• opi shatter
• deborah lippmann edge of glory set
• chanel
  • sky line
  • black velvet
  • noir ceramic
  • rose confidentiel
  • rose caché
  • rose satin
  • rose paradise
  • magnolia rose
  • jade rose
  • ming
  • cherry
  • heatwave
  • orange fizz
  • clair obscur
  • silver
  • trapeze
  • khaki vert

• film cameras
• ancient rock/metal bands that have been around since my dad was born
  • and, of course, the men in the aforementioned bands (most of whom are old enough to have fathered me too)
• old japanese dramas (long vacation, love generation &etc.)
• vintage accessories
• old japanese anime / manga (captain tsubasa, neogenesis evangelion, dbz, crayon shin-chan &etc.)
• awesome movies such as star wars and home alone and disney stuff and godfather and the matrix and stephen chow shit.
• writing in longhand (minus the occasional brb or idk)
• reading actual books like lotr or 1984, even dante's inferno
• passing notes in class instead of texting...

• replace all my electronic gadgets with apple products if possible
  • macbook (pro?)
  • iphone
  • ipad 2
• get a purple guitar (yes honey, that one). or fender.
• become more fashion-aware and seemingly intelligent
• become a better person (by my own standards, of course)
• refine and master the art of bullshitting
• get my own credit card
• figure out what i want to do with my life
• try not to have any regrets

• i second-guess myself a lot and overthink a lot and i think i'm histronic and narcissistic and anxious and paranoid and lame and stuff but i don't think i really know myself that well
• so sue me if i like talking in run-on sentences
• when i say i have a huge rack, i don't mean my boobs because i have none of that; i am merely having a guitar geek moment
• i am a guitarist and a drummer and a gymnast and an amateur photographer and an asian and a fucking rock star in the making and everything else in between you'll have to find out but i'm sure no1currs
• see what i said about run-on sentences
• i have synesthesia
• i speak english, mandarin, cantonese, chiu chow (so that makes it chinese in 3 dialects), french and japanese
• 852 represent! google it

• livejournal is where i roll
• tumblr is where the inspirational things go
• twitter is where i rant & ramble & spazz in real time
• facebook is where internet meets real life
• flavors.me is a stalker's 5-in-1 wet dream
• blogspot is for all the things i don't say
• dreamwidth is reserved for word vomit
• flickr will rape your eyes
• formspring is where i answer questions
• #crashxdive is where you can find me most of the time
• socarolineee is where you can skype me for free

feel free to add me on any of those. just tell me where you found me and s'all good.

• books
  • chuck palahniuk
  • margaret atwood
  • kurt vonnegut
  • haruki murakami
  • michael chabon (the mysteries of pittsburgh)
  • stephen chbosky (the perks of being a wallflower)
  • bryan lee o'malley (scott pilgrim vs. the world)
  • douglas coupland (jpod)
  • f. scott fitzgerald (the great gatsby; vintage!!)
  • j. d. salinger (the catcher in the rye; vintage!!)
  • george orwell (nineteen eighty-four / animal farm; vintage!!)
  • james joyce (ulysses)
  • franz kafka (the trial)

• 2ne1
• 30 seconds to mars
• 9mm parabellum bullet
• abingdon boys school
• ac/dc
• acid android
• acid man
• 赤西仁
• alice in chains
• alice nine
• a perfect circle
• 嵐
• arcade fire
• arctic monkeys
• asian kung fu generation
• belle and sebastian
• big bang
• black rebel motorcycle club
• black sabbath
• blink 182
• bob dylan

• tattoos
  • "VIII V II" in times new roman in the middle of my shoulders (852 stands for hong kong, the place i grew up in)
  • a nautical star in purple on that spot on my forearm just before my wrist (something to keep me from going astray)
  • a crown on the same spot as the star, just on the other hand (i'm king of the world!)
  • an infinity sign on my ring finger (because the ring finger signifies creativity, love of beauty and intelligence)
  • a mini toy pistol on the side, just below my ribcage ('i'm the trigger')
  • an ouroburos symbol circling my wrist like a bracelet (for a circle has no end)
  • an aquarius sign on my index/middle finger
  • "II XVII" on the underside of my wrist (b...

• new musical equipment
  • brand new tama/pearl drum set i'm not picky
  • a new tele or strat or fender or sadowsky or anything esp or gibson or just a bajillion more guitars in general
  • maybe a new acoustic too while i'm at it
  • new amps and effectors so i can rebuild my rack
  • moar picks because mine keep disappearing
  • my own synthesizer and keyboard
  • i want a new splash in my life
  • i need a new crash in my life
  • new turntable please
  • actually, i really need to have my own studio so i don't have to haul equipment everywhere
• actual math skillz
• dvds/cds/magazines/photobooks/misc. merch...