✧ NO TRUE STORY IS LEFT TO PICK UP DUST:

• after for being disappointed and disrespected, you find a way to keep pushing on. after a nice break passes, you plan to prepare for future endeavors, future exams, and to have one final resolution with brownie as she has caused you gargantuan amounts of mental exhaustion. this will also be towards some of the last steps of childhood, let's keep pushing and moving to the top.

✧ THE ROMANTIC REMATCH:

• 04/01/2024 ➣ you talk with your friend right before break ends and get ready for school. so dtb girl apparently has an issue with you putting a purple heart on an ig reel because she has a boyfriend, some insecure shit is going on and it is more surprising that it wasn't a april fools joke. you make an annoucement that you will be having the engineering awards for your club. you have a good pab meeting where you talk a lot and even bring up the kids harrassing others which was may or may not get changed. as you walk around the campus, things seem so quiet and so calm. blooket is a horrible game where you steal yall. "i burned something for someone. it made me suffocate mixed up my priorities, emotions are swaying. i forgot how to be myself. please pick me up. i feel pain in my heart. this sorrow and hollow feeling. are throbbing right here. tears, please don't overflow. i breath out quietly. i held it in so no one'll notice me. what's "being myself?". please, someone answer this question. what do i have? what can i do?. as the wind blows, i stared at the light."
• 04/02/2024 ➣ with poor sleep, a dream that made you wanna tear up a bit since your grandma was in it, and more, you wake up and move on with your day. another annoying day with a teacher who doesn't want to teach and more. you had a chill day but couldn't execute the plan with brownie, it frustrates you. you had to shit out a scrapbook last second and prepare to hold a meeting with a grant writer. brownie has fucking mentally exhausted you and now you feel incredibly unconfident about her saying yes, maybe you should alter the plan and be straight up with her. at least plan what you gotta say.
• 04/03/2024 ➣ you feel a certain way about brownie, you feel as if not only the recent feelings and the fact you wasted time are the cause of this, like you had a dream to also emphasize such feelings. you told your friends about the purple heart situation because of how stupid it is. bro old spongebob and jhett the sonic youtuber are funny as hell dawg. you went all around the school to get signatures. people keep on telling you to grow your hair or whatever, you don't blame them. you got a bunch of candy. so your friend is dealing with some asshole friends and also gave you a new way to see brownie, that is to see her as intentionally wanting attention and causing problems, which is a possibility you thought of but finally mentioned by another person, they changed your way of thinking and ultimately change your view on the romantic rematch.
• 04/04/2024 ➣ your feelings change about brownie once again, and you now realize that you should probably just confront and help her at this point. your cousin is finally 18. you got on a field trip and help some children easter egg hunt, and some of those children are smart, some are slow, and some are just evil. you have a mental health day where you chill with your upperclassmen. looks like the bus never wanted to come on the day you should've left early. you got an okay sat score that needs a lot more improvement, but a lot of people are encouraging you, you just gotta keep pushing. brownie honestly is an annoying weirdo.
• 04/05/2024 ➣ this romantic rematch will technically come to an end then, cause now the plan is kinda to do nothing, no? it's your sweet friend from middle school's birthday. you have the chance to get in touch with one of the greatest people at your school, with tons of connections and scholarships, you wonder if you will be able to serve three masters. you get a nice mental health which was mostly a waste of time but you will definitely do your best to lower your average screen time. let's shoot for five hours a day. you work on some medals and seems like you can get some food for the banquet. you talk to your friend about a potential glow up, it's not a bad idea so you take her words into consideration. you had a good talk with an old sweet friend of yours from middle school, she has some serious injuries like titantium screws but still seems the same, it's almost like that blue never went away between the two of you.
• 04/06/2024 ➣ you got some work done and helped your mother with her new lil business. you saw an old family member who apparently got three kids at like 25 now so good luck to her, the escape room was pretty fun tho. still can't believe your "twin cousin" turned 18 a few days ago when she literally still acts like the same age years ago. it looks the engineering award medals are starting to be made.
• 04/07/2024 ➣ it is too many people's birthdays. conference is literally the most annoying thing imaginable. you got a lot of work out of the way. you started with legs today.
• 04/08/2024 ➣ you started 3d printing your first medal. a simple class without random questions from brownie. you made an ap english study group. you go around the school giving bell peppers and cabbages to people. you went to a meeting to see if you can run for any sga position but it seems like you won't be able to due to your busy schedule. so american heritage is just that place huh. you kept up the exercise and the driving.
• 04/09/2024 ➣ you laughed with your friends about a bunch of random stuff, good times in an aerospace class. you had a field trip for the rest of the day which was just a bunch of running up and down. yeah you expressed how you didn't like your sat score and plan to fix it.
• 04/10/2024 ➣ perhaps you should write a thing about brownie. a free day off means a lot of work gets done as well as some other stuff. too bad you had to deal with a stupid case study, now you know why you are never ever touching medical. that one workout was a lot on your body, you just probalby pace yourself more.
