some of you i have just met, some i have known for years but i really appreciate and admire all of you and you all have given me some memories that i think about when im sad that help me when im down. i really wish for all the happiness in the world to all of you and you can talk to me whenever you need it, i will try to understand and comfort you as best as i can. i love you all and i wouldnt be here without some of yall <3

oh wow where do i even start? i- i'm glad that you now that i;m your biggest fan bc i truly do adore you, you're stunning inside and out and you mean well. i wish you didn't say sorry for everything because there's no need to worry b you're okay. you are so hilarious without trying and sometimes i dont go on snap at all but when i see that you sent me a long haul of snaps oh my god i get excited boi because theyre so funny and it could be you walking around drinking coffee but it's entertaining? u wild. i get so happy when you get excited to show me something or even just talk about something, i feel this fluff feeling in my chest when you're telling me something happily. i love listening to you and anything you have to say and i'll try my best to understand and comfort when you vent bc i am always here. we should go to LA one day and fuck around, i've never experienced the city fully and ...

i miss you so much man i would snort so hard and throw myself all around at how ugli we were being about ryuk or some dumb scenario and istg you have my exact humor you always say my jokes before i can and better too :/ u asshole. ANYWAY once i learned you were a baekhyun stan i was scared but set on being your friend, you were lit and you had good taste? wig. so we slowly became friends and you were always there to listen to me talk on and on about basically everything good and bad which i appreciate deeply. and you know i'm here to listen to what you have to say, especially a n y details with ad*m because i wanna be able to give a full speech at yalls wedding knowing every detail of your love story and leave nicolos sparks (?) shaking. i miss homo bromos and laughing hard with you n i hold these memories dear in my heart. you will forever have a spot in my heart bc you're like a role mod...

first off, you better be resting well and taking time for yourself okay promise me that when you're stressed or anxious you write everything out on paper and take a bath or go out with a friend or play with gnar (and then send him in the mail to me pls) wendy and taemin want you smiling bright and wide because you the moon to their sun so they can't keep shining without you, they love you very much. and so DO I. thank you for listening to me gush on about johnten and for being there doing the 2chan Era, what a dandy time bc i'm so grateful that we met at hodamn wtf and then we fought at stargazer a lot kajsdfj it's fun fighting with you like it is with sera you guys just smash your keyboard angrily and splutter about kasjfds you're precious and one of my favorite humans who i can't help but bully but i love you so much. see shinee and red velvet and nct and all of your groups (again?) one ...

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how does it feel to be on a list with a bunch of kpoppies XD okay that was a bad start but it's because idk why i get nervous when it comes to expressing feelings to someone i am insanely close to. it may be that i fear i can't ever express it as deep at it is in my heart so my brain'd rather try to at all and it nope's out of it. either way, i'm gonna try my best!! i- i am so thankful that we have the same humor and thought pattern (i may not be number 1 rank but hear me out we think alike) bc we are at the cheesy best friend point where you say something before i can and istg :T i know that you have a hard time believing friends confession of love or gratitude but you are amazing, truly. you are not appreciated enough, your teachers damn well fall over telling you how it is with how smart and special you are but THAT DOESNT EVEN BEGIN TO CONVEY HOW AMAZING MF. we met sean together and on...

aaah i really can't express into words how adored you are like you have this vibe about you that makes everyone just instantly love you. sometimes you just breathe and it's funny im so upset kajsdfk but really anyone who's around you is blessed with your presence and i always feel at ease around you. usually i get nervous if i get quiet around people but with you it's not awkward which is really special to me but yes i waited a whole ass 10 minutes for your ice cream rolls and i don't even mind bc you enjoyed that shit. when i get money with my job (one day,,) i wanna buy you some cute ass makeup so you can serve the world more looks n leave taeyong shaking. this is a promise from me to you that we will see nct one day okay taeyong n sicheng have to see their cheeseball. i'm really thankful that i met you 3 years ago and even more thankful that we are still close and talk about the stupide...

we have been nice to each other (kinda) lately it's been nice but this is gonna out nice our whole time knowing each other so i'm gonna be extra bully to make up for this :/ we met at... stagrazer and we fought so much, things will never change kasjdf making you mad is one of my favorite pastimes and talents that i take much pride in. as much as i hate to say it, your charas are so precious rolls eye emoji and i'm sad that i quit before our baekyeol could happen but maybe one day we can, i will wait for a baekyeol like that forever :/ DAMN YOU FOR RUBBING OFF THE KEYBOARD SMASH ON ME you do it so damn long and loud if we knew each other irl i would have a permanent headache (jk) but i appreciate and adore your enthusiasm very much actually so plot twist. love live jaeyong and sendy, the legends. i hope that you know that i may or may not wish you all the best in the world bc you're preciou...

why do you immediately make me so soft and emo you're such an angel aaaaaaah okay no crying mason. you're the softest person who everything about you just beams angelic vibes and it makes me so happy that someone like you exists on the same planet??? as me??? at the same time??? i am really blessed. i know that this year and before has given you rough times but i mean it in the deepest sense of the word when i say that all of us including me are here for you to listen and comfort you because you are so adored and you shouldn't be sad and dealing with whatever it is alone. write out when you're sad if we're busy and watch videos of doyoung laughing. i always wanted to be close with you bc sandy said you were such a precious bab but i got busy and i know that you're busy right now as well but never forget that i adore you and i am waving my tina banner whenever you need to remember one of yo...

