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ich will meine Träume nicht nur träumen ich will sie auch erleben!

I live in my own world. Not everyone understands it, sorry.
I love to live my dreams and I do that all the time.
Addicted to musicals, german language, parfumes, tea & bags.

panikgirl follows:
the invisible... travel (future plans & dreams)
IBelieveInPen... television (Episodes watched in 2017)
Penpalling (letters to write 2017)
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books (read in 2017)
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  • my parents. they're my inspiration, my friends, my help... they have really rescued me.
  • my grandma. she's like the second mother to me.
  • school(s) and everything connected with that... not nice things.
  • my acne and what i had to endure...
  • J. as a teacher and as a person
  • my english teacher from secondary school. i really love her. for everything.
  • watching lotr for the first time, REALLY!
  • the first The Rasmus concert
  • my knee problems
  • "elisabeth" and mate&serkan interview
  • my granddad... i cannot write it down... it's just... more spiritual)
  • monika & every little thing we did/do/have done together.. it's just... my sister from another mother! :) <3
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • "Ich mach mein Ding,egal was die anderen sagen,Ich geh meinen Weg, ob gerade ob schräg, das ist egal"

("Mein Ding" Udo Lindenberg)

  • "Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!" (A. Hepburn)
  • "The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem. Do you understand?" (Jack Sparrow)
  • "I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles." (A. Hepburn)
  • "A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous." (Coco Chanel)
  • "Life is not measured by the number of br...
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • my room
  • berlin
  • vienna
  • warsaw airport
  • theater am potsdamer platz
  • tatra mountains
  • rusinowo
  • gdynia
  • vienna old town
  • krynica zdrój
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • New York, New York...
  • Bali
  • Berlin <3 (I think I should move there...)
  • Vienna <3 ( see: Berlin)
  • Gdynia :3
  • Paris
  • London <3
  • Rome
  • Barcelona
  • Sevilla
  • Australia
  • New Zeland
  • Mexico
  • Cuba
  • USA
  • Lisboa
  • Cologne
  • Venice
  • Mediolan
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • 20.09.2008, Roma SD...
  • the first phantom
  • phantom last show
  • "i have promised you... how could i not play today... i told i would and so i am. :)" "but you've got fever, flu and..." "but i promised you"
  • "angels" sung just into my eyes.... oh gosh! i was dead then.
  • "i'll never forget you... always-smiling-zosia... that's unforgettable..."
  • "just GIVE ME THESE TICKETS!!!!! I BEG YOUUU!!!"
  • the first-last łukasz as raoul show
  • "go there, wait for my call! you'll get those tickets!"
  • asking damian what was he going to sing, telling him that was my favourite song and then dancing with him to that song ON THE STAGE!!!!! FUUUCKING AMAZING!!!
  • a concert for peter and me on the stage, ...
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • hair/ warsaw
  • phantom of the opera (wow. so many times...)/warsaw
  • les miserables / warsaw
  • carmen latina / radom
  • cats / warsaw
  • boyband / warsaw
  • best of musicals / warsaw
  • tanz der vampire / berlin
  • hinterm horizont (<3 my love. forever) / berlin
  • elisabeth (wien)
  • singin' in the rain (warsaw)
  • rudolf
  • sweeney todd
  • footloose (sorry, but only with Serkan.)
  • jesus christ superstar (Sarich & Kaya -> infernal duo! <3)
  • wicked
  • my fair lady (was even performing, at school, hahah :D)
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • White Collar
  • The Vampire Diairies
  • Glee
  • Lost
  • Lie to Me
  • Sherlock
  • Taste of Life
  • Agatha's Law
jan 21 2013 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • musicals
  • hinterm horizont
  • chocolate
  • music
  • gigs
  • mountains
  • vienna
  • berlin
  • tea
  • smell of petrol (strange, i know)
  • smell of just painted stuff
  • mein ding moment <3
  • when you meet someone for the first time in your life, but you have the feeling, like if you have known each other for many years
  • pancakes
  • snow
  • skiing
  • meeting friends
  • preparing surprises
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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my future boyfriends / husbands/ lovers. (choose the correct one. in some cases - all three)

