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  • aphotic
  • defective
  • somber
  • parasite
  • cavity
  • wither
  • infest
oct 19 2017 ∞
nov 15 2017 +
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  • victorian mourning dresses
  • '50s chipped vintage furniture and pastel knick-knacks
  • anything and everything shabby chic really
  • decrepit baby dolls missing limbs
  • black minimalistic tattoos
  • diseases from the middle ages
  • everything lana del rey does
  • plate armor and medieval weaponry
  • late 1800s medical instruments
may 14 2015 ∞
mar 19 2016 +
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  • joshua // lil peach.
  • seokmin // kinky dong.
  • wonwoo // goth bf.
nov 10 2017 ∞
nov 10 2017 +
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  • curb stomp #1 by ryan ferrier + devaki neogi
  • hysteria by richard appignanesi + oscar ázrate
  • lazarus #3 by greg rucka + michael lark
  • paper girls #1 by brian k. vaughan, cliff chiang, + matt wilson
  • rat queens #2 by kurtis j. wiebe, roc upchurch, + stjepan šejić
  • sally heathcote: suffragette by mary m. talbot, bryan talbot, + kate charlesworth
  • take it as a compliment by maria stoian
  • the trouble with women by jacky fleming
mar 18 2015 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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  • Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
  • The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
  • Dracula by Bram Stoker
  • Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
  • The Odyssey by Homer
  • The Picture of Dorian Gray Oscar Wilde
  • Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
feb 3 2015 ∞
sep 6 2015 +
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  • bella fiori *
  • hailey reese *
  • brittayy44 *
  • kyla rebecca *
  • caitlin rose *
  • loeylane*
  • danelle hallan *
  • vintage files *
  • gabulosis *
  • criminally listed *
  • georgia marie *
  • cayleigh elise *
  • kendall rae *
  • madame macabre *
  • lordanarts *
  • obsoleteoddity *
  • alaina violet *
feb 3 2015 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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  • Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
  • Gemma Doyle trilogy by Libba Bray
  • Dracula by Bram Stoker
  • The Iron Daughter by Julie Kagawa
  • Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Orgin by Jessica Khoury
  • The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
  • The Monstrumologist by Rick Yancey
  • Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
  • All Our Yesterdays by Cristin Terrill
  • The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis
  • Grave Mercy by Robin LaFevers
  • The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
  • Asunder by Jodi Meadows
  • The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken
apr 5 2015 ∞
jun 2 2016 +
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  • alice in wonderland
  • medieval fantasy
  • paranormal stories
  • american civil war
  • wild west and victorian steampunk
  • edgar allan poe
  • victorian and edwardian hospitals and illness
  • dolls and dollhouses
  • apocalyptic themes
  • 1800s western saloon
  • true crime & cults
  • ancient civilizations of north america
  • titanic and other shipwrecks
jul 17 2016 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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writing

tumblr

etc

nov 10 2017 ∞
dec 1 2017 +
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❝ i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands. ❞ - e. e. cummings.

  • wild, but small and quiet kid who's in love
  • cis straight girl & she/her
  • loves Jesus more than anything
  • feminist & artemis reincarnate
  • terribly, terribly bashful
  • spends too much of her time in bars
  • married to the moon
  • forever swallowing butterflies
  • oftentimes has a nosebleed
  • tends to forget her age
  • nocturnal & coffee addict
  • infp / melancholic / chaotic neutral
  • bpd and always sick and sad
nov 21 2013 ∞
dec 8 2017 +
  • rotting / rotten / rot
  • whisper
  • decay
  • sick / sickening
  • vomit
  • ache
  • warm / warmth
  • dirty
  • gentle
  • empty
  • dead / death
  • infect / infection
  • soft
nov 14 2017 ∞
nov 15 2017 +
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  • washcloths for face washing
  • vintage louis vuitton (preferably 60s)
  • all of maria v. snyder's books
  • necklace stand
  • map of world of warcraft
  • the jane austen heirloom collection
  • natural laundry detergent
  • vintage ouija board
  • the collected stories of colette
  • ram's skull (cruelty free)
  • canon eos rebel t3i (body only)
  • ef 40mm f/2.8 stm pancake lens
  • aa plaid tennis skirts in every color
mar 18 2016 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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  • Oliver
  • Étienne
  • Rowan
  • Isaiah
  • Zooey
  • Sebastian
  • Noah
  • Charlie
  • Johan
  • Lazarus
  • Henry
  • Simon
jun 14 2012 ∞
sep 6 2015 +
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  • use a blowdryer to heat eyelash curler
  • mix face argon oil and mix it with matte foundation
  • apply baby powder in eyelashes before mascara
  • apply highlighter to moisturized shin bones
  • shaving cream on clothes with foundation cleans
  • mix lotion with too dark foundation
  • use zote pink laundry soap to clean brushes
  • apply vaseline to areas where you spray perfume
  • put bath salts into clear jars for makeup brushes
mar 25 2016 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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  • to drag from the guts / what’s in the guts / terror and hunger.

