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it was strange i felt high but didnt feel that psychedelic high. which i love from shrooms. this was more internal. like i was waiting patiently for it to kick in and to see wonderful colors and the textures and the patterns respond to my heightened state. we went to the brooklyn museum btw. but none of that happened. it was just so internal and festering. like an anxious feeling. like i wanted to vomit. like i wanted to lay down. my head felt a bit light as well. it was so different this time. i'll reflect and say it was fine rather than be disappointed cos i wasnt fullly upset. after i thought it was just me being unable to get high. we vaped a b... jul 29 2017 ∞
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How granpa's room became a clutter She kicked daddy The bed was thrown out 2 months later It got painted over (sloppily) New outlets in stalled (sloppily) Jessica never took action So I took the space for my paints And painted well from August till June I could have painted some more but summer made it a chore We began the renovations in November I think and the moving of things from the kitchen to Grandpa's room happened And it was the last free open space My mother in that time started bringing home tubs Struggling down the block with them To place bills and clothes in them I hate that I let her do that I wish I stopped her aug 10 2017 ∞
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jul 23 2015 + is it silly that i want a boy to break my heart? knowing that i will devote myself to him, he could in fact use this to his advantage and bring on an onslaught of emotions and tears and future fears. is it silly that i want something new to add to a chapter in my unwritten auto-bio. a chapter that involves a romance that shouldn't be. i need a valid reason to cry and hate boys and feel vulnerable and dedicate nights to reading warsan shire poetry and days where i only wear black as i mourn the time i was once a naive girl who let someone into her sheltered heart, yet still remain naive. is it silly that i wish you knew that i liked you so you could do this. to say kind words and make me smile and say you like me (love me) even if you don't mean it. but i know you wouldn't because you are beyond genuine and sweet and a good and kind hearted friend (even if you are asshole). but i need a rea... mar 24 2013 ∞
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