  • johnny depp (it's for sure!!!)
  • jared leto (no other option, okay?!)
  • edward norton
  • jim sturgess
  • matt bomer! (i don't mind he's gay.)
  • jack sparrow ( i know he's fictional, but in that case, i really don't care... really.)
  • perttu kivilaakso (OMG.)
  • gerard butler
  • ramin karimloo
  • legolas (see: jack sparrow)
  • john mayer
  • leonardo dicaprio
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • mein ding (hiho)
  • boogie-woogie madchen (hiho)
  • c'mon girl (rhcp)
  • beautiful lie (30stm)
  • holiday (green day)
  • footloose (k. loggins / amstetten cast)
  • life ain't nothing but a good thing (incognito)
  • tralala (poluzjanci)
  • gegen die stromung (hiho)
  • moskau! (hiho)
  • masz przewrócone w głowie (kuba badach)
  • defying gravity
  • jesus of suburbia (green day)
  • the kill (30stm)
  • snow (rhcp)
  • dani california (rhcp)
  • let the sunschine (hair)
  • hair! (hair)
  • milch! (elisabeth /serkan kaya)
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • the silence of the lambs
  • pirates of the caribbean
  • the misery
  • the secret window
  • the lord of the rings (trilogy!)
  • hair
  • eat,pray & love
  • seven
  • spy game
  • joe black
  • ps. i love you
  • 7 years in tibet
  • shine
  • sleepy hollow
  • sweeney todd
  • chocolat
  • alice in the wonderland
  • pride & prejudice
  • the notebook
  • inception
  • titanic (yes, i'm crying. always)
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • lotr - trilogy
  • hobbit
  • ps. i love you
  • janusz wisniewski's books
  • to kill a mockingbird
  • i accuse the archduke rudolf
  • alice in wonderland
  • before i die
  • mary poppins
  • rebecca
  • der vorleser
  • the picture of dorian gray
  • dr jekyll & mr hyde
  • 50 shades of grey (trilogy)
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • Johnny Depp -> EVER!!!!
  • Robert Redford
  • Edward Norton
  • Jack Nicolson
  • Brad Pitt
  • Anthony Hopkins
  • Matt Bomer
  • Hugh Grant
  • Julia Roberts
  • Gearard Butler
  • Sandra Bullock
  • Vincent Cassel
  • Geoffrey Rush
  • Juliette Binoche
  • Kathy Bates
  • Keira Knightley
  • Vigo Mortensen
  • Michael Douglas
  • Alan Rickman (his voice <3 *.*)
  • Meryl Streep
  • Pierce Brosnan (for his part in Mamma Mia...
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • cherry pudding
  • spagetthi carbonara
  • sangria
  • spagetthi bolognese
  • pancakes
  • kebap
  • cesar salat
  • tortilla with tuna
  • tortilla
  • tea!!!!!
  • brownies
  • pizza
  • my father's sandwiches <3
  • blue m&m's
  • chineese food
  • chicken in every form
  • watermelon
  • mango
  • pineapple
  • grapes
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • Go to New York & live there for a moment… maybe a longer moment ;)
  • Live in Vienna &Berlin
  • Get a tatoo
  • Go to Disneyland
  • Go to POTF concert
  • go to HIM concert
  • go to 30stm concert & stand with them on this f*cking stage!!!
  • Spend holidays on Bali
  • Go skiing in the Alps
  • See „Phantom of the Opera” at West End & Broadway
  • Meet Matt Bomer
  • Live on your own
  • Have a Mini
  • See MM live :D
feb 16 2013 ∞
mar 20 2013 +
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  • musicals!!!!!
  • incognito
  • green day
  • rhcp
  • the rasmus
  • matt dusk
  • robbie williams
  • apocalyptica
  • drew sarich
  • serkan kaya
  • poets of the fall
  • poluzjanci
  • maroon 5
  • 30 seconds to mars
  • patrycja markowska
  • udo lindenberg
  • andrzej piaseczny
  • michael jackson
  • david garrett
  • john mayer
  • andrzej zaucha
sep 8 2012 ∞
mar 20 2013 +