from a shitty last-minute effort
  • eating excessive amounts of junk food whilst stoned (and I mean excessive, at leas...
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • Tafe
  • Work at the boarding kennel
  • Driving
  • Seeing Harley, Matt and Kosta
  • Texting Harley
  • Getting stoned
  • Junk food binges
  • Watching Big Brother
  • Watching TV shows/documentaries on my laptop
  • OpenDiary, FaceBook, Tumblr
  • Snuggling my pug
  • Daydreaming, deep thinking, self-reflection
  • Music
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • loud and obnoxious eating.
  • spitting.
  • bogan talk.
  • when my mother praises me with "good girl".
  • irresponsible pet owners.
  • when people spoil a movie or book for me.
  • religious people yabbering on about god and how wonderful he is.
  • pro-lifers/pro-life arguments.
  • arrogance/cockiness.
  • stay-at-home mums who think working women aren't good mothers.
  • the 'slut' label.
  • impatient/uptight customers
  • when kfc doesn't put enough salt on their chips
  • people who talk about being "depressed" when they're just sad for a day or two, which completely invalidates the people who...
aug 26 2012 ∞
aug 26 2012 +
  • Dr.Cox & Jordan (Scrubs)
  • Turk & Carla (Scrubs)
  • Sylar & Elle (Heroes)
  • Charlie & Claire (Lost)
  • Desmond & Penny (Lost)
  • Sewyer & Kate (Lost)
  • Emily & Naomi (Skins)
  • Effy & Cook (Skins)
  • Catelynn & Tyler (Teen Mom)
  • House & Cuddy (House M.D)
aug 26 2012 ∞
aug 26 2012 +
  • I will become a very successful and competent animal technician
  • I will never have kids
  • I will have a pet snake, a lizard, a cat, and at least one dog
  • I will live 'till I'm old
  • I will struggle with depression on and off for many years but I will come out happy, confident and very strong on the other end
  • I will keep smoking pot for at least a few years, and try other drugs on occasion (ecstasy and LSD are now on my list).
  • I will marry someone who never lets the passion fade in our relationship
  • I will never stop being open-minded
  • I may eventually have to get an abortion on the slight chance that I ever fall pregnant with contraception
  • I will never lose touch with Mariah. Ever.
aug 17 2012 ∞
aug 17 2012 +
  • Lose 10kgs
  • Start and finish Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2 on the Playstation2
  • Paint a sign/poster for my merch class
  • Record all of the lyrics and quotes that define me or inspire me
  • Keep a Tumblr blog for inspiration
  • Make a new Mix CD for Mariah (almost done)
  • Walk Max every weekday
aug 17 2012 ∞
aug 17 2012 +

Soundwave Festival, 2008:

  • The Offspring
  • Incubus
  • Boys Like Girls
  • Cartel
  • All Time Low
  • Plain White T's
  • Motion City Soundtrack

2008:

  • Cobra Starship
  • Panic! At the Disco

2011:

  • Tenacious D
  • Foo Fighters

2012:

  • Death Cab For Cutie

Soundwave Festival, 2013:

feb 26 2012 ∞
jul 31 2013 +

Songs learnt:

  • Fix You - Coldplay
  • The Scientist - Coldplay
  • Death And All His Friends - Coldplay
  • Clocks - Coldplay
  • River Flows In You - Yiruma
  • Comptine D'un Autre été - Yann Tiersen (Amelie OST)
  • Mad World - Gary Jules
  • Transatlanticism - Death Cab For Cutie
  • Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
  • Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade
  • One Day - Hans Zimmer (Pirates of the Caribbean 3 OST)
  • A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
  • Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • Boston - Augustana
  • Goodbye - Jan A.P. Kaczmarek (Hachiko: A Dog's Story OST)
  • Time - Hans Zimmer (Inception OST)
feb 12 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Standing in my backyard as midnight approached on January the 1st, listening to the fireworks set off around the neighbourhood and staring at the stars with a strong feeling of melancholy
  • Watching Heroes
  • The locust plague; the ground shattering into pieces with each step as they flew up and all around me.
  • An empty and depressing summer
  • Naomi and I being ignored and shut out by the rest of our friends
  • My first skydive . Feeling content on the car ride home afterwards and deciding that 2011 would be the year to overcome my fear
  • Finding a dead possum in our front yard and shoveling its lifeless body into a garbage bag. Its eyes were open. I looked into them and felt just as lifeless.
  • Taking my car to get serviced twice and not understanding a single word of the car...
dec 27 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
dec 22 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Buy friends Christmas presents
    • Ugh, not my favourite thing to do.
      • I think I'll just get them iPhone app vouchers and jewellery.
  • Wrap shitty Christmas presents
  • Look up SACE results and Uni score
    • Released online tomorrow!
  • My pug smells. Give him a bath.
  • Write a reply letter to Mariah with the new Mix CD
    • Then mail it, fool
      • BUY POSTAGE STAMPS
  • Go job-hunting, hand out resumes
    • When you get the guts.
  • Finish watching House M.D.
dec 20 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
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Yeah, I'm a dork. But when I was a child Pokémon was my LIFE, and I never want to completely let it go. Okay?

Kanto

  • Raichu <3
  • Charizard
  • Ninetales
  • Golduck
  • Arcanine
  • Tentacruel
  • Dewgong
  • Seadra
  • Gyarados
  • Flareon
  • Dragonair

Johto

  • Bayleef & Meganium
  • Lanturn
  • Ampharos
  • Politoed
dec 20 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Band/Artist: Coldplay & Hans Zimmer
  • Song: At the moment, Dead Hearts by Stars.
  • Genre of Music: Literally a bit of everything. No, seriously. EVERYTHING. Alternative, rock, punk/emo, pop, indie, orchestral, post-rock, ambient, electronic, dubstep, hiphop, oldies, r&b... There's not a single genre I blatantly dislike. But, generally , my favourite bands/songs tend to be in the alternative and rock genres.
  • Colour: Blue
  • TV show: IT Crowd, Friends, Scrubs, Lost, Skins, Heroes, The Mighty Boosh, documentaries, and most British sitcoms.
  • Movie: Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron. :')
  • Food: Cookies & Cream Ice-Cream
  • Store: JB Hi-Fi
  • Drink: Water. I'm a water-drinking MACHINE. But I do love my strawberry milkshakes.
dec 18 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

NOTE: This is according to my Last.fm account.

  • Fix You - Coldplay (314 plays)
  • Death and All His Friends - Coldplay (152 plays)
  • 23 - Jimmy Eat World (104 plays)
  • For Blue Skies - Strays Don't Sleep (104 plays)
  • Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic (102 plays)
  • Glass Of Water - Coldplay (102 plays)
  • In My Head - Until June (99 plays)
  • The Scientist - Coldplay (92 plays)
  • It's Gonna Be A Long Walk - Apparat (91 plays)
  • See You Soon - Coldplay (82 plays)
  • Quiet - This Will Destroy You (82 plays)
  • Off I Go - Greg Laswell (82 plays)
  • Don't Panic - Coldplay (81 plays)
  • I Hurt Too - Katie Herzig (80 plays)
  • Watch You Sleeping - Blue Foundation (76 plays)
dec 18 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • met my parents, got told by everyone how much we look/are alike
  • walked through my sanctuary, met Max the german shepherd, drove through the hills and met Matt and I's horse/pony friends
  • went to semaphore beach, walked along the jetty, had a chicken schnitzel pack with chips and gravy - moose approved!
  • got high together for the first time, hung out with Jack and Ty, drank alcohol too...
  • took Moose to my work and showed her our C57Bl/6J mice :)
  • caught the train to and from town together every day
  • spent the weekend at a vacation rental in victor harbor, walked across the horse tram bridge to granite island, took acid - THE MOOSE REALLY LET LOOSE...
  • had pancakes for dinner at the pancake kitchen
jun 15 2014 ∞
jun 15 2014 +
  • Call EPAC about salary packaging
  • Visit an ANZ branch
  • Wash your FECKING CAR
  • Buy more anti-d's and birth control
  • Get laptop fixed and/or buy a new one
  • Get car serviced
mar 13 2014 ∞
apr 18 2014 +

