• anxiety
  • don't want to be vulnerable
  • don't want to feel foolish bc things that make me cry are often things i can't change
  • embarrassment over an outpour of emotions
  • embarrassment over things that i think "should" make me cry but don't
  • feeling like my problems often aren't worth my tears
  • i only think that major disasters are supposed to move me to tears
  • i'm sad most of the time anyway
  • it takes energy
  • my eyes are dry
  • my whole state of being often feels sorry
  • privacy
jun 30 2017 ∞
sep 18 2017 +