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  • I no longer want to run away with the circus (too badly)
  • I got Carpal tunnel
  • I don't want to move to Alaska (Sarah Palin lives there//too many republicans//military base)
  • I'm in love with my principal now too.
  • I found the other half to my soul.
  • I still recognize I have other pieces to my soul that are just as important as my yin/yang Divine Companion
  • I now use polyamorous instead of polygamous (lol)
  • I am a(n) Asexual Androgynous Agnostic
  • (I still suffer from PSAS) but now it has a name.
  • I no longer hate humanity(misanthrope)/think the world would be better without humans (because humans do the same things animals do, without humans some other creature will take its place and say the world would be better without ______). So now I recognize it as our nature (That revelation was thanks to the fact that 'God' sent women to get Raped in the bible)
  • I'm still in love with languages my new list:
  • I've started learning Russian (and progressing really well)
  • By age 25 I want to have those 5 languages under my belt.
  • Later I will learn: Portuguese, relearn spanish, & refresh/restart my Danish
  • I don't listen to Tori Amos all the time every day anymore...I've gone almost 2 months without listening to her at night or in the day, and right now I'm listening to "Another Day" by This Mortal Coil.
  • I still listen to the same song(s)...over and over and over again until they'll played out day after day//But...I switch 'em up now, and they're generally new songs.
  • I get out of the Rat race (still aiming)
  • I'm healing more.
  • Both El.v and Ajeshabel died.
  • I started writing in the Forbidden Stories again.
  • With El.v and Ajeshabel dead I have no reason to make any videos...
  • I figured out where I Spiritually stand on/in life (no more ambiguity).
  • I'm still open and growing regarding spirituality. (so my stand on/in life is always changing just not so much 'anxiousness' around it).
  • Happy, but still sad...(Life has it's ups ^ and downs __ :-)~.
  • Still suffering with attachments disorders--since I was born(learning how to overcome it).
  • I still haven't got a job--but more open to the idea now that I'm out of the Rat race.
  • Still struggling with social and personal anxieties//agoraphobias
  • I'm way behind in college Applications/Scholarships.
  • Still wondering if Ill get the chance to go to college, but not really down about it.
  • I still want to ride a Camel//Be a Camel Rider ;-), just...it's okay if I never get to do it
  • I still love animals and nature, and land, and will have those things just not in the way you think ;-).
  • My definition of Environmentalist means animals, nature and people, and being an activist in people/animal/nature rights.
  • I use menstrual rags that I wash for my menstruation ;-).
  • I still want a lot of little things.
  • It still does'nt take much to make me happy =).
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