• "among other things, you’ll find that you’re not the first person who was ever confused & frightened & even sickened by human behavior. you’re by no means alone on that score, you’ll be excited & stimulated to know. many, many men have been just as troubled morally & spiritually as you are right now. happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. you’ll learn from them - if you wa...

• White down comforter
• Mustard yellow cardigan
• A million deep-Vs from American Apparel (god i love being trendy)
• New black Simple shoes

• antioch in keene, nh
• umass amherst
• keene state college
• fitchburg state college

• crossword / variety puzzle books.
• being naked when nobody is home (including darting from room to room and even in front of our large windows that overlook the street)
• the jonas brothers
• hannah montana / miley cyrus
• shopping (even though i never need anything, i really just love pushing the cart around and putting things in it, only to take them out when i realize that i don't need them.)
• john and kate...

1. Ryan
2. Miles
3. Matthew Jude (Matty J)
4. Colin
5. Owen
6. Evan
7. Oliver
8. Niko
9. Harper
10. Sophie - wisdom
11. Grace
12. Natalie
13. Alannah / Lanna
14. Hanna
15. Josefine (Josie)
16. Amelia
17. Erin

1. fish tacos
2. coleslaw
3. baked beans
4. pizza
5. mashed potatoes
6. deli meat, namely salami. (except i don't eat it now thanks to vegetarianism.)

1. portland, maine
2. keene, nh (NEW HAMPSHIRE LIVE FREE OR DIE!)
3. amherst, ma
4. burlington, vermont
5. northampton, ma

1. i am sam
2. reign on me
3. toy story 1
4. the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian

• thin wrists
• how i look in my underwear & bra
• short nails (even though i should stop biting them)
• that my hair is finally long
• the fact that i am not obsessed with being impressive like everyone else in this god-forsaken scene
• i have my priorities in the right order
• my butt when i'm wearin' short shorts.

honestly i'm not even attractive at all but i really dig myself.

1. be a contestant on jeopardy!
2. visit the o.c.
3. make and raise babies
4. host a successful thanksgiving dinner
5. pay off college loans!
6. skinny dip in the ocean
7. listen to all of the song on my ipod without skipping ANY!
8. learn how to do stained glass.

1. ryan gosling in the notebook and also i guess in half nelson even when he's on drugs
2. charlie conway from the mighty ducks 1 - 3 even when he is 13 years old (whaddap i'm a pedophile.)
3. seth cohen
4. jack dawson aka leonardo dicaprio in the titanic
5. tobey mcquire as spiderman but only with the suit on

1. concentrated liquid watercolors
2. prismacolor markers $$$

1. chris johanson
2. fumi nakamura
3. basquiat
4. schiele
5. oskar kokoschka
6. erika somogyi
7. alice neel
8. paul cadmus
9. lucian freud
10. edward hopper
11. eric fishcl
12. wilhelm lehmbruck

1. wink
2. snap my finger
3. change lanes on the highway

1. making art
2. not wearing pants
3. being in my bed
4. country music
5. burritos
6. the united states postal service
7. cooking & baking
8. babies!
9. christmas
10. shopping therapy
11. going on car rides when i'm not the driver
12. libraries
13. hiking