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  • uncontrollable thoughts of self-sabotage
  • unable to distinguish negative thoughts from actual thoughts
  • difficult to know if I am being unreasonable
  • generally, a constant battle with my own mind
  • not eating / not having the energy to make or get food for myself
    • have a complicated relationship with food anyway
    • is it a consolation or an enjoyment?
    • what does it mean when I don't eat?
  • feel strong sense of guilt and anger towards self
  • wish to revert to childhood
  • spend most of the day doing absolutely nothing
  • uncomfortable sleeps
  • being stuck between waking and sleeping
dec 19 2017 ∞
dec 28 2017 +