Songs:

  • Everything's Magic - Angels & Airwaves
  • I've Got Friends - Manchester Orchestra
  • Talk Dirty - Jason Derulo ft. 2 Chainz
  • Mirrors - Justin Timberlake
  • Southern Sun - Boy & Bear
  • Detlef Schrempf - Band of Horses
  • Hysteria - Muse
  • One Man Drinking Games - Mayday Parade
  • Find A Way - SafetySuit
  • Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C
  • Check Yes Juliet - We the Kings
  • The Kids Aren't Alright - The Offspring
  • Spies - Coldplay
  • Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
  • Dimethyltryptamine - NiT GriT
  • Grit Shifter - NiT GriT
  • The Awakening - NiT GriT
  • Bloodstream - Stateless
  • Say Something - A Great Big World
  • Stay High (Habits) - Tove Lo
feb 1 2014 ∞
nov 6 2014 +

School:

  • purchase new edition of Laboratory Animal Management and Welfare textbook
  • compliance SOP (due 28/08)
  • health and post-mortem SOP (due 06/09)
  • read textbook chapters
  • return old textbook

Other:

  • obtain contact info from Lewis and Paula to add to resume
  • update resume and cover letter
  • apply for job opening at SA Pathology by 06/09
  • buy harry a father's day present
  • renew Norman Antivirus
  • renew gym membership
  • buy antidepressants and birth control
  • clean room
  • laundry
  • buy more trackpants
aug 27 2013 ∞
sep 12 2013 +

School:

  • chemistry quiz
  • exhibit design assignment
  • aseptic techniques assignment 1

Other:

  • organise a nintendo 64 date with Jessica
  • clean snake tank
  • watch Black Swan
  • gym every weekday
  • lose 5kg
  • lose 10kg
may 15 2013 ∞
jun 4 2013 +
  • spacious layout
  • spa/jacuzzi
  • large bathroom and large shower
  • basement (a 2nd lounge/den/awesome place to smoke pot)
  • large and modern kitchen
  • modern "refreshing" furniture - whites and blues
  • unique and artistic wall paintings/hangings (and lots of animal-related ones)
  • massive bookcase for books and movies/boxsets
  • a really tall snake terrarium (height = more important than width!)
  • decent sized yard for a dog or two
  • at least one tree in my yard and a swing chair
  • big windows
apr 11 2013 ∞
apr 11 2013 +
  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
  • The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants - Ann Brashares
  • Sloppy Firsts - Megan McCafferty
  • Second Helpings - Megan McCafferty
  • Wonders of a Godless World - Andrew McGahan
  • The Second Summer of the SIsterhood - Ann Brashares
mar 14 2013 ∞
apr 8 2013 +

(apart from smoking pot)

