✧ PROLOGUE:

• the past year is nothing but unexpected. the events that transpired were unexpected. everything was unexpected. you will be beginning high school in a few days. you decided to make a commitment to a diary. you got inspired by your friends and thought could also benefit your mental health. knowing the school year is imminent, you decide to try and make the best out of the last few days

✧ THE LAST DAYS OF SUMMER:

• 08/07/2021 ➣ you had a dream which transitioned into a nightmare. you would then talk and play games with some friends. you decided to make a commitment to a diary. your good friend eri, decides to make fun of you.
• 08/08/2021 ➣ you had a fun time listening to "light the fire up in the night" (both kagejikan and mayonaka.) you hung out with eri today and they were acting strange, you start to worry about their well-being (jokingly.) you have been feeling sheepish because of your fear related to your social status. while this isn't the first time you felt this way and the feeling is much worse than it usually is, you slowly started to accept who you are.
• 08/09/2021 ➣ you witness some annoying stuff going on between some friends and it wasn't fair. you made a random online kid rage quit in smash. you got new shoes today, you feel content.
• 08/10/2021 ➣ you just got your high school schedule. some classes seem interesting, but you, unfortunately, got gym. the wait for high school feels even more tense
• 08/11/2021 ➣ you went to your school orientation and saw what your high school looked like. you got your bus route but you don't know how that time will work with other parts of your day. you don't feel so stable, you should somehow fix this
• 08/12/2021 ➣ you woke up in a bad mood, you believe the cause is school.
• 08/13/2021 ➣ you didn't get an ssr after 3 scouts. you feel horrible. you talked with eri today, it was pleasant. you won a nintendo-made, online smash tournament, you feel nice. somehow ended up in a group chat with the most toxic person from your middle school, he also called you a creep, lowlife, and nerd. you aren't hurt because you know nobody likes him. you and your comrades murdered the toxic guy and he left the group chat without even fifteen minutes passing. you feel fabulous. you have seven people joining you to destroy this guy. the guy never showed up though.
• 08/14/2021 ➣ you had three bad dreams in one night, but you feel normal. you fused some personas today and it was tedious, you feel glad that you went through with it. you talked and played games with your cousins, you feel nostalgic.
• 08/15/2021 ➣ you didn't feel so well about starting lds seminary, you feel gloomy because of this. alpharad made a tweet on twitter saying he will be back, you feel joyful.
• 08/16/2021 ➣ you talked to one of your best middle school friends and wished them a good high school year, and they said they won't forget you. it makes you feel quite glad. you got an ssr edogawa ranpo, you feel joyful. you had a mental breakdown because of what your high school's opportunities might not be ideal. you believe that you will never ever receive true happiness.
• 08/17/2021 ➣ amaris said thank you to everyone for the school year, this makes you feel nice. you acknowledge that this is the last day of summer and that school will be starting tomorrow. the summer has been fun but it's time to move on to the next chapter in life.

✧ DAWN OF A NEW SCHOOL:

• 08/18/2021 ➣ you wished your friends a great first day. your experience includes your morning bus never arriving, being late for class, getting locked between school doors, a horrible lunch, and your afternoon bus (the same as the morning bus) never arrived and you had to go on another bus and get home two hours later than usual. you also had a mental breakdown, and you feel your mental health plummeting.
• 08/19/2021 ➣ you had a better day and all of your teachers were cool. you heard someone call your name but you didn't see who told you. you hope you aren't hallucinating. your english teacher made you question your purpose for being born. you talked with the amazing eri while you walked home.
• 08/20/2021 ➣ you had a normal day at school but it was pretty boring. your foot starts to hurt you.
• 08/21/2021 ➣ you had a weird experience in the morning. you went shopping for some supplies. you feel sick knowing that you're a future failure.
• 08/22/2021 ➣ you got your joker at ten million gsp, your joker is now better than ten million other joker players. you feel accomplished. it has been another day where you feel like breaking down. ryale was supportive, you thought that was nice of her.
• 08/23/2021 ➣ you were able to talk to two students from your old school. they weren't really friends then, but they could be friends now.
• 08/24/2021 ➣ you saw your old best friend. he’s taller than you now, that isn’t a surprise but it slightly bothers you. you should start accepting who you are. it appears that you will have a “bus partner” and it’s a freshman. you wonder if you will be friends with them. you encountered a few issues and your study hall teacher is helping you. you had issues sleeping.
• 08/25/2021 ➣ you share a class with an old elementary friend who you were expecting to see. you talk with eri at lunch, it makes you feel nice. while you were on the bus, a giant wasp flew through your window. someone killed it and the person who killed it wanted to be your friend. you decided to accept the request as compensation for killing the wasp.
• 08/26/2021 ➣ you woke up feeling sick. you think your pe teacher was impressed with your work, you feel great. you ran back home because it was starting to drizzle and eri saw it all. talked with old elementary friends, it was a better conversation than expected so it's positive. you do feel a bit distressed knowing they are a lot taller than you, but you need to accept this so you're handling it better than before.
• 08/27/2021 ➣ you have to partner up with someone for a spanish assignment, you hope they do their work. someone told you that you’re academically faster than them, you feel as if your reputation is going in the right direction. you hate yourself a lot. you didn't do anything wrong, but you loathe yourself.
• 08/28/2021 ➣ you feel as if your old friends (both elementary and high school) have things going for them in high school. all of them except you.
• 08/29/2021 ➣ you had a nightmare and woke up sweating. you had a fun time with eri.
• 08/30/2021 ➣ you wished mars a happy birthday. your pe teacher complimented your work as you predicted. your chemistry teacher actually showed up today but it's actually a substitute who may be a permanent substitute; this makes you confused. you watched a girl walk in the rain, you feel somber.
• 08/31/2021 ➣ you had a rough day and the rain must've reflected upon it. you know there's at least one person who will always support you.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• the month of august has passed. you end it feeling sepulchral, however, you hope that things will get better.