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"I am a dreamer ★ For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world ✧"

renzel follows:

"I’m a paradox . I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has."

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nov 29 2017 ∞
dec 13 2017 +
  • Sailor Moon Manga Vol. 5-12
  • Sailor Jupiter Crystal Pen
  • Katekyo! Manga
  • Lady Gaga Joanne album
  • Seventeen TEEN,AGE White Ver. album
  • Nu'est W Dispatch photobook
  • Nu'est W 2018 S/G
  • LED Graphic Tablet
  • DSLR/Fujifilm Camera
  • Complete After School & Nu'est albums
dec 13 2017 ∞
jan 2 2018 +
  • Learn how to speak Korean
  • Make my own manhwa/webtoon
  • Go to my favorite artists' concert
    • B1A4 140906
    • BTS 141207
    • Sistar 141228
    • Beast 160319
    • Seventeen 160814
    • Lady Gaga
    • After School
    • NU'EST
  • Write my own autobiography
  • Make a calligraphy compilation
  • Write another anthology of poems
    • Beyond the Windowpane 2013
  • Make my own compilation of artworks
  • Visit South Korea and attend Gayo festivals
  • Visit Japan and attend Hanabi festivals
nov 29 2017 ∞
feb 26 2018 +

Renzel ✧ 20 ✧ 970317 ✧ pisces ✧ philippines

  • psychometrician
  • freelance graphic designer
  • art, photoshop, calligraphy
  • kpop, asian dramas, shoujo anime/movies
may 4 2016 ∞
feb 26 2018 +

# mbti personality:

    • infp. the mediator. 67% introverted, 66% intuitive, 79% feeling, 57% prospecting, 90% turbulent
      • listen to many people, but talk to few
    • strengths: idealistic, seek and value harmony, open-minded and flexible, very creative, passionate and energetic, dedicated and hardworking
    • weaknesses: too idealistic, too altruistic, impractical, dislike dealing with data, take things personally, difficult to get to know
    • romantic relationships:
      • love all, trust a few, do wrong to none
      • better three hours too soon than a minute too late
jun 26 2016 ∞
dec 13 2017 +

things that make me happy:

  • Simon
  • crafts and stationery
  • roses
  • jolli spaghetti
  • ice cream
  • new lady gaga music
  • the night sky
  • biking
  • seesaw
  • Christmas season
  • the cold breeze on ber months
jan 2 2018 ∞
feb 26 2018 +

Things to do when sad and anxious:

  • paint
  • calligraphy
  • go for a bike
  • take Simon for a walk
  • go to the mall and treat yourself
  • buy your favorite food:
  • write down your feelings in a journal/blog
  • listen to your favorite music
  • talk to a friend
  • watch funny videos
dec 13 2017 ∞
jan 2 2018 +
  • LOVE, PRIORITIZE, and PROTECT myself more
  • always take care of my mental health
  • stop sacrificing my own happiness for others
  • start living my life for myself
  • do things that truly makes me happy
  • stop overthinking
  • try to communicate my problems with my friends
  • stop comparing myself to others
  • forgive people and be more person-centered
  • apologize every time I hurt others
  • be more thankful and contented with what I have
  • treasure every moment with people I love
  • avoid seeing the negative in situations
  • don't dwell on trivial things
  • keep looking for something positive everyday
  • be more productive and prioritize work th...
jan 2 2018 ∞
jan 2 2018 +
  • read and understand the bible
  • start reading books
  • start my masters degree course
  • take my mom on a date
  • have a picture taken with Simon in a studio & frame it
  • have a bedroom makeover
  • get a passport
  • go to my first overseas adventure
  • fulfill at least 3 things from the bucket list
  • buy the things on my wishlist
dec 13 2017 ∞
feb 26 2018 +
  • Self love is not selfish
  • Love yourself and start now
  • You deserve the love you keep trying to give everyone else
  • You are enough
  • Allow yourself to be happy
  • Prioritize your feelings first
  • Be grateful of little things
  • Be compassionate with yourself
  • Don't suffer in expense of making others comfortable
  • Start believing in yourself
  • Overcome your anxiety
  • Be more confident in yourself
  • Stop comparing yourself to others
  • Always improve yourself
  • Say yes to new experiences that will help you grow
  • Adventure may hurt you but monotony will kill you
  • Learn to say no
dec 13 2017 ∞
dec 13 2017 +