• a constant, peaceful smile always present within
• patience and time to listen, think, speak with poise
• fire in my relationship, freshness, newness, surprise, and excitement
• friendships, alive as ever over distance
• nostalgia in my pocket
• confident, cool energy
• clear goals understood & organized simply
• tasks accomplished absent of agony
• ZEST!
• nutrition! fitness! breaking barriers of the mind!
• YOGA!
• always learning

-working to remember, -being present.

• reading books always
• have an opinion & knowledge on current ev...

• ✔ trainspotting
• ✔ drive
• animal kingdom
• ✔ memento IQ
• poetry
• lolita (also read)
• into the abyss IQ
• into the wild (again)
• ✔ sidewalls IQ
• sideways
• moonrise kingdom
• ✔ exit through the gift shop
• ✔ marwencol
• ✔ good will hunting
• being john malkovich
• ✔ urbanized
• requiem for a dream
• breakfast club
• ✔ confessions of a superhero
• lost in translation
• helvetica

• READ hemptaron(?) take quiz and write post on THURSDAY
• math quiz WEDNESDAY online
• financial aid office 107 millican hall
• set up appointment with an advisor
• appointment with dermatologist
• appointment with gyno ~ [407.823.2701]
• $20 for daniella
• vans
• go home wednesday after class ~ [towels, face cream, ipod, vitamins]
• spence?!
• iphone on craigs list
• look up a job on craigs list
• email planet smoothie manager
• pick up last check from planet smoothie
• bertot march 26 at 11:10
• goldey april 10th EARLY morning

• eyebrows
• JA plan
• class
• gym
• eat/ JA plan
• shower
• JA plan
• pick an outfit for JA
• call tess's mom
• facial

• math lab 3 hrs
• horney/murray quiz (8:00-10:00)
• reaction report email
• get JA lesson plan together
• gym

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• study JA lesson plan wednesday
• work 5-8 wednesday, get off friday

• shower
• breakfast
• nails & facial mask
• pick outfit for the party
• consult bianca about tv and updates
• clean room
• ask eric if he is attending
• opa leftovers!
• allen's surprise party- 6:00!
• arrive @ NYE bash 8:45 ish
• ✔ bring in the new year! *****!!!!!!W$$$$ (:

• wake up
• take your vitamins
• wwake & bake?
• shower
• yummy yum breakfast
• put together brandon & katie's gifts
• pick up film
• go to MRI
• tell allen "happy birthday"
• see brandon & katie (:
• happy ever after
• *you have clothes rotting in the dryer. rinse cycle and then dry them!
• *buy new detergent!

this week

• figure out cgs2100 lab work
• catch up with economics lectures
  • one
  • two
  • reading
  • try practice material
• show up to economics lecture, wed
• hang out with matt wed night
• write humanities paper (5-6 sources, 3-4 quotes)
• study for humanities test (thurs)
• figure out applying t-flats
  • other t-flats
  • plato's closet
• check care.com
• talk to gina again about working
• work out at night at least once

in general

• tanning, try it.
• abs/arms
• eyebrows done
• nails, mani/pedi
• look up dat keratin treatment
• get better club clothes
• uhhhhhhhh
• urban decay setting spray & eye shadow primer/highlight
• urban decay razor sharp ultra defining finishing powder
• baked bronzer

hair care:

• keratin complex infusion
• matrix biolage smooththerapie ultra control masque
• suave professionals vibrant shine conditioner
• co-washing once a week

• grey high waisted jeans from H&M $20
• red jeans from aeropostale 50% off
• normal clothes from ross/bealles etc
• lipstick
• eyelash glue
• high waisted shorts
• college stuff
• macbook cover
• ipod cord for car
• northern lights nail polish
• a camera w/ flash
• combat boots
• obey sweatshirt
• ucf sweatshirt
• regular blk/grey sweatpants
• weed
• ulta ulta ulta
• durkl/obey/vans/supreme/any fitted/snapback
• a pretty bong
• http://www.etsy.com/listing/88388570/gla...

• Having parents
• Roof over my head
• A comfy bed
• Good food
• The perfect best friend
• Friends that don't think I'm weird b/c they're just as crazy
• Being able to think more deeply than some people
• Being able to appreciate/enjoy things more
• Having more freedoms
• Lucy
• A funny dog that never bites
• Unlimited texting
• A place like St. Augustine in my heart
• A plan for my future
• Job
• Slim figure
• Private school upbringing
• Braces

• ✔ Parasailin'
• ✔ Kiss in the rain
• ✔ Stay in a really sketchy hotel
• ✔ Sleep in a car overnight
• ✔ Camping on the beach
• Learn to surf
• Be good at skateboarding
• Travel Europe
• ✔ Find/meet a relative I didn't know about
• ✔ Go on a roadtrip
• Bring my children to St. Augustine
• Buy a condo and rent it out
• Earn a large sum of money playing the stock market
• ✔ Flirt with a boy who speaks a different language
• Get married
• Go sailing again
• Give or do something extraordinary for a stranger
• Learn to play a different instrument

• James Franco
• Joseph Gordon-Levitt
• Penn Badgely
• Cristiano Ronaldo
• Jensen Ackles
• Robert Roldan
• Rick Malambri
• Adam Sevani
• The boy from 16 wishes (which I still haven't seen yet)
• Drama Beats
• Russel Brand (Strangely enough)
• Waiter from JJ's
• Emma Watson
• Mila Kunis
• Katherine Prescott
• James Marsden
• Jimmy Fallon
• Certain people..

