• 100 favorite lyrics
  • 100 favorite bands
  • 100 reasons to stay alive/not kill yourself
  • 100 recipes
may 6 2017 ∞
may 18 2017 +
  • Bright Eyes ▸ The Calendar Hung Itself
    • does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? and does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes? looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you. oh, does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched? and does he cry through broken sentences like I love you far too much?
  • Brand New ▸ Soco Amaretto Lime
  • movies with a strong father-daughter bond
  • heated conversations with my mother
  • the results of the 2016 presidential election
  • love
  • the most embarrassing moment of my life, ...
nov 4 2016 ∞
may 14 2017 +
  • attend inpatient therapy
  • attend college
  • travel to Europe
  • vote
  • went to Los Angeles in 2016
  • tried marijuana
  • gone to the RDGLDGRN concert by myself
  • played field hockey in high school
oct 29 2016 ∞
may 18 2017 +
  • sell my american girl dolls
  • sell my american girl dolls' clothes
  • sell blythe clothes i don't use anymore
  • sell my middie blythe?
  • take online surveys
  • sell cross-stiched items
  • sell crocheted hot pads
  • sell baby blankets
oct 26 2016 ∞
feb 22 2017 +
  • finishing my degree at GMU instead of transferring ➸ degree!
  • asking grandma what she was doing when she was crocheting ➸ she taught me to knit and crochet
  • asking if they were hiring at LEGO ➸ hired
  • taking my suicidal self to the emergency room, and agreeing to go to the inpatient program ➸ living
  • allowing Sullivan to move in ➸ so far, so good
  • go to Europe ➸ I went to Europe!
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • house centipedes
  • wet tissues
  • port-a-potties
  • slow internet
  • my mood swings
  • alcohol
  • presdent Donald Trump
oct 26 2016 ∞
may 6 2017 +
  • my family
  • my house
  • living in America
  • my cats
  • the internet
  • having two computers
  • marijuana
  • Ancient Alien Fridays
  • yarn
  • candy
  • books
  • Apple products
  • Game Grumps
  • Twitch
  • video games
  • hippopotamuses
  • music
oct 26 2016 ∞
mar 10 2017 +
  • John making the best grilled cheese sandwiches.
  • working at Forever 21
  • when Bob Dylan drawled "I'm in a cowboy band" during 'Nellie Moore' at his concert 11/17/06 and I, along with the crowd, cheered, and Mijail gave me the weirdest look
nov 4 2016 ∞
may 6 2017 +
  • karaoke ➸ i can't sing worth a damn; no one in the club thought my friend and i's off-key, drunk, and awkward performance was funny and people boo-ed
  • use Tinder ➸ just a bad idea
  • use cocaine ➸ it's a stupid drug
  • visit my grandparent's house on Lake George ➸ it's been sold
oct 29 2016 ∞
nov 8 2016 +
  • my cat, Vader
  • my old house
  • playing in the woods as a child
  • not worrying so much
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • write everyone letters
  • see my grandmother in upstate New York
  • see my uncle in Texas
  • spend a week or more at Lake George, New York
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • empathetic
  • creative
  • sincere
  • anxious
  • intelligent
  • melancholy
  • curious
  • messy
  • romantic
  • envious
  • shy
  • selfish
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • graduating college (b.a. in art history)
  • being able to both knit and crochet
  • being able to play the violin
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • I have no money.
  • I don't know how I'm going to work with this anxiety.
  • I'm out of weed, my go-to medicine.
  • I feel overwhelmed when I think about applying for disability and unemployment.
  • My car is dead.
  • How in the hell am I exactly going to make 100 lists of 100 items, I guess this is going to be an ongoing thing. This really shouldn't stress me out...
  • I need to call back my doctor, but it's giving me anxiety. I really need to just go and see her, but I get anxious.
  • Is it my responsibility or my therapist's responsibility to make the appointments? I thought she was going to contact me when she has an opening so we wouldn't have them set too far in advance because doing so makes me anxious, but I haven't heard from her?
oct 26 2016 ∞
may 17 2017 +
nov 5 2016 ∞
jul 3 2017 +
  • this time my cousin Lois came to visit and we went to the Natural History Museum in Washington D.C. and she got really upset at the stuffed mammal hall because she was a vegetarian, and we had to leave
  • staying after school and getting Hot Bagel (plain bagels with butter) before field hockey practice
  • the sweaty grass smell of post-hockey practice
  • the electrical box near Cory's house
  • my sandbox
  • making bread with my mom
  • my cat, Orbit
  • the layout of my old house
  • the layout of our old neighborhood
  • wearing a velour jumpsuit to picture day in 3rd grade and thinking I looked fly as hell, and getting envious stares from 5th graders
  • fourth grade Halloween haunted house and ...
oct 30 2016 ∞
may 6 2017 +
  • read 10 books (01/10)
    • Trout Fishing in America, Richard Brautigan
    • Old Possum's Book of Practical Cats, T.S. Eliot
  • visit a DC museum I've never been to before
  • take more pictures
  • keep up with my bullet journal (BUJO)
  • lose 10 - 20 pounds
  • see the orthodontist
  • see the dentist
  • see my therapist at least four (4) times (4/4)
  • have $1000 in savings (0100.02/1000.00)
  • get a job
  • visit my grandma (March 23 - 27)
  • visit New York City
  • visit Colorado
  • visit California
  • decide where to move
  • keep up with my blog
oct 29 2016 ∞
may 28 2017 +
  • graduated high school
  • graduated college with a bachelor's in art history
  • got my driver's license
  • got some Presidential Award in 6th grade; I'll have to look it up to see exactly what it was
oct 26 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +
  • going to college
  • going to therapy, multiple times
  • playing a instrument (violin) in fourth grade
  • getting braces (twice)
oct 26 2016 ∞
apr 27 2017 +
  • the Museum of Modern Art, New York City, NYC
  • the Los Angeles County Museum of Art, Los Angeles, CA
    • Michael Heizer, Levitated Mass, 2012
  • the Pinakothek, Munich, Germany
  • Tokyo, Japan
  • the Louvre, Paris, France
  • Sydney, Australia
  • London, England
  • Basildon, England
  • Alaska, USA
  • Cardiff, Wales
  • Vatican City
  • Museo del Prado, Madrid, Spain
    • Hieronymus Bosch, Garden of Earthly Delights, 1490 - 1510
  • British Museum, London, England
  • Pergamon Museum, Berlin, Germany
oct 26 2016 ∞
jun 1 2017 +
  • knitting
  • crochet
  • making playlists
  • making lists
  • photography
  • overthinking
  • loving
  • making pleasing color combinations
  • making people laugh
  • video games
  • art history
  • remembering obscure information
oct 26 2016 ∞
jul 3 2017 +