• 04/11/2024 ➣ a boring first period leads into a second period test where brownie tries to cheat with her ai but even that shit got some questions wrong so you don't even bother. she got a job tho so that should mean less problems for you. however, it looks like you ended up in some groupchat because you got a lil uh oh when you guys passed each other. a long set up leads to a new induction that went alright. there was cake and you laughed with your group of nhs seniors for this event. biggie cheese should stop asking where's your mom. and timmy turner needs to stop sucking nickelodeon's dick.
• 04/12/2024 ➣ so your other grandmother is in the hospital while your grandfather might have a lump in his throat, things aren't looking so well. it doesn't help much that you're an only child and when the time comes, it's up to you to look after your parents. so at the convention, you saw and old friend campaigned heavily, made some great connections with a stem group, and much more. just give up on this rematch or do something about it.
• 04/13/2024 ➣ you played fornite til you won a game with a 20 bomb, you guys take those. you got some work done today and you started talking to an old friend a lot more. you went a 3 mile walk today.
• 04/14/2024 ➣ one of the loudest convos you ever heard while you spent the entire day doing work and going on a 5 mile walk. you tried going for 100 squats, but you must've done something wrong as your back hurts, you hope this doesn't hurt you in the future.
• 04/15/2024 ➣ you go to school to learn some stupid chemsitry and do a simple english test. you got bananas, cookies, corn, and rellish from school. you also got more stuff done in engineering. you easily knew this lesson in ap bio. you talk to a friend about resting after pulling a muscle or tearing tissue or whatever you did when you had poor form. you'll have to rest for a bit.
• 04/16/2024 ➣ you wake up with the same pain in your back, you hope it goes away soon. you have a chill fifth period where you get work done and have laughs and take some pictures with ariana grande playing in the background. you had a chill sixth period where you just thought about your state of the new gen. you had a crazy time eating an orange during lunch and you almost threw up. it looks like you got some new skills in marketing and teamwork, it's not that you didn't know these skills but never properly implemented them. you had a fun weird game in history where you were a US soldier avoiding get shot by vietnam soldiers. so not only did you get a 100% on your certification, but your essay got first place and is being sent to nationals. your school got second place overall though, you guys need to fix that.
• 04/17/2024 ➣ the pain seems to be gone for the most part. looks like you can get back into the swing of it. your chem teacher tries to convince herself she's doing a good job, but everyone's failing that exam and its her fault. brownie asked you when's your study hall, talk about a weird ass question, now why does she wanna come over. you tried 3d printing a medal and we'll see how it works. you talked about a gun form but you don't think it's what you wanted to talk about. you started your journey in autocad, and it's not going so bad.
• 04/18/2024 ➣ yuji itadori coooooooooked, he got the new black flash record and can use dismantle. you thought to yourself about why she wants to come to study hall it's probably to bring her friends and attempt to trap you. you have a chill fifth period but then realize that next period could be complete hell. your beliefs come true when she calls you and despite your efforts to prevent her, she still showed up. she and her friend tried to have you take a seat with them and trap you but you avoided it, you left the classroom as soon as possible while upsetting a loudmouth bitch who sounds like a guy. you try make progress on the solar car by looking at a dead golf cart but you guys didn't have much to work with. you also don't know if you have a dedicated team to make progress on the project. you have an annoying period of us history, get a stupid field trip that must be crazy thinking you're showing up at 6 am to go check out metal detectors at a school, and just even more. you have a decent nhs meeting where you see new life blossom with enthusiasm with the new members. you work to fix your garden by yourself now though. life is now frustrating with brownie trying to trap you.
• 04/19/2024 ➣ it's dtb girl's birthday a week from now and you honestly don't know if you can say happy birthday to her after the purple heart incident. you tried staying up longer to see her later but whenever you dozed off, you would immediately have a dream that would involve her, guess you simply can't avoid her. despite your issues with certain people, you move to the classroom to get stuff done but you and your chem teacher talk about your friend that committed suicide two months ago and how you feel the signs just slipped your mind until the act was already done, what a shame. so an entire lockdown ended your school on the news. you got searched and tried your best to get out of the school as there was a guy on campus with a gun and even though he was hiding amongst you and your friends in the cafeteria with 300 other students. he left the gun somewhere in the school, causing the search to continue and they ended up finding bags of weed, pills, vapes and more. your friends were late to grad bash. you got heated when your dad treated things like a joke with his comments, this week was just horrible with your perspective on gun violence within schools.
• 04/20/2024 ➣ you work on the engineering awards presentation.
• 04/21/2024 ➣ you got to stupid church and looks like your gang can't hang out with you again. you figure that if brownie is gonna keep on following you, you might as well get her to start doing some chasing for you.
• 04/22/2024 ➣ you lost your headphones case, great. so you get some medals printing while also thinking you should beg for a lot of things when graduation time comes around. instead of tutoring, you got service hours for playing the board game called "sorry" and by getting second place. it looks like your friend had a code blue. so you might be able to get some money from brownie and another friend. not only that but it looks like some of the medals came out great.
• 04/23/2024 ➣ you wake up with a headache and low amounts of sleep. you get some chemistry things done and make more progress on the medals. you realize that once again, you have quite the ass and people like that. you get a lot of work done and a bunch of laughs while working on more medals, and then you get to go to an honor roll ceremony. your amiga was mute the entire day, which was pretty pleasant to hear nothing. honor roll was alright and the room eventually got hot, you stayed back to hear why the room is so dirty due to the custodian's wife passing away and impacting him mentally. you were mad tired to entire day but you planned on securing an internship real soon.
• 04/24/2024 ➣ genshin, we're here for a few more patches. you wake up this morning knowing it's gonna be a long day. you get everyone's field trip forms even thhough some people want to show up the last second. you were lucky enough to get a chance to get an internship with ja again, and for some reason you got scolded for randomly wanting to go to a state school but it was weird. your friend who was stressing over the project finally got it done and on her birthday too. the group of ja appreciates your work and you leave to prepare for the spring preview, which by prepare that means talking about euler's number and playing ariana grande songs on just dance. at the preview, you just sat a lot, but laughed with friends and realized that it will be hard to watch your club when you're no longer president. you realized that administration has a serious problem with you going to a state school, and you go home feeling more motivated.
• 04/25/2024 ➣ you wake up with new inspiration to start the school day. you wrote some pretty good stuff done in that last essay about being a cripple by nancy mair. certain people really like talking about your gyats. you keep pushing for autocad certifcations while the engineering medals get printed, it's good to see more people pass inventor even though someone got a zero. you do a lot of cooking in ap bio while your friend tells you tea about triple a batteries girl. you do an after school meeting online through zoom and talk about whatever.
• 04/26/2024 ➣ it's your friends birthday but you get scared you pass a test and talk to your friends about the engineering awards. you spent the study hall period putting some smelly mulch around the garden, it took some time but it got done. you work at autocad and take a test only to do not so good on it. time to get grindy with it, we gotta prepare for the ivy leagues.
• 04/27/2024 ➣ after texting a bunch of people and looking at internships, you got a lot of work done while also finishing the arlecchino story quest. you also finished the engineering awards presentation.
• 04/28/2024 ➣ you play tons of fortnite and talked about jjk ch258, the last career bound day, how triple a battery girl tried to babytrap someone, and much more til you fell asleep. can you clutch up in ap chem, let's find out. you go to stupid church and listen to stupid youth boys yap, and even talk about how their mother told them the bishop is selling hotdogs cause his zipper was accidentally unzipped, and just a bunch more stupid shit. however, you mom did a good talk and you listened to it even though it was mostly chatgpt but that doesn't change the fact you can speak good. even then, everyone thinks she can't speak cause they never heard us talk before, but that's just the case of the situation.
• 04/29/2024 ➣ so the bus just does not feel like showing up on time, but you and your secretary and assistant secretary feel like getting certified. you spend first period doing some studying while spilling some chisme. then you spent the second period doing some more essay writing, it feels weird that brownie has been not only trying to compliment you but try to potentially flirt or just add conversation, you don't know what she's getting at but this romantic rematch is pretty much done. while you almost humiliated yourself by almost slipping on some spilled ranch. you wore the wrong pants today as they are super tight and make your ass poke out too much. you try to explain to the class why bullying is justified while also telling your teacher how you feel about certain ap classes. you start the first day of us history bootcamp which was pretty chill. as you text your friend, you realize that the way you guys have been texting is kinda weird because yall ask about each others day and motivate each other to post more and so much. she's a nice person but the whole dynamic mimics a relationship. you prepare to get ready for college admissions and essays.
• 04/30/2024 ➣ you write an essay that while it won't be used for a college application, is probably going to be the inspiration of many of your future college applications. you start things off with another swing into aerospace where your friend luckily got swapped out the class as well as some crazy things being said after a test. you got a letter of rec for your teacher for this youth cabinet thing. then you spent your study hall getting ready for academic signing day, you talked to one of the underclassmen nhs members you knew back from love notes about college admissions process, the competition between students, and more about school life. you prepared a presentation on a spot for people from the city to come talk about in class. you took a us history test that was stupid and kinda bombed it, it don't matter, everything will be fixed at the end. you recorded yourself bullying your friend and it was kind of funny. she keeps on referring to you as patient.

✧ LAST PAGE OF A CHAPTER:

• a month filled with a ton of hell. a ton of work and a ton of unneeded issues with people in your grade level. you realize that this romance thing is just not for you, as even though you still feel like she's trying, brownie simply is just not worth all of that. you start to move forward into arguably the final month of the school year, filled with some of the greatest events, the hardest exams, and much more with only your heart and motivation to lead to success.