• Pancake cake
• Grilled cheese chicken sandwiches
• Chicken sloppy joe's
• Grapes and hammy
• French silk fudge dipped in vanilla frosting (just insane)
• Parsely and oregano nesquik tea
• Homemade frapuccinos
• Grilled cheese dipped in Chicken & Gnochi soup

• Wish I could still dance
• I feel like I should be able to sing but I really just can't
• I am a virgin, and quite frankly I don't give three flying shits
• I don't care that I'm younger than everyone else
• I'm actually really picky when it comes to getting a job
• Sometimes I get really jealous of only one of my friends to the point where I'm angry and I need to relax
• I question my parents' relationship
• I have an extremely addictive personality
• I want to knock fancy cameras out of the hands of unrightful owners
• I watch cartoons and laugh honestly
• I always want to steal, but I'm paranoid. It's the only thing keeping me back
• Panic at the disco was my first love

• vitamin a + zinc
• cut refined carbs in 12 wks replace with high-fiber whole wheat grains
• probiotics, pickles
• high in protein & antioxidants--> anti aging
• more seafood
• less sodium
• not too much dairy
• low-glycemic diet (less refined carbs, more lean meat, fruits/veggies)
• Fatty, ocean-sourced fish such as salmon, albacore tuna, herring, anchovies, and sardines, as well as walnuts, flaxseed, and canola oil are good sources of omega-3 fatty acids, which may reduce inflammation in your body that could be exacerbating skin conditions
• olive oil
• salad
• coffee 1x a day, after that TEA

• See all of your friends
  • Tampa!
• Work hard for money
• Save and spend well
  • Refine what you own, get what you need
• The Alchemist
• Check libraries and internet to tone travel interests
  • Make notes!
• Exercise
• Take pictures
• Healthy skin & hair regimen, re-do surgery
• Dominate spring semester
• Get parents in on the specifics, slowly
• Prepare friends & internet
• Departure

• alicia keys
• the wonder years
• heavy heavy low low
• wiz, 2 chainz, tyga, pusha t
• lupe fiasco

• box similar to valentines box for mementos
• taking photos of receipts

• gym
• school- go to class
• review notes taken after class
• eat healthy
• take care of face
• stretch in the morning
• work on videos/editing
• research major options
• make an appt with advising/career office
• look for housing next year
• job search
• save your money
• look good
• do good
• feel great

• ICLICKER
• AMAZON ORDER
• CHEGG.COM
• MATH HOMEWORK
• MEDEA QUIZ 1
• TESS'S MOM
• GET PHONE
• 3:00 CLASS
• GET PAPER TO A T.A.
• LOOK UP HOW TO DO A DISCUSSION POST
• ACCESS CODE FOR MATH
• EAT DINNER

GO GO GOG O GO GOG OG OGOGOGGOGOGOGOGOOOOOOOOO GO

• shower
• breakfast
• music and start cleaning!
• bathroom
• some laundry
• shop for a piece
• maybe for underwear
• watch a disney movie from netflix
• nap + drink water
• make cd
• write
• remember gift for rhizaldy
• remember outfit for funeral thursday

• restaurant management
• hospitality/hotel management
• general manager of a bar
• gen manager of a night club
• beverage director, beverage services manager
• " " movie theatre

^ owner? ??????!

• event management
• publishing company

- research

• editor for magazine
• writer for magazine
• photographer
• psychiatrist
• social worker
• travel agent
• public relations specialist

• get bathing suit altered
• return cotton on clothing
• cash paychecks
• clean my room
• get my old files on to my new computer
• dad's cd
• takeovr tuesday
• alex's show - also tuesday
• help bianca move in
• write michelle a letter
• give holly address
• watch movies
• go back and document summer
• WRITE
• HANG OUT WITH CHASON
• CHANGE SLEEPING PATTERN
• work out
• dust off the 35mm and start shooting some more

• Sell more books for money
• Meet boy's dad at Bishop Moore for Religion 1 book
• Meet with lady at Bishop Moore to sell history book
• Bree's room painting extravaganza (+ cupcakes)
• Run more errands with Bree
• Mail Michelle's letters
• Get ACA schedule confirmed with Gina
• Excercise
• Get hired
• Clothes pins and string for room
• Meet manager at TSC
• Job search in Lake Mary
• Go to Carlos'n Charlies, it's been forever!
• Buy sunglasses (H&M)
• Young & Reckless shirt
• Eventually, actually shop at Plato's
• Buy random Cappuccino things from Costco

