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A had a musical performance on in T/W, i think, and dad was driving me to it, and i saw A in a beautiful green dress walking to the venue. after seeing A's bf G dad turned around suddenly. i asked him what he was doing, and he was racist, saying there would be to many chinese people/all my friends were chinese. i angrily said there would be other non-asian people, and i was very annoyed, and also said that dad had been ruining things for me lately. he maintained a neutral face.
i ended up getting there by myself, and G, R and someone else was there, but i couldn't see A. there were some performances. A wasn't wearing a green dress; it was a different colour with a cropped jacket over it.
i was a reporter or something and i'd had to check out something from last year, a store that sold a drink. the storewowner looked like G's mum. i sipped it, and th...
nov 27 2013 ∞
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dreamt i got my atar, looking it up on the computer, i knew it was 89.95. mum asked me how i went; i answered ruefully, not that great, didn't even get above 90, and i smiled bitterly. i think i had already given up. i was numb and beyond caring.
mum was a bit frantic about how i would study law in any university, she suggested newcastle so i set to researching that. she also suggested medicine, and i snapped at her b/c it was way too late to submit a form to study medicine in newcastle. i don't know what my twin got, he was on the computer.
an elaborate plan for 2 prisoners, alex deep and someone else, to escape. they would hide in the fridge until the wardens/guards left, then get out as in the room was a computer, and alex deep could hack it. then the other guy would go the locker to get a key to escape. since we knew ab...
nov 6 2013 ∞
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i was going to meet M for lunch, walking in westfield when i encounter a forever 21 store with a pink blouse at the front. initiailly i don't think it'd suit me, it seems pretty baggy, but i go inside and try it on since it has a pretty bow. unfortunately all the mirrors are on the outside of the dressing room, but once i'm ready to get out i realise my sister and M are outside, talking. idk if they know i'm in or not. my sister was coming to 'babysit' me. cousin N should've been with her.
i do go out and i've decided to buy it for some reason. sister says she knew that the blouse was 'my style'; i'm surprised since i hardly thought it was. i pay for it with mum's debit card, she drove sister here and seems very tired. then i need a belt to match it for some reason, and the first pink one is too small, so i ask my sister to ask if there's more stock, a...
oct 31 2013 ∞
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it was raining pretty heavily and me and L needed to go to jap, as the bell had already rung. i hadn't brought my back, but i went in with her and placed a sheet of paper or something on my desk in the top-right corner as you entered the room, whilst L sat on the table-block next to it. i went out to get my bag. i can remember coming back, trying to walk up some stairs but it's so heavy. i needed to gain muscle and that's why it was so heavy. i was having trouble going straight up the stairs and blockking people, so i went slowly one layer at a time.
a japanese movie, ignored by most of the class, was playing.
when i went inside, jap teacher handed me my creative writing back, and said we'd talk about it. i just saw red on it. when she came to talked i looked for it, and she asked what i was doing, and i said finding my creative writing. she talked abo...
oct 18 2013 ∞
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riding a black/red motorbike, dad in his 4wd driving. i try to park, but i have to go really slowly, but that's when i usually fall off. i attempt to park but do a pretty terrible job at it. dad doesn't notice. he realises he doesn't have the home keys, so i have to give him mine. but then i find my spare keyring for home/bike, and i offer to give that to dad, so i can keep mine (with all of my other keys). he refuses. w/e
walking, i run into caitlin and her mother. (saw her in RL sunday). we're walking, night, foggy, and i am trying to go home, but i choose the wrong driveway. it has a green fence with sharp pointed edges. caitlin's mother tells me that's not it, and my house is 2 houses down. i thank her.
i make the same mistake again.
i'm playing a game or something. birds are flying from right to left, and i have t...
