- shirt smells musky. Lil sensual amber
jun 20 2015 ∞
jun 20 2015 +
- Last night I had one I hadn't had in a month or so. It was set in this dystopian location where I was soldier. We had just finished initiation; another battle was approaching. A former previous love interest, along with some friends, were with me. The battle was brutal and a lot of people had their heads blown off or were simply gunned down by an unnamed and unseen enemy. After the battle I was being accessed at a doctor's office (last time I had this dream, I was just at the doctor's office). A lot of people I knew and loved had died and I didn't even want to go because I didn't see the point. I also realized I had some unresolved feelings concerning some who had died and it was too late. I was so numb I didn't even fight going to the doctor's. There were like 9 panels (mental health, orthopedics, general physical, etc) of ways to be inspected and ...
jun 7 2015 ∞
jun 18 2015 +
- Donate a piece of artwork to the Cottage, a sexual assault center that hosted group therapy for me and five other incredible women
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +
- how many times is it possible to attend Fuzzy's until my order is memorized?
- what if people had over their heads the number of miles they had traveled for that day?
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +
- scuba dive certification
- surf
- run a 5K
- learn how to ride a bike
- learn Qigong
- experience my 20s without a wheelchair
- develop a curriculum and teach a class to young kids at my church
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +
|
- I haven't figured it out yet.
jun 18 2015 ∞
jun 18 2015 +
- 2o years and counting
- lesbi-honest here...i really like women. like a lot a lot (a lot).
- excellent at projecting an outward image of pseudo-intelligence but i honestly have NO idea whats going on or how to make sense of it
- i am interested in robotics, philosophy, art (impressionism and the outsider art movement), (finger)painting, reading, writing, fedoras
- hyper in general. life excites me so much. so hyper(emotional/sensual/experiential/etc. all apply)
- college student studying Mathematics
- am I satirizing myself? most definitely.
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +
- try that painting thing where you attach balloons filled with paint and use darts to break them
- art exhibit in the coffee pubs
- art garden
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 28 2015 +
|
- Actuary
- Computer programmer
- Ideally, I would be a chaplain at a children's hospital, but I guess maybe it's just stupid? Pointless? I started with all these great aspirations; am I settling? Am I working hard enough? Am I "depressed?" (Not a good enough explanation for me.)? I just remember a car almost running me over-- and I just felt numb. Not scared. I moved of course. So I want to live. I just don't what comes next after death, what comes next after my graduation, what comes next after semester.
jun 18 2015 ∞
jun 18 2015 +
- skinny dipped in a famous fountain on my campus
- kissed in the rain
- Target icee & popcorn
- developed a taste in music
- made friends I trust, love and admire
- maintained healthy friendships and renounced toxic ones
- discovered a spiritual community I love
- (several times) went to a gun range and shot a gun (9 mm and 20 mm pistols)
- actively working towards recovery
- group therapy
- white water rafted class IV rapids
- approaching real adult romantic love
- insomnia (cookies) and the real thing
- am I a master to my pain or its slave?
- excuses, excuses, excuses
- 2 AM adventures and walks
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +
- sitting super close next to a woman when you're both wearing shorts and you can feel her leg next to your leg and it's so soft and intoxicating
- ladies' perfume, so distracting
- running hands through hair
- whispering in ears
- holding hands
- listening to a heart beating
- tears
jun 6 2015 ∞
jun 7 2015 +
|