i hope you know that even though i've been so busy and forgetful about everything and ugli i still admire and hope that you find happiness with something to pursue in your life because i hope that someone can pay you for shipping xiuhan but until that happens i hope you find a passion to express yourself in bc that is so important and the experience from drawing furry porn in your young days could come in handy somehow fksdjf i vented you to you about a loooot of things and talked a looooot about those things and that's definitely rare for me to do with someone i wasn't quite familiar with yet but i felt comfortable and i'm grateful that you helped and replied to everything as best you can. you helped me realize a lot when i was in the closet and even repressing the whole trans thing completely so i want to thank you for opening my eyes and being there to support me no matter what. i miss ...

okay well first of all i have to really keep this under control bc i don't want you to block me if i'm being """too""" soft but the least i could do is appreciate you. i'm really glad and surprised at the same time that we are close as we are, you straight up probably hated me sophomore year so i was scared of your ass and then legit avoided bc nerves but then you stumbled into got7 on netflix and then. you stanned legends. i'm thankful for bap for giving us the chance to be bffies and that they keep you happy because you deserve to smile just as much as yongguk's dumb ass does. you pulled me hella deep into bap when i was a loose stan and i'm thankful for that as well. this summer would've been a lil boring without you honestly, even though we didn't get to rabbit hardly at all but I swear!! we will finish ofd one day... (do u get it :D) the harmony between yongguk and you amazes me so mu...

moon taeil would genuinely be so stunned meeting you like you didn't see taeil at kcon, taeil SAW YOU. i miss you just as much as you miss taeil and you are such a beautiful lil shit, i admire you so much and i love how much we laugh at the ugliest scenarios it's so funny especially at 3am faksldjf i didn't expect for you to be THAT god damn short bro in pictures you look like you'd be really tall :O it's cute it just amazes me how the universe fit a whole ass angel in such a small bab. thank you for the letter and stickers and everything btw they're really cute and i keep bragging to everyone at what my IDOL gave me wow. i really hope you know that you have the coolest, prettiest word art that is second only to your beautiful personality. wes and taeil and doyoung and all of us are so lucky and we all wish for you to smile everyday so that the world can be blessed with those sunshine rays...

i didn't almost write mark, be proud of me. FIRST OF ALL, you're so funny in person and online kim and i were laughing so much fkalsdjf i hope that i don't annoy you istg but do you realize you were the first friend that i made at love letter and i'm so thankful for that. johnhyung (?? markny?? hyjngho??) will forever be such a funny cute lil friendship and i don't know if you remember this but ten n mark used to fking beef it and i would legit sweat so much i'm glad that y'all calmed down or it really felt like that nct vine where johnny is splitting up that fat ass war on stage kfjsdf forgive me because you'er one of those people that i want to get closer to but i feel a bit intimidated bc you are a bit on the cool level and i am not so convo is an obstacle but it's always refreshing to catch up with you and send fat paragraphs about i dont even know fjkashd i always laugh and think abou...

GUESS WHO TOLD SOMEONE TO FUCK OFF TODAY. flksajfdkjas i miss those days so much and i'm so glad we got to share them together i'm emo but you're one of those people that i wanna be closer with but i'm so stressed n messy with shcool and im so fksjfkd but really i hope you have gr8 days as lovely as you and your twitter is so funny really. YOU ARE HOT AS F U C K i ult you til death and i will hype up every single selca day you post my man wow. i hope you get to see nct one day and see haechans dinosaur chicken nugget looking ass in the flesh bc you deserve it b. keep us well fed with that selfies and make sure you're resting up for your schooling, okay i love you.

the ultimate deluxe banghim stan, everyone. we aren't that close yet okay i'm sorry that i am busy or just dead so often but kfsdjf still amazed we have a mutual you're so funny i snort so damn much over your tweets on tl and the "hewwo" shit gets me every time kfjasdkfj i'm hella glad that you got to see bap in the flesh, himchan was blessed with God™ in the audience in DC on that night wow you tweet some videos that make me wanna have less eyes but your pinned makes it all okay. you make karla happy and vice versa n im thankful for that, i stan legends. SOON, I WILL GET YOUR BRACELET TO YOU i'm slow at a lot of things so bare with me. anyway get your rest and keep eatin good or... daehyun be gone will run out? idk but seriously stay healthy i love u

kcon was honored to have you honestly, we barely met a week ago but you're really nice and funny and i'm just in awe my dude. YOU AND RAM GO TF OFF THO I WAS SO OVERWHELEMED BUT in a good way. i don't know how ram found such a lit kcon buddy but i'm thankful as hell and i can't wait to see you next year. i hope that we can get closer in time and that your schooling is treating you somewhat well. i honestly don't know how you live in texas yet you're still alive. anYWAY keep your taeyeon posters safe from gunslingers or whatever is there and stay lit, i love u