oct 6 2013 ∞
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with dad and twin, we were staying at a motel overnight. twin was working,me and dad had gone to watch a fashion show. the hall was huge, and the seating was in grids. alexander wang was a bit in front of us, i knew him by his distinctive hair. dad had looked for some food and bought shelled prawns, and i ate some, but i was still very much conscious of my calorie intake. that day i'd had just over 500 w/o dinner. i was happy, content watching the show. dad had to pick my twin up from work, buthe was very concerned with my weight, and not gaining after hsc. he said i could have 7 or 8 spread out over time. when he said this, repeatedly, the imaage of a fraction in a square root appeared, as if that's what dad used to calculate how many prawns i could eat. dad left, i didn't eat anything more.
with twin, went to some shop to buy something but didn't have enough money. we tol...
oct 3 2013 ∞
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i had woken up on a wednesday, early, and gone jogging, which i normally don't do on a wednesday. then, at school, H was talking and asking about the past papers we had all done. she knew someone who had done 28 or something, and said she had 'only' done 20. M and R didn't offer anything to say. she asked how many i had done, i smiled, said 2, and started uncontrollably giggling.
sep 24 2013 ∞
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i was forging a passout in my dad's handwriting with a black pen, but the writing was small, neat cursive, unlike my dad's almost illegible writing. i was pretty nervous when doing his signature, but surprisingly it turned out okay, pretty realistic from memory. all this time i was with M, who wasn't watching me but knew i was doing it. i began forging it at 8.45 and thought i only had 10 minutes to finish and hand it in (period 1 started 8.55).
sep 12 2013 ∞
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with dad going to a circus place. there were 2 parking lots, and the first was very crowded so we went into the second. i was surprised to see other cars similar to dad's - same colour, 4WD and coloured number plate. the parking lots were a bit dirty, all concrete and dim. we parked in the middle, but had to move to the edge since the crowds came.
i was with some people. my brother and twin were together, and i was friends with 2 people. the circus person was at the top, near the entrance, and they did a trick, then came down on a slide. we all clapped.
we were late and went into the first larger parking lot where there was another performance, we snuck in at the side and sat down. we were looking for someone. my friend was sick or something.
with a different friend in the 2nd parking lot, trying to look for her mother. she...
aug 17 2013 ∞
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firstly: dreamt that my dad wanted to execute me and twin for something minor. perhaps repeatedly arriving at dinner a few minutes after being called. although my mother tried to protest, it was decided for tomorrow. we went to sleep. in the morning i woke to my twin showing me some electric thing which i could put around my neck and wrist, and apparently it would fool the way of execution my father had decided upon. since i was going first my twin gave it to me. i was called by a girl who followed my father's orders. i went to the laundry with her, and sat in something which would kill me. unbeknownst to her, i had already put on the electric thing, before realising i didn't know how to work it.
i asked if i could go to the toilet. since it was near my twin's room, i planned to go in there and ask him. but i heard him snoring and my monitor coming after me,...
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playing a game in some store, where i have to shoot and hold people with some kind of laser gun? to disappear. aidan works at that shop (black hair). initially it's easy to make them disappear but then too many come too fast and i'm losing. my sister is walking towards me funnily, then i realise it's because she's wearing my 4" heels. 'i don't know how you walk in them' she says. we meet up, and go shopping for her supplies, wandering around the store.
at church something big happened, hearing "the voice of god" who was an actor. we saw him speak. then something big/bad happened. 5 mins after the meeting ended most of the people had vanished. we had to drop an elderly man back at his house, so we were one of the last ones to leave.
with the games, i had to go online and log into a site i hadn't used for a while (and so had forgotten username/password, b...
dec 27 2013 ∞
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our family consisted of me, a younger baby brother, and my older brother, who had moved out. i had just discovered i had 'superpowers', allowing me to transform into a bird at will (i looked like a chicken). however, my older brother was coming home to babysit us, since dad had to go somewhere, and i knew i needed to escape.
i was in the bathroom, practising my transformation, when i turned into a chicken and flew out the window. i had some sort of chicken guide, and for some reason there were lots of chickens in the backyard. i was flying so quickly everywhere, up and down sharp turns, it was exhilarating, although my guide frequently chastised me as the 'real' birds weren't doing that. but i had to go inside again even though i was trying to escape, for my baby brother. i had fixed him a dish of pasta, i think, covered in tomato sauce. i had accidentally put too much sauce in it. i was ...
