• sanae: 咲苗 // blooming seed
• pisces//INFP/year of the horse
• 1990
• daydreaming is my favorite sport
• disturbed relationship with art
• cannot keep conversations nor speak in public
• i don't really have dreams or purposes on life
• i tried t get a fashion specialist degree but i dropped out
• i tried to get a second college major in english literature but i dropped out
• trying to get a contemporary art specialist degree let's see when i'll drop out ((I GOT IT OMG!!!!))
• kim kibum is who i wish i could be
• i tend to create a lot of little lies/make up stories and keep them going forever
• ballerina and contemporary dancer
• primary school art teacher

• high expectatives
• obsessive
• delusional
• can't discern real life from my mind
• have a poor judgement over people's honesty
• jealousy
• delusional
• i become strongly dependent over the person i'm with
• not sure if i want a friend or a boyfriend
• delusional
• everyone i met kinda sucked
• “tragically beautiful looks.” (this was a joke)

• noaonanae eggtea/alcohol&cigarettes/coffee date
• watch a shinee world concert
• get rich and spend all my money with my ((shota)) pet
• be kim kibum's fave person in the world ((fuck jjongkey)) yes

• totally stop smoking
• keep my current friendships
• save all the money i can
• be an amazing art teacher
• keep on dancing
• get one or two new tattoos
• finish reading the books i have before i buy a new one (unless it's necessary for my thesis)

[...]

male

• zhang yixing
• kim kibum
• lee minki
• kora kengo
• bang sungjoon
• enuma fumiya
• lee jongsuk
• yen j
• kim donghyun
• louis garrel
• andrew garfield
• jim sturgess

female

• daul kim
• ayamo
• ayumi seto
• björk

• aya takano
• aaron nieh
• min heejin
• eiki mori

• i am crazy
• i am too easygoing
• i have a weak personality
• if i had bigger boobs it would be great
• i make them feel like pedophiles at some point
• heavy make up makes me ~pretty~
• i could lose some weight and exercise more to not be so flabby
• my taste in clothes makes me look a bit stupid
• i can be annoyingly arrogant((i really don't get this one))

• a bigger bed - DONE
• a bicycle - DONE
• a wardrobe - DONE
• smaller vaccum (X)

• annarasumanara
• dr. frost
• hwasa
• my heart is beating
• nineteen twenty one
• nowhere boy
• orange marmelade
• sambong barber shop
• winter woods

• aku no hana
• ctrl-t
• goth
• hikari no machi
• hikari no machi
• jisatsu circle
• nana
• nijigahara holograph
• no.6
• omoide emanon
• oyasumi punpun
• paradise kiss
• sasurai emanon
• sasurai emanon'67
• sekai no owari to yoake mae
• solanin
• subarashii sekai
• umibe no onna no ko
• watashi no chiwase no jikan

• 1q84
• alice's adventures in wonderland
• alice through the glass
• le petit prince
• sophie's world
• the neverending story
• the book thief
• perto do coração selvagem
• a paixão segundo g.h.
• a legião estrangeira
• a hora da estrela
• uma aprendizagem ou o livro dos prazeres
• as horas nuas
• antes do baile verde
• seminário dos ratos
• as meninas
• the picture of dorian gray
• the sorrows of young werther
• the collector
• after dark
• sputnik sweetheart

• 49 days
• big (watching - 22.01 - ep 8)
• boys over flowers
• flower boy next door
• flower boy ramyun shop
• heartstrings
• i can hear your voice
• marry me mary
• personal taste
• playful kiss
• reply 1994
• reply 1997
• school 2013
• secret garden
• shut up flower boy band
• the 1st shop of coffee prince
• the thousandth man
• you're beautiful

both in me and others~

• nose
• feet
• forehead
• tongue

but nose and forehead can be cute sometimes. feet are always gross.

• caroline
• cocorosie
• daughter
• elliott smith
• elsiane
• hurts
• joy division
• lana del rey
• llll
• my bloody valentine
• new order
• nicole dollaganger
• portishead
• radiohead
• the smiths

• androp
• capsule
• galileo galilei
• illion
• itsue
• kinoko teikoku
• lamp
• plastic girl in closet
• plenty
• radwimps
• sakanaction

• aseul
• eaeon
• han heejung
• jaurim
• mad soul child
• monolead
• mot
• nell
• neon bunny
• no reply
• oh hee jung
• saram12saram
• standing egg
• urban zakapa
• zitten

• ...ing*
• 200 pounds beauty
• 4bia
• 4bia 2
• 5150 rue des ormes
• a story of yonosuke
• a werewolf boy*
• airdoll
• all about lily chou chou*
• an education
• antique
• babel
• bandage*
• battle royale
• beatle juice
• big fish
• chicago
• chilling romance
• cinderella
• cloud atlas*
• dancer in the dark