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my name is crystal.32 yr old mother of 1 wife to my best friend&soulmate new to the site but loving it so far :)

UPDATE BEEN YEARS. REST IN PEACE TO MY AMAZING HUSBAND. JUST A WIDOWED MOM HERE TRYING TO GET BY DAY TO DAY

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Kayla Morrill

notes (thoughts)

I really battle daily with if I'm a good person or not. it seems like the only time people want anything to do with me is if they need something or to get close to a certain someone (she is not the problem and will call anyone out when she knows they bein shady) I just don't understand it. I truly believe I'm a good person with a good heart. I would honestly do anything for anyone. just don't test me...don't use me and don't hurt anyone I love...trust me I love hard but I hate even harder.

dec 26 2017 ∞
dec 26 2017 +

notes

fuck it lol

aug 15 2017 ∞
dec 26 2017 +

about me (addiction's and things I need to get rid...)

drinking
smoking
gambling
cutting
over eating
users
drama people-time to flush em
im sure theres more but im high and cant remember lmao
to be continued!

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dec 9 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

television (favorite shows )

SOA
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
BOBS BURGERS
AMERICAN DAD
CUTTHROAT KITCHEN
FORENSIC FILES
HIGHWAY TO HELL
FILTHY RICHES
FAMILY GUY
F IS FOR FAMILY
HOUSE
ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK
WENTWORTH
BATES MOTEL
TO BE CONTINUED..

dec 9 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

autobio (THINGS AND PEOPLE I LOVE )

MY SON
MY FAMILY
MUSIC
MY ANIMALS
THE SMELL OF RAIN
COLLECTING HATS
FLIRTING
DREAMING
FOOD
WATCHING TV
COOKING
VOLKSWAGONS

dec 8 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

friends (most meaningful friends i have had)

the first good friend I remember having was shannon neither one of us was popular in school and mostly kept to ourselves.one day we started talking i dont remember what about but after that we were unseperable.she was killed by a drunk driver october 5th 1989 r.i.p shannon
second best friend wouldnt come into my life until years later.I met her through my brother ( he was dating her at the time ) amanda was someone who at first i never in a million years would of thought we would get along but turns out we had alot in common we went through alot together..lost touch for a while but are talking again..i miss how close we use to be and im not sure we will ever get it back but im grateful for having her in my life at a time when i really needed her
on to present times I dont have any friends that I hang out with really but I do h...

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mar 16 2009 ∞
mar 16 2009 +

photos (love)

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mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

movies

titanic
clerks
chasing amy
grumpy old men
grumpier old men
two if by sea
while you were sleeping
charlie&the chocolate factory
tommy boy
terminal
castaway
ready to rumble
shawshank redemption
men in black
face off
con air
empire records

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

to do

be a better mother and wife
learn to love myself even the flaws
quit smoking
get my ged
fly somewhere
travel
tell people I love you more often
lose weight&get healthy
conquer addictions :)
ride a rollercoaster

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

about me (things most people dont know about me)

I hate the way I look
I want more then anything to quit smoking
I love the smell of rain
some day I want to write a book
I dont trust ANYONE but myself
I wish I had never gotten these silly tattoos
every night before I fall asleep I pray that I will be a good mother to my son
to be continued...

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

friends (or lack there of)

I use the term friends loosely as it seems most people are only a friend to me when it benefits them somehow
I am not one bit surprised how many people the above observation offended and all I have to say to that is. if you are offended or feel guilty in anyway your exactly the problem
my best friend died on april 3rd 2015 and my life was forever changed.
I have 3 best friends currently all of which are family members and care about me good bad and ugly
I spend most of my time feeling extremely lonely and unloved

dec 26 2017 ∞
dec 26 2017 +

autobio (things im exceptionally good at )

dec 9 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

crushes (biggest celebrity crushes includes my fa...)

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dec 9 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

music (MUSIC HEALS ME-MOST LISTENED TO LATELY )

LUKAS GRAHAM
LUKAS GRAHAM
DID I MENTION LUKAS GRAHAM?
MATT FAWCETT
TRAVIS TRITT
SKILLET
NEW TRAGEDY
MATHEW WEST
THREE DAYS GRACE
SAM HUNT
MAROON 5
JIM CROCE
THE USED
DAUGHTRY
KANE BROWN

dec 9 2016 ∞
dec 9 2016 +

about me (if i had little time left, i would...)

marry my husband again and show him just how much he means to me.its taken for granted some days :(
start a journal to my son so I could tell him things I wanted him to know about me,life,love ect
spend as much time as possible with my family and few close friend(s)
do things I have always been afraid to do.ride a roller coaster,fly in a plane,
make lots of home videos so my son can see his mommy after im gone

apr 27 2009 ∞
apr 27 2009 +

photos (reasons to smile)

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mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

my biggest fears

not waking up
death of a loved one
clowns
darkness
letting people down
swimming
nightmares

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

websites

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

relationships (marriage)

I love my husband more then anyone will ever know but I no longer know how or have the energy to show it
he has let me down more then he realizes
I want things to go back to the way they were
im in it for the long haul.marriage takes work and I will do whatever it takes
the above being said im not sure what to do next

mar 14 2009 ∞
mar 14 2009 +

music (it keeps me sane)

music has always been a huge part of my life. I love it because it never lets you down. no matter your mood you can find music that will agree. below are some of my favorites
Lukas graham --favorite song is funeral
sam smith---favorite song stay with me
matt fawcette-- favorite song my god is bigger (youtube him)
new tragedy --favorite song all of them lol (youtube them local band no longer together but will always be a fav)
pink nuff said...its pink lol
keith urban--fav song blue aint your color
to be continued