• Breaking my nose (I have an irrational fear of breaking my nose)
  • My parents dying before they can see me as a functional healthy successful adult.
  • Debt: Never paying off my student loans. Accumulating even more debt. Living in debt.
  • Caring so much about other people's opinions.
  • In general, breaking any bone.
  • Talking about my mental illness(es)/mental health problems to anyone, especially my family.
  • Grammar. My grammar sucks.
  • Suicidal thoughts/committing suicide: Thinking things get so bad that I have to commit suicide.
  • Continuing to tolerate bullying and abuse. Never being able to stand up for myself and others.
  • Diabetes: I don't want it. It's in my family history.
  • Alcoholism: see diabetes.
  • Never losing weight & always being fat.
  • A painful death: fire, suffocation, drowning and falling.
  • Never getting my writing published.
  • Being considered a 'bad writer'.
  • Staying in college another year.
  • Sleeping in a hotel at night and it catches on fire.
  • Rollercoasters with straight drops. I feel like I'm falling to my death.
  • Watching the Exorcist
  • Driving on bridges (watch the movie Susie Q)
  • Eating eggs, I have never tried eggs
  • Loosing my hearing because I listen to too much loud music.
  • Never kissing someone before the age of 30.
  • Never having sex before the age of 30.
  • Nuclear war under Drumpf
apr 10 2017 ∞
may 24 2017 +