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I look back on my list of people who I was once so totally in love with, and have no contact with now. I see faces in list of friends that I'm with now that I want to add in, and faces I want to take out. I've come to learn that we meet people who come in and out of our lives. I worry about writing a list now because I worry that people by the odd chance would see this and wonder why they are no longer on it, and then I will remember and want to add them. So I've come to regret making lists of friends.

My newest friend is Swankie and today the people I receive updates from old but still very good friends are Grace and Cyz, so by default the first names I want to write are Grace and Cyz :).

I have many friends who I care about, some who I haven't heard from and some who are apart of my family. Some names that weren't listed earlier should be there toda...

dec 1 2010 ∞
dec 2 2010 +
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So here is an updated list of dream jobs for me in 2010. Some of the things aren't so much jobs now as they are lifestyles things I'm attempting to attain:

  • Create an ecovillage/refuge for peace and healing.
  • Computer programmer (Game creations)
  • Linguist (Many Languages!)
  • Author (under a creative commons license due to my liberal views on Piracy and derivatives).
  • PeaceWorker/Activist (Social Reform from those who want it).
  • Animal Rescue
  • Martial arts: Tai chi/Aikido (evolved from acrobatics)
dec 2 2010 ∞
dec 2 2010 +
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  • Because dancing naked in the rain and playing tag becomes a kids thing.
  • When you buy a box of Trix, the kids on the box look at you and go, "Silly Rabbit, Trix or for kids."
  • You don't get lollipops when you walk into a place handing them out.
  • Adults have to pay more for their ticket.
  • You're no longer innocent.
  • You're expected to do and be a certain way.
  • "You're not a kid anymore." speech.
  • The labels
  • My free balloon.
nov 20 2007 ∞
nov 20 2007 +
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Being Told I love you and knowing they mean it.

nov 18 2007 ∞
nov 18 2007 +
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  • Reconnect with my dad.
  • Reconnect with uncles (all of them)
  • Reconnect and Stay connected with my siblings (including stepsiblings lol possible?)
  • STAY connected with my cousin Danielle.
  • Make a better effort to connect with my mom.
  • Make a harder effort to reconnect with my grandfathers.
  • (re)connect with my godmother.
  • STAY connected with my grandma.
  • Get Great G her puzzle present.
  • STAY connected with friends, and not allow myself to drift into dust.
dec 2 2010 ∞
dec 2 2010 +
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To know who and what I really am, and be okay with it.

nov 19 2007 ∞
nov 19 2007 +
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  • Make those phone calls to all the people who love me, and who I love, and let them know what they mean to me.
  • Then spend what little time I had left curled up around my animals.
nov 19 2007 ∞
nov 19 2007 +
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  • For becoming an Author. I already am. Just not Published. All I need is to get officially copyrighted, and then move on from there.
  • Being a computer game programmer. If I want it bad enough, which honestly currently right now, I don't want it bad enough. Finish reading the books I started, and make it happen.
  • I'll probably never be an Acrobatic Gymnastic... I'll probably never get to get lessons either. *shrug* so I just everyday go out there, and front flip, somehow get the courage to back flip, headstand, handstand, do all the basics. And when I get really good, climb up a tree, but some padding below me. And then hang off the tree like a monkey, do some weird moves, try and see if you have perfected balance enough to stand up there. And continue doing yoga. Helps with the balance part. Can...
nov 20 2007 ∞
nov 20 2007 +
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  • Wildlife Biologist
  • Computer game programmer
  • Acrobatic gymnastics
  • Author
  • Linguist (or at least know a bunch of languages)
  • Camel Rider (not a job really.)
nov 20 2007 ∞
nov 20 2007 +
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  • What the Body can do when its not mad at you :-P
  • That I can write.
  • That Music exists
  • That I understand the value of Animals.
nov 18 2007 ∞
nov 18 2007 +