• rid of me - pj harvey
• hejira - joni mitchell
• blue - joni mitchell
• 808s & heartbreak - kanye west
• mariah carey mtv unplugged ep
• what's going on - marvin gaye
• play - moby
• seat at the table - solange
• golden hour - kacey musgraves
• medulla - bjork
• tapestry - carole king
• caution - mariah carey
• broke with expensive taste - azealia banks
• emancipation of mimi - mariah carey
• daydream - mariah carey
• tidal - fiona apple
• when the pawn - fiona apple
• extraordinary machine - fiona apple
• a little bit longer - jonas brothers
• melissa - fka twigs

• kristin wiig
• aparna nancherla
• maria bamford
• gary gulman

• macgruber- "i'll fuck anything you want me to fuck"
• the interview- when seth rogen puts that thing up his ass
• superbad when seth rogen & bill hader are the cops after the guy robs the liquor store
• that fucking train scene in trading places
• when wake me up before you go go plays in zoolander then all his friends die
• waynes world-the bohemian rhapsody scene
• girls trip-tiffany haddish grapefruiting
• when heath ledger comes onto the bleachers in 10 things i hate about you
• all of bringing up baby-when katharine hepburn is dragging the leopard, all the farcical gold in that movie
• almost all of arsenic and old lace

• throw pillows
• concert tix
• wine glasses
• bluetooth speaker
• new water bottle
• fracas eau de parfum
• gucci bloom
• versace bright crystal
• shower steamers
• palomino blackwing 602 pencil
• taper candles
• susan alexandra

• klimt
• picasso
• matisse
• schiele
• munch

• good will hunting
• mamma mia
• superbad
• sound of music
• pride & prejudice
• lord of the rings
• 10 things i hate about you
• bringing up baby
• zoolander
• waynes world
• bridget jones diary
• bill & ted
• the royal tennenbaums
• macgruber
• trading places
• election
• dazed and confused
• roma
• clueless
• blackkklansman
• vice

• buff kim kardashian
• celebrities with guns

• cheez its
• almonds
• dried fruit
• dip crackers for hummus

• NAN
• mitchell (for joni mitchell)
• garland
• amelia
• armfeldt (like fredrika)
• grant
• bunton for emma bunton

nan garland

• accept my past and be ready to talk about it-i dont have to do it onstage or all the time but i gotta acknowledge it to some extent in my life story
• this means acknowledging working RETAIL at forever 21 and not having an undergrad degree
• always be creating-something-anything
• create a website at some point
• get a GOOD 5 min clip filmed
• i just really need to finally nail a tight five
• figure out why my comedy is necessary-what my individual voice brings to the table & helps others
• get headshots

• wallet
• phone
• keys
• aquaphor
• glossier gen g
• comedy notebook

• sunday in the park
• ALNM
• follies
• passion
• west side story
• sound of music
• spring awakening
• into the woods
• sweeney todd

• get my ears pierced
• lose my v please
• establish long term emotional connections that you can keep
• find ppl to stay with that you know & like
• go hiking-get away from the city and makeup and your face and your body and clothing and internet for a few days and figure some shit out-basically all my addictions
• get a credit card
• transfer my bank
• die
• oh god i'm not ready
• i will DIE
• go to ICA
• go to museum of bad art
• see the mr rogers doc

• le dîner de cons
• anchorman
• annie hall
• the big lebowski
• 40 year old virgin
• 21 jump street
• pretty woman
• notting hill
• pineapple express
• shampoo
• knocked up
• the producers
• blues brothers
• trading places
• american pie
• never been kissed
• dazed and confused
• macgruber
• wedding crashers
• saving silverman
• braveheart (with kate)

• the sky
• flowers
• stars
• sunrises
• the moon

• germany?
• english countryside!!!
• go to paris & versailles again & this time really enjoy it
• giverny
• marseille, nice
• italy-rome and VENICE
• iceland
• glaciers! rock formations! the west! volcanoes!
• yosemite
• yellowstone
• lisbon
• angkor-cambodia
• myanmar
• scotland

• from the dining table - harry styles
• chosen - blood orange
• hejira - joni mitchell
• sexy sadie - the beatles

• afrodisiac by brandy
• yeezus by kanye
• MBDTF by kanye
• DAMN by kendrick
• hejira by joni mitchell
• court and spark by joni mitchell
• aaliyah's self titled
• lust for life-lana
• ctrl- sza
• a seat at the table-solange
• salute- little mix
• butterfly-mariah carey
• caution-mariah carey
• nightride-tinashe
• tidal-fiona apple
• when the pawn-fiona apple
• AM-arctic monkeys
• suck it and see- arctic monkeys
• whatever ppl say i am-arctic monkeys
• broke w expensive taste-azealia banks
• 4-beyonce

• julia
• sadie
• lydia
• amelia
• clara
• solange
• violet
• josie
• eloise
• virginia
• georgia
• nan
• felicity
• gwen

• arctic monkeys
• little mix
• vampire weekend
• jonas brothers :)
• green day :)
• fall out boy :)
• weezer

• wayne or garth from waynes world
• someone from arthur-prob buster or arthur or francine
• princess?
• baby spice
• baby one more time again
• paris hilton
• angel
• fairy
• cowgirl
• snl character-target lady? gilly? more cowbell?

• daffodil
• iris
• peony
• bleeding heart
• lilac

to read:

• the stranger-albert camus
• all about love- bell hooks
• david sedaris
• joan didion-slouching towards bethlehem
• sula-toni morrison
• lydia davis books?
• truth about forever
• lock and key
• speak-laurie halse anderson
• born standing up-steve martin
• books by doris kearns goodwin

to finish:

• it-alexa chung
• americanah-chimamanda ngozi adichie
• woman hollering creek-sandra cisneros
• just listen-sarah dessen
• the white album-joan didion
• the pisces-melissa broder

to reread: