NEED TO BECOME BRILLIANT... ... which is highly impossible and therefore i need to-

• mug magazines and the papers EVERYDAY x2HRS HA.. WIF HIGHLIGHTERS (starting tomorrow)
• write out basic points
• ask rj which topic is better
• research my topic!!!
• plan essay
• WRITE FUCKING ESSAY
• send essay to rj
• pak
• min
• a.tan
• edit essay accordingly... until perfect :<

• stop dreaming of death
• create good things/ something artistic
• stop fighting with stupid rj
• lose face fats
• keep my room and life clean
• exercise more and detox
• don't get caught up in miniscule details- remember there is something bigger waiting for me
• be interesting
• learn smart things
• learn how to cook
• be more independent and stop crying on random people
• stay awake- beautiful things are around me

• painted fingernails
• lucky panties
• posting letters
• film cameras
• polaroids
• light pink
• hairbands
• the smell of books
• discovering a song
• images of birds
• paper bags
• playing the guitar late at night
• watching bands in pubs
• saxophones
• rings

this is a therapeutic list.

• eggplant lasagna
• rocket pizza/ spinach pizza
• macarons
• kueh pai tee
• macaroni
• pie
• creme brulee
• banana tarte tatin
• spinach ravioli
• potato salad
• sushi and sashimi
• hard boiled eggs
• artichokes on toast
• oatmeal
• claypot tofu/ rice
• winter melon soup
• apple pie
• carrot cake
• dim sum
• green tea ice cream
• souffles
• feta cheese
• quesadillas
• la mian
• broccoli
• smoked duck breast salad
• crumpets
• red bean dumplings
• chocola...

keeping them legal

• cigarettes
• coffee
• skittles
• beer
• sex
• soy milk
• green apples

places we could be to pass the time when we feel certain things

• happy- in a moving car at night
• pensive- at the botanical gardens
• sad- i could do this anywhere, but i'd rather in your arms.
• lonely- by the sea, on my front yard behind the gate
• not lonely- boat quay, esplanade
• nervous- (i don't feel this anymore)
• in love- town at night
• disenchanted- haji lane, fort canning
• excited- (i don't feel this anymore...

• post huiqi her mixtapes
• make rj's present
• get rj his sorry pizza
• pack rj his lunchbag
• buy shirley her rock candy
• pay mel back
• send min email(S)

• bright star
• the annunciation
• romeo and juliet
• the garden of eden
• sophie's world
• pierrot le fou
• cherrybomb