dec 6 2013 ∞
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family was into gym, going regularly. mum was going to drive, i caught her from dad's window and she will wait 2 minutes for me to change my clothes. but it's taking a while to find clothes. as i go to the front room i can hear her car driving and see her. i call her and she's just driving a bit ahead.
mum asks sister to do something, who asks me since she's tired. i know i can burn a few extra calories so i agree.
in a dream. with twin, we came to a huge department store, maybe german. there are brother/sister ann and 'auf' or what sounds like his name. idk how it's spelt. he is there but ann is missing. twin sees something he likes, chucks it into the next aisle to save it for later. i say he shouldn't do that, but he doesn't care so much. we're having a lot of fun exploring this store, it's huge and there's so many aisles and things everywhere.
nov 1 2013 ∞
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with year 12 on a train to our camp. m. 'bus' was there, i forget who i was sitting next to. someone suggested we play a game. every hour the train clock would announce the time, so one person from the 2 teams should race to the other side of the carriage, and whoever got there first claimed more space/seats for their team. it kinda looked like softball with the bases. i was standing, spectating, when our team decided to become more organised. each team member would participate. gradually it was my turn, and i ran and beat the other team member. i was happy and surprised. saara was guarding second base of the rectangle.
this game continued into the night, and i successfully won while heather and others started running from the other team too late. i reached the opposite end of he carriage quickly.
a new guy, tall and big, was the cook for...
oct 21 2013 ∞
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there was a map of the whole townwhich was made of ice, lots of roads everywhere. i had to have a piano lesson with my piano teacher, i forget what i was learning. i think it was cold.
at train station with cousin N. i forget where we were going. when we went down onto the platform, the manager was weak or something and was lying down on the platform. we boarded the train aand got separated, i found 2 seats but i didn't see N.
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Arrival on the island, of Spanish-speaking brown-skinned people. There had been a hurricane of some sorts recently that affected a portion of the island, and people were finding out if their loved ones were alive or not. Meanwhile, there was some type of beauty pageant to cheer everyone up. Mostly white girls entered.
During one of the shows, I looked around for a place to eat dinner at. I saw restaurants, crowded, but found a pizza place empty apart from 1 guy, eating. I realised that it closed in 5 minutes, at 6. I asked if there was any chance I could buy one. The pizzas are supposed to be really good.
The man smiled and went behind the counter to prepare it. He was joined by another older man. I decide to go for pepperoni. Suddenly all these people come in and start talking tome, and I'm not sure if I'm supposed to share my dinner.
feb 3 2014 ∞
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i was alone at a school i hated, in some sort of pe class. maddy s. and luke v. were in a group of three with me, we had to play frisbee. on the first go i was okay at it, but my lack of skill quickly became evident. maddy gave me some tips for throwing, and my accuracy improved a little.
it was suddenly recess and we were playing soccer i think, a game i was equally bad at. sometimes the ball wold go over the fence, so a junior might give it back or one of us would go. one small indian kid was talking about how very few peope come from his schoool and it's so rare, but we stole the ball off him anyway. he dropped it and someone else got it while i held him.
my dad came to pick me up, i have no idea why. he was large, a little fat, and tall. i followed him through the stone corridor. he said i could smoke, he knew i was...
nov 25 2013 ∞
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doing the hsc, for some reason it's like 3 exams in a few hours. i did english and mx1, then i go to do legal studies. it's fine until i reach the essays part. for some reason i also get to do this test at home, so i'm using mum's laptop to help me. i post on boredofstudies and reddit for help. the essays aren't about family/shelter, they're about some legal case or something that i have no idea about. i only get to do about 1.5 essays, and i don't even get to start 2 unit math. this is my last exam, so i'm sort of happy afterwards.