• Springs w/ Daniella
• Nails on Wed
• See Brandon on Wed..?
• See Bree afer school Monday
• Dinner w/ Bianca
• College apps
• Clean out corner of room
• Beta induction ceremony, Thurs 6:45
  • (film for DNN???)
• Stay in contact with Flagler about the legally binding contract
• Cash paychecks
• Sunday to see Brandon/ introduce Bianca
• Use weekend for applications
• Work on Did You Know for DNN
• HOPE/ GEOMETRY
• CPR course
• Photo line
• Continue hopeless job search
• Cds (just do it in DNN)

• Jack & Diane - John C. Mellencamp
• Every Little Thing She Does - Sting & The Police
• Fields Of Gold - Sting
• Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2
• Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
• The Chain - Fleetwood Mac
• With Or Without You - U2
• Only The Good Die Young - Billy Joel
• More Than A Feeling - Boston
• Mr. Blue Sky - ELO
• Dreamweaver - Steve Miller Band
• My Life - Billy Joel
• Make Your Own Kind Of Music - The Mamas & The Papas
• Missing You - John Waite
• Somebody To Love - Queen
• Love The One You're With - Crosby, Stills, & Nash
• Come Sail Away - Styx

• St. Augustine
• Macbook
• SLR camera
• College expenses/future apartment/condo/life
• Investment, stocks

• Bree
• Bree
• Bree
• Bree
• I make lots of lists anyways

• pay mother
• pay debt
• passport
• yoga mat
• new apartment stuff
• rain jacket
• panties

• Sailing
• Music
• Photos
• The moon
• Seeing the stars at night
• Dancing
• Oatmeal with chocolate chips on top
• Big families
• Boys with light brown eyes
• Coming up with random food ideas
• Spontaneous adventures
• St. Augustine
• Planning the future
• Making lists
• Watching "The Nanny" on summer nights
• Seeing my mom laugh really hard
• Neck kisses
• The sound of the ocean
• Meeting people under crazy circumstances
• Songs that I can learn from
• Movies

• Take laptop to marketplace with charger and eat breakfast(lunch) while working on math
• Go to the gym
• Shower
• Order books online
• Deposit paychecks
• Smoke the rest of my weed
• Read up on my camera manual
• Find a way to get a go-phone or something.
• Facial
• Pain meds

• clothes
• shower caddy
• make up
• laundry basket
• gum, wallet, cards, phone, keys, chapsticks, purse items
• sweaters, hoodies etc
• pj's, underwears
• sheets, pillowcases, pillows, comforter, white blanket
• toothbrush/paste
• face washes, masks
• comb
• jewelry, retainer, scar stick, etc
• deodorant
• pink writing notebook
• malibu pbr & the bud
• ipod and ear phones
• big headphones
• phone charger
• b12 stuff, needle can

• travel a lot
• spend that time visiting my friends/ keeping in contact with my friends and making new ones so i have a somewhat global network of friends
• buy unit 350, 1 ocean trace road, st. augustine, fl
• own and restore JJ's heritage cafe
• or maybe the oasis or establish and run something like it
• open up a shop somewhere and turn it into something
• maybe own a venue
• or be a booking agent
• make sure i'm still playing the stock market and investing
• my job ( see potential career list )

• oatmeal / chocolate chips
• bananas
• fruit cups
• granola bars
• lean cuisine??? if freezer
• sandwiches (ham/cheese, bread)

• macbook
• bike
• longboard
• coffee mugs

• Go to a metal show
• Movie night
• Show him Wristcutters
• Not be drunk for once
• Hear Anthony play guitar
• Get a cd of Nick's music
• DC
• New York
• St. Augustine
• 3D Imax movie @ midnight
• Art gallery
• Park Ave.
• Show him around ghetto Apopka
• Learn how to play this Halo Reach nonsense
• Get better at bowling
• See a movie at the Envian
• Share the list of things I like
• Remember having sex (haha ha)
• Owning a pet monkey

(Starting today I shall add to this list all the unhealthy things I eat in order to make myself feel horrible and change my ways.)

• Sneaking extra chocolate chips with my oatmeal
• Large, overly salted and buttered popcorn at the movies
• Buncha Crunch candy at the movies
• Frozen pizza
• Costco cookies
• Chocolate cupcakes with Strawberry icing (x2)
• Hot Fudge Sundae poptarts
• SYTYCD Celebratory Cupcakes (x4)
• SYTYCD Celebratory Cake
• Birthday cake
• Too much goldfish (control your portion sizes, woman.)
• Chocolate mousse cake/ice cream Carlos'n Charlie's thing

• The Power of One
• The Phantom Tollbooth (hahaha I just discovered it again, from when I was little!!!)
• Through the Looking Glass (again)
• Choke
• City of Thieves