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Things that have changed about my life.

  • I am married now.
  • I have decided not to have children biologically.
  • I'm no longer in school and have decided against college
  • I wish to reconcile with my favourite teacher.
  • I still yearn to talk with my principal for advice often, but never call.
  • I'm still polyamorous, with a male friend apart of our inner-circle.
  • I have not left the house for more than a few hours total since Summer. Have ceased therapy unexpectedly without informing.
  • I am asexual and no longer have a desire for sex.
  • I intermittently dislike humanity and feel hopeless there.
  • I am getting my license but terrified of driving.
  • I'm an up and on my way van dweller.
  • Grace is with someone now and is going to have a baby.
  • I avoid most groups now due to negative experiences with 'group think'.
  • Many of my friends have changed and gone in completely new directions.
  • I no longer talk to many of my friends anymore just because of what's going on in my own mind. And sometimes because I have nothing to say that's new about me anymore and what new things I have to say I'm only sure 2 or so of the original friends I had are interested.
  • I lost contact with Tota my alesiage partner.
  • All music sounds bland to me now but now I listen to a large majority esp. with Pandora radio and other stations to hear new music. I rarely find a new song. Lisa Gerrard is a current station I put in along with Azam Ali and I 'think' Morcheeba.
  • A polish singer has become my new Tori Amos for my updated life but I forgot her name and she's only got one CD out.
  • I had another rat Yereshkigal who died after about a year. He left me with many children and grandchildren from Ray (Atreyu). They were all born albino except for Kovu who is all black with a white belly. They are all sweet as hell and 'rag doll rats'
  • I'm still pursuing activism and made a separate listography devoted for those improvements.
  • I use tampons which I hate. Would like to use someday one of the menstrual cups.
  • I shower a bit more :)
  • I work for my uncle
  • I don't think my in-laws like me (anymore!)
  • I have stuck to my beliefs and foundations, the things that make me who I am based on my personal values.
  • My wife has stuck by me: We have evolved amazingly. We have not argued since this summer.
  • My carpal tunnel goes in and out very rarely 'in' these days.
  • I no longer play online games/mmo's. And possibly lost all my mmo friends due to it, but to each his/her own season!
  • I love rats.
  • I have a dog whose name starts with Mr. and ends with Friend.
  • I do pull ups
  • I can do a 'good' front flip now.
  • I avoid situations where I would have the desire to lie.
  • I use my writing as a creative outlet.
  • Still an insomniac
  • Developing patience (outcome is rewarding)
  • I've stopped calling family and friends near completely due to never knowing what to say socially
  • I'm working on not feeling envy over certain things/situations.
  • I choose to shave my head and would like to invest in wigs because I value long hair. Like the Ancient Egyptians.
  • MedusaGraiae's blog, I am Caenis, and PTSDHAVEN no longer exist, thanks to google taking down unexpectedly anyone who made an account using a non-google account and not switching to 'gmail', and PTSDHAVEN just fell off with dissuse.
  • I still don't like roller coasters and will never go back on one again ever. Sensation of falling really fast is not a thrill or fun for me :).
  • I have goals I hope to achieve including:
  • I want to be a writer with a message.
  • I want to be able to do flips and somersaults.
  • I want to do tai chi and aikido
  • I want to create an ecovillage/organization/rehabilitation all in one.
  • I want to also have many animals.

Other Listography:

http://listography.com/Mesa

nov 28 2010 ∞
dec 2 2010 +