Zbigniew Herbert, from Chord of Light: Poems; “Mr. Cogito and Pop,”

  • & you know now, that anything alone is a haunting & any two things together is a terror.

Yves Olade, “Iphigenia at Aulis”

  • How I linger to admire, admire, admire the things of this world that are kind, and maybe. also troubled roses in the wind, the sea geese on the steep waves, a love to which there is no reply?

Mary Oliver, from “Heavy,” Thirst: Poems

  • The darkness grew dense. Glutinous. Pushing through it became an effort. Like swimming underwater.
nov 7 2012 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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boys

  • 徐明浩 (xu minghao)
  • joshua hong
  • 채형원 (chae hyungwon)
  • 高田健太 (takada kenta)
  • 賴冠霖 (lai guanlin)
  • 윤산하 (yoon sanha)

girls

  • 박지효 (park jihyo)
  • 박수영 (park sooyoung)
  • 배유빈 (bae yubin)
  • jennie kim
  • 정은비 (jung eunbi)
  • 최윤아 (choi yoona)
  • 정진솔 (jung jinsoul)
nov 10 2017 ∞
dec 10 2017 +
  • i'm bpd and it's the biggest part of my life/personality. everything i do p much is bc of it. i am extremely emo and i say extremely contradictory things all the time but w/e. like my style/aestehtic might go back and forth sometimes and im sry
  • i love boys more than life and certain male kpop groups/idols are literally my happiness and reason why i wanna stay alive.. and sometimes maybe i get way too defensive and protective and feel personally attacked and upset over the smallest remark.. but thats prob just my bpd
  • i may have anger issues and be a mess and seem scary but i swear and i promise i'm a rly nice and loving person. in fact i love 2 much so i love friendship and i want no one to be 2 afraid to talk or follow me on things.

☾☾☾☾

dec 7 2017 ∞
dec 8 2017 +
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piercings

  • nipples (both)
  • belly button (for the third time)
  • left nostril
  • dimples
  • dimples for the second time (?)
  • tongue

cosemetic

  • lip injections
  • eyelash extensions
  • eyebrow tattoos

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  • eyebrows threaded
mar 18 2016 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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fanfic

  • until the flowers bloom *
    • wonho/changkyun
  • letters (things unspoken) *
    • wonho/hyungwon
    • so beautifully written i wanna die
  • just need one night (slightly more if it's done right) *
    • mingyu/minghao
    • smut, but like... its so well written and it involves all my weaknesses.

misc

  • what happens when the stars go out *
  • her name was emma *
oct 21 2017 ∞
dec 9 2017 +
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currently

  • ears 0g on left
  • septum 14g

goal

  • ears 1 inch
  • septum 10g
mar 18 2016 ∞
nov 12 2017 +
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***

currently

  • please just stay dead.
    • hyungwon/minhyuk
    • hyungwon/wonho??? who knows.
    • i'm a sh*tty person who finds pleasure in ruining lives due to love triangles.
    • non au bc they are p much the only ones really like bc im a boring, basic b*tch.
    • so so so sad i'm sorry to anyone who is unfortunate enough to read it. i swear i am sorry :(
      • words so far: 3,778
      • chapters: 1/??
  • natural born losers.
    • chinaline.
    • minghao & joshua friendship tho.
    • minghao is edgy and is obsessed with deat...
oct 18 2017 ∞
dec 7 2017 +