• marcus and i got back together (feb/march)
• i went on tour in europe for a month (may)
• i graduated from college with an anthropology and environmental science degree (may)
• i moved to a new neighborhood (may)
• i left dowsing (aug)
• i started a new band?? (dec)
• i left my job at lush (nov)
• i got a full time assistant manager job (nov)
• i got my first tattoo (dec)
• i started paying my student loans (going to do this every month for 15 years) (dec)

• being forgotten
• failing
• never being good enough for anyone or anything
• the future

• graduate from college with a degree in something
• own a spiral staircase
• get married
• live in a blue house
• with a yellow kitchen
• be in love forever
• get a really big dog
• get a house with a wrap around porch, perhaps
• travel to the east coast
• take a train to portland
• spend a night on a boat
• get a kitten
• have kids
• pay off all of my loans
• go camping

• the god of small things
• player piano
• the unbearable lightness of being
• love in the time of cholera
• 100 years of solitude
• galapagos
• kafka on the shore
• the windup bird chronicles

• marcus, duh
• wearing dresses
• nice weather
• biking
• the first day you can roll yr windows down after a long winter
• just starting a really good book you can't put down
• getting an a on a test you really studied for
• getting records in the mail
• getting anything in the mail
• making mixtapes
• talking to a good friend on the train
• free things
• going out to breakfast
• anything with pineapples
• screaming saves the day lyrics with someone else
• catching up with an old friend
• finding old notes and drawings from years...

1: blanket night with matty, i still sort of had the flu.

2: worked all day

3: day off, got coffee with catie, talked about 1Q84, hung out with friends at the coffee shop, saw the chiropractor, went over to marcus' place to watch tv and fall asleep

4: worked all day then matty made james and i dinner, marcus came home and we watched tv and drank hot cocoa.

5: worked all day

6: worked all day, then drank so much whiskey with matty, grant and megan. played cards against humanity, i won.

7: worked all day and then got super wasted off of whiskey at a show. it was a good night.

8: saw nona, all dogs, and sweatertooth, it was awesome. also a good night. it snowed all day so we just had an inside lazy sunday. much needed.

• 1Q84
• cats cradle
• black hole
• life of pi
• cannery row
• the great gatsby
• how i learned to drive
• memoir of women in iran, i forget the name
• literally countless for school
• teaching sex
• ambiguous adventure
• breakfast of champions
• things fall apart
• slaughterhouse five
• slapstick
• nine stories
• i can't remember any more, but there were a lot more

so very broke.

• the promise ring - wood water 2x10"
• desaparecidos - read music/speak spanish
• desaparecidos - the happiest place on earth 7"
• joie de vivre - the north end
• cap'n jazz - shmap'n shmazz lp
• the van pelt - the speeding train 7"
• grown ups - more songs
• archers of loaf - web in front 7"
• cap'n jazz - analphabetapolothology
• braid - first day back 7"
• the firebird suite (band) 7"
• the promise ring - falsetto keeps time 7"
• teenage cool kids - speaking in tongues 7"
• the promise ring - 30 degrees everywhere
• algernon cadwallader - fun 7"
• best friends 7"
• empire! empire! - what it takes to move f...