i go to school for some reason, and ashleigh (asian) is there. i'm with a friend, and ash asks us if we want to get sushi from the school secret canteen (i had no idea about it). i say no at first, then i say wait, i've finished all my exams, i want to celebrate at least a little. i follow them, through a secret door and passa...
oct 29 2013 ∞
oct 29 2013 +
at school, arrived late for mx1 hsc test. i went in and found a sest next to ashleigh (tall, thin) and hayley (fat). but i had forgotten my pens and calculators, so i go back outside and am scrambling in my pencil case to find them. i also get my calculators as the supervisor explains the rules.
before the exam we are at an english camp. my math teacher organises an activity, clothes are placed in the huge industrial-sized dryer, and then the dryer starts and it's shaking around, and you need to grab a piece of clothing from the bottom, and climb to the top to win. it's pretty fun, and i'm enthusiastic about winning, so i'm usually the first person to enter the shaking dryer.
afterwards we're herded into d4 (anh classroom), and M and A are already there. i sit next to M, and the time is 2pm. the mx1 test was approximately 9.30 - 12, 2.5 ...
oct 26 2013 ∞
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i was in a group of 5 people entering some sort of competition, but our job was to infiltrate paige's group. her group was giving their presentation with her talking, but a guy in her group was being annoying and distracting, leading to paige storming out of the room, crying. i followed her to comfort her, and told her that guy's actions were really unfair and rude, and i acted a bit angry, too. paige seemed a little reassured, but she didn't stop crying.
my sister had bought 3 tickets to see harry potter, but cousin and someone else ended up not being able to come. dad had bought tickets for our family to see some boring film, but me and twin were able to sit next to older sister and watch harry potter. the 'cinema' theatre was different. all the silvery chairs were in lines but not parallel to each other.
another fragment, i think i was a guy. 3 ...
oct 23 2013 ∞
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i was late to homegroups, so i got a note. i think i was 13 minutes late. i was walking on the smooth dark grey concrete outside the science labs, i went in one room, turned left, and then walked down the slope. some people said hi, and i tried to say hi, but my voice was small and i was sick. i think i had a cold. i said it a few times in case they haerd one of them once. there were 2 seats, i sat on one near a girl who had said hi, and jacinta sat next to me.
the teacher was the old retired physics teacher who was now quite friendly. he asked me if i did 4 units of science, and i smiled a little and said i don't do any sciences. he said something, a phrase that means "everything is worthless", 2 words, but i can't remember them.
a girl from a younger year was talking to me about her friends, we were suddenly on computers and i could see photos of her...
oct 17 2013 ∞
oct 17 2013 +
with mum and twin in some kind of boat. we had gone out from the shore, and had all our luggage and things with us. something happened and we lost it. mum's big bag floated away from us. i managed to save one piece of luggage that i hadn't taken with us. we swam back to shore and booked into a hotel. we had our clothes dried, and realised we had to fold our sheets then drop them off. someone said we could get our hair coloured and it was cheap but really great, or something simlar.
H and i went to the front desk with MH (in my eng+ class) was talking to the receptionist, i forget about what. H quickly asked the receptionist where she could get her hair blow dried, and the receptionist obliged her by leading her in the right direction. i tried to do the same thing but she told me to just wait. eventually i left and followed in the direction H went, through a large spacious hallway. i d...
oct 15 2013 ∞
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walking with mum in a shopping centre, and we see lots of people we know. caitlin and her mum and later sister, who has very curly hair. they are both very tall. we bump into sherie, who asks how i'm going, and then she says "well, i'm not going to wait for you to ask me how i'm going. i'm married". idk who she's married to, but i'm pretty sure it's someone i know.
keep on walking, see bianca/kenji's parents and grandparents but don't talk to the parents.
different fragment. with L, walking around a town, i think it's snowing. we go inside to the girl's toilets, but there are boys and there are a lot of changing rooms, so idk which ones have toilets. it's very noisy. L goes into one, i go into the one next to her, but my shoes accidentally shoot off into L's room underneath the door since i'm walking fast. i run into the next room and ask L repeatedly if she...
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