  • go for a walk
  • watch the big bang theory/dr phil
  • study textbooks
  • read
  • play piano
  • exercise
  • write an entry in OD
  • sims 3
  • WoW
  • chores
  • download/discover music
  • draw/paint
  • give bailey a bath
  • browse eBay for gift ideas/online shopping
  • go shopping in town
  • do your hair/makeup/nails
feb 19 2013 ∞
feb 26 2013 +
  • listography
  • opendiary
  • tumblr
  • facebook
  • youtube
  • 8tracks
  • last.fm
  • commonwealth bank
  • australian super
  • pinterest
  • shelfari
  • drawspace
  • tafeSA
  • EAgames
  • blogger
  • songkick
  • oztix
jan 28 2013 ∞
jan 28 2013 +
  • disinfect snake enclosure
  • buy enrichment, decor, lights and flooring for snake
  • go through my whole iTunes library and make a ridiculously large playlist of all of my favourite songs for the car (360 songs!)
  • set up snake enclosure, set temperature (26 degrees)
  • go to social security, enquire about low income earner pension
  • organise fees by instalments for tafe
  • enrol in first semester classes
  • get a bag of 10 tripstasy capsules from Matt
jan 22 2013 ∞
jan 24 2013 +
  • first home deposit
  • furniture, decor and appliances for first home
  • my soon-to-come snake hatchling + tank equipment
  • more tattoos
  • future skydives
  • overseas holidays
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • passionate, spontaneous
  • awesome sense of humour
  • open-minded and deep thinking
  • easy-going
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • Rica
    • her sense of humour
    • her realness and honesty
    • her easy-going attitude
    • her eagerness for fun and excitment
  • Mariah
    • her sense of humour
    • her ability to put into words what most people can't
    • her music taste
    • her deep thinking and intellect
    • her open-mindedness
    • she doesn't judge others and shows so much understanding for other people's problems
  • Harley
    • how affectionate he is
    • his ability to have conversations with st...
jan 9 2013 ∞
jan 9 2013 +
  • angel clock (mum)
  • charlesworth nuts gift basket (dad)
  • deathnote notebook (harley/bf)
  • pink floyd canvas picture (rica)
  • pikachu pillow + limited edition/signed coldplay framed pictures (myself)
dec 19 2012 ∞
dec 19 2012 +
  • Airedale Terrier
  • Alaskan Malamute
  • American Staffordshire Bull Terrier
  • Australian Cattle Dog
  • Basset Hound
  • Beagle
  • Beaglier
  • Bearded Collie
  • Bichons Frise
  • Border Collie
  • Boxer
  • Bull Mastiff
  • Bull Mastiff x Great Dane
  • Bull Terrier
  • Burnese Mountain Dog
  • Cavadoodle
  • Cavalier King Charles Spanel
  • Chihuahua
  • Chinese Crested Dog
  • Cocker Spaniel
  • Collie
dec 5 2012 ∞
dec 10 2013 +
  • i could research dog psychology and clicker training and then when I gain enough knowledge and money i would open up my own "Doggy Dancing" Studio; like a dog obedience school with normal classes but then also a doggy dancing class. Owners would bring their dog no matter how small/big/smart/dumb, and we would train them and their dogs to coordinate a short doggy dancing routine together. Doggy dancing is an entertainment sport/hobby using widely accredited clicker training to coordinate both simple or more advanced dance routines with your dog to music. Instead of training these owners to enter competitions, I would just teach doggy dancing as a way to enrich both them and their dog's lives not only because it's FUN for the both of them, but also because of how much bonding, cooperation and trust this sport requires and builds on. It will stimulate...
nov 28 2012 ∞
nov 28 2012 +
  • deposit bank cheque
  • pick up pay from Linda
  • hang my new clipboard on my wall
  • make a weekly schedule
  • write a letter/send mix CD to mariah via FedEx... somehow
  • call jade and organise gym sessions
  • de-hair your legs, armpits and downstairs
  • dye your hair
  • drop off harry's laptop to Happy Computers
  • contact sonia and organise a time to buy her snake starter kit + see her snake!
  • book a doc appointment for mental health check-up with GP
  • check diary for next psychologist appointment... re-book if i have missed it :/
  • send in tafe application for 2013 courses
  • start walking max consistently again
oct 4 2012 ∞
oct 4 2012 +

In no particular order:

  • The Lion King 1-2
  • Toy Story 1-3
  • Pocahontas
  • Tarzan
  • Finding Nemo
  • The Incredibles
  • Ratatoullie
  • Bolt
  • Pirates of the Caribbean 1-3
  • Up
  • A Bug's Life
  • Monsters Inc
  • Dinosaur
  • The Little Mermaid 2
  • Spirited Away
  • Tangled
  • The Fox and the Hound
  • 101 Dalmations
  • The Aristocats
  • Hercules
sep 24 2012 ∞
sep 24 2012 +
  • Harley, my first love
  • Harley's older brother Matt who I am secretly infatuated with
  • Harley's mum and little brother Braydon, and older brother Shayne.
  • Richard, lives with Harley and Matt and is the owner of the house. Also one of Harley's mother's ex-boyfriends... awkward?
  • Babette and Rosetta, my boss and chef at the cafe I worked at/my first job.
  • Mariah, my best friend who I had only known on the internet until my trip to America.
  • Mariah's wonderful family: her mum, dad, and two sisters
  • Mariah's awesome friends Shelbie and Andie
  • Steph, Lana, Leah, Sonia, Eloise and Carly: All classmates in my tafe course who I at least ocassionally speak to and hang with. Most of them are several years olde...
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • Smoke pot more often
  • Drive while stoned
  • Steal pets from cruel/neglectful owners and keep them myself or find them a new home
  • Have like at least 50 dogs...
  • Raise a tiger cub and keep it as a pet
  • Shoplift/steal from rich ungrateful assholes
  • Download heaps more pirated shit
  • Text when i'm stopped at a red traffic light
  • Leave dog poo on other people's front lawns/gardens because it's just like fucking compost, come on
  • Torture anyone who's tortured animals
  • Grow and sell pot, force everyone to try it
  • Join a Fight Club and go on missions to explode banks and make the world a better place and other cool shit
sep 19 2012 ∞
sep 19 2012 +
  • My first skydive
  • Scuba-diving in the Great Barrier Reef
  • Slow-dancing with Harley to Dondante by My Morning Jacket in his kitchen while stoned
  • Hugging Mariah for the first time
  • Seeing the grand canyon
  • Running in the field with Max as it started to rain, remembering my past self
  • Staying overnight at my sanctuary
  • Hugging my father for the first time in 10+ years and hearing him whisper "I'm sorry for everything."
  • Looking into Bailey's intense eyes, realising he was telling me that everything would be okay
  • Laughing fits with Rica in Year 10 Maths
aug 26 2012 ∞
aug 26 2012 +
  • Titanic
  • The Notebook
  • Hachiko: A Dog's Story
  • Marley & Me
  • Click
  • P.S. I Love You
  • The Lion King
  • My Sister's Keeper
  • A Walk To Remember
  • The Fox and the Hound
  • Toy Story 3
  • The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas
  • The Five People You Meet In Heaven
  • The Time Traveler's Wife
  • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 & 2
  • Red Dog
  • Where Dreams May Come
aug 26 2012 ∞
aug 26 2012 +
  • Pokemon
  • Digimon
  • Sailor Moon
  • Dragonball Z
  • Yu-Gi-Oh
  • Kim Possible
  • Arthur
  • The Simpsons
  • Futurama
  • The Magic School Bus
  • Looney Tunes
  • The Wiggles
  • Barney
  • Humphrey Bear
  • Hi-5
  • Playschool
  • Art Attack
  • CatDog
  • Tom & Jerry
  • Round the Twist
  • Magic Mountain
aug 17 2012 ∞
aug 17 2012 +
  • Current weight: 64kg/141lbs
  • Goal weight: 55kg/121lbs
  • Daily calorie intake: 1200
apr 5 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Monday:

  • 12:10-1pm: Business and Society lecture
  • 1:10-2pm: Foundations of Business Law tute

~

  • 5:10-7pm: Foundations of Business Law lecture
  • 7:10-8pm: Business and Society workshop (once only)

Tuesday:

  • 9:10-10am: Accounting for Business lecture

~

  • 12:10-2pm: Communication and Info Systems in Business lecture

~

  • 4:10-5pm: Accounting for Business tute

Wednesday:

  • 10:10am-12pm: Business and Society tute
feb 26 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Stuff to save up for/buy:

  • Clubbing outfit
  • Stereo cable for the piano
  • A hoodie
  • New schoolbag for uni :O
  • Hairties and a headband
  • Shampoo & conditioner (Fructis: Silky Waves)
  • Sunglasses (I lost my old ones -_-)
  • The cute tops I saw at JayJays and Ice
  • USB (can get a free one at uni orientation day)
  • External harddrive
  • Hair dye
  • Shaving cream/shaver or hair removal cream
  • Multitrip bus ticket
  • iPhone... someday... :(

Other:

  • Give the pug a bath, give him the flea tr...
feb 16 2012 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Songs:

  • Fragile - God Is an Astronaut
  • Quiet - This Will Destroy You
  • They Move on Tracks of Never-Ending Light - This Will Destroy You
  • Sons of Light and Darkness - Helios
  • Bless This Morning Year - Helios
  • What Do You Go Home To? - Explosions in the Sky
  • Nyctalgia - Time Changed Everything
  • Clubbed to Death - Rob Dougan
  • Up Is Down - Hans Zimmer
  • Time - Hans Zimmer
  • Watch You Sleeping - Blue Foundation
  • I Hurt Too - Katie Herzig
  • I Miss You - blink-182
  • The Magic of Us - Bim
  • Parachutes - Trevor Hall
  • Every Time It Rains - Charlotte Martin
  • Stars - Dead Hearts
  • Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
dec 27 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Talking to my boyfriend
    • I want to break up with him because I'm a coward and I just
      • can't do it anymore
  • Looking for a job
    • This is the one part of my life that my social anxiety really interferes with.
      • That, and relationships, obviously.
        • I fail. Hardcore.
dec 23 2011 ∞
dec 23 2011 +

Sitcoms/Comedy

  • Scrubs
  • Friends
  • Black Books
  • The Mighty Boosh
  • Some Mothers Do 'Ave 'Em
  • IT Crowd
  • The Inbetweeners
  • House M.D.
    • Season 1
    • Season 2
    • Season 3
    • Season 4
    • Season 5
    • Season 6
    • Season 7
    • Season 8
  • Community
  • The Big Bang Theory
  • Everybody Loves Raymond
dec 20 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +

Total: 142

Italics = have read before and want to read again.

Bold = currently reading.

I own this book=*

(Name) = Recommended by this person.

  • Inkheart by Cornelia Funke (Rica)
    • Inkspell
    • Inkdeath
  • The Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame*
  • Black Beauty by Anna Sewell*
  • Sloppy Firsts by Megan McCafferty (Rica)
    • Second Helpings
    • Charmed Thirds
    • Fourth Comings
    • Perfect Fifths
  • Steve and Me by Terri Irwin
  • Duncton Wood by William Horwood*
dec 20 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
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Short-Term:

  • Volunteering at the Animal Welfare League shelter
    • Omg. I cannot freaking wait. I've only been waiting for this for, oh, I don't know, YEARS.
  • Christmas pressies
    • Well, namely the moneyz I'll be getting from my parents
  • Getting my SACE results and Uni score
    • Getting accepted to Uni
      • STARTING Uni
  • Staying several nights at Victor Harbor with a small group of my friends for Jessie's 18th.
  • Rica might visit from Melbourne!
  • Getting a job
dec 19 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +
  • Coldplay (1894 plays)
  • Hans Zimmer (1880 plays)
  • Helios (519 plays)
  • God Is an Astronaut (442 plays)
  • Explosions in the Sky (418 plays)
  • Hammock (389 plays)
  • This Will Destroy You (366 plays)
  • The American Dollar (336 plays)
  • OneRepublic (302 plays)
  • Katie Herzig (299 plays)
  • Chris Garneau (282 plays)
  • Imogen Heap (271 plays)
  • The Best Pessimist (235 plays)
  • Red Hot Chili Peppers (231 plays)
  • Jon Hopkins (228 plays)
  • Evermore (228 plays)
  • Sigur Rós (205 plays)
  • Jimmy Eat World (194 plays)
  • Strays Don't Sleep (191 plays)
  • The Cinematic Orchestra (173 plays)

NOTE: This is according to my Last.fm account, but the playcount for Hans Zimm...

dec 18 2011 ∞